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Where Wallflowers Bloom
By WowflowerCreated: 2026-01-21 20:47:20
Updated: 2026-01-23 04:37:18
Expiry: Never
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>Rainy days are your favourite, you don’t know why, maybe it’s thanks to how empty the streets get when it happens
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>Skipping class is something you only do when you really need to clear your head
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>Like today, or yesterday, and maybe the last couple days before that
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>You’re not a good student
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>Nor do you care to be, however much that frustrates your parents
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>That coupled with your tendency to avoid people, branded you as an outcast as soon as highschool started
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>You want to say you don’t mind but it gets pretty lonely sometimes
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>Yet you don’t do anything to fix that, to go out of your way to make friends
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>What a dilemma you’ve put yourself in
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>In this school, no one seems to be quite like you
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>Everyone’s in their own cliques, happily going through their day
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>Even if those days include random magical antics happening every couple of months
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>You can’t find a single person you feel like you could connect to
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>Well, there is one
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>But to be honest, you rarely ever see her
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>Maybe she’s as much of an outcast as you are, she never seems to talk to anyone when you do see her
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>In fact, you’ve never spoken to her before
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>Not that you remember, anyways
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>Groaning, you walk back towards the school grounds
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>Nice as these rainy days are, you’d rather not get suspended for skipping multiple periods again
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>Sneaking behind school, you hope you’ll find the same back door you use to have these escapades
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>That’s when you see her tending to the somewhat hidden garden behind school
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>With her back turned to you, you can’t see her face but you know it’s her
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>Her sea green hair catches your attention whenever you see her in the hallway, as is no different now
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>Just like you, she seems to not mind the rain, letting it soak her hair as well as her sweater
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>When she stands up to gather up her tools, you realise just how long you’ve been staring at her
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>You didn’t even hear the school bell ring
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>She turns to you, and you don’t bother trying to avert your gaze
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>Her eyes lock with yours, clouded by the rain you can’t see them very well but you can feel her staring you
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>It feels as if everything stopped just for a moment
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>You can’t find words to speak
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>You can’t even move from where you’re standing
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>You feel your heart beating in your throat
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>And that’s when she starts awkwardly walking towards you
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>Like a feral cat judging your character, she cautiously keeps eye contact as she approaches you
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>Just as you think she’s about to ask something
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>She passes by you and picks up her pace, hurrying inside and leaving you in the rain
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>You were a total creep, weren’t you?
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>Heading back inside, you go to your locker and grab your PE clothes to change to
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>You hurry to dry up and go to your next period
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>Which is now halfway over, so of course you get an earful from Ms Harshwhinny over it
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>Sitting down you tune her out immediately as you mull over what happened with that girl
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>You froze in place the moment you saw her
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>Furthermore when she noticed you staring you did your best impression of a gargoyle and kept silent while staring at her
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>Laying your head on your desk, you let out a mental sigh
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>You have to find her again, apologise for being a creep and hopefully strike up conversation
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>The class ends shortly, you didn’t even bother trying to catch up to what Harshwhinny was going over
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>Lunch period
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>Since the tables are always occupied by cliques, you begrudgingly decided to skip lunch altogether and just hang around school waiting for the bell
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>It’s still raining, and you don’t want to get another set of clothes wet before you get to go home
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>Passing by a hallway you don’t frequent, you notice the lack of classrooms and students here
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>Actually this part of the school feels almost abandoned, decals and stickers on the lockers here show inside jokes of years past
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>Why would people avoid this part of the school?
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>Walking around a corner, you see the lights of a classroom on
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>Curiosity gets the best of you as you make your way to the door
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>Reaching for the handle, you look inside to find…
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>A bunch of gardening equipment and what seems to be a greenhouse?
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>This school doesn’t have a gardening club
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>Stepping inside, you look at the variety of flowers blooming
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>Marigolds, Orchids, Sunflowers
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>They’re all so beautiful, so well taken care of
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>Your mind immediately goes to the only person you’ve ever seen handling plants on this school
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>No not that farm girl, the green one
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>Which just so happens to have been in the corner of the room the entire time you were admiring the flowers
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>With an expression that can only be read as “Mom just walked into my room while I was jerking off”
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>Your eyes feel as if they’re about to bulge out of your skull
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>You clear your throat and do your best to seem normal, and say the first thing that comes to your mind
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“Are these flowers yours?”
