>You take a sip of warm tea while your gaze falls on a distant Ponyville bathed in yellowish-orange sunlight. >Celestia moves her sun ever closer to the horizon bit by bit. >You idly wonder what she's up to right nos but you push that away and take another warm sip. >Magic is a wonderful, wonderful thing. >Your tea remains comfortably warm even all the way out here on this hill. >Your eyes fall to the cup between your hooves. >You catch your reflection and almost lose yourself in it before the silence is broken. >"You know," Twilight begins. >You look up and bring your sight just above your cup and over the tea set to the lavender alicorn. >She gives you a content, albeit confused, smile. >"Of all the things I expected when I woke up this morning," >She takes a sip. >"This wasn't one of them." >You open your mouth to respond but words just don't come. >Twilight continues regardless. >"Honestly. I woke up and just lied there for half an hour dreading what I was going to have to deal with today. Maybe a note form Cheerilee about some choice words you've said in front of your peers or maybe you get a wild tail hair and decide you are going to use spike to send something gross to Princess Celestia." >She continues to list emphasize each point with her wings. >"I'm still trying to dismantle that pyramid scheme of yours. Maybe you'll have goaded my friend's sisters into trying to break glass with their voices again. Heck maybe even a monster attack." >Her left primary coming down on a right pinion with each thought. >Several pinions later she comes out her train of thought with a blush and clears her throat. >"The point is that this is really nice. Uncharacteristically so. I don't think we've ever done anything like this before and I'm glad we aren't arguing over something and we just got to talk." >You really don't know what to say to that. >All you manage is a helpless smile and a blush. >You take another sip to drown out the awkward. >Normally you could deal with being put on the spot when you were giving somepony shit but not this. >You don't often hear compliments so you kinda don't know how to respond to them. >As if picking up on the fact, Twilight continues. >"Don't get me wrong, Anon. You drive me up the wall but that doesn't mean I don't like you. You are going to be a filly for a long time and I know you act out because its my fault. I understand. I'd be upset too. But that doesn't mean you can't grow to enjoy it I can't grow from your estranged caretaker to friend." >Okay, you were expecting sappy bullshit when you invited her here for tea but what the fuck? >Not that you mind but… >You place your cup down and run a hoof along your mane. "Laying it on kinda thick there ain'tcha, Purple?" >She just smiles. >It makes you smile. >Dumb cunt. >She magics away the tea set but leaves the blanket. >"I mean it though. Deflect all you but we will talk about this." "Listen, I'm not about to start talking about my feelings or not-" >Twilight stands and closes the distance between the both of you before you can protest. >She's hugging you. >Hooves and wings wrapped around you like… like some dumb thing. >You try and keep your shit together but you feel yourself start to lose the battle. >Mercifully however, she lets go and rises to her full height before you do. >You play it cool. "That was gay." >"Yes, and it made you gay too but that's besides the point." >You get the joke but it falls flat for you. >It really didn't. >Only accomplished the opposite honestly. >"We don't have to talk about anything right now but just know that I'd like to, okay?" >She starts to trot down the hill. >"Just think about it." >You watch her go and are left with three feelings anda thought. >You still feel the lingering sensation of her hooves and wings around you. >You feel a horrible tightness in your chest that threatens to burst fourth from your throat. >You feel a terrible bittersweetness that you can almost taste. >And all of it contrasts so greatly with the thought you have it makes you want to laugh at the absolute absurdity of it all. >Twilight magicked the tea set away and used her wings to emphasize points but uses neither of those to make her exit and hoofs it instead. >Stupid dumb horse thing. >You hiccup. >You have to wipe your eyes cause the hiccup made them leak. >Stupid hiccup. >It happens again and your eyes get leakier. >One might say you were trying to sob but they'd be fuckin liars. >You look at Ponyville from atop your hill again. >You look at a stupid