>A chilly, but beautiful night greets you as the door slowly closes behind you. >The cold air smacks you in the face, giving you a bit of a refresher. “Fuck, good thing I’m wearing a jacket.” >You start to walk away from the bar, and to be honest, you’re far from drunk. >At most, you’re a little buzzed, doesn’t help that the liquor here isn’t that strong. >On the plus side, your wallet thanks you for not throwing away all your cash. >But on the other, it’s difficult to really enjoy yourself at all here in Ponyville. >There really isn’t much to do, especially with no real technology to rely on. >You should be a bit more thankfully though, at least you have some friends here, so that’s something. >You stop to light up a cigarette, and hear some kind of commotion coming from the nearby alleyway. “The fuck?” >Slowly, you peer down it and see what looks a stallion attacking another pony. “You got to be kidding me...” >Tossing aside the cigarette, you quickly start to run into the alley and try to help. “Hey fuck face!” >Just as you yell out, you see the stallion spot you and sprint off in the other direction. >Can’t believe this shit, but then again, they have all kinds of fucked up things going on in this world. >Unfortunately that fucker is clearly faster than you, so you stop. >Doesn’t matter, you start to look around for the poor sap who was attacked. >Doesn’t take long, you find the pony laying in the trash nearby. “Shit...” >You kneel down and try to see if they are alright. >Can hardly make out this pony out in this dim light. >From what you can tell, they’re pretty beaten up, you gently reach out and touch them. “Hey...Can you hear me? Are you alright?” >A pained moan escapes their lips. >You let out a sigh of relief, at least they’re alive, but you need to get help and fast. “Wait right here, I’ll be right back with help.” >Just as you stand, you feel the pony grabbed onto your leg. >”N-no! Don’t please!” >Freezing you try to reason with this unnamed pony. “Don’t worry, whoever attacked you is gone, I just need to get some help.” >”No, you don’t understand. I’m f-fine really.” >Arching an eyebrow, you shake your head. “Not to sound like a prick, but you don’t look fine.” >The pony sits up a bit, and you get a better look at them. >All you can really see is their blue eyes, looks like a mare, though could be a stallion, hard to tell at the moment. >”I’m serious, you don’t have to get help.” “You were attacked though, we should report this and possibly get you to a hospital.” >”I’m telling you, it’s fine, I brought it on myself.” >What the fuck kind of logic is that? “Somehow, I doubt that.” >He? She? Lets out a sigh. >”I-it’s complicated, just please...Let this go.” >Though they plead, you know you can’t actually give into their request. “I can’t do that.” >Shaking your head, you start to move again, only for them to latch onto your legs and nearly cause you to fall. “What the fuck?!” >”PLEASE NO!” >You barely manage to hold your balance and feel your own anger rise. “I’m just trying to help for fucks sake!” >”I didn’t ask for help!” “And what? You expected a random passerby to ignore someone attacking another?” >It’s now that the pony starts to break down and cry. >And now, you realize this is a stallion. >Probably the most effeminate stallion you’ve seen here in Ponyville. >Well fuck, not entirely sure what happened, but you gotta get him to calm down. >You kneel down and gently stroke his back in an attempt to relax him. “Shhh...It’s okay. Against my better judgment, I won’t go get others.” >Slowly, he calms down, but is still sniffling. >”J-just leave me...” >You feel like shit, this kinda madness shouldn’t be happening in this world, but here it is. >Can’t just leave him though, at the very least, you can try to help him. “No can do, at least let me help you get to the hospital or something.” >He shivers, and shakes his head. >”I don’t need a doctor, I just want to go home...” >He tries to stand up, but stumbles. >You act quickly and hold onto him. “Easy there, if you want to go home so bad, then fine. But I will help you home at the least.” >He stares at you with some tears in his eyes. >”You don’t even know me, so why are you intent on helping me?” “You’re right I don’t. My name’s Anonymous, what’s yours?” >He wipes away some of the tears and mumbles something out. “Sorry, I didn’t hear that.” >”It’s Damage Case.” >Do ponies get super high when they name their kids or something? >You offer up a handshake with a smile. “It’s a pleasure to meet you Damage.” >He shakes his head, but accepts your gesture. >”Just call me Case...” >Nodding you readjust yourself to try to help him. “Looks like you’re going to have trouble walking, how about I carry you?” >Case does a double take and looks slightly terrified. >”I-I’m fine, you don’t want to carry me. I’m too fat and heavy.” >Is he serious? He is roughly the size of most mares you see around here. >He tries to make a point by standing up. >”See? I can make it home just-” >Though he tries to walk again, he quickly ends back on his rear. “Uh-huh. Just let me help you, okay?” >He doesn’t look too happy, but finally relents by nodding. >Gently, you wrap your arms around his barrel and pick him up. >Just like you thought, he is quite light. >And now you can get a better look at him. >He has a gray coat, black mane with a pink streak, and is wearing