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>Her eyes remain locked onto you as she awkwardly stammers out
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> “Um, Yes?”
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“They’re beautiful”
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>With that, the same silence from before slowly sets back in, though this time it doesn’t feel nearly as awkward as before
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>In fact, she seems taken aback by the compliment
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> “You.. really think so?”
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>She brushes her hair back slightly and averts her gaze for a moment
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>You can’t help but smile a little at her
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>You can see her well now
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>Her pale green skin, the small freckles on her face, her greyish brown eyes
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>Her still-wet hair, and some of her locks gently laid against her face
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>Her drenched sweater, practically glued to her figure and letting your mind wander for a moment
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>Before you mentally slap yourself and return your gaze to her eyes
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>She’s so cute
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>In a very fragile way that speaks “Please don’t touch me”
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>The way she’s crouched in the corner of the room only accentuates how invisible she is
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>You’re staring again
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“I do, I always wondered who took care of the plants around school. I didn’t thought we had a groundskeeper”
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> “We don’t anymore, he retired a year or so ago. I’ve been taking care of the flowers ever since”
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“All by yourself?”
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>She nods with a hint of sadness in her face
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> “I have to. I won’t let them wither and die”
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>She stands up and now you can see just how drenched she is
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>From head to toe this girl’s clothes are still dripping from the rain
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>Did she even bother drying out?
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> “No, I don’t mind it.. It’s not like anyone would notice anyways”
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>You said that part out loud without realising
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“Aren’t you gonna catch a cold? I can go fetch you a towel if you want”
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>Her eyes light up at your words
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>When she turns to look at you, she just stares at you as if you had two heads
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>Was that inappropriate? No, this is something else
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>This is someone who’s been overlooked for years
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>Finally being seen
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>Someone is worried about her
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>Someone is holding a conversation with her
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>Someone is willing to do something for her
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>A light blush creeps up on the girl’s face, as realization hits her
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>She struggles to find her words, closing and opening her mouth a couple of times before she lets out a simple
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> “Yes please”
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>As you turn around and grab the handle, you look behind you one more time to take a look at the star struck girl
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>She’s recomposed herself slightly, and is now trying to avoid your gaze
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>Your lips turn to a smile and stay that way while you fetch a towel from the showers and come back
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>When you return, the girl is tending to a pot of daisies
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>Shivering slightly, it seems like she’s gonna need more than just a towel with how drenched she is
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>You approach her, holding the towel out for her to grab it
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> “T-Thank you” She stutters while grabbing it and wrapping herself in it
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>You look around the room while she dries her hair and what she can of her clothes
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>Every flower here seems to be given the same care as the rest
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>You don’t know much about plants, but you can’t find a single withering stem, so you just assume she’s really good at this
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>A dozen questions rush through your mind
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>Why is such a gorgeous room hidden from the rest of the school?
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>Why does this girl care so much about the flowers?
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>Why is she the only one doing this?
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>Shouldn’t the school just hire a new groundskeeper?
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>But all that comes to a halt when your eyes settle on a framed picture on the wall
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>Its the girl, a couple of years younger, tending to a small bed of roses
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>Next to her, an older man wearing a pair of overalls and rubber gloves, smiling down at the girl
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>You can barely make it out, but you swear the man has the same eyes as the girl
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> “it’s my dad, he and I started the gardening club a few years ago”
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>Turning your attention back to the girl, she looks to you to make sure you’re listening before continuing
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> “It wasn’t very popular, Principal Celestia must’ve agreed to it because of the free labor.”
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> “Still, dad and I helped grow almost all flowers in school today.”
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>So that’s why she does this
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>Even at the expense of her health
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>She looks at the picture with such melancholy
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“Was he the groundskeeper?”
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>She doesn’t answer for the longest time
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>Letting out a sigh, she seems to come back to reality as she nods
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>You’re not a smart kid, but you can tell that something happened
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>You take a seat on the stool next to her and cautiously lay a hand on her shoulder in solidarity
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>Your contact snaps her out of her trance for good as she jumps at your touch
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>It was only for a moment but holy shit this girl is freezing
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“Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you like that. Are you okay?”
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>She lets out an awkward chuckle and clears her throat
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> “Yeah, sorry you had to see that. I don’t really know why I shared that with you.”
