>So it has finally come to this. >You suppress nervous laughter at how pathetic you are. >Idly running tough rope through your fingers, why was it always like this? >You could never be satisfied with what you wanted. It was sickening. >You wanted nothing more to be here, and now? You hate it. Life is worse than you could have imagined. >Images of friends and family drift over your vision - you don't know what you've got until it's gone. >You couldn't take it anymore. >Last objective? Find the quietest, most peaceful part of the Everfree forest. >No one notices you slip out of town with a thick rope stolen from Apple Acres. >For at least 30 minutes you relentlessly trek though steadying darkness created by the overhead trees. >The surrounding foliage muffles sound in all directions - perfect for privacy and tranquility. >You contemplate backing out with a last sorrowful look at the direction you came from. >The path had blended into the dark, unruly trees. >Well no point prolonging this shit, is there? >Admiring the emerald green moss scattered over the beautiful tree that'd take your life, you hoist up your rope over a strong branch. >You'd already tied a noose once to get here, so this was a sinch. >With both hands spreading the noose over your head you pause - were you really ready to go through this shit again? >Harsh memories of the Ponyville resident's disgust at you begin to play. >"Weird pale freak", "Tiny eyed ape", "bipedal weirdo" >They were silly insults, but hurt no less. >The difference between you and the villagers was too great to ignore. >They could never really look at you as an equal or a proper friend. >Conversation with them had dry because they were too scared to engage. >This made it impossible to socialize, and as a result, get a job. >Eventually you'd resorted to stealing on a few occasions to survive. >While no one accused you directly, you're sure they knew. >As for the mane 6 who tempted you to come here in the first place? Hah. >Any time they spent not bickering with each other was apparently time wasted. >Enough of this - time for business. >Soon enough the noose is securely around your neck; a collar of death. >You slowly climb up the moss-covered tree. >The plan was to simply let go. Cannonball to the ground. Let gravity do its thing. >You were terrified just like the first time. Could you really endure an encore of desperately struggling to survive past the point of no return? >No matter how much you wanted this, instinct always fought back. >You were never never satisfied, right? >After climbing as suitable distance, you cast one last look around the peaceful enclosure. >Would anyone ever find your body here? It's so secluded, you'd probably long be a skeleton before then. >Heh. Spooky Scary Skeleton. >Your grip loosens. >At this point you felt that maybe, just maybe someone would have come to try to stop you >Maybe just wait a little, you are going to die regardless time. "Nope, nofuckingbody as expected" >You weren't the attention whore type of person, but seriously nobody gave two shits about you here?. >That was the last straw "Here goes nothing!" >And with that you loose the rope and just fall off the tree. >You quickly feel the rope pressing against your windpipe. >Though the tree was kinda tall your neck didn't broke >"asphyxia then" you tought >A timid smile draws through your face. >Maybe you'll wake up in another place, back in earth, another equestria, maybe even heaven. >Your face and extremities are feeling very numb by now. >It feels silly. >And isn't that bad really. >Sure, the lack of oxygen makes you freak out for a little but after a while you just feel tired, even more than before. >Just like the last time. >"The headache is new, i think" >Everyting is getting darker and blurry >herewego.jpg >With the latest seconds of your sight you see 6 ponies passing near of your future rest place. >They are bickering about how awesome will be to renovate some old castle. >You move your head slightly up and you see it. >Celestia and Luna's old castle. >Just at less than 50 meter of you. >Its seems that they will find you sooner than you thought. >Everything fades to dark.