purple speck on the next hill over getting smaller as it moves away. >Everything is bathed in an orange hue now as the sun still creeps ever closer towards the West horizon. >It won't be long now. >Okay, so maybe you are crying now. >In equal parts happiness to to all the sorrow. >And dread. >The worst part is that today was- >"Perfect." >Startled, you look over to your left just in time to see Pinkie Pie sitting on the blanket with you with an oddly subdued smile on her face. >She is also facing west. >"Today was perfect." >You'll never get used to that bullshit. "How do you-" >"Shush, silly filly. You won't get an answer out of me unless you can tell me why you made our friends last day perfect. Not a teensy weensy peep 'til then." >How… >"And maaaaaybe a little birdie told me that today was totally the end of everything as we know it and everything you did today made a heck of a lot more sense than 'Woowie, Anon sure turned over a new leaf today for no reason whatsoever!'" >Instead of dwelling on that…whaterver that was…you take the easier pill to swallow and find that you can't get it down either. >Why did you do this for them? >You did chores for Appul, modeled fru fru crap for Marshmallow, played rabbit sitter for Butterflutter, stroked Blue Fast's hot, wet, slick and steamy… >Ego. >You baked and pranked with pink horse and brought Twilight up here and didn't give any of them shit all day as you normally do. >If anything you planned on being an even bigger shit and doing some truly vile things cause it was the end but instead, well… you know the rest. >You really don't have an answer. >"Thank you." "Huh?" >"For caring enough to do all of this. It means a lot to me for what its worth." >You sniffle, trying to take control of yourself enough to speak. >It takes you a lot longer than you like, the sun noticeably lower. >You have questions. >There are things you'd like to ask but there just isn't that much time now. >As the sun sinks toward the horizon you feel an unnaturally cold wind begin to blow softly at your back. >It sends shivers down your spine and you let out a little whine. >Pinkie turns her head to look back and… and… >Her little smile melts into horror. >You need to say something. >Anything. >Witnessing Ponk's face do that is almost more frightening than knowing what's coming. >If you don't do anything you know you'll drown in your fear and start screaming and crying and never stop. "I-Is it worth a hug?" you ask, your quavering voice louder than you intended in near panic. >That manages to rip her trembling gaze from whatever it is she saw long enough to look at you. >There is a low ominous groan behind you like the sound of an impossibly large beast in pain mixed with the sundering of a great sheet of metal underwater. >Both of you flinch but you press on. >Its the only thing you can do not to scream "What its worth t-to you n' junk! Is it worth a hug?" >It takes far to many seconds for understanding to dawn on the pink pony. >Far to many noises of the approaching calamity occur in those seconds. >No doubt they were hearing this in Ponyville now. >"Yes. Yes it is, Nonny." >She scooches closer to you on your little unimportant blanket and throws her hooves around you in a tight hug. >You wished her hooves blocked out the sounds but at least her chest blocked you from seeing what was coming. >That fleeting thought was a mistake. >Slowly, you turn your head so your eyes peek under one of her pink limbs and you see. >Oh god you see. >Miles away, lie a encroaching wall of yawning black where all light seems to just stop. >The lands and trees and other things are being engulfed from the east alarmingly fast. >You start to scre- >And its gone. >The land, the black, and even Pinkie Pie. >You find yourself floating on a field of stars. >"You know, Anonymous, you could just try being polite and friendly and they would accept you readily and wholeheartedly as a friend rather than a nuisance or a villain. They've done the same for me." >Startled, you turn around just in time to catch a blue hoof on your nose before your eyes shoot open and you find yourself staring at a crystal ceiling. >Was that a- >Fuck. >Stupid fucking dreams. "Stupid fucking alicorns trying to get you to talk about your feeling like some kinda gay… uh… Gay." >You turn over on your fuzzy green side to get out of bed only to see a displeased purple alicorn. >Go fucking figure. "Well…" >She teleports a bar of soap to herself and she beckons you to the door with a hoof. "Shit."