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Created: 2022-07-18 22:42:00
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  1. x by azenanon
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  6. >You are Berry Punch, and you've finally hit rock bottom.
  7. >This evening finds you cowering behind a dumpster, the dull clops of sheriff Dusty Coat's hoof steps in the distance.
  8. >Everything in your body hurts.
  9. >Muscles twitch and ache in protest, malnourished and unaccustomed to this kind of running.
  10. >Small white stars dot your vision as your heart beats wildly out of control, lungs burning in your chest as you struggle to silence your ragged breathing.
  11. >It… it was only a bag of apples, you plead silently to yourself as you bury your face in your hooves.
  12. >You didn't plan to steal them, you've never done anything like this before, but you were desperate.
  13. >Ponyville is filled with kind, generous ponies who wouldn't hesitate to help out a down on her luck mare.
  14. >A few bits, a hot meal, even a place to stay for the night was the least a pony could do.
  15. >For awhile anyway.
  16. >It took years, but you managed to burn through all that good will.
  17. >You've used and abused every bit of kindness this town has to offer.
  18. >And now, after an entire day of doors being closing and curtains hastily drawn, it had come to this.
  19. >You manage to hold down a sob.
  20. >Despite years of living almost entirely off the kindness of others, you've never felt this horribly.
  21. >If you'd had more time to think you're sure you wouldn't have done it.
  22. >But you didn't, and a gurgling stomach made the decision for you instead.
  23. >How could you resist that big bag of juicy apples sitting right there, out in the open.
  24. >It was getting dark, and nopony else was around.
  25. >Except the sheriff it turned out.
  26. >A stream of tears run down the side of your face as you search desperately for what to do.
  27. >He was fairly new in town, maybe he didn't recognize you.
  28.  
  29. >Had he even gotten a good look at you?
  30. >You'd pretty much dropped the apples and taken off running as soon as you heard his hoof steps.
  31. >It just all happened so quick, and he was quite far away when he spotted you.
  32. >You might be able to get out of this.
  33. >It's the first encouraging thought you've had since this all began.
  34. >But if he finds you here, what does it matter.
  35. >Images of being marched through the town dance in your mind.
  36. >The disappointed stares you'd get, Everypony finding out what you did.
  37. >This time a sob manages to escape, and then another.
  38. >You manage to regain control of yourself, but it's too late.
  39. >Your insides turn to ice as an approaching series of dull crunches confirm the worst.
  40. >He's.. coming this way.
  41. >Your whole body shakes with tension, the mounting panic making you lightheaded.
  42. >It's too late to hide somewhere else, if he gets past the dumpster he'll see you for sure.
  43. >Oh Celestia, please… please let him stop before he gets to you, you'll never do this again, just make him go away.
  44. >Your eyes slam shut in a foal-like attempt to block out reality.
  45. >You practically stop breathing as a shadow crawls around the dumpster.
  46. >”Well now, here you are!”
  47. >The unexpected voice causes your eyes involuntarily spring open.
  48. “You're.. you're not the sheriff?”
  49. >You manage to stammer as you gawk at the two legged creature before you.
  50. >”Nah, that'd be ol' Dusty Coat.”
  51. >”Was just talking to him actually, seems he's looking for some plum colored mare who tried to rip off Applejack's.. apples.”
  52. >He cracks an impish grin.
  53. >”You… wouldn't know anything about that would you?”
  54. >His voice is sly and playful, and it gives you the creeps.
  55. “I… uh.. ”
  56. >You fumble for words, scrambling desperately for a response.”
  57. >”Seems he lost track of her, figures she headed towards the train station. Probably down there right now looking. Think he'll find...”
  58. “It was me.”
  59.  
  60. >You blankly interrupt him, eyes fixed on the ground.
  61. >You're sure he knows anyway, and it feels kind of relieving just to say it out loud.
  62. “Wh..who are you and what do you want?”
  63. >You suddenly wish it was the sheriff.
  64. >Every instinct tells you to run, but you know you don't have the energy for it.
  65. “Please.. please don't hurt me, I-I'll do what you want.”