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>You feel the silence settling back in
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>But you refuse to leave this girl freezing to death
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“Hey, you’re still cold. Don’t you have a change of clothes?”
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>Shaking her head, she answers “I usually stay like this until I get home, don’t worry, I’ll be okay”
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>She forces the tiniest smile you’ve ever seen
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>You feel terrible for her
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>You look down at your PE clothes and mull over your thoughts for a second
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>Standing up, you head to the door and turn to her
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“Then let’s take you home, not like anyone here’s gonna miss us, right?”
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>A small blush sets in the girl’s face as she seems to smile genuinely this time
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> “I.. I guess yeah” she mumbles as she stands up
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>The two of you exit the school using the back entrance
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>It’s absolutely pouring, your PE clothes are gonna need to be dried as well
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>As you make your way past the outside garden the girl was tending, you notice something that matches up with the photo from earlier
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>A pedestal in the middle of the garden has an odd looking stone looking over the yard
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>You hurry with the gardener girl through the streets of Canterlot as you realize you haven’t even asked her name
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>But now doesn’t seem like the best time to ask
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>You make a mental note to learn her name before the day is over
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>Even though you’re rushing through the rain trying to get this poor girl home
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>You realize this is the closest you’ve ever been to hanging out with a girl before
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>Hanging out with anyone really
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>You contain a chuckle and instead hear one coming from behind you
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>Turning back, you see she’s giggling as the two of you hurry through the streets
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>But when she notices you can hear her, she quiets down and mutters a “Sorry”
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>You can’t help but let your laughter out as you pick up the pace
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>She follows behind you, and even ends up taking the lead as she lets out a few quiet giggles
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>Her gorgeous emerald green hair fully down thanks to the rain
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>Her sweater which never really dried up is now even more drenched than you noticed back in the classroom
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>Your PE clothes aren’t in any better condition, you doubt you’ll be using these again soon, or at least tomorrow
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>Oh well, you never really liked attending PE
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>At the pace you two were running, you make it to her house in just a couple of minutes
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>Exhausted, you laugh while taking refuge under the front porch of her house
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> “Woo! You’re way too slow, Anon!~” she pumps her fist up in the air as she proclaims her victory in your little race
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>You struggle to catch your breath as it hits you
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>She knows your name
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>But how? You don’t share any classes
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>And you’ve never spoken to her
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>Maybe with how she blends into the room, she overheard it somewhere?
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“Hold up, you know my name?”
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>Her eyes shoot open and her laughter stops
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>It was as if all the joy you two shared dissipated as she stared at nothingness for a second before replying
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> “Y-Yeah? You uh, told me when you uh.. brought me back the towel?”
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>You did no such thing
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>But why would she lie to you?
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>You don’t really want to be an ass about it right now
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>Instead, you decide to ask what you’ve wanted to know for a while
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“I.. see, well, I don’t remember catching your name?”
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>Clearing her throat, she fidgets with her pocket and fetches her keys
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> “I’m Wallflower, um.. Nice to meet you?” She awkwardly adds as she unlocks the door and steps inside
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“Nice to meet you, Wallflower. And sorry I didn’t ask your name earlier”
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> “It’s fine, people tend to forget it”
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>The sound of the pouring rain against the roofing above you fills the awkward silence
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>The both of you waiting for the other to say something
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>Noticing just how drenched you are, Wallflower eventually stammers out “Hey Anon, you um..”
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> “Would you like to come inside and dry up?”
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>Relief washes across your face as you gladly accept and step inside
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>Wallflower heads upstairs and fetches you a couple of towels
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>As you dry up, she yells down the stairs to let you know she’ll take a shower
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“Don’t worry! I promise I won’t snoop around!”
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>The sound of a door clicking close is your only response
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>You desperately wrap the towels around you and try to warm up
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>But the clothes do their best to stay wet and it seems like only a shower will fix this
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>Your mind runs wild and begins wondering if Wallflower would let you in with her
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>But before you can consider any further, you find yourself looking at the pictures scattered throughout Wallflower’s house
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>Her, her dad and who you assume to be her mom doing various activities together
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>You can see she takes after her mom more than her dad
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>There’s several pictures depicting Wallflower tending to flowers, bushes and plants
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>There are also a couple of her sitting in what seems to be
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>An airplane pilot’s cabin?
