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/jacky/ IF Scenario I: Independent

By BlondieAnon
Created: 2022-04-17 05:47:20
Expiry: Never

  1. 1.
    >You never had it easy
  2. 2.
    >Contrary to what most thought about you, growing up was absolute hell
  3. 3.
    >Chasing some shady con artist and her dense little sister
  4. 4.
    >Sleeping in mud
  5. 5.
    >Dealing with the shame of arrests and being stuck in some pig sty of a pen for every mare and stallion to scoff and insult
  6. 6.
    >Dealing with getting left behind every time you felt the least amount of comfort
  7. 7.
    >Dealing with being so confused and clueless that you didn't even know how to use magic
  8. 8.
    >Those were the days, weren't they?
  9. 9.
    >You look down at the street from your office
  10. 10.
    >All of them have families
  11. 11.
    >Friends
  12. 12.
    >Trustworthy ponies that live their lives to the fullest
  13. 13.
    >You used to avoid these parts of towns and cities
  14. 14.
    >They were rich
  15. 15.
    >Too rich for you
  16. 16.
    >You could never blend in, no matter how hard you tried
  17. 17.
    >Even if you were offered something, you didn't know how to grab it with your magic
  18. 18.
    >Like a nightmare come true, everyone would look at the filly who was gifted an ice cream and let it fall to the ground
  19. 19.
    >It works better now
  20. 20.
    >The last time you had an accident, it was covered up
  21. 21.
    >But you had to change to another town
  22. 22.
    >You've been here for...
  23. 23.
    >How long has it been?
  24. 24.
    >Three months by next week?
  25. 25.
    >You're a respectable mare now
  26. 26.
    >You focus on numbers, logistics
  27. 27.
    >Due to your help, what used to be a little tinder box of a lumber company has grown
  28. 28.
    >Swallowed up competition and spit out the redundant bones
  29. 29.
    >You would never admit to it
  30. 30.
    >You would never show
  31. 31.
    >But part of you enjoyed seeing stallions and mares lamenting about how they could no longer feed their families
  32. 32.
    >Why would you care?
  33. 33.
    >You got by just fine
  34. 34.
    >You did more than just get by
  35. 35.
    >Years of crying, fighting, bleeding, stealing, lying
  36. 36.
    >All of those things made you the mare that you are today
  37. 37.
    >They even call you "Ms. Shine" now
  38. 38.
    >No one would ever call you that without your position
  39. 39.
    >Your power
  40. 40.
    >That is all that matters now, isn't it?
  41. 41.
    >Jacky and that "Dashie" of hers...
  42. 42.
    >You haven't seen them in years
  43. 43.
    >After that fight with that so-called gang of colts, you were left bleeding on the ground
  44. 44.
    >That was when your magic first truly came to life
  45. 45.
    >It hurt more than anything else in your life, to push your chest back out
  46. 46.
    >But apparently you lived
  47. 47.
    >They did too, you imagine
  48. 48.
    >When you came to visit them a few days after, they were gone
  49. 49.
    >The rags they had
  50. 50.
    >The bottles of perfume
  51. 51.
    >Even the food
  52. 52.
    >All of it was still in that rat's nest of a tunnel
  53. 53.
    >Of course, you ate all of the food
  54. 54.
    >You sold the perfume
  55. 55.
    >Or did your best to
  56. 56.
    >There's someone always in greater need
  57. 57.
    >So you exploited that
  58. 58.
    >Without hesitation, you sold every dram of foul smelling floral liquid to anyone who would give you the time of day
  59. 59.
    >You wouldn't have
  60. 60.
    >But thankfully others did
  61. 61.
    >Once you finally started to accumulate enough bits, you bought yourself a meal
  62. 62.
    >A real meal
  63. 63.
    >You couldn't finish it
  64. 64.
    >No matter how ravenous you were, you left two thirds of it alone
  65. 65.
    >You never did understand how and why you would so something so wasteful
  66. 66.
    >They wouldn't come back fo ryou
  67. 67.
    >They weren't your true friends
  68. 68.
    >They were never your friends
  69. 69.
    >But you were theirs
  70. 70.
    >Why else would you have followed them for hundreds and thousands of miles?
  71. 71.
    >Why else would you always include them in on your plans and schemes?
  72. 72.
    >Sure, some went bad and you had to leave them behind
  73. 73.
    >They weren't useless, they could handle themselves
  74. 74.
    >And they didn't show hesitation when they were in the clear and you were in trouble
  75. 75.
    >You look at your desk
  76. 76.
    >Proper
  77. 77.
    >Rich, dense wood
  78. 78.
    >You had it built, custom-made
  79. 79.
    >When you first got an office, it doubled as your home
  80. 80.
    >You ate and slept in it
  81. 81.