  66. >He lets out an unnerving chuckle.
  67. “Well, I'm afraid that's a bit contradictory.”
  68. >A fresh stream of tears runs down your muzzle as all your fears are confirmed.
  69. >You're going to be raped, possibly even killed.
  70. >His face softens a bit as he kneels down in front of you, producing a white handkerchief.
  71. >“Sorry, I guess I shouldn't really have said that now should I.”
  72. >You don't resist as he uses the cloth to dry away the tears, your whole body stiff from fear.
  73. >”It's not really like that. The choice will be entirely yours.”
  74. “Ch-choice?”
  75. >”Yes, choice. I've got a proposal for you.”
  76. >”I'm not going to force you into anything, if you say no I'll leave you alone, but I'd like you to at least hear it.”
  77. >His voice is still mischievous, but there's a faint hint of sympathy as well.
  78. >You're not sure you can trust what he says, but it's not like you have any other options.
  79. “I.. ok, w-what do you propose?”
  80. >Your quivering voice makes your fear obvious.
  81. >He face lifts as he cracks what appears to be a genuine smile.
  82. >”Not here. Let's go somewhere a bit less back-alley rapey.”
  83. >The last word sends a shiver down your spine.
  84. >”There's a diner just on the other-side of this alley. It's a bit more public, and I'm sure you could use a good meal.”
  85. >..
  86. >“You don't need to be so nervous, not like the sheriff is going to search every building in Ponyville for you.”
  87. >You can't help it.
  88. >Even this daisy soup, the first real meal you've had in awhile, can't calm your nerves.
  89.  
  90. >The place is quiet, only one other couple on the other side of the room.
  91. >You couldn't hear their conversation, so you reckoned they couldn't hear yours.
  92. >When you first walked in they stared, but they were probably more interested in the strange biped beside you.
  93. >Manners eventually got the better of them though and they went back to their meal.
  94. >You still feel like you're being watched.
  95. >My Celestia you're a mess.
  96. >Back in that alley you'd have welcomed the sheriff more than anything else in the world.
  97. >And now here you were, safe and sound with other ponies around, the imminent threat of death off the table, and you were back to worrying about being caught.
  98. >You notice him watching you intently as you shovel the last spoonful into your mouth.
  99. >”So, all fed then… ready to get down to business?”
  100. >He says in an orderly tone, folding his arms on the table.
  101. >You nod as you swallow the last of your meal.
  102. >To be honest, you really were.
  103. >As unnerving as this.. anon.. was…
  104. >He's treated you reasonably well up until now.
  105. >Despite all the stress of today and how much you just wanted to go curl up somewhere and disappear, you were a little curious.
  106. >“Before I begin, I want you to remember, this is all entirely up to you.”
  107. >He hesitates, looking intently at you as though fearful of your reaction.
  108. >”Well, I'll come right out and say it, I want you to be my.. pet.”
  109. “Pet?” you say loudly before catching yourself.
  110. >A nervous glance to the couple across the room affirms their indifference.
  111. “Pet?” you repeat in a much lower voice.
  112. >You have no idea what he even means, but it doesn't sound good to you at all.
  113. >”Yes. You'd have a place to stay, be fed, cared for.”
  114. >”But you'd also be entirely mine, subject entirely to my will. My personal plaything to use as I please.”
  115. >It leaves you almost speechless. How do you even respond to that.
  116. “Y-your a psycho.. “
  117. >You finally stammer.
  118.  
  119. >He just leans back a bit, apparently unsurprised by your reaction.
  120. >”Possibly.”
  121. >His lip curls into a bit of a grin before settling back to a serious expression.
  122. >“Probably even.”
  123. >”But this is a real offer. “
  124. >”You'd of course be free to leave at any time.”
  125. >”I can promise you I won't hold you against your will.”
  126. >His tone is oddly reassuring.
  127. >Despite his insanity, he seems genuine.
  128. >”Does it really sound any worse than what you've got now?”
  129. >It's an obvious point, but it hits hard.
