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'My First Maregasm' by Anonfilly
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>be in a convenience store, late at night
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>just out to buy a snack
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>and to get your tiny bit of exercise and human interaction for the day.
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>order comes out to $11.37
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>that's exactly what you had in coins
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>kraft dinner, frozen fries, frozen mixed vegetables, canned hot dogs, generic white bread
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>you smirk for a moment, pretending it's like you won a small lottery
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>there's a girl in line behind you, and you consider striking up conversation
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>something about this girl catches your eye.
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>maybe it's the colourful friendship bracelet, or the practical cut of her hair
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>you feel like maybe she'd actually be worth talking to
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>immediately sweaty palms
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>'nah, I'm blocking her exit. I don't want to look like a creep.'
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>walking home, back to work
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>working from home just made it harder to escape, they have you working any hours of the day
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>seems there's just no escape from this mess
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>but at least you can smoke pot while you work.
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>get_miles.mp3
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>the walk home is uneventful
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>aside from the sirens and seeing someone get pulled over, but that's none of your business
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>the license plate was '420 HPS', which sticks in your mind because it made you chuckle.
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>they had a trailer hitched to the back, too.
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>still, none of your business
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>before long, you're back in the numb tranced state of reading and typing vaguely meaningful information on your computer.
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>somebody somewhere has to be getting value out of this, even if you can't see how.
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>your failed computer science degree still haunts you to this day, in the way of excrutiatingly crippling credit card bills
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>that bastard still keeps calling you on your supposed house phone number
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>it's been over 5 years at this point, aren't they supposed to give up after a while?
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>he's the only person who calls you on that line these days
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>you've learned to near completely tune out the tones at this point
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>you can't even remember what a girl looks like in person, can you?
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>let alone know how to talk to one
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>you're depressed.
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>'time for another bong rip', you think as you hit save on your latest document
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>some of the bong water spills as you're setting up, and it stains your pants with a black splotch
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>you haven't changed the water or cleaned the bong in literal months, and it literally stinks worse than ass.
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>you start to strip to go shower, but at that moment, you pick up the scent of burning food coming from the kitchen
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>fuck. nothing is going right today.
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>you ask to the faded rainbow dash figure inside the bong 'what would you do?'
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>you totally forgot you'd even put her in there
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>not even sure if it was you who did it
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>it could have been that one guy who grew his own weed you used to have around
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>you don't even remember his name or what he looked like, and you haven't heard from him in some time
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>probably lost their phone number, and everyone uses discord now anyway
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>got damn if that wasn't the best weed you've ever had, though
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>you stopped caring about that show years ago, anyway
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>drag yourself to the kitchen and deal with the burning fries
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>suppress a whine as you force yourself to eat some of it, just to punish yourself for wasting food.
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>how did you ever allow things to get this out of hand
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>look around at the grimey cooktop, ziploc bags on the floor, receipts, stale open beer cans, vodka coolers, hair stuck to the tiles
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>half-washed dishes with a subtle layer of nasty grease sit haphazardly in the sink
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>you've had so many people in and out of this apartment that you don't know which messes are yours and which aren't, anyway
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>you shake your head like an etch-a-sketch and get back to what you were supposed to be doing, having a shower
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>throw towel over rail, turn on the hot water, lift the shower head once again to its correct position
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>the pipes begin to hiss, and knock
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>god damn this apartment is shitty
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>at least you have your asus laptop, and your Razer Kraken headset.
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>escaping into a world that's independent of the vortex of shit that exists around you gives you some respite, so long as your DSL is stable
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>you're staring at hair in the drain as hot water flows over your motionless body
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>you twist around on a heel to grab your 4-in-1 bathroom gel (shampoo, conditioner, body gel, shave gel)
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>something greasy gives way under you and for a moment you're in freefall, lunging forward with an arm
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>lack of adhesive ducks
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...
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"it's rinse, lather, then rinse again, idiot!"
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images of hay fields from the window of a car
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"don't forget to clean your razor out, fucktard"
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an endless staircase, resonating and shimmering beneath you, surrounded by a mess of cat5e cables
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and what appear to be file cabinets that look like windows file icons from the front
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are you dying?
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"what are you, dying?"
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you hear a raspy, girlish voice, and a blurry image of a pony
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"one of us! one of us!"
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"I thought I raised a real man."
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a loud, vinyl scratch sound, and an old style cassette player getting caught up in itself.
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a gruff voice: "I'm going to make you a mare."
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the sound of running water, and swirling rainbows escaping from your mouth as you lean over the edge of something
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back to the hay fields, this time at night, feeling cosy and leaning against the car door
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oh, to be young again
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hazy images of the view from a hospital bed, wires and tubes running to a bleeping machine
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a person rushing up to you, you can't make out their face but they look.. angry?
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now you're on your back, floating on a pool of water
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it smells salty, and as you turn your head you can't seem to find the edges, it's just flat water against a moonless night sky as far as your eyes can see
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you watch ripples propogate on and on until they fade out of view, with each little movement of your body
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there's a roaring in your ears
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......
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>the next thing you're aware of is a stinging pain radiating from your left temple, and lukewarm water spluttering on you
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>great, now you'll have a massive water bill to pay again.
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>wincing and forcing your eyes open, you're made aware that you broke the shower curtain rod again
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>looking up from your position, low in the tub
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>but the sides of the tub look way farther away than would make sense
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>what position even is your body in
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>look down and instantly jolt in shock, your head smacks against the floor of the tub
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>...green?
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>you close your eyes tightly and try to calm your breathing.
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>not another panic attack, thank you.
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>this could just a false awakening, but you can't be sure
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>breathe in, count to four. breathe out, count to four.
