>You’re trotting along the road away from Ponyville. >It’s finally time to leave it all behind, you stop and spread your wings. >Looking back at them, you give a few experimental flaps. >They’re beautiful, you look up towards the sky and prepare yourself. >With ease, you take off from the ground and soar into the air. >Taking a quick glance back, you see the ground and the town grow smaller. >A single word comes to mind. “Freedom.” >You pump your wings and fly further away. >Away from everypony and everything. >To soar amongst the sky and the stars. >You go higher and from up here, you can see so much. >How tiny things really are, and insignificant your problems really are. >It fills you with such peace. >You close your eyes and bask in the sunlight. >As you open them, you’re back in your bedroom. >Quickly you look around and realize it was all a dream. >Letting out a sniffle, and shake your head. “...I will fly...” >Heading into the nearby closet, you pull out the ‘wings’ you made a while ago and strap them on. >They may not be real wings, but they are real enough to you. >Gathering yourself, you stand up on the bed. >Closing your eyes, you try to leap into the air. >Though gravity quickly reminds you that you’re a earth pony and you hit the ground. >Hard. “Ow!” >You lay there for a bit, with tears slowly leaking out. “...Wh-why was I born a earth pony..?” >Silence greets you back. “...It’s not fa-fair...” >A few more tears escape, and you wipe them away with your hoof. “...I-it’s okay...Worth a try anyways...” >Slowly you stand and undo the wings, putting them away >You try to forget again, and go about your morning routine. >As you finish up your warm up, you know what to sketch. >A picture of you, as a pegasus. >You pull out the small folder you keep hidden of the previous drawings of yourself. >Looking through a few, you settle on three to focus on. “...This will do...” >Taking a sip of coffee, you get to work right away. >Slowly the picture comes together. >It’s you, soaring above clouds and being free from everything. >You slowly smile as you finish it. “...I can dream...” >The memories of the dream still fresh, as if you just were flying. >Closing your eyes, you revel in it. >As you reopen them your still in your living room. “...So-someday...” >You pick up the drawing, including the newest and set them aside for now. >Time to focus on other things. >In truth, you’ve drawn just about everything in your home. >From the stove to the bed, you’ve drawn it. >Probably several times at this point, though you’re not completely certain. >You settle on the bricks for the fireplace, the details are always good to focus on. >Picking up your easel, you bring it closer and set up for sketch. “...This one always gets me...But it’s good...” >You get to work right away, starting from the basic outline. >Each brick drawn, and soon the whole thing itself. >Finally the hard part comes, getting the details right. >The little marks on the bricks are the most difficult. >Sure, you shouldn’t copy them completely, but you want them to be as realistic as possible. >You finish up, but before you can examine your work, you hear a knocking on the door. >Looking over at the clock, it’s a little after twelve. “...Of course it’s A-Anon...” >A small part of you is still afraid it isn’t though. >So you go through the process of unlocking the door and slowly open it. >Peaking out, Anon is standing there, looking off into the distance. “...Um...Hello Anon...” >He quickly looks back to you and smiles. >”Good afternoon Addie, ready to draw me again?” >You nod and head back towards your easel. >As you’re setting up, Anon starts to talk to you. >”Mind letting me see a few more of those drawings?” “...Su-sure...” >You’re not sure why he wants to, they aren’t good enough. >Grabbing a few, you bring them to him. >As he looks at them, he pauses and yawns. >You knew it, they bore him and are awful. >Slowly you let your gaze fall to the floor. >”Is everything alright?” >You don’t look back at him, but answer. “...Yeah...Everything is fine...” >He kneels down in front of you. >”Are you sure?” “...I know you’d see those drawings were awful eventually...” >”What? Oh, you saw me yawn. No no, I’m just tired is all. These are great, really Addie. I could never call your work awful.” >You trace your hoof idly on the ground. “...You-you’re just saying that...I know you don’t want to hurt my feelings...” >”I’m serious, I didn’t sleep well last night, so this