>Jump over the barrier, walk down the corridor to the left. >This one goes on for a while. >Labyrinths like these are always so close together for some reason. >Then there’s the fact that they are seemingly scattered virtually everywhere. >Most of these places are apart of various quests. >Some of those are freely given, while others, randomly discovered. >Adventurers search these to earn fortune, fame, power, and more. >The difficulty of them vary greatly, with some being easy, some being hard. >No matter the difficulty, they themselves are integral. >Because without doing them, there can be no progress in the story. >Even the smallest of quests can have a much larger impact overall. >Such as assisting a cook in getting supplies for the duke’s birthday, which leads to fighting a dark wizard bent on controlling the world. >It’s quests like those that make things interesting. >That’s one of the reasons games are so fun to play. >Most ponies say games are too distracting, or even harmful. >In the very same breath, they’ll praise books and movies. >They’re all hypocrites. >It’s not like any of those can be directly interacted with like a game can be. >And what’s cooler, is that in most cases, the player themselves is the hero. >It’s there that they can be extraordinary – to be truly special – in a world elsewhere. >Isn’t that what everypony yearns for anyways? >Yes, of course. >Besides, the /real/ world is far worse, and especially far more cruel than any game could ever be. >But here in the game? It’s fair, it’s kind. >Friends are here that never desert you. >Family is here that never hurts you. >Life here is good. >You’re the hero. >You’re special. >You’re not you. >Sadly, gaming has to stop every now then and then, but it’s only for a short while. >Sleep is one reason, and it is annoying. >Have to do it, though. >The long cold nights are bearable to get through. >Hunger pains are a common form of interruption. >Usually eat very little, so it’s not too much of an issue. >Don’t have anypony to talk with about these things however. >Well, that isn’t entirely true. >But that isn’t the point. >Because you don’t need anypony else. >The game is all that’s needed. >This current area is so drawn out, wish it wasn’t. >Kinda makes it boring at times. >That tends to wake up sleeping thoughts that should stay asleep. >Alright, gotta pull the lever, then the next room can be accessed for- >A skeleton pops up from seemingly nowhere. >It is swiftly dealt with by the magic blade in your possession. >In it’s place, several more crawl out from the earth. >One by one, they are taken down. >More take their place each time another falls. >This is getting really dicey, gotta watch your health, otherwise- “Darn it!” >Written in red text across the screen is two words, “You Died.” >Gonna have to redo that whole section, AGAIN. >If you were paying more attention, you would’ve remembered that this was an ambush. >And as the hero, mistakes cannot be afforded to be made. >All the ponyfolk back in town are relying on the hero to save them from the dark wizard. >The treasure this place has is essential to beating him. >Although this is your third run of the game, it’s still just as great as the first time around. >The hero, Epona, is awesome. >She’s agile, strong, dependable, and skillful; borderline flawless. >Above all else, she isn’t you. >Need to concentrate, the area you died in is coming up again. >Won’t fail this time, just need to circle the skeletons, then- >The screen suddenly turns black. >With it, the world around starts to come back into focus. >No, don’t pay attention to that, go back to the game. >Turning things out, the power button is pressed. >Nothing happens however. >Again it is pressed. >Still nothing. >Again and again it is pressed, each time it ends the same way. >Which only means one thing. >The power cells ran out. “Great, just… great.” >Haven’t been keeping track of it like you should have been doing. >Worst of all, is bell that tolls inside your head. >Your no longer the hero. >You’re no longer special. >You’re you. >Again. >Don’t like that. >Don’t like any of it. >There is /nothing/ good about it, ever. >You slip a hoof into your hoodie, and press it against a needle. >Pain clears away the growing fog; giving just enough focus to know what needs to be done. >Have to venture into the market to get new power cells. >Rather stay here where it is safe. >Can’t do that, though. >Sensations begin to creep up around as you sit here. >The first is the