    >A hard wood floor was nothing compared to mud, stone and worse
  82. 82.
    >Others took that a sign of endearment and dedication
  83. 83.
    >Even where you work right now
  84. 84.
    >You wouldn't hesitate to burn everything down if it suited you
  85. 85.
    >Why would you care?
  86. 86.
    >They paid you
  87. 87.
    >You did things no one else could
  88. 88.
    >That was as far as that relationship went
  89. 89.
     
  90. 90.
    >You work until the sun goes down
  91. 91.
    >Letters and business offers
  92. 92.
    >Warnings of audits if not-at-all-fake threats were ignored
  93. 93.
    >A
  94. 94.
    >A personal letter?
  95. 95.
    >Who would give a letter to you?
  96. 96.
    >The last time you had any form of social call or personal letter, it was a suitor
  97. 97.
    >Your horn went out of whack and burned him when he said that he loved you
  98. 98.
    >You hadn't even met him before, and after only a few hours of talking he went and said that
  99. 99.
    >You were mortified but did your best to remain stoic
  100. 100.
    >You thought for sure that you would be flayed and left for crows to pick at
  101. 101.
    >...Instead, days later the fool's father approached you and apologized
  102. 102.
    >He formally apologized for his son's behavior and offered you a job
  103. 103.
    >The goal, he said, was apparently to have his son married off and to get a company asset, all at once
  104. 104.
    >You still don't get it even today
  105. 105.
    >The father has long since been in the ground and the son runs things now
  106. 106.
    >He apparently never married but also never spoke to you
  107. 107.
    >Not directly
  108. 108.
    >Perhaps he knows what's good for him
  109. 109.
    >You carefully open the letter
  110. 110.
    >You often rip them apart out of poor control but others view it as anger or frustration
  111. 111.
    >Compared to what you felt before, this is nothing
  112. 112.
    >"Bonjour!
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    >This is Madam Jelly Belly. It has come to my attention that you were once friends with a little filly who called herself "Jacky". Do you remember her? I sure hope so!
  114. 114.
    >I am reaching out to you in hopes that you have knowledge on where she lives. Ever since she ran away, I have given every bit I could to help find her."
  115. 115.
    >...of course
  116. 116.
    >You haven't seen her for years and she's still somehow so much more important than you
  117. 117.
    >You have the strong urge to stop reading and to just turn the letter to ashes
  118. 118.
    >But
  119. 119.
    >You continue to read
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    >"Through my team's investigations, we have found out through numerous guard reports that you were a known associate of her. I hope this means you were a friend as well?"
  121. 121.
    >As if
  122. 122.
    >She wasn't your friend
  123. 123.
    >Just as you apparently weren't hers
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    >"If so, please write me back! I feel foolish for letting her run like that. If she is in trouble, or has found her family, or whatever the situation may be, allow me to help! I promise that I will do everything in my family's power to help. She doesn't need to keep running."
  125. 125.
    "Fat chance, lady..."
  126. 126.
    >The first words you've spoken all day
  127. 127.
    >Bitter and quiet
  128. 128.
    >"For your assistance, I have sent an unmarked but signed cheque. To show me your support, please write whatever number you wish and cash it. Upon cashing, I will be notified of your bank of choice and we can talk further.
  129. 129.
    >May every day bring a new blessing!
  130. 130.
    >~Jelly Belly"
  131. 131.
    >You turn the letter over
  132. 132.
    >Apparently it is a check
  133. 133.
    >Signed and dated too
  134. 134.
    >All that is left to fill in is the amount
  135. 135.
    >What a silly mare
  136. 136.
    >Doesn't she know that someone could openly rob her?
  137. 137.
    >What does she have to gain, by risking so much?
  138. 138.
    >If the thought were more humorous you might have smiled
  139. 139.
    >Instead, the letter ignites in a white-hot blaze
  140. 140.
    >You watch the fire dance and consume
  141. 141.
    >The fire used to be a dark, bloody red
  142. 142.
    >But it brightened up, the more you learned to control it
  143. 143.
    >Then it turned to orange
  144. 144.
    >Then yellow
  145. 145.
    >Blue
  146. 146.
    >Now, from blue to even white
  147. 147.
    >You hardly recognize it anymore
  148. 148.
    >When there are only remnants of ashes that remain, collected in a little red ball
  149. 149.
    >It blinks away
  150. 150.
    >Outside of the smell of burnt paper and the ambient heat that turned part of your desk black, no traces remain
  151. 151.
    >Just like what happened to those two
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  153. 153.
    >You finish your day only when the sun goes down
  154. 154.
    >Without moving from your spot, you directly affect the lives of dozens of ponies
  155. 155.
    >Some are letters of resignation
  156. 156.
    >Letters for assistance or for bonuses
  157. 157.