morning I felt really tired.” >Maybe he is telling the truth? >A part of you hopes so. “...O-okay...I got some coffee, if you want..?” >You look back up at him and he nods. >As Addie leaves to get you some coffee, you look at some more drawings and think. >She really must have no self esteem, especially if she thought your yawning was a sign. >Not sure what happened to have caused that, she might tell you eventually. “Mind if I look at a few pictures more while you’re doing that?” >You hear her call out from the kitchen. >“...Sure, do you want anything with your coffee...Cream, sugar..?” >You look at a few more pictures, before picking up a folder nearby. “No thanks, I’ll take it black. I like it better that way.” >As you open it up, you find yourself pleasantly surprised. >They’re pictures of Addie, kind of like self portraits, but one difference. >In each one she is a pegasus. >Like her other drawings, they are highly detailed, but some of these are colored. >You hear Addie come back in and let out a gasp. >Looking to her, you see her face frozen in horror. >”...W-where did you find that..?” “It was next to the other pictures you have here, is there something wrong?” >She is shaking and looks on the verge of crying. >Shit, what the fuck did you do? >You try to salvage this. “I wasn’t supposed to see these, was I? I’m sorry if that’s the case, but they are really great. Didn’t know you did self portraits.” >She is still standing there shaking. >Do something jackass, you can’t fuck this up. >You set down the folder and approach her slowly. “If I upset you, I am sorry. I really didn’t know.” >You kneel before her to get to eye level with her. >The whole time she keeps her eyes locked on you. >Slowly, she stops shaking and wipes away any forming tears. >”...It-it’s okay...I should’ve put those away...It’s my fa-fault for being dumb...” >You give her a smile and shake your head. “Not really, I should’ve asked about the folder. My fault for being nosy.” >Addie lets her eyes dart around again, must be a nervous tick of hers. >She shifts around for a few moments before closing her eyes and letting out a long sigh. >She opens them a little bit, and mumbles something out. “Sorry, but I didn’t quite catch that.” >”...In my dreams...I’m a pegasus...And I fly away from everything...That’s why I draw myself like that...” >The fact she is trusting to tell you this says something. “So you dream of flying?” >Addie nods slowly, but doesn’t look at you. >You think for a moment. “I know I’ve seen a hot air balloon around here, have you tried riding one of those? Wait, it’s not the same, is it?” >Before you can continue, she starts talking again. >”...You-you’re right, it’s not...The feeling of flying...The freedom...That’s what I want...” >No surprise, then again, there is magic in this world, so there might be a solution. >You’ll ask Twilight later, until then, time to move on. “Sorry again for doing that.” >”...I forgive you...” >Hopefully she believes you, though you doubt it. >You pick up the coffee cup she set down and take a drink. >It hits you like a freight train, she must like this stuff strong. >You shudder and get up. “How about we get back to drawing?” >She nods and you head to the middle of the room, assuming a bodybuilder pose. >You watch her prepare to draw you as you flex. >Picking up her pencil, she starts to sketch you. >Like the previous times, she moves fasts and stops to erase occasionally. >This is starting to hurt, so you stop flexing and just hold still instead. >The minutes crawl by and she sets her pencil down, signaling that she finished, hopefully. >”...Okay...You can come look...” >Thank fuck, you straighten out and walk over to see this piece. >You reach the canvas and admire her work. >You want to tell her what a fantastic job she has done, but you know already that she would likely not believe you. >Doesn’t matter, you have to raise her spirits some how. “This is amazing work Addie, it’s really shocking how well you manage to capture the image so well.” >From the corner of your eye, you see her blush and her mumble something. >However it’s getting late, and you have to figure out if it’s possible to fulfill her dream. “I’m gonna get going, but it’s been great helping you out.” >”...Yeah...Thank you again for coming over Anon...You’re really helping me improve my skills...” >She gives you a small smile as you leave. >As you walk home, you wonder how she ended up like this, and how you can fix that.