[Copied from https://pastebin.com/DLJ8ydgA] >A loose piece of paper tumbles across the pavement. >For one second, it is the sole thing you focus on. >Not the oppressively dense fog. >Not the line of filthy people, yourself included, waiting for the line to move, if only just a tiny bit. >Not the heavily-armed, armored police keeping watch of the crowd gathered in front of the ration depot. >It's cold, being late fall, and your shabby jacket has no chance of keeping out the wind. >The surgical mask over your face has no chance of keeping out the sickness, either. >You try to quell a shiver, and burrow your hands a little deeper into your pockets. >You take a deep breath, and attempt to keep your thoughts away from the fact that they might run out of food before you even reach the entrance. >They have before. >You feel a tap on your shoulder. >"The line is moving ahead, keep going," >The guard to your left addresses you in an irritated tone. >You don't need to see the expression behind his gas mask know that he's losing his patience. >You begin to take the few steps that mark the advancement of the line. >Then things start to go fuzzy. >"Hey!" >"Come on, wake up!" >Wait what? >"Wake up, we're here!" >Your eyes snap open as your dream of a time long past dissolves around you. >The plagues are over, and there's enough food that everyone can get by. >What more concerns you now is getting yourself a slave. >"Fell asleep on the bus, now did ya?" >That you did. "Great. Are we at the auction house already?" >You rub your eyes and step into the aisle. >"Yep," >The guy sitting next to you hands you your coat, which you left on the seat. >The bus door squeaks open and you exit the vehicle. >You enter the local civic center where the auction is taking place. >Most towns host them like this, they're a decent source of funding. >With the war over, and so much of the population lost, enslavement of the ponies actually got enough support to pass through congress. >With a little bit of corporate nudging, mind you. >The man at the desk approves your papers, and you enter into the correct room. >You eye the ponies on display. >They all look kind of scared, but you have to suppress a chuckle at how terrified that yellow one looks. >Blue, rainbow-hair one looks like a bitch. >Mint-green unicorn? Maybe... >The big red earth pony doesn't look like he'd be good for anything other than farmwork. >Hmm... >You take a look at the others, too, but can't seem to make up your mind. >More people file in as the bidding begins. >First up is some earth pony mare, fetching an alright price. >You decide not to bid that time, and instead examine the ones in line to be sold. >Still don't have much of an idea as to which one you want. >They pull out the yellow pegasus you saw earlier. >You'd bid, but she seems timid as fuck. >Not the type of slave that belongs with you. >"Going once... Going twice... Sold to the man in the back corner!" >She's dragged away in tears. >Next up is a purple unicorn. >You bid twice, but stop after the price gets to be more than $1500. >It's a shame, telekinesis would have been handy for the job were looking to fill. >Looking back to the ponies in line, a light blue pegasus stallion with a darker mane catches your attention. >Might just be who you're looking for. >You're sure he's strong enough to move equipment around the boat. >Doesn't look too fucking dense, either. >You'll go for him. >He is led up after a couple more purchases, giving a weary look into the crowd with his green eyes. >You've got just about $3000 in your wallet, and you'll damn well spend it all to get the pone you want. >Bids start at $500. >One clueless fuck dooms himself to losing by wanting the same thing that you do. >"I'll go 500!" >Some other shitwad raises it to 600. >The first guy retorts: >"Six-fifty!" >You watch as they slowly raise the bid. >"Seven-eighty-five!" >"Eight hundred!" >"830!" >You decide to butt in. "One thousand!" >One of the two guys gives up, probably out of money. >But this other motherfucker... >"Fifteen-hundred!" >Oh no you don't. "Seventeen-fifty!" >He hesitates for a second. >"$2000," >He looks desperate, $2000 must be close to all he has. "Twenty-two-fifty," >"Going once..." >You smirk. >"Going twice..." >You're getting your pony. >That's right. >"$2500, that's all I can offer," >Then he isn't getting the goddamn pegasus. "Three thousand!" >The auctioneer says his thing, this time uninterrupted. >"Sold to the guy in the third row, left side, in the black coat!" >Fuck yes. >You walk up to the side of the room where a desk is set up. >You receive his registration, miscellaneous documents you don't care about, and a shock collar. >One of the guys brings the pony over while the next, the big red guy, is dragged into place. >The stallion stares at the ground dejectedly as the man hands you his lead. >"Good choice sir, have a nice day," >You look at the pegasus you've just purchased. >Depressed-looking, but overall not bad for the price you paid. >You're sure he'll be fine after a while. "Thank you," >You leave the auction house, the pony only lagging slightly behind you. >He must be just about as tired as you are. >Stepping onto the curb, you find the bus idling a short distance away. "So..." >He slowly raises his head, his eyes dull. >Damn, he looks sad. >You forgot what you were going to say. >Instead, you take a look at one of the sheets of paper the auctioneer gave you. >It's a basic profile. >Name: Soarin' >At least you know his name, now. >Former Occupation: EUP reservist/show flier >Interesting... >Capture: Trottingham, eastern Equestria, by Senegalese Army. >You never really worked with them, you were on the other front. >You didn't really get why they put you, partially fluent in French, on the other side of the continent, with a bunch of Brazilians. >Anyway... >You continue reading. >Notes: Slight depression issue. >Fucking seriously? >*Slight* depression issue? >They think they can downplay *that*? >You look over at Soarin, who is staring sadly at the ground. >You also realize you've been standing out in the cold for five minutes. "Hey, you wanna wait on the bus? It's actually got a heater," >He glances at you with a weary expression. >"I guess so," >He replies in a gravelly, apathetic voice. >Yeah, put depression on your list of things you need taken care of. >Your squad and the Brazilians you are attached with are sitting around a bonfire, getting drunk as fuck. >Suspended over the fire by a spit is the skinned, sizzling corpse of a royal guard, a unicorn mare. >You don't care how immoral what you're about to do is, you haven't eaten anything other than meager, heavily processed rations for four years. >Just the thought of something fresh makes you salivate. >People saw meat off its body with combat knives in a fashion as orderly as 35 wasted soldiers can muster. >You get some leg meat and stumble back to the log you were sitting on, taking a bite of the morsel. >Tastes decent... >The 20-odd POWs, guarded by a few sober group members, are completely mortified, some crying or retching at what they see. >The leader of the Brazilian platoon removes the roasted guard's horn with his machete, and gives it to your sergeant. >A fine souvenir from your time in the Amazon, if you do say so yourself. >When you open your eyes, you are no longer in the rainforest. >Nope, you're in bed, at home, and you've put those times behind you. >People did crazy shit during the war... >You pull on some decent clothes while thinking about what to make for breakfast. >Wonder what Soarin would eat? >You'll just go with cereal. >Hard to go wrong with that. >Before you make breakfast, though, you take the tarnished royal guard helmet off your mantle and hide it. >Don't need Soarin seeing that. >You also put another picture in front of the one that shows you and your buddies dancing on the ashes of Canterlot. >You go over to the guest room, now occupied by your pony. >You locked the door last night, but in his state, you don't think he'll try anything. >Still, just to be safe, you unlock it as silently as possible, stand to the side of the door, and quickly pry it open. >He's just sitting there, casually flipping through a magazine. >No, not *that* kind of magazine, Anons. >You guys really do have dirty minds. "Good morning, Soarin," >He looks like he's wondering how you know his name, but he rolls with it. >"Uh, good morning?" >Yes, he actually says it like there's a question mark at the end of the sentence. "Feel free to make yourself at home or something. What'd you like for breakfast?" >He looks at you unsurely and scratches his unkempt mane idly with a hoof. >"Uh... Well, I guess- uh... What do you have?" >What do you have? >Hmm... >"Let's see... Oatmeal, cereal, toast, maybe some fruit, yogurt, or bagels, if you want," >His eyes brighten up slightly at the prospect of real, good-quality food. >"Toast sounds fine," >He does a bad job hiding the slight smile forming on his face. "Alright, find something to keep yourself occupied, I'll go make breakfast," >"Thank you, uh..." "Anon. My name's Anon," >"Yeah, well thanks," >He's genuinely happy. >You walk into your small kitchen. >It is time for master chef Anon to shine. >There's a loaf of bread in that drawer... Or so you thought. >You spend a solid minute searching for the goddamned bread, finally finding it behind the microwave. >How the fuck it got there, you haven't the slightest clue. >With your culinary prowess, you burn the toast like it's Ponyville after the firebombings, then manage to completely mangle it while trying to scrape off the burnt parts. >Comme un artiste. >While putting it on a plate, you realize you forgot to ask Soarin what he wanted on his toast. >Ah, fuck it. You're too lazy to ask, so you just go with butter. >Who doesn't like butter on toast? >You find Soarin in the living room. >He doesn't notice you, he's just kind of standing around, looking at the photos on the far wall. >There are a few ones with family that he glances at, but what catches his attention is one of you in a dress uniform, walking off the ramp of a C-130. >You still remember that day, finally returning home was nice. >He turns back to look at you. "Well, I've got breakfast. Go ahead, take a seat," >"Alright," >Good to distract him from that subject, you're sure he has bad memories of the war. >You can talk to him about those later. >Soarin complies and plops himself down in an armchair. >You hand him the plate, and he wastes no time digging in. >Shit, was this pony starved or something? >Yep, probably. >He finishes the first piece, and attacks the second one with zeal. >When he's done, he still looks hungry. "Yeesh, want something more? I've got more food," >He looks up at you, eyes wide. >"I can have more food?" >Yep, those slavers sure do a shit job of feeding their ponies. >You nod. "Yeah. Want more toast, or something else?" >He takes a second, absorbing what he's