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>Indeed, her mom is dressed up in uniform for some of these
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>Though she looks like her mom, she really takes up on her dad’s hobbies
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>As you continue admiring photos of a younger Wallflower being adorable
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>You notice one where she’s surrounded not by her parents but fellow Canterlot High students
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>Roseluck and Daisy seem to be chatting with Wallflower while Lily is seen bringing some supplies to them in the background
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>And that’s not the only photo with these girls
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>Theres one with all the girls lined up, smiling at the camera in the same room full of flowers you were just in
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>And one more with Wallflower and the girls tending to the backyard school garden
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>Wait
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>In the middle of the garden
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>It’s that pedestal with the weird stone again
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>It’s such a minor detail but
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> “Anon?”
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>You turn around to find a warm and clean (and dressed) Wallflower looking at you from the stairs
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> “You’re still drenched, don’t you want to shower?”
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>You notice the smallest hint of a blush on her face as she says this
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>Nodding, you step away from the pictures and follow her upstairs
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> “Just put your clothes in the basket, I’ll set them to dry once you’re showering”
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>Entering the shower, you undress and place your clothes in the basket Wallflower mentioned
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>God you needed this badly
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>The hot water running over your body helped you relax and think
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>Wallflower had friends
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>The gardening club was a proper club
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>And there’s the fact she knows your name
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>Maybe she knew you through one of the flower girls?
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>Roseluck was always the gossipy bitch
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>Maybe Wallflower caught your name from her?
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>But what about her friendship with those girls
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>Did something go wrong?
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>Does her attitude towards her father have anything to do with this?
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>Maybe she lost her dad and distanced herself from her friends
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>But that doesn’t explain how it feels like
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>Everything about her just seems to not exist for anyone else
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>Not the gardening club, not the fact the school had a groundskeeper, not even her mere presence in school
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>There’s something really wrong going on here
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>You can’t tell what it is, but you have to look further into this
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>You ought to talk to the flower girls, maybe they can tell you more about Wallflower
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>If they don’t pretend like she doesn’t exist, that is
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>Wallflower mentioned Principal Celestia approving the gardening club too
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>Whatever mean-spirited rumor spread to make people ignore Wallflower, Celestia wouldn’t condone that
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>Finishing your shower, you dry up and are about to step out of the bathroom
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>Only to remember that your clothes are being dried
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>As if on queue, Wallflower steps up the stairs carrying the basket full of your now-dry clothes
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>As she sets eyes on your naked chest however, she drops the basket on the floor and freezes in place
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>The tension is so thick you could cut it with a knife
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>At least, that’s what she feels right now
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>You on the other hand begin closing the bathroom door to cut her line of sight of your body
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“Sorry Wallflower! Just leave it by the door, I’ll-“
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>Without saying anything, you hear the basket being thrown and landing against the door
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>And the footsteps of a very embarrassed gardener rushing downstairs
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>You really hope this doesn’t ruin whatever friendship progress you’ve made today with her
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>Showering and dressing up makes you completely forget about the rainy weather outside
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>Remembering you forgot an umbrella however, means you’ll have to brave the outside soon
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>You really don’t mind this, but you want to make sure Wallflower will talk to you next time you see her in school
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>She’s been holed up in her bedroom since she saw you half naked just around an hour ago
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>You’ve been pacing around her living room waiting for her to come out to talk but she hasn’t yet
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>Biting your lip you decide to go upstairs and check in on her
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>Stopping at the door to her bedroom, you gather up courage and knock on the door
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>Seemingly shocked you’re still here, Wallflower answers from the other side of the door “Anon? Why haven’t you gone home yet?”
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>You note a hint of hope mixed along the confusion in her voice
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“I just wanted to make sure we were on speaking terms, you know? Maybe we can chat more tomorrow at school”
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>There’s a loud shifting around and the sound of footsteps from the other sound of the other door
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>Wallflower unlocks the door and you’re treated to the messiest you’ve seen her yet
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>Her disheveled hair, messy pajamas and slightly red eyes make you wonder if she was crying
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>But instead of tears, you find a smile adorning her face
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> “You… want to talk to me again? Really?”
