Originally published August 2014 Side story to SgtAnon. > You are Spitfire. > Currently facedown in mud, warmed by the early fall sun into a tepid stew. > It clings to your coat and clumps in your mane, an affront you would have never tolerated a few months ago. > You do not care. > Above you, the sky burns. The enemy's rapid-fire guns are sending angry orange-red steams of fire skyward, scything through the remaining pegasi in the air. > The air shudders with the roar and rumble of guns, the pop-popping of distant explosions, and the sharper crack-rumbles of pegasus-driven lightning strikes. > You do not care. > You finally heave your muzzle out of the mud only when your lungs scream for oxygen, a burning need that overrides all other thoughts. > Immediately collapsing back down to the ground, you stare upwards dully, watching a few armored chariots vainly attempting to break though the anti-air fire and allow the unicorns inside to wield their magic against the enemies. > Even as you watch, a burning light streaks skyward on a column of smoke, homing in with unnatural accuracy on a chariot. > The unicorn jumps free to late, and chariot, pegasus, and unicorn alike are all consumed in a flash and puff of smoke. > You do not care. > Your mind is elsewhere > Eyes may view the carnage around you, but it is not what you see. > Your vision is locked to a scene not a few minutes prior. > They are all there beside you. > The finest of your Wonderbolts. > Misty Fly on your left, Rapidfire behind her. > Fleetfoot covering your back, with Blaze on her wing. > To your right is the only pegasus you would ever trust to be your wing. > Your glance over and nod to Soarin'; he gives a quick nod back. > There's no chance to hide the trepidation in his appearance. > None of you are at peak performance, after all. > Not after enduring the weeks of siege in Cloudsdale on cut rations. > But there was no way to avoid this now. > Supplies, not only of food but of medicine and other basic necessities, had begun to run low. > You had to open a path for the sky-carts if more was to come. > Yet even as Soarin' betrays his apprehension, there is an steel-will determination there to succeed at all costs. > You've seen it before, at the start of every race. > The only difference is, this time you are racing for more than a medal. > More than your lives, even. > This time, you race for victory. "Break! Break! Go! Go! Go!" > Your Wonderbolts react perfectly, launching from a cloud as soon as you give the signal. > Banking over another passing cloud, you dive low. > Hopefully too low for the enemy's anti-air guns to track with their freakishly unerring accuracy. > Dodging and weaving back and forth, you make for the nearest battery of long-range weapons. > If you can break these, the siege will be broken. Supplies can get through to Cloudsdale again. > You will hit them. > You have to hit them. > You cannot bear to have to return back to the once-legendary city of the pegasi, only to see more wretchedly thin bodies and dilapidated cloud-structures. > Angling towards a patch of trees, you dodge through them barely above the ground. > Branches and leaves whip around you, but it is nothing you haven't experienced before on a race. > Indeed, you feel the old rush pumping in your blood even though there will be no cheering fans, no basking in success today. > The most you can hope for today, is to stave them off the city a while longer. > You break through a treeline, the enemy anti-air position in the clear before you. > A eight of their ugly, twisted-looking metal vehicles, surrounded by revetments and soldiers dug in. > You come in so low over the ground that you can see their shocked faces as you clear the first trenches. > Misty's warning cry comes to late. > Two of the enemy's vehicles have seen you with their unblinking eyes, the turreted tops swiveling down to track your 'bolts. > No! > You're so close! > Just another couple seco- > The vehicles' guns fire with a throaty growl, jets of flame and smoke pouring from their muzzles. > An agonized screech wrenches your attention to the side. > Just in time to see Rapidfire, surrounded by a cloud of bursting enemy shells, plow into the ground. > You don't wait to watch the dust cloud clear. > Even if the enemy's guns hadn't gotten him, no pegasus could survive an impact with the ground like that. > Not even a Wonderbolt. > In the two seconds you have been given, you pass over the cluster of enemy soldiers. > Without a thought you pull the handle on the side of your suit. > The saddlebag strapped to your side slips open, disgorging a mist of liquid rainbow across their position. > You don't hear their cries of shock and surprise, but you know the spicy concoction will have left the alien creatures blinded and distracted - or worse. > Four seconds. > The vehicles' turrets are moving again, tracking your remaining 'bolts - but it is to late for them to fire again. > A quick twist back allows you a perfect four-point sideways landing - slamming into the side