>You woke up early again, though you were little more tired. >At first you were concerned the energy you have had was lost. >But thankfully, it returned again. >Though you’re not as concerned as you should be about it. >Things will be fine, it shouldn’t be a problem. “Just have to make it through today and the next two concerts is all.” >The first concert is this evening, and you can’t wait. >So you practice some more, never hurts, right? “I will be better, though if I do say so myself, I think I’m nearly the best.” >After all, you got first chair. >You shift through some songs, but decide to pick one at random. >Adjusting the violin, you begin. >As you play, you imagine yourself before an audience. >A memory flashes before you. >The talent show where you got your cutiemark. >Your parents had pushed you to play, and even your friends did. >When you stepped onto that stage in front of all those ponies. >So much anxiety, but you played. >The roar of applause as you finished was unforgettable. >A flash of light caught your eye, and you saw the mark finally adorning your flank. >Your attention almost drifts too much, but you manage to focus again. >Though you finish the song, you play another. >It’s like you’re possessed, but you don’t care. >Another finished, and you stop to take a moment. “Suppose I should start getting ready.” >Getting up, you grab your dress for this evening. “It’s lovely, shame I only wear it for concerts.” >You set it aside for now, along with your violin and bags. >It hits you that you forgot to send out those letters. >You breath out a frustrated sigh. “Alright, then I’ll send them out when I leave to the concert.” >Looking to the clock you note it’s getting close to leaving. “Might as well leave early though, I can kill some time with the other members.” >Your excitement is at an all time high. >It’s just another concert, but it feels your first all over again. >A stray thought enters your mind. >Maybe you should see a doctor about these weird energy spikes you have. >After the third concert of course, don’t want to potentially stay home. “It’s probably nothing, but I can never be too safe.” >The evening brings out many ponies, so you have to get a taxi. >You hail one and climb in. >Along the way, you think some more. >Yesterday you snapped at Friedrich, and the day before, you nearly did. >It’s not like you hate him, sure he can be stuck up, but he isn’t a bad pony. >Not too mention buying those bracelets yesterday. >It’s not like you really needed one. >Plus Feather was uncomfortable with it. >Shouldn’t you be a little more concerned? >The cart stops, pulling you out of your thoughts and you pay the stallion before stepping to the curb. >Many ponies are entering the building, some of which you recognize. >Mostly Manehattan elite, but some are your fellow members. >You join them and enter the venue to the dressing room. >As you just finish getting into your dress, you see Feather. >She is wearing a beautiful dress like yourself. “Hey there, how are you feeling?” >Feather beams, you can already tell she is ready. >”Pretty good actually, I think you gave me the confidence I needed.” >It’s hard to contain your joy from hearing that. “That’s wonderful, I’m glad to hear that.” >The two of you make your way to the back stage. >You see Friedrich, and figure you should talk to him. “Just one moment Feather, I’ll be right back.” >She nods and you approach him. >He is wearing a tuxedo in addition to his bow tie. “Hello Friedrich, if you have a moment, I’d like to apologize for yesterday.” >He raises an eyebrow and nods. >”I do, and I accept your apology. Though you really cannot let things get to you. We have a job as professionals and must learn to keep a level head.” “Thank you, I’ll try to do better.” >He smiles and offers you a hoof shake. >That’s a little surprising, as it’s the first genuine smile you’ve seen from him. >Of course you shake his hoof, and hopefully this is all water under the bridge. >You head back to talk to Feather before you all have to take your places. “Sorry about that. Had to try to apologize.” >She looks a little confused, but nods. >”It’s okay, I saw you two were talking intensely yesterday. I’m guessing something was said?” >More like you overreacted. “It’s nothing, just a minor problem was all.” >Several members head off to the stage. “Show time, I’ll join you in a moment.” >She nods, and hurries off. >The others warm up and start to review the music. >Just remember, you can do this. >You have done this many times before, and each a success. >The only difference is you’re the concertmaster. >You join the others on stage and tune with the orchestra. >Shortly after, Maestro Quiet enters the stage and bows to the applauding audience. >She turns and begins the concert. >Gently you move with the music. >It’s a wonder how such works were crafted by a lone individual. >Can’t lose your focus now. >You shouldn’t have stray thoughts like this. >The first half finishes, and it’s time for intermission. >You’re certain that was great, but the second and final half is just as important. >Some of the members go use the restroom, others talk. >Like you’re doing now. “First half done Feather, are you doing alright?” >She closes her eyes and nods slowly. >”Yeah. Kinda feel like my heart is gonna burst from my chest.” >You give her a soft smile, you’ve been there before. “It’s no different than a small audience, you’ll get used to it.” >She snorts and quickly her eyes shoot open. >You can’t help but laugh. >Her face turns red. >”I didn’t mean to do that.” “It’s fine, not like you’re the only who has done that when they’re nervous.” >”Doesn’t make it any less embarrassing.” >You give her a reassure pat on the wither. “Like I said before, we all have been there. Intermission is just about over though, so let’s finish strong.” >Feather smiles and nods. >The remaining members take their seats and you all prepare once again. >Music picks up, and the final half guides you once more. >Such strong emotions evoke a response. >If you were in the audience, you’d have no doubt you would be on the edge of your seat. >The last piece finishes strongly, and you are certain now. >It is flawless, you knew it would be! >The roar of applause only further confirms it. >You all bow, though you’re almost moved to tears of joy. >All of you move off stage and back to the dressing rooms. >Along the way you talk with Feather. “That was fantastic! Don’t you agree?” >She beams with joy. >”I couldn’t agree more, I’m so happy to have made it through.” >Friedrich interrupts you two. >>”It was quite nice, I agree. However, do remember we have another two shows.” >You’re a little annoyed, but he is right. >Feather’s face loses a little color. “It will be fine, we made it through tonight, we can do it again.” >Friedrich replies just after you. >>”Just continue as you are, that is my advice.” >He enters the stallion’s dressing room, while you two enter the mares. >Looks like his words got to Feather, she looks worried now. “Don’t worry about it Feather, you can do this.” >She shakes her head, and looks at you. >”Yeah, yeah I can.” >You nod gently and get out of your dress. >As you’re putting away your things, you’re starting to feel tired. >Odd, you haven’t been feeling tired around this time. >The concert must have taken more out of you. >It will be fine. >Feather approaches you with a small smile. >”I’ll see you tomorrow Connie.” >You smile back. “Take care.” >She heads off and you yawn. “Guess I’m more tired than I thought.” >As you reach the streets of Manehattan, you start to trot home. >However, you’re starting to find yourself more tired. >So you hail a taxi. >A cart pulls up and you climb in. >Your mind wanders randomly. >It’s hard to focus. >The ride home feels longer. >Your eyes close for just a second and suddenly you’re jolted awake. >The driver is looking back at you. >”Hey, wake up, we’re here.” >You shake your head, how’d that happen? >Doesn’t matter, you pull out some bits and hoof them over. “Here you go, keep the change.” >He tips his hat and takes off. >Trotting up the stairs, you note how heavy you feel. “I haven’t been getting much sleep.” >Letting out another yawn, you reach your apartment at last. >You set your things aside and head to the bedroom. >Normally you would stay up for a little longer as it’s still early. “I’ll be fine, just need to get some rest.” >You get ready for bed and lay down. >For some reason, you feel a little sad. >You can’t discern why as you fall asleep.