  130. >”I'll confess, I've been watching you for some time.”
  131. >”I know you're finding it harder.”
  132. >Your face burns red with humiliation.
  133. >”You could of course turn yourself in. You'll get a couple meals in jail I'm sure, but then what.”
  134. >”Will anyone help you afterwards, knowing what you did?”
  135. >You can only look down at the table dejectedly at the reminder of what got you into this mess.
  136. >”And you're clearly not a very good thief.”
  137. >The insult is welcomely distracting as you finally look up to glower at him.
  138. >A sheepish smile forming across his lips.
  139. >”I'm offering you another option. Why not at least try it for awhile, if you don't like it, you can always leave.”
  140. ”How do I know you'll.. let me leave if I decide to?”
  141. >You can't really be considering this.
  142. >But you're doing just that.
  143. >”If I just wanted to hurt you, I've already had my opportunity.”
  144. >”But I guess it'll require a bit of faith on your part.”
  145. >”Anyway, I've got to go take care of this bill, just give it some thought, I'll be back in a moment.”
  146. >You barely notice him getting up, already deep in thought.
  147. >Your gut says he's telling the truth, that he'll let you go should you decide to leave.
  148. >But do you really want to be a “pet”?
  149. >What kind of existence is that?
  150. >What would that even involve?
  151. >Subject to his every whim he said.
  152.  
  153. >But then, what kind of existence is this?
  154. >Even if the sheriff never finds you, even if you got away with it, then what?
  155. >Back to living hoof to mouth?
  156. >Being fun at parties isn't really an employable skill.
  157. >Pinkie Pie could bake, what could you do?
  158. >The idea of not having worry about where you're going to sleep or where you're going to get your next meal is intoxicating.
  159. >But what was the real price? What did he want you for?
  160. >Sex?
  161. >Would that even be so bad. You enjoyed a good roll in the hay as much as anyone.
  162. >”So, any thoughts?”
  163. >You hadn't even noticed Anon sitting back down.
  164. >How long had he been there?
  165. “I-what would being your pet involve? What would I have to actually do?”
  166. >”He gives you a gentle smile.”
  167. >”Well, for the most part, provide companionship.”
  168. >”I'd want you to lay on my lap while I watch TV, keep me company in bed, that kind of thing.”
  169. >”There may be sex from time to time, but day to day, you'd just be there to provide company.”
  170. >Your mind searches for the reason why this is such a bad idea, why it gives you such a sick feeling. You're sure you're missing something.
  171. >Luckily he provides the answer. Something he said early on that you've pushed out of your thoughts.
  172. >”There is one thing that you need to know.”
  173. >He takes a deep breath before speaking, the smile fading from his face.
  174. >”Remember back in the alley, when you asked me not to hurt you?
  175. >That was it.
  176. “Yes, you said.. that's contradictory. W-what did you mean by that?”
  177. >”Well, among other things, I'm a bit of a sadist.”
  178. “A .. what?”
  179. >”It's very complicated, but... I sometimes enjoy seeing others suffer.”
  180. >The revelation turns your blood to ice. Any thoughts you'd had about going along with that quickly evaporating.
  181. “S-so you w-ant to.. torture me?”
  182. >You were insane to even consider this… he is a psycho.
  183. >The thought of making a run for it right now weighs on your mind, but you don't.
  184.  
  185. >There was nothing to run to.
  186. >”Well, torture is probably a bit extreme, but I may occasionally want to play a game with you which would involve some pain on your part.”
  187. >”It's really not as bad as you're probably imagining, and it wouldn't even be all that often.”
  188. >”You'd certainly never be permanently injured, and you'll still always have the option of leaving any time.”
  189. >A bit of his former smile returns.
  190. >”You may even come to enjoy it.”
  191. >The whole exchange leaves your head swimming.
  192. >Every instinct you've got screams that this is a bad idea.
  193. >But what else is there? Where else would you go?
  194. >The idea of something different, even if it's horrible, is oddly compelling.
  195. >Your can't even look at him as you practically whisper the words.
  196. “O-ok Anon.. I-I'll do it.”