itchy, sweatiness that is your body. >It’s immediately followed up with a sharp pain in your gut that forces you to strongly wince. >Not sure when the last time you ate anything, but it’s clear that it’s a problem now. >That’s just something else that will have to be dealt with. >You give yourself a once-over as you put away your game. >Clothes are start to wear out again, need to fix them soon. >Just sow them up later, like you always do. >As for smell, well… it isn’t pleasant. >Doesn’t matter, it’s fine. >Out into the streets you go, with your gaze to the ground. >Various eyes bore into you as you’re walking. >They’re judging you. >I know. >They’re disgusted by you. >I know… >They want you gone. >I-I know. >Focus, don’t get sidetracked. >As if things couldn’t get worse, a delicious smelling aroma wafts in your general direction. >In response, a pang of hunger strikes without mercy. >Can’t help but wince slightly. >Keep it together. >Have to do this. >There is no choice. >A large crowd moves about the marketplace up head. >That is both good and bad. >Good because it ensures that more distractions, so less likely to be seen. >Bad because there’s a lot of ponies. >Too many. >Regardless of that, you enter the crowd, and it’s immediately clear that you’re given a wide birth. >Legs keep shaking with each step, head buzzes loudly, with neither stopping. >World is tightening around more and more. >Everypony is drawing closer to you. >It’s getting harder to breath. >Fire licks away at your trembling form. >Sight is fading away. >Everything is- “NO!” >Chest heaves hard, body quakes in tremors, but all in all, you’re still here. >However, here in the middle of the crowd, all eyes are upon you. >A single squeak escapes as you dart off into a nearby alley. >Your heart beats like drums in your ears as they splay back upon your head. >You hide behind a set of trashcans, and hold yourself tightly. >It is awake, the beast, it is eating away your insides. >That’s why there is pain. >Never will it stop. >It just waits. >Everything around turns black as you squeeze your eyes shut. >Slowly, you gently rock yourself back and forth. >Shouldn’t have come here. >Shouldn’t exist. >There is no choice. >For a time, everything else remains quiet. >Eventually, you reopen your eyes to the blurry world around. >Your sleeves dry your eyes, and you shakily stand back upon your hooves. >Need to finish this, fast. >It will be done. >Because you are the hero. >No pony notices when you slip back into the crowd. >Good. >First things first – get food. >That’s the easiest part of all of this. >Second thing to do – get power cells. >The hardest part. >Speaking of which, you can just make out the stall from where you are. >A young mare is running it instead of the owner. >Good. >Some guards are talking with her, though. >Bad. >Will figure out what to do later once you got food. >Various stalls sell various kinds, and best of all, nearly every one of them is crowded. >That makes things a little less difficult, but still not a complete breeze. >After all, it only takes on observant pony to see, then it’s all over. >Now, what to get? >Something small enough to conceal away within your hoodie. >Mouth keeps watering as you eye the different foods. >Brain is fuzzy, just want to eat. >Probably drooling like a zombie. >Don’t care. >Moving along like the aforementioned creature, you slip by a few vendors. >Practice skill comes into play, with several new items now occupying a space close to your body. >Should eat now. >No, not yet. >A quick glance around reveals no pony seems to have noticed. >Good. >As you start to make your way around to the next destination, the strongest hunger pain drives you to stumble. >Barely recover enough to move out the way of everypony else. >This is getting worse. >Go off to eat then, that will solve the problem. >Get the cells first. >Going to make mistakes if you keep this up. >Just go, do what needs to be done. >Despite what just happened, everypony around moves on like nothing is wrong. >Why would they ever notice you, other than seeing a piece of trash? >You’re not special. >You’re you. >But you can pretend not to be. >Remember: the hero never stops, they can’t otherwise the world suffers. >The hero suffers alone, it is their burden. >So you too must suffer alone. >Body is very itchy, sweat continues to worsen. >Hunger aggravates everything else further. >In spite of it all, you carry onward. >A prayer from when you were younger echoes quietly inside your