(This is just my first story idea for PJ2023 and is not an actual entry) >She set it ablaze... >You were worried your face would catch fire but it only extended far enough to blind you >A party candle in the shape of a 4 hovers in front of you >"You're awake! That's good, I was quite worried." >Worried? >You try to speak but you can only manage a groan >Now that you remember that you have eyeballs, you also remember that it feels like someone smashed the shit out of your head >"Oh-no no, don't let your head roll like that! I think you got a concussion. And while magic can help... well... I wanna have a talk with you for a moment." >Talk with who? >Who the hell would crack your noggin, put you somewhere dark an- "...Miss Twilight's Mom?" >The candle pulls back to show that while you may be seeing double, it is most definitely Twilight's mom >Something... Velvet? >Like the cake >"Hi there, Anon! Yup, it's me. I wish we could have spoken a little less... harshly?" "Did you do this?" >What is it with mares always being the violent ones? >Big Mac nudged you with a cart once and made it up to you by giving you a quantifiable fuckton of deep-freeze pastries >"Oh no... well. I mean, yes. But I didn't mean to hit you that hard! But that's not important right now." >What the hell could be so important that it warrants that?! >Sensing your frustration, she gives you a deceptively warm smile >"It's about Twilight. I know that her birthday is coming up in two weeks and..." >She leans forward >"You're still gonna propose to her... right?" "W-wha?" >First off, how did she know you were planning on popping that question? >Secondly... >... >... >... >How did she know you weren't going to pop? >"Ohhh don't mind the "how", Anon. Old mares like me have our ways." >She got to Spike >God damn it >"I know that ever since she became an alicorn, she's been getting... well, well... a little scattered. More so than she usually does. Mothers have to be honest." >That's putting it one way >"And she confided in me that you and her... that you don't look at her the same. That isn't true, surely." >You don't answer >You could use the main in your skull as an excuse >But it's true >Twilight with wings just... >It's off-putting >You don't dislike the princesses but you don't find them attractive in any way >No disrespect meant, naturally >But your purple smart >Your beloved >She seems like a different pony now >"I see that look in your eye... I know it's hard to accept change, sometimes. But you know it's still her. And she still loves you." "She doesn't act like she does anymore." >You answer on gut instinct >With even the faintest move, you can feel that you can't move your hands >You're probably tied down to something >If you could move, you would at least try to hide the sour look on your face >"Oh, but she does! We talk almost every day now, you know. With her now being a Princess, it's... it's a lot to take in, I'll say so." >Ms. Twilight's Mom paces around you, the birthday candle following around your head >"Mercy, I went a little hard... I am sorry, Anon. With you being my son-in-law, I really should have thought twice." >Or at least asked you normally, like a normal... >Nevermind >She stops when she's in view >"Anyway, I just want to make sure... you are still going to propose to her." >You roll your eyes "I mean, you're acting like I've been ignoring her. The last two dates I had planned, she canceled on." >Miss Purple Mom looks taken aback >"She did?" "Yeah! She's going to Canterlot, focused on learning how to fly, she..." >She hasn't slept at your side ever since it happened, and has been refusing your usual advances >Quite definitively, at that "She doesn't make it seem like she wants to remain close anymore." >"That... she didn't tell me about." "I'll bet. Did she ever have that conversation that starts out normal but then she stops and alludes to how she'll most likely live for a thousand years and then wander off in a daze?" >The edge in your voice isn't aggression >It isn't even frustration >Without being theatrical, it's despair >The old mare seems to understand you >Her expression is familiar >"Yes... she did. The first night she came to us, all in a flustered mess, she went from excited, to afraid, to excited again, to sad..." >A smile flickers on and off of her face >"To... realizing that she's going to outlast me, her father, her brother, that little dragon of hers. Every pony she's ever known, including those friends of hers." "...and probably me too." >Miss Bookhorse's madre nods >"That's right. And you too. There's truly nothing I could say to help her. As a mother-a parent-it hurts the most when you know you can't help." >The candle flickers out >"Oopsie, sorry." >Another one ignites before you >Another 4 >"Sorry about that, Anon. These are all I had at the time I thought this up." "No, it... it's fine." >You try to wave away the act >If you could fucking wave >As if your shit wasn't cracked like an egg >Despite all of that, you can't find it in you to take offense at this >Not more than you usually do from the other insane antics that come from ponies >Not when it comes to Twilight's happiness "I... I still want to, you know? But I want to know that she'll still have meaning in it. I want to know that she will put herself into it, and not just treat me like an accessory." >Doesn't help that the mint pony has taken advantage of your being lost and has looped you into mane brushing sessions >You would never admit it but you like having someone to talk to >And she has let it be known that she admires your hands "I can't propose to her just based on momentum. I have to know it will be real." >Miss Mommy watches your face >"I don't have an answer for that, I'm afraid." >Both of you look up at the sound of some sort of knocking >"Oh horse feathers, that's Twilight." "It's what?!" >"She always knocks that way. Listen-she can't know you're here. It might make for a bad time." "I'm sorry, "might"?" >"Listen, I'll be right back. But for now I gotta see what she needs. If she sees you here, like this, it might... ah... well. You know." "Don't do it, lady." >"I'll be right back, I promise! I'll even bring you some juice!" "I'm warning you, if you-" >That was it >That was hours ago >You can still hear them talking >They went from niceties to plans and her upcoming birthday >And her birthday wish >Despite everything, your hearing is razor sharp when it comes to your Twilight >"I hope Anon and I can make up... do you think he still loves me?" >Twilight's Mom sounds far too loud to be a coincidence >"Oh, I'm sure he loves you with ALL his heart! In fact, I bet he'll even have a HUGE present for you!" >"...why are you shouting?" >"Never you mind that, sweetie." >That mare is a psycho, plain and simple >Her daughter may have made the wish >But she blew out the candle