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“Of course I do! You’ve been nothing but nice to me, and I have a couple of questions I’d like to ask”
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>You see her fidgeting with the door handle before she fully steps out from her bedroom
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>If she looked fragile before, now it’s as if she had shattered
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>Her messy look is that of someone who didn’t expect to see another soul for a while
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>You probably shouldn’t have given her so much time alone
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>She probably thought you left without saying goodbye
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>You’re staring again, again
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>You blink a few times before you start pitying the girl just based on her looks and clear your throat
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“So, we cool to hangout tomorrow? Maybe you could show me around the gardening club?”
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>She thinks this over, her eyes darting from the ground to you
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>You hear her gulp a little before responding
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> “S-Sure, feel free to drop by in the morning”
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> “Most of my favourites are in full bloom by then” She adds while a smile creeps upon her face
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“Alright well, see you tomorrow, Wallflower” You say as you make your way down the stairs
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>Reaching for the handle of the front door, you stop to look behind you
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>You see Wallflower’s face of doubt looking down from the top of the stairs
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>Seemingly surprised at your every action, she awkwardly waves goodbye to you
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>You can’t help but smile as you return the wave and exit
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>Back into the pouring rain, you begin hastily making your way home
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>Your heartbeat quickened, and not because of the pace you were running at
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>Roughly 50 minutes ago
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>Be Wallflower
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>Laying face down in your bed
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>You saw a boy naked
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>Well, half-naked
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>You totally looked like a creep
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>Where’s that stupid stone?
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>Right, you don’t carry it around anymore
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>Why did he not just wait for you to give him his clothes???
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>Why did you invite him to come in?
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>Why did you thought he’d remember?
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>Why do you feel the tears rolling down your face?
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>You were over this
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>Right?
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>Fuck, you’re not over this
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>How long has it been? It has to have been months now
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>But the fall formal was just a few weeks ago
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>A year?
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>Why are you thinking about this?
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>He’s probably dressed up and gone already
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>It couldn’t have been just a random thing
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>You walk up to your mirror
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>Out of every heartbreaking picture
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>You couldn’t get rid of this one
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>Anon and you, sitting together on a picnic blanket
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>Adorning your better kept hair was a sunflower hairpin he had just gifted you
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>That smile of his, you missed seeing it so much
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>You hold your hand up to his face in the picture
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>Was there anything you could’ve done differently?
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>That fucking stone
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>It seemed like a good idea at first
-
343.
>But now
-
344.
>You wished things would just go back to normal
-
345.
-
346.
>A sob escaped your lips
-
347.
>You couldn’t hide how much it hurt no matter how much you tried
-
348.
>And for some reason, the stone just wouldn’t work on you
-
349.
>And now you’re the only one who remembers anything about it
-
350.
>About the two of you
-
351.
>About your friends
-
352.
>About your years in Canterlot High
-
353.
>Your dad
-
354.
>Dad
-
355.
>You curl up in a ball next to your bed
-
356.
>And just stay there sobbing
-
357.
>It was all gone
-
358.
>Why did you do it again?
-
359.
>You fought over something
-
360.
>You were spending so much time tending to the garden
-
361.
>You missed a date or two with him
-
362.
>But that wasn’t it
-
363.
>You pushed him away
-
364.
>You couldn’t spend time away from school
-
365.
>Dad was getting worse
-
366.
>You promised him you wouldn’t let anything happen to your garden
-
367.
>And so you dedicated every hour you had to it
-
368.
>Roseluck, Lily and Daisy chimed in when they could but
-
369.
>You pushed them away too
-
370.
>No one could understand just how important this was to you
-
371.
>If you kept this garden alive until fall, Dad would make it
-
372.
>He’d get out of the hospital and watch the sunflowers bloom with you
-
373.
>Mom would be there too
-
374.
>Everyone would be there with you
-
375.
-
376.
>But no one was there
-
377.
>Anon tried to comfort you after dad left
-
378.
>The girls all tried their best to be there for you
-
379.
>Rose in particular never left your side
-
380.
>But they couldn’t get it
-
381.
>You never tried to tell them either
-
382.
>It was just so much easier to be alone
-
383.
>And when they came to check in on you
-
384.
>You lashed out
-
385.
>You broke up with Anon on the spot
-
386.
>You told them you never wanted to see them again
-
387.
>You went back to school
-
388.
>It hurt so much just thinking about the garden
-
389.
>About the memories you had of this place
-
390.
>You didn’t want them anymore
-
391.