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>fuck, your breathing sounds off too.
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>as you steadily regain your senses, more of them call back with an unexpected signal
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>everything is weird. everything.
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>what the fuck just happened
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>aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGHGHGHGHHHHHHH
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>snap your eyes open and lean your head up to assess the damage
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>a green, furred body lays sprawled out before you, with a wet, uncomfortably placed tail against the bath tub floor.
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>what. is. this. shit.
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>you look like a pony.
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>you ARE a pony.
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>specifically, a 'My Little' pony.
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>are you in an episode of the x-files or some shit?
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>are you going insane?
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>did that one bong rip finally give you a fucking psychotic break?
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>you'd heard weird shit about cannabis, but this is another level entirely.
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>hopefully you'll snap out of this shit soon.
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>you don't know how to handle it if this sticks around for long.
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>then a thought arrives in your head, and you pull your unfamiliar lips into a smirk
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>'welp, if people are gonna call me crazy regardless, I might as well have fun with this.'
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>like I'm going to tell anyone I'm seeing shit like this anyway.
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>shuffling back to prop your head up on the end of the tub, you twist your body a bit to free your tail, and spread those hind legs
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>yep, that's a marehood.
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>although the thought makes you uncomfortable, you're acutely aware that this is something many people _dream_ of.
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>inspecting more closely, you find small, tender teats among the fur above it, and the transition from fur to coloured skin approaching your labia majora.
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>the moist bathroom air, dank with humidity, is warm against your now exposed sensitive flesh.
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>you bring a hoof closer, resting it on a thigh
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>are you really gonna do this shit dude.
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>yeah, you're gonna do this shit. fuck knows you could do with some real pleasure in your life
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>even if it does come as part of a drug induced psychotic episode, or head trauma induced hallucination.
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>you're breathing a little faster now, your cheeks feel warm, your head a little dizzy.
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>something is.. different. not just about your body, but in your brain too.
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>doubts and fears seem to slip away, like trying to hold on to wet spaghetti with spoons.
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>the burnt food in the kitchen is the least of your concerns
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>the creditor? non-existent
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>work is just a dream
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>so long as you can satisfy the needs of your body, you know you'll be happy.
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>everything else will just fall into place.
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>attention turns back to your marehood, now tingling with need
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>it's starting to get really really tense inside.
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>these feelings are arousing you in ways you didn't think were possible
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>the hiss and trickling of water from the shower is the only thing in the background of your little world
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>the flesh feels sweaty, like clammy hands
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>it's like being parched, with saliva dripping off your tongue.
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>dizziness and confusion intensify as you fumble around with your hoof
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>you've never experienced this before. not a single thing like it.
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>the wetness between your flanks feels smooth and slick, yet warm and sticky at the same time.
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>are you really going to touch it?
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>yes you are, mare.
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>The slightest brush of your hoof against your newfound marehood sends tingly jolts, like static electricty, travelling throughout your lower regions.
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>sheets of velvet rubbing together, with fine silk in between
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>it makes your hooves clench up, and you grit your herbivore teeth.
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>your lips are very sensitive, but not even coming close to how sensitive your new labia are.
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>you haven't even tried spreading them wide yet, just the slightest stretch and the cool air makes you shiver and freeze up
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>angling your hoof to push further in, you caution a guess at how this will make you feel
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>and imagining just makes the sensations stronger without you even noticing.
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>the sensations swirl in your head, coming and going from your conscious mind, much like the rainbow swirls in your dream, imposed upon your inner space.
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>was it a dream, really?
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>you close your eyes and continue to touch, venturing further, the swirls intensifying
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>filled with fractals and DNA structures
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>you watch these patterns form like silicone flowing out of a 3d printer nozzle, sculpting your new body.
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>forming you and your body perfectly, layer by layer, like tectonic plates
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>far below, you feel the building of an earthquake as these great shifts take place
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>but you know you're only just scratching the surface until you have your first maregasm.
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>these feelings are worth more than money
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>it's a beautiful shining jewel, floating before you
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>the juices flow around your hoof as it works its magic
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>running down your flanks, evaporating, making them extra sensitive to the slight breeze of air from the open door (that you thought was closed)
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>you're becoming more aware of yourself
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>aware of your desires, of desire.
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>like the energy inside of a rubber band or a stretched balloon
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>it snaps and smacks like sour gummies and lingers like butter tarts
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>it sticks on your body
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>like a microbiome, living on you, defining you
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>a symbiosis
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>you pant, and you can hear the maregasm building in your voice
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>you're still not done yet, it's building.
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>like ice cream with tortoiseshell sauce
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>loaded with hot fudge and brownie bits
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>crusted with glitter and flake gold
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>the swirls in your mind dance with colours that seem to define you, your new desires, your priorities
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>Marachino cherry juice and lime gelled dessert
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>your marehood feels dry as a desert yet flows like a waterfall
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>peppermint toppers
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>tingles like little brushies all across your body
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>you're getting really sensitive now
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>fur standing on end, tiny pressure points on each of the hair follicles
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>you're thinking of the future
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>bright sunbeams of joy in your world
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>the tenderness of fulfillment
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>it's coming. it's your future.
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>it only deepens your imagination more and more, there seems to be no end
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>like a stream, churning on and on
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>eroding resistances in its path
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>you bite your lip hard, your body tensing in waves, you're not far away now
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>you're going to be a real mare.
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>it's all you need. all you want.
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>a wave is crashing
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>convulsions in your nethers, heat through the edges of your whole body
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>you're dimly aware of hot juices squirting around your hoof as you start to pass out, mouth hanging open
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>staring blearily at a stain of mould on the ceiling until your eyes drift closed
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>perfect sleep.
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>to be continued, if you want?
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