    >Some that are almost legal threats about their businesses getting devoured
  158. 158.
    >So much is affected
  159. 159.
    >And you can't bring yourself to care
  160. 160.
    >If they were smarter, they would surely be in your position
  161. 161.
    >If they had friends, they would surely find other work, or have support
  162. 162.
    >If they were willing to do what you did, they would surely not be so pathetic
  163. 163.
    >But there they were
  164. 164.
    >And here you are
  165. 165.
    >"Miss Shine?"
  166. 166.
    >The faintest smile you could have drops at the sound of some office filly tapping her hoof against your door
  167. 167.
    "What."
  168. 168.
    >You don't mean to be mean
  169. 169.
    >You don't care if you are, granted
  170. 170.
    >But the fear in her eyes when she looks at you
  171. 171.
    >Part of you knows exactly what that is
  172. 172.
    >You can't hate someone who is so clueless
  173. 173.
    >You aren't a monster
  174. 174.
    >The filly flinches at your cold reply
  175. 175.
    >"O-oh, uh, I... ah..."
  176. 176.
    >She looks down at the floor, disengaging from your empty stare
  177. 177.
    >If you were still that little trash pony, would she still be so cowardly?
  178. 178.
    >Probably not
  179. 179.
    >The passing thought makes you blink
  180. 180.
    "Speak."
  181. 181.
    >The idle annoyance in your tone makes her jump high enough to nearly knock her head on the ceiling
  182. 182.
    >"AH! I-I'm catering for today's dinner b-because my parents ahum... we r-run a cafe! Would you like some... food? Please?"
  183. 183.
    >This is probably a ploy to get you on their good sides
  184. 184.
    >Even here, you aren't a nobody
  185. 185.
    >You glare at her
  186. 186.
    >Rather, it's more like you stare right through her
  187. 187.
    >Does she have friends?
  188. 188.
    >How will she recount this situation with you?
  189. 189.
    >Of all of the things she would says, she probably wouldn't dare badmouth you
  190. 190.
    >Because she knows that with a signature and a quickly drafted declaration, you could kill her family
  191. 191.
    >...
  192. 192.
    >'s business
  193. 193.
    >You blink a few times at that thought
  194. 194.
    >It doesn't impress you
  195. 195.
    >You really don't feel anything at all from it
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    "Yes. Thank you. I think I have had them before. My usual."
  197. 197.
    >Relieved that you have finally given her an answer, she salutes for a full second before fleeing at full speed
  198. 198.
    >"Yes thank you I'll be baaaaaaa..."
  199. 199.
    >It's obvious you've frightened her
  200. 200.
    >You didn't mean to
  201. 201.
    >In record time, the filly and two delivery mares stop by
  202. 202.
    >Without moving, you watch the night sky take over while the meal is set up
  203. 203.
    >It's a feast, frankly
  204. 204.
    >More than enough to feed three
  205. 205.
    >"T-thank you for choosing us Miss Shine! P-please come again!"
  206. 206.
    >The filly and her two cohorts leave
  207. 207.
    >Funny
  208. 208.
    >You have more than enough money than you care to count
  209. 209.
    >And yet they haven't charged you
  210. 210.
    >You paid them exactly once
  211. 211.
    >After that, they refused to take your money
  212. 212.
    >They came up with excuse after excuse, until the father outright begged that you eat for free
  213. 213.
    >The cafe was his grandmother's and he wished to see it flourish long enough for his daughter's foals to run it
  214. 214.
    >The notion was hilarious to you
  215. 215.
    >At the time, you didn't understand it
  216. 216.
    >The mere concept
  217. 217.
    >You laughed at him
  218. 218.
    >You howled with manic jubilation at his request
  219. 219.
    >Much to his horror
  220. 220.
    >You could see it in his eyes
  221. 221.
    >The look that he was going to die if you said "no"
  222. 222.
    >You left, still cackling
  223. 223.
    >You never did answer him
  224. 224.
    >But apparently he took it as a good sign and always had some pony deliver food right to your office
  225. 225.
    >Twice a day, without fail
  226. 226.
    >Every breakfast was simple enough
  227. 227.
    >Your stomach and body had grown enough that you no longer felt ill by eating an entire plate by yourself
  228. 228.
    >And for dinner...
  229. 229.
    >Three plates
  230. 230.
    >Three separate orders
  231. 231.
    >You don't remember what they used to like to eat anymore
  232. 232.
    >You have memories
  233. 233.
    >But they aren't clear
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    "You two better be grateful."
  235. 235.
    >You mumble to yourself
  236. 236.
    >You eat in silence, watching the two other plates
  237. 237.
    >This probably looks pathetic, but no one has ever said it
  238. 238.
    >You would feel ashamed
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    >But you really just can't feel anything at all

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