>it was a piss yellow day in Dying Light >you have played PvP with a friend, he told you to install a mod where you can just choose what stuff to put in your inventory and he got you to level 250 >you just fuck around the map, currently in some safe zone while the sun is coming to a brim >phisnom was talking something about resident evil fans saying something in 4chan... all you remember was an image of Wesker, maybe because he made a post on twitter about it even tho you feel gaslighted by yourself because you think he was talking about it on youtube... but maybe its both... >its nighttime, the volotiles are upwarding from the canal system and they would probably exenterate you to pieces if it wasn't for the guy who got you to level 250 you leisurely walk through the safezone, while the blue UV light shines in >the apocalyptic setting of Dying Light Good Night Good Luck and the UV light emitting sci-fi vibes reminds you of a deja-vu: ponies in apocalypse >as you do some basic platforming parkour in it you ask yourself: What is this 4chan site? must be pretty old all the images seen about it seem to have an 'old looking UI' and images with text it would be pretty funky if I could find somebody cool to talk to and play dying light with you know what, I might just uninstall this game now and come back into it once there is somebody to play with >you go to youtube, its muscle memory at this point... >you are reminded of how depressive your 'four you' is and you actually check out 4chan >the first thing you look at are /v/ and /vg/ because those stuff are what gets you most inteersted. Le videogames >as you scroll thorugh and check what people are talking about, you don't understand half of it... >seems like you really need to be invested into something and fantasize about a specific post to get an idea of somehting to say into your mind >you also check other places >like /mlp/ >it reminds you of this game that you used to play called Them's Fighin' Herds >game has a nice artstyle to you and you really like how characters look >you refunded that game a while ago because you just realized that fighting games are not for you >but this time, you have a cheap-ass controller with you so you give it another shot >you play with a controller this time >its also the worst fucking time to be playing the game, so shit happened and now there are no more updates coming. There is also some really op character that is banned in tourneys >you like the game, it has some really nice people in the community that are willing to help! >makes you feel like in apocalypse with good people around... >so you check out MLP somehow, you don't actually remember what did you search for the 1st on yt about My Little Pony Friendship is Magic this shit has like 10-20 episodes right? >checks out 'how many episodes does my little opny friendship is magic have' >222 holy shit! wait, am I actually becoming a.. how do they say, a brony!? >so yeah you become a fucking closet brony >still don't understand all the fucking stuff that autists are saying >you lurk for the most part, until you get better at drawing mares, which still didn't happen... because you are so [resisting the urge to say a swear word right now because its overdone and you are not Vivzie] lazy >you have 100 hours in tfh >time is flying by >them's fighin herds is becoming more of a wasteland every day... >you scroll one day to find /FoE/ - Fallout Equestria: A Post Apocalyptic Pony Thread >you are intrigued by the vibe that this thing gives >you (naturally) dont know what rad horsefuckers are talking about so you try to read the story >as you start to like the aestetic of 2012 and the feeling that it emits you try imagining the characters and the places of Equestrian Apocalypse... >you were never much of a reader >forcing yourself to read it you find out that you only get to chapter 3 and then give it up >as time goes to pass by you are a step by step closer to stop being depressed and lazy as you actually play the games that you intend to finish, start drawing mares, and try to read fallout equestria again >you feel like you can read faster now... that its not such a burden to read... >you get all the fallout games(not 76 tho), start actually watching mlp carefully whitout 'hopefully' anyone noticing >even tho you have a feeling that everybody knows by now, and its fine >drawing gets frustrating every time you try it >you just tear all the pages on notebook because stuff doesn't turn out the way that you want them to turn out >as you try again, and again, and again, and again, you remind yourself of Vaas from Farcry 3 >insanity >you refuse to give up >as you try some more you realize that your memory is keeping you from drawing good >looking at tian tfh reference image you think about video that you just watched about some guy saying something about mnemonics used in memorizing drawings imagine if I just stare at this image and God gives me a mnemonic to remember how her fire mane exaclty floats like >he does exactly that >you imagine a boat and that boat has some extention on top like the military ships do, and that a wave is about to hit it... >you google up twin towers to find an image before 9/11 of it and their surrounding towers to practice making mnemonics >being inspired by FoE vectors you try to vector ponies yourself >legend says that the creepymare will draw mares alike