  197. >You force yourself to make eye contact when he puts his hand on your shoulder.
  198. >A warm smile greets you.
  199. >”Everything's going to be ok.”
  200. >”... my pet.”
  201. >..
  202. >Your neck involuntarily stretches out across your master's thigh as he makes a final pass with the brush.
  203. >The bristles press through your freshly bathed fir just enough to gently scrape against the skin.
  204. >It leaves a blissful tingling throughout your entire body as every hair is pulled gently into line.
  205. >Your limbs rest limply against the couch, the muscles supporting them long since given in.
  206. >It feels amazing.
  207. >Normally at this point you'd drift off to a peaceful sleep, but something was weighing on your mind tonight.
  208. >Truthfully it had been on your mind for awhile, but lately it seemed to permeate your every thought.
  209. >The last month had been truly amazing.
  210. >Master.. you had gotten used to calling him that so quickly..
  211. >He treated you well.
  212. >You always had a belly full of food and a good nights rest in a warm bed.
  213. >There's no question that he took good care of you, just as he promised.
  214.  
  215. >His house sat near the forest, far away from town.
  216. >It was just you and him, and you'd grown to enjoy the time spent together.
  217. >More than that, he seemed to genuinely care about you. It gave your life a strange sense of purpose.
  218. >This was truly the happiest you've ever been in your life.
  219. >But you knew there was a price to be paid for it.
  220. >It hung over your head like a dark cloud of uneasiness.
  221. >He'd said it wouldn't be all that often, but what did that mean?
  222. >It had been a month. Was it coming soon? Would it change all this?
  223. >You suddenly feel his hand resting against your shoulder, as though he could read your mind.
  224. >”What's the matter my pet?”
  225. >You take a deep breath before speaking.
  226. >You know shouldn't bring up the subject, but the uncertainty is driving you mad, you just have to know.
  227. “M-master?”
  228. >Your voice quivers for the first time in awhile as you speak to him.
  229. “When we first met, y-you said you enjoyed watching others suffer.”
  230. “T-that there'd be pain involved.”
  231. >He exhales knowingly as he moves his hand to the back of your head, rubbing you gently behind the ears.
  232. >”I did, and there will be, but you don't need to worry about that just yet.”
  233. >”I want to give you time to get settled in before we do anything like that.”
  234. “I..”
  235. >A shiver runs down the length of your back as you close your eyes, afraid of what you are about to ask.
  236. “I.. c-can we do it sooner?”
  237. >You feel him tense up a bit, likely as surprised as you are by the question.
  238. “I just, I just have to know.”
  239. >You feel a bit of dampness forming around your eyes, the worry you've been holding finally slipping out of you.
  240. “P-please Master?”
  241. >He takes in a deep breath, letting it out slowly as contemplating your request.
  242. >”Ok my pet, I guess that's fair.”
  243. >His hand resumes a downward slide along your back.
  244. >”We'll do a session tomorrow.”
  245. “T-thank you Master.”
  246.  
  247. >It's not long before you're being carried to bed, already half asleep having nodded off shortly after your conversation.
  248. >..
  249. >”Comfortable?”
  250. >You shuffle your shoulders a bit, trying to get used to the strange position before quickly nodding.
  251. “Yes Master.”
  252. >You find yourself leaned up diagonally against Master's body, the back of your head nestled tightly against the left side of his chest.
  253. >Most of your weight rests on your hind quarters, which press strangely into the couch cushion between his splayed legs.
  254. >Your left leg dangles over the edge of the couch while your right leg rests over top master's.
  255. >Ropes loop around your torso, holding your front legs securely at your side.
  256. >You were scared, but after all the worry and anticipation it kind of felt good to be getting this over with.
  257. >Whatever he was going to do to you, it was going to happen soon, and then you'd finally know.
  258. >”Alrighty then.”
  259. >He runs the back of his right hand reassuringly down your cheek before sliding it over your chest, his fingers resting over your left nipple.
  260. >You feel his chest moving against the back of your head as he takes in a few slow breaths.