>You didn’t want to see these flowers bloom if it wasn’t with your dad
-
392.
>You ripped off as many as you could
-
393.
>Your tears clouded your vision but you could see the petals scattering all over the ground
-
394.
>You rushed to the center of the garden
-
395.
>And were about to break the pedestal
-
396.
>But as your fist connected with the stone
-
397.
>It glowed
-
398.
>And you felt it
-
399.
>That rush of power
-
400.
>The boiling rage bottled within you
-
401.
>You thought about how much you missed your dad
-
402.
>You thought about how much you wanted to hang out with your friends after school
-
403.
>You thought about how Anon would hate you after today
-
404.
>And then, a bright green glow overwhelmed you
-
405.
>And you passed out
-
406.
-
407.
>You remember waking up in the messy petal-scattered garden
-
408.
>And you remember their confusion
-
409.
>At first, you thought it was a way to give you the cold shoulder
-
410.
>The girls didn’t come to gardening club that day
-
411.
>Anon didn’t even approach you
-
412.
>And you got home to find out your mom hadn’t arrived from work
-
413.
>She had left just before dad died
-
414.
>She was supposed to return last night
-
415.
>She never did
-
416.
>After a week, you had enough of the silent treatment
-
417.
>You walked up to Anon and asked him if the two of you could talk
-
418.
>He seemed surprised you were talking to him at all
-
419.
>At first you thought it was because you broke up with him but
-
420.
>You brought up how much you wanted to go home and hug him
-
421.
>How sorry you were for lashing out
-
422.
>How you didn’t want to break up, and now just really wanted to be with him
-
423.
>He looked at you so weirdly
-
424.
>And then he laughed
-
425.
>He thought it was a prank
-
426.
>And when you got angry and told him you meant what you said
-
427.
>He just said he didn’t know you
-
428.
-
429.
>The girls were the same
-
430.
>They just dismissed you as if you were crazy
-
431.
>Rose called you a stalker when you asked to go with them to your hangout spot in the mall
-
432.
>As if she hadn’t been the one to ask you to go mere days before
-
433.
>You went to see Principal Celestia about the damage to the flowers, and how you’d help repair them
-
434.
>She couldn’t even remember if you were a student
-
435.
>You rushed to the garden and stopped right before the stone
-
436.
>And as you touched it
-
437.
>Once again, it lit up
-
438.
>You felt something reaching out for you
-
439.
>For your memories
-
440.
>What happened earlier still fresh in your mind
-
441.
>Anon, Rose and the girls, Celestia
-
442.
>And again, a green flash of light
-
443.
>When you woke up, you did everything again
-
444.
>Anon didn’t remember you
-
445.
>You showed him the pictures of you together
-
446.
>You showed him the hairpin
-
447.
>But he didn’t remember anything
-
448.
>No one did
-
449.
>But the worst thing was
-
450.
>No one remembered your dad either
-
451.
>Whatever you did, whatever that rock did
-
452.
>It erased everything involving you
-
453.
>Including the memory of dad
-
454.
-
455.
>People only interacted with you if you talked to them first
-
456.
>But otherwise it was as if you didn’t even exist
-
457.
>The bacon-haired bully didn’t even bother harassing you for lunch money anymore
-
458.
>You hate to admit it but you stalked Anon for a while after that
-
459.
>You knew everything about him already so
-
460.
>What was the harm in going to the same places he was heading to anyways
-
461.
>You tried to approach him a few times
-
462.
>But it usually ended up weirding him out
-
463.
>You started carrying the stone around
-
464.
>Erasing any awkward conversations
-
465.
>Or failed attempts at reconnecting
-
466.
>But no matter what you did
-
467.
>Nothing could bring back how much you lost
-
468.
>And it just hurt remembering what you had
-
469.
>What you threw away
-
470.
>And now you’re here
-
471.
>Bawling your eyes out because you were reminded of it
-
472.
>Fuck, you’re gonna have to use that stone again if you want to face to him ever-
-
473.
>There’s a knock at the door
-
474.
>But
-
475.
>He’s still.. here?
-
476.
>Your throat is hoarse from crying so much
-
477.
“Anon? Why haven’t you gone home yet?”
-
478.
>You say a bit too aggressively
-
479.
> “I just wanted to make sure we were on speaking terms, you know? Maybe we can chat more tomorrow at school”
-
480.
