>This wasn’t right. >You did everything right. >Everything. >There wasn’t a single hero in Equestria left free when you sprung your trap. >All the threats were netted before they had a chance to run and regroup. >And then fate itself decided that you could go hang. >It was all the traitor’s doing. >The fool had no idea what he was carrying out. >The old ways were obscured for a reason. >Bit by bit you stripped him of the corruption, until the idiot unicorn gave him the one idea you’d hoped he’d miss. >The traitor’s beam hit hard. >You lifted off your hooves, thrown by the love into your throne with a resounding crunch of crystal and chitin. >Dazed, you watched in horror as the traitor embraced corruption. >He emerged whole and strong. >Changelings were not meant to be whole. >They CAN’T be whole, never again. >Inside your broken body, you felt the love he shared trying to fill you in. >Trying to “fix” you. >You pushed it away, but it was insistent. >There was a damn good reason they’d never thought about sharing love before, even if they never knew it. >His unicorn ally was too charismatic for her own good. >The the others began to rally, began to accept the traitor’s words. >Even as you tried and failed to rise on a cracked leg, the second beam struck. >Then the third. >Then fourth. >Fools, they had no idea what they were doing. >Each jolt carried more love. >Raw, and unfiltered. >Love for their queen, their mother, their family. >A forbidden fruit, that your swarm was now so happily devouring. >Each changeling that joined the traitor poured more crushing love into you. >You fought it as well as you could, battered as you were. >And it fought back, from within and without. >The blasts fell like hammer blows on your cracked shell before seeping deep inside. >You refused to let it in. >Refused to let it corrupt you like all the others. >And so it built, like water behind a floodgate. >Each new pulse sent your aching body thrumming with more and more heretical love. >And soon it began to show. >Your fleshy middle spread out on the cracked crystalline throne. >Still you refused to let it in. >Dozens of changelings had already transformed, but your hive numbered in the tens of thousands. >You were in too much pain from your broken shell, there was no hope to focus on a spell to escape. >The constant barrage of love made it impossible to move away, not that your spider-webbed exoskeleton could still support you. >Your only consolation was that the fools would suffer the fate they chose. >You wouldn’t. >No matter what. >Never again. >And so you fought on, if only with will. >A pain unlike anything you’d experienced jolted through your withers and back, accompanied by a echoing crack. >You let out a scream as your chitin split wider along the crack, forced open by the rejected love. >A bulge of pulsing pale flesh pressed out through the gap, widening it further with a rolling crunch >Beam after beam tested you, each and every one of them offering a salvation from your torment. >Another crack sounded, this time the pain came from your flank. >Slowly your whole body swelled with the love you scorned, the love of your swarm. >Your family. >Bit by bit it broke you apart. >Chitin split and sundered, shards dropping to the ground around your swelling form as you outgrew your body. >It hurt. >But you’ve felt worse pain. >Unimaginable pain. >You would never go back to the old ways. >Nothing could drag you back to them after all that you had lost from them. >You cracked again under the onslaught of love, this time it was your thorax plate separating from your neck as your chest pushed outward. >Everywhere, you were coming undone. >Other plates followed. >No longer content to force apart the weakened stretches of chitin, the roiling love inside you began to pull you apart at the seams. >Your hive’s love levered plates apart, surging flesh filling gaps as the connective tissues between gave way in spilling tears. >The cascade of love only grew as more and more of your swarm joined the fool. >The larger plates finally worked loose, dropping one by one onto your throne in dull clatters. >Your body more resembled a pale green sack than a living creature. >pieces of your old self still clung on in places, if only barely. >Three hooves. >One haunch. >A small stretch on your back. >The only place that was yet to be sundered was your head and neck, and your neck’s ringlets were rapidly spacing out. >Without your hardened outer skin, the blows of love pressed into your fleshy form at full force. >Each one felt like a buck meant to burst you. >You could stop it. >All you had to do was let the love in. >But you wouldn’t. >You’d killed so many in your carelessness. >Lovers. >Friends. >Husbands. >You’d never go back to that. >You’d endure anything to prevent pain like that again. >And so you did. >A pair of wet crunches sounded, as your neck’s plating broke apart. >Without support, your head drooped forward, hair sweeping forward like a veil. >Your crown came tumbling off, bouncing once on the throne’s edge before falling to the floor. >A new fracture called out, tracing a fine line from your right eye and down your cheek. >Let them walk into this hell they’ve chosen. >Another echoing split jolted from your left eye. >Thorax will learn. >He’ll lead them well enough. >Your whole body was distorted with love, a pale fleshy mockery of what you used to be. >You knew there was no more room for love. >The cracks in your countenance widened, tracing pale streaks down to your chin. >He will learn to love. >When they start dying, he’ll hate himself for it. >And Thorax will welcome the hunger back like an old friend. >With a wet snap you felt your brow loosen, and brow to jaw your last few plates clatter to the ground as the love forced itself into your body’s last refuge. >Even now, you could accept it. >Welcome it in. >Save yourself. >It wouldn’t be worth it. >A beam strikes again, and you feel a sharp pain needle through your distended and amorphous sack of a body. >Again, the next changeling to offer you love strikes you, and the needling sensation never leaves. >Your whole self is at it’s limit. >With what little strength you can muster without skeletal support, you tilt your head a few meagre inches to the right. >The curtain of tattered hair parts against your soft muzzle, giving you one half-focused eye to see. >Thorax. >He looks just like you used to. >So proud. >So naive. >Let him love his friends to death. >Let him build his own towers of bones and grief. >Let him learn that cruelty is the only kindness he can give his swarm. >He will make a fine leader. >One final beam courses into you, and you almost feel happy. >Tears and seams split wide along your soft and bloated body, and you feel yourself rip apart.