some piercings along with some socks. >Can’t quite make out his cutiemark though, but he has a black eye forming and is pretty roughed up. >As he is in your arms, he is lightly shaking, probably is pain and scared. “Alright, lets get you home. Where do you live?” >Case is quiet for a moment or so before he tells you his address. >It’s almost on the other side of town, you’re pretty certain you can carry him that far. >Hopefully at least… >As you walk along, you see some ponies out and about tonight. >They all give you weird looks, probably because you’re carrying a pony. >He’s been awfully quiet the entire time, not that you blame him. >Sure he is light, but you have to readjust your hold on him as it’s starting to get difficult to carry him. >Fortunately, you’re almost there and you start to consider what to do. >Case really doesn’t want your help, but what the fuck do you do? >Your mind is still racing. >The only good thing is that you’re almost home. >Of course you fucked up, you let yourself hope that it would be different this time. >But no, out of all the ways he could’ve reacted, it just so happened to be a very pissed off stallion. >In a way, you had hoped he killed you. >Then Anon came along and ‘saved’ you. >Fucking pathetic… >”Alright, here we are.” >Snapping out of your thoughts, you see your home and feel a slight bit better. >He gently sets you on the ground and stretches a moment. “T-thanks...For bringing me home.” >Anonymous nods. >”You’re welcome.” >You’re about to head in, but notice him still standing there. “Um...Do you want something?” >He looks like something is on his mind, finally he speaks. >”Are you going to be alright? I can drop by tomorrow to check on you.” >Is he being serious? >Why does he keep insisting on helping you? “I’ll be fine, you can go home.” >”I don’t mind really, it’s the least I can do.” >If it gets him to go away, fine. “Okay, sure...” >He nods and starts to head off back where you two came from. >After watching him turn the corner, you wait for a few minutes before heading inside. >As the door closes behind you, you call out like you usually do. “I’m home!” >No answer of course, you’ve been alone a long time since mom left. >You let out a sigh and go to take another step, but feel the pain from earlier settle in once more. >Letting out a groan, you find yourself practically hugging the floor. “So stupid...He should’ve just killed me.” >A few tears escape, though you try to stop them. “Come on, keep it together, can’t breakdown now.” >You get up, and slowly make your way to the bathroom. >The moment you turn the lights out, it stings your eyes, but now you can see how fucked up you are. >Makeup is smeared, your socks are torn, and you have a black eye. “Great...” >Gonna be hard to explain that one to your boss in the morning. >As you clean up, your thoughts go back to earlier. “Why’d he have to help me?” >You let out a small gasp of pain as you clean away the makeup. “No pony bothers to help me, so why him?” >Probably because fate is cruel, and likes having your suffer. >You finally remove the last of the makeup and the damaged socks. >Without the clothes or the makeup, you look like your usually self. “Pathetic.” >Shaking your head, you head into the kitchen to grab a ice pack from the fridge and sit at the table. >It’s always the same. >You meet somepony, whether they’re a mare or stallion, it doesn’t matter. >They find out sooner or later that you’re a pathetic excuse of a pony and leave you. >Or like earlier, beat the shit out of you. >Letting out another groan, the ice pack stings a bit. “Why couldn’t I be like everypony else?” >You already know the answer to that, you’re a joke. >Mares don’t want you because you look too much like a mare. >Stallions however, hate how you try to pretend to be a mare. >Can’t ever seem to find somepony who accepts you for who you are. “I’m probably going to die alone...” >As your mind starts to slip into those thoughts, the memories of your mother flash into your mind. >She always loved you, no matter what. >She protected you from your father and the bullies. >Always had the answers and even gave you a reason to live. >But she’s been gone a while now, that reason is gone as well. >However, you can’t go through with ending it yourself. “Because I’m a coward, that’s it, isn’t it?” >No that isn’t it. >It’s because you’re holding onto hope, just mom used to say. >Shaking your head, you feel tired and done with being awake. “Screw this, I’m going to bed. At least I’m happier in my dreams...” >You toss the pack in the sink and head to your bedroom. >You’re still sore as fuck, but that doesn’t matter. “Maybe I’ll die in my sleep, that’d be great.” >Reaching your room, you lay down and try to fall asleep, but feel your mind wander. >Anonymous said he would stop by tomorrow. >What do you do if does? >Nothing probably, like you always do. >You were always weak willed, like dad said... >A stray thought enters your mind. >What if you two became friends? >A laugh escapes you. “Yeah right, as if he would ever be friends with a freak like me.” >Rolling over, you try to quiet your mind. “Just need to fall asleep, and stop thinking about stupid ideas like that.” >Regardless, it would be nice to have a friend. >Even for a little while. >At least for pretend... >Your eyes become heavy, and at last, sleep takes it’s hold on you.