How magic woeks

And the working od the univeese.
Imagine a trajectory of the whole world. 
First let me tell you it ends as "nothing is real" and "●fuck I'm depressed". That's the end of magic. If you're not to fall there you must limit yourself too. (yin=weak=safe)
You're part of the universe too. But you must be everyrhing and nothinf at all?