>rage 
>pure unhinged rage burns through your very soul as you try to stay together mentally 
>you take a deep breath and try to compose another reason as to why you don't belong here but are cut off 
"anon, please, i just need you to take your meds. please. i promise they will help you feel better" she says with that same reassuring smile 
>the smile only serves to infuriate you more 
>You don't know what the medicine is but it makes you feel like shit 
>this has become a daily routine now but you're extra persistent tonight 
>you will not take the medicine 
>you do not belong here 
>you know she is tired and impatient through her smile 
"Please anon. Its been 2 and a half hours now tonight. you are tired and unwell" 
>her words are strained as she starts to become more pushy 
>you have never been violent or too aggressive with her so you already have a better 'relationship' than other ponies in the ward 
>"please red heart. it makes me feel numb and sick. i just want to go back home" you plead again 
"anon we will have to restrain you and manually administer the medication if you refuse. you can go home eventually, you just need to get better" 
>you no longer believe this 
>it's been weeks 
>you will never go home back in your world and now you will never go back to your shitty shack in ponyville either 
>your eyes clearly struggle to hold back tears 
>"no" 
>she looks at you with genuine sadness 
>nopony believes you and your story 
>it's going to be another night being restrained 
>hopefully they don't iv anything into you this time