  261. >He seems almost hesitant, but eventually his finger starts moving, tracing a circle around the small bead.
  262. >It's not at all unpleasant.
  263. >You squirm a bit in your bonds as he alternates between circling and gently kneeding the hardening teat, becoming increasingly aroused by his touch.
  264. >Eventually he works his way to the other nipple, alternating between the two as they become fully engorged.
  265. >He gives your left nipple a flick, causing you to gasp mostly out of surprise as a mild pain runs through your bosom.
  266. >An alternating cycle of fondling and flicking begins, it having an increasingly pleasant effect on you.
  267. >You can feel your face turning flush as you shuffle your legs around, your marehood becoming lightly damp with juices.
  268.  
  269. >This doesn't go unnoticed as your Master reaches down with his right hand.
  270. >He gives your lips a few sharp pats, causing you to shiver excitedly before teasing a finger down the length of your seam.
  271. >You instinctively spread your legs apart a bit wider, lusting for more, but instead he returns to your nipples.
  272. >A soft moan escapes you.
  273. >”Well, I'd say you're warmed up, it's time to get down to business.”
  274. >It takes you a few moments to realize what he's getting at.
  275. >Right, this was supposed to be painful, and somehow you knew the flicking wasn't the end of it.
  276. >Your suspicions are soon confirmed as he sharply pinches your left nipple between his fingers, causing you to wince.
  277. >He tugs at the nipple, stretching it out away from your chest.
  278. >You try to lean forward to counter, but he holds your squirming form in place with his elbow.
  279. >To your confusion he produces a length of string, which he winds tightly around the stretched flesh.
  280. >You whimper as he finally lets go, a dull throb radiating through your tightly wrapped nipple.
  281. >The other side is given the same treatment, your eyes watering at the mounting discomfort.
  282. >”You're doing good my pet.”
  283. >He gives you a gentle pat on the center of your belly.
  284. “M-master.. it.. it hurts.”
  285. >His right hand unexpectedly reaches back to your forgotten nether regions, beginning a gentle rubbing.
  286. >”I know it does.. try to focus on this, it'll help.“
  287. >He begins slowly thrusting a finger into your slickening hole.
  288. >The dull ache in your nipples fades into the background as your lips harden.
  289. >”See, isn't that much better?”
  290. “Mmmhmm” you manage as he works in a second finger, your cheeks turning warm.
  291. >Your hips rocks in time with his fingers, a soft huff accompanying every thrust.
  292. >You feel yourself winkering as he twists his fingers up inside you, rubbing against your sensitive button.
  293.  
  294. >He suddenly tightens his grip around you with his left arm, then without warning begins unwrapping your left nipple.
  295. >You try to focus on the pleasure between your legs, but every unwind sends a sharp stab of pain from the blood deprived and now very sensitive nipple.
  296. >Evidently anticipating what is to come next, you feel him pull you tightly into his chest, still keeping up the rhythm with his other hand.
  297. >It's just in time.
  298. >An intense swell of pain catches you unprepared as blood rushes back into the nipple.
  299. >You begin violently thrashing, legs flailing as you instinctively try to get up, only to be held firmly in place by your Master.
  300. >The whole left side of your chest feels like it's on fire, the pain continuing to build in intensity as every nerve ending springs back to life.
  301. >Your arms fight to reach your screaming tits, but are held fast by your bonds.
  302. >As the pain finally reaches it's peak you let out a shrill cry, eventually devolving into harsh sobs, your whole body shaking.
  303. >You press yourself tightly against your master, burying your muzzle in his chest, seeking out the only comfort you can find.
  304. >His right hand runs gently across your shoulder, having given up on it's other task, left arm still hugging you tightly.
  305. >The pain subsides quickly, as do your your sobs, gradually petering down to chattering breaths.
  306. >He gives you a final rub across the side of your cheek before speaking softly.
  307. >”Alright my pet, we've still got to do the other one.”
  308. >You let out a choked sob as fresh tears cloud your vision.
  309. “P-ple-ase, it.. do you h-have to?”