of the vehicle evenly on all hooves. > A ready-made thundercloud is pulled from its special pouch on the opposite saddlebag. > Bucking it against the vehicles' hull, you let the lightning flow through the metal skin. > You don't understand how the aliens' machine-weapons work, but you do know that Princess Twilight said a sufficient electrical current can damage or destroy them. > So current you give them. > Bursting skyward from the disabled vehicle, you see your remaining four 'bolts taking off from their assigned vehicles as well. > Up, up, up - you need to gather stormclouds for a proper lightning strike, to finish off the vehicles. > Soarin' pulls in beside you. "Easy as pie, eh, Spits?" "When I can have one again, I'll tell you!" you rebut, grabbing a dark-looking nearby cloud and preparing it for a proper thunder. > "Hah! I'm looking forward to one myself; I'll have a piece in Rapidfire's me-" > A sharp pop followed by a growing roar drags your attention downwards. > What you see drops an icy ball into your stomach. > A spear is rising on flame and smoke from one of the vehicles, right up towards you. > They were supposed to be disabled! > Did you screw up? > Had the aliens found a way around that? > Was the princess simply wrong? > No, you're overthinking it. Got to- "SCATTER, DOWN NOW!" > Your shout comes to late. > Even as you all break downwards, you can tell you waited to long. > The spear is fixated on Fleetfoot. > Even with her flight goggles hiding her eyes, you can see the terror on her face. "Come on, Fleet." > Your voice is soft as you maneuver. "Don't lock up. Don't lock up, we've trained on this!" > To late Fleetfoot tries to bank off to the side of the missile's flight. > It passes her close by and erupts in a blinding flash and deafening thunderclap. > There is no Flootfoot moments later. > Another growling cough from the guns below, and your attention is again dragged away to see- "No." > Soarin' is trailing out of a cloud of shell bursts, spinning wildly. > Why is stomach-churningly obvious. > Where once a wide, strong wing had emerged from his back, is now just a red gash. "NO!" > Misty Fly crosses your vision, trying to outmaneuver one of the enemy's rising missiles. > That is enough to snap you out of it. > There is nothing you can do for Soarin'. > He's never going to get back to Cloudsdale on one wing. > Let alone land safely. > You tear your eyes away, unable to bear seeing him hit the ground. > Just in time to see an enemy missile fill your vision, colliding with your head seconds later. --- > Something snaps you out of your memories. > Looking around, you blink slightly. > What had done that? > What had- "Spitfire! Captain!" > Misty drops in beside you, looking rattled. > Her flight suit is torn in several places, blood leaking from some. Shrapnel. > "Captain, are you wounded?" > You look dumbly at your forelegs, giving all four of the limbs a few experimental steps. > They still function, and your wings flap without pain as well. > The missile. > Why hadn't the missile...? > No, no time to ponder that. > Just accept the luck Celestia has granted you. > You shake your head, pulling off your shattered flight goggles. > Thankfully the glass had stayed in its frame, or you would be blind right now. "Where.... where's Blaze? Where's your wingpony, Misty?" > She shakes her head. > "I don't know, Captain. I lost sight of him and can't find him anywhere." > Another pause, her voice shakier. > "Captain, I saw, Soarin'..." > You interrupt her. "I saw as well. Come on. This... this failed. We need to get out of here. This..." > You look around the battlefield. > The sky is still full of pegasi - weaving, dancing, forming thunderclouds. > Some play elegant, deadly duels with the enemies' larger metal aircraft. > But it is also still full of streams of fire and rising pillars of smoke. > There will be no breaking the siege on Cloudsdale today. "This is a disaster. We have to go, Misty." > "And leave Clo-" "I know!" > Your voice cracks. "I know. I don't want to either, but if we go back there... it's surrender or starve. I can't do either. I have to keep going; I have to keep racing." > You pause. "For Soarin's sake." > Misty stares, then nods. > You take off together, sticking low and close to obstacles to fool their anti-air weapons. > For once, you let Misty lead. > You aren't fully paying attention anyhow. > Other images fill your mind. > A light-blue coat and darker mane. > His laughter, calm and happy as he devoured his way through another pie. > Green eyes, half-closed in contentment and bliss. > Rejoicing together after another successful race. > Limbs curled together on a cloudbed, your muzzle nestled into his wing. > You shake yourself free of the memories, narrowing your eyes and pushing your aching wings harder. > In that moment, you would unashamedly admit that the tears in your eyes are not just because of the wind gusting over them. > You will fight on, though. > You will see this alien army cast out of Equestria. > For Soarin's sake.