mind. >“Celestia, please help me through this.” >No pony else has ever helped before, but if she does? >Well, then… thanks. >Can see the stall again, and the guards are no longer there. >Good. >Mustering everything you have, you *try* to appear normal as you reach the stall. >“Hi there, can I help you with anything?” Says the cheerful voice of the mare. >She doesn’t know you. >Good. >She doesn’t need to. >She will eventually. >Staying silent, you shake your head gently. >Throat is dry. >I know. >Stomach hurts. >I know. >You need to eat. >I know… >You need to get the power cells. >I- >Stop getting distracted! >The needle in your pocket is pressed against your barrel. >It breaths some much needed concentration back. >From the corner of your eye, the mare is keeping an eye on you. >There is no pony else here but you. >Be patient, don’t rush things. >Various titles are brushed over, some interesting, others not so much. >Keep browsing regardless, an opportunity will present itself soon. >As if on cue, a young colt accompanied by his mother come up to the stall. >Good. >Just need to wait a little longer. >Nerves may be frayed, pain may be constant, but determination is all you have right now. >The colt begins talking up a storm to the mare running the stall. >There we go. >Leaning forward slightly, a seemingly unassuming scratch of a foreleg does the job. >With that, you carefully, and calmly, retreat into the crowd. >Each step is very shaky, unfocused. >A dull ringing is in your ears, it won’t stop. >It will pass once you get home, so keep going. >Some color from nearby draws your attention, though once you see it, prettification takes hold. >A large group of guards are coming your way. >Instincts take over instantly, with you breaking out of the crowd, and immediately sprinting away. >Each leg aches badly, along with your lungs that burn terribly, but there can be no stopping, there can’t be. >There is no choice. >Into the alleyways, around street corners, and through backyards you go. >Reflexes just barely prevent accidents. >Shouting is seemingly coming from all directions. >Every voice oozes with venom; the very same venom that’s been spewed your way since you were little. >They’re going to catch you. >No. >They’ll find what you really are. >No! >They’ll lock you up in that terrible, terrible place. >NO! >The asylum awaits. >Vision rapidly begins to dissolve into a blurred mess. >Can just barely make out greenery around through the pain. >It’s- >… >… >… >Sounds. >Thoughts. >Feelings. >Pain. >So. Much. Pain. >Every part of you is agony, especially your lungs. >Looming over you, is a dark unicorn mare. >Her steel blue eyes burn into you, “...welcome home…” “NO!” >Your words banish her in an instant. >Clarity takes the reigns, and with it, everything else around comes into focus. >There are no pale walls around; only grass, stones, bushes, and trees. >You must have crashed face first into here. >Guess you blacked out. >Nearby, nestled between a set of trees is a something you are very familiar with. >Those boxes, all cobbled together, you know them. >It’s then that you realize exactly where you are. >This is home. >Fear forces your ears to twitch about to listen carefully. >No pony else is around here. >It’s just you. >Which means one of two things – either you lost your pursuers, or there was no pony chasing you to begin with. >Of course, it’s the former, it has to be. >You’re not crazy. >You are not your si- >Your hoof makes contact with the needle in your pocket, thus silencing that thought. >Alongside it, are the items acquired from the marketplace. >Despite the pain, a sigh of relief escapes from your lips. “...quest complete.” >An apple is withdrawn, and is greedily devoured within seconds. >Something hot and wet rolls down your cheeks. >Ignore it like the beast inside is ignore. >Another piece of food is eaten hastily. >Would go for another, but you must exercise restraint to save the rest for later. >Legs hurt too much to stand up, so you crawl into your home. >Still feel really itchy, need to remedy that. >Your hoodie is removed, and a coolness washes over your body. >It does little in the wake of the pain coursing through you, but it certainly feels better. >The power cells are replaced in your game, then the button is pressed. >The screen lights up, so does everything else around begin to fade away. >You can be hero. >You can be special. >You can not be you, Bambi. >This is fun. >This is right. >This is all that matters. >There is no choice. >Ever.