  310. >A white cloth descends over your snout as he dries away your still flowing tears.
  311. >”We can wait a little longer, but I'm afraid it does have to come off soon.”
  312. >Once again you turn into his chest, another sob escaping as you screw your eyes shut.
  313.  
  314. >Everything you'd feared was coming true, this was too much.
  315. >You try to steady yourself.
  316. >No, you had to make it through this, you just had to.
  317. >This had been the happiest month of your life.
  318. >And if this was the price of happiness, you had to pay it.
  319. >You can feel his hand rest gently on the back of your neck.
  320. >”You're almost done my pet. After this it'll be over.”
  321. >You couldn't leave. You couldn't give all this up because of a little pain.
  322. >After all, where else would you go.
  323. “A-alright.”
  324. >You turn your head to face your master, blinking a few times to clear your vision.
  325. “I-I'm ready.”
  326. >Somehow you were expecting him to go right for your other nipple, but instead his hand sinks back down to your marehood.
  327. >It takes longer than last time but soon you once again find yourself at a heightened state of arousal.
  328. >Painful memories of earlier giving way to primal sexual need.
  329. >”Now this time, I want you to really try to concentrate on this, ok.”
  330. >You nod and try to focus entirely on your masters touch.
  331. >Eager for anything to make this easier.
  332. >Trying to visualize them sliding around inside your hole, curled tips tapping your winkering button with every thrust.
  333. >Your breathing increases sharply as you feel your masters grip on you tighten, signaling the inevitable.
  334. >You fight frantically to keep your focus on the warmth in your loins.
  335. >It feels so good, you're so close.
  336. >Your breathing becomes sharp an erratic as spasms run down your back.
  337. >You feel the swelling pain in your chest, but you're already past the point of no return.
  338. >Your vision becomes blurry as you reach climax, your eyes rolling backwards in your head.
  339. >The burning pain only underscoring the explosive waves of ecstasy running through you as you let out loud moans of pleasure.
  340. >Somehow through everything that's going on, you can hear your masters stuttering gasps, and feel his tightening grip around your shoulders.
  341.  
  342. >You close your eyes and let your spent body fall into him, feeling the last few aftershocks storm through your body.
  343. >The two of you just sit there for awhile in silence.
  344. >You don't even register that the session is over until you feel the ropes around your torso being undone.
  345. >Your arms free, you can't help but irrationally latch on to your master in a tight hug.
  346. >You made it.. you survived.
  347. >”Thank you for doing this.”
  348. >The words catch you off guard.
  349. >You feel him lift you up slightly before setting you back down across his lap.
  350. >He runs his hand down the side of your neck before letting it drape across your body.
  351. >From the corner of your eye you can see a heavy expression on his face.
  352. >He looks deep in thought, taking slow steady breaths.
  353. >Eventually he breaks the silence.
  354. >”Listen, I'm more or less figuring this whole thing out as we go along.”
  355. >The tone in his voice is worrying. Had.. had you done something wrong?
  356. “I-what's wrong master?”
  357. >”I.. I really enjoyed what we just did, but..”
  358. >He lets out another deep breath.
  359. >”I don't want to force you to do that again?”
  360. >You can only look up at him in surprise, unsure how to even respond.
  361. >”I can only hope that you might indulge me again some day, but it'll be your decision, ok?”
  362. >You should be jumping out of your skin with joy. He was giving you a free pass.
  363. >But somehow, it didn't sit right with you.
  364. >It wasn't just that you'd kind of enjoyed the last part of your session.
  365. >In a way you couldn't quite put your hoof on, this felt principally wrong.
  366. >You were supposed to be his, entirely his.
  367. >This was the agreement, your side of the deal.
  368. >The words are hard to say, but you manage to force them out.
  369.  
  370. “T-thank you, but I'd rather keep things the way they are if that's alright.”
  371. >A dead silence hangs in the air for what feels like minutes, but eventually he speaks.
  372. >”If you're sure that's what you want..”
  373. “I'm sure Master.”
  374. >A content smile forms across your face as you drift off to sleep.

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