hearing. >"M-more toast... Would be nice," >The way he's tearing up about the prospect of getting a third piece of toast reminds you of when you first were drafted into the army: >After almost dying of starvation, your mind was fucking blown when you realized the military had enough MREs to provide *two* meals a day, not just one. >Shit, you felt guilty for being a damn glutton because of those two measly packs of shit-tier food you received daily. >Same thing is happening with Soarin here. >He looks like everything he's ever known was blown away just because you said he could have a second serving. >Tears well in his eyes as he embraces you with his forehooves. >"Thank you, Anon. Thank you," >Even though the pegasus is weak with starvation, his hug still forces air out of you. >You have some understanding of where he's coming from, but you still can't help but pity him. >Those papers said he was, what? 19 years old? >You were only a bit older than that when you were drafted, but, I mean, you did win the war (and get a decent therapist afterwards). >And even though awful shit happened, you were the one doing it, not having it happen to you. >Soarin here has seen his entire adult life ruined by a conflict he probably never knew would start. >Sucks for him. >Either way, you should probably go make more food, Soarin wanted some and you haven't eaten yet. >And this whole hug thing is getting awkward, fast. "Okay, Soarin, uh, I get this 'undying gratitude' stuff, but if you want more food, I kinda have to go make it," >He lets go finally, a sheepish grin on his face. >"Y-yeah, sorry..." >He sucks at hiding the flush on his cheeks. >You laugh it off and enter the kitchen. >This time, the toast isn't half as badly butchered, and you make some for yourself, too. >You head back into the living room with two heaping plates of toast. >Courtesy of Master Chef Anon. >You both begin to eat your food. >Neither of you talk, consumed by eating. >You look up at the photo on the wall, chastising yourself for not hiding it. >You don't care if he finds out you were in the army. >So many people served, it's only natural that there was a chance you fought in the war. >What you really cared about was little filly that was in your backpack at the time. >You wanted to make sure he'd never hear about her. >You are private first class Anon Y. Mous. >And you've found what was making the noises. >A small white filly, sprawled on the ground, a shattered horn poking through her pink-and-purple hair. >Where one of her back legs should be, there is only a ragged, gory stump that ends before the first joint. >Blood and ash are spattered all over her coat. >In between sobs, she cries, with labored breaths, for help. >She looks up to you, her tear-moistened green eyes desperate, almost pleading. >"P-please... It hurts, h-help," >She begs in a voice laden with pain. >"I-it hurts s-so much," >Does she care that you're the enemy? >"P-please," >Of course not, she's a scared, hurt child who just wants comfort. >A corporal from your squad, who is going by, nudges you on the shoulder. >"She's yours, 'Mous, get it done and get moving," >You sigh. "Yes, sir," >Two conflicted, staccato words. >He runs off to catch the rest of the group. >You know very well what a "She's yours" means. >You ask for forgiveness. >You remove your pistol from the holster on your vest. >And pause. >Distant screams can be heard over the thunder of artillery and the pops of rifle fire. >The burning buildings can be seen, even through the thick cloud of smoke forming over the village. >And at your feet lies a terrified, broken filly, now fervently begging for her life at the sight of your weapon. >What a night. >You line up the sights on her head. >At least you'll make it quick. >You switch off the safety. >She's only a child... >The child of an enemy. >You move your finger to the trigger... >The hoof shaking your back brings you back to awareness. >You're breathing raggedly, cold sweat stinging your skin. >Your eyes begin to refocus, bringing the living room back into view. >Fuck... >Reminiscing a little too vividly on the old war days, now were you? >You look down to your right, where you're pretty sure Soarin must be. >The concerned look wipes off his face as he shrinks back from your gaze. >Does he really think you're enough of a dick to hit a pony because they were concerned about you? >Are you? >Dick enough to mess with the poor guy, that's for sure. "DID I ASK YOU TO CHECK ON ME?!" >You yell with unnecessary volume. >Soarin looks fucking mortified. He quickly tries to stutter out a response: >"Uh, well, n-no... B-but you w-weren't responding, I wanted to-" "BUT DID I ASK?! HUH?!" >He's looking like he's regretting his life choices at this point. >He shrinks away even further, clenching his eyes shut. >"Please! I j-just wanted to help!" >Too far, Anon, too far. >The joke is over. "Shit, man, calm down! I was just fuckin' with you!" >Soarin whimpers from the corner he's backed into. >"Huh?" >You sigh. "It was supposed to be a joke," >He looks up at you and visibly calms down. >"A joke?" >Mmhm. "Yeah. I will say I was glad to see you were actually concerned for my wellbeing," >The look of confusion still evident on his face, he responds. >"Uh, thanks," >While you were spaced out, he could have easily left you there, broken a window, and made a run for it. >Hell, he could have even killed you. >But he didn't. >This pony is actually starting to gain your respect.