>Your heart stops beating
-
481.
>You rush to get up, not minding the fact that you look like a broken mess
-
482.
>You leap to grab the door handle
-
483.
>As if whatever was on the other side would just go away if you waited another second
-
484.
>You open it to find him looking at you with worry in his face
-
485.
>That only seems to worsen when he takes a good look at you
-
486.
>But you can’t help but let a smile fall on your lips
-
487.
“You… want to talk to me again? Really?”
-
488.
-
489.
>Back to the present
-
490.
>Seeing him walk out that door
-
491.
>It made you realize just how much you’ve missed him being in your life
-
492.
>You weren’t gonna ruin it this time
-
493.
>You promise to yourself that no matter what
-
494.
>You won’t give this chance up to the stone
-
495.
>Even if he ends up hating you
-
496.
>You wipe your eyes clean and let out a sigh
-
497.
>Your life for the last year has been nothing but attempt after attempt to get back what you lost
-
498.
>How will it be different this time?
-
499.
>Well, maybe because
-
500.
>It’s not just you who will be trying this time
-
501.
-
502.
>Be Anon
-
503.
>Be running back home after such a rocky visit
-
504.
>Wallflower
-
505.
>There’s something about her that always made you want to talk to her
-
506.
>But now that you have, you realize just how careful you’ll have to be
-
507.
>She seemed genuinely happy you wanted to hang out with her
-
508.
>You’ll have to do your best to not make her hate you
-
509.
>You get home and greet your parents
-
510.
>Your mom asked why you’re in your PE clothes
-
511.
>You don’t have an answer for her so you just say you’ll wash them later
-
512.
>You head to your room and change out of the once again damp clothes
-
513.
>It’s just 3pm, you have plenty of time to kill
-
514.
>Booting up your PC, you sit down to play when you notice it in the corner of your screen
-
515.
>A text file that you don’t recall making
-
516.
>Clicking on it is a list of places
-
517.
>the local movie theatre, the nearest park, the beach
-
518.
>And next to them, activities you could do with… someone?
-
519.
>They don’t say who, just “her”
-
520.
>Huh
-
521.
>You click to see the last time this text file was edited
-
522.
>13 months ago
-
523.
>You don’t really remember anything from that time
-
524.
>You remember last year’s Fall Formal
-
525.
>That schoolwide bully getting her ass handed to her
-
526.
>Something to do with a trio of girls causing trouble in school
-
527.
>And the Friendship games a couple of months after
-
528.
>But before all of that?
-
529.
>it’s like your mind is blank
-
530.
>In fact, there’s periods of time between those events that
-
531.
>You also seem to have no recollection of
-
532.
>It hurts trying to remember
-
533.
>Returning your attention to the file
-
534.
>You don’t even remember writing this, or even letting it sit this long in your desktop
-
535.
>A flash of light and a sting of pain rocks your head for a second
-
536.
>You’ve felt this before
-
537.
>Why?
-
538.
>You’re exhausted
-
539.
>It’s so early but
-
540.
>You just want to get in bed and sleep it off
-
541.
>It was quite an eventful day
-
542.
>You lay down in your bed and think back to that girl
-
543.
>Wallflower
-
544.
>You feel your chest tighten as you think about how cute she is
-
545.
>You fall asleep thinking about her
-
546.
-
547.
>You wake up in the middle of the night
-
548.
>Well, more like 5am
-
549.
>Which is pretty much the same thing to you
-
550.
>Your head throbs a little, still hurting from whatever yesterday was
-
551.
>Sitting up on the edge of your bed, you take a look at your computer, still powered on
-
552.
>Just looking at that text file makes your head spin a little
-
553.
>Still, it feels weird that you wouldn’t notice it for so long
-
554.
>Your mind immediately goes to the image of that disheveled, messy girl from yesterday
-
555.
>Wallflower told you to meet her behind the school early
-
556.
>Standing up, you head to the mirror to make sure you look presentable
-
557.
>And that’s when you notice another oddity to add to the growing pile
-
558.
>A photo on the corner of your mirror
-
559.
>Of none other than Wallflower, You and… Roseluck?
-
560.
>The three of you are gathered around a bed of flowers, smiling at the camera
-
561.
>Wallflower looks like a completely different person in this one
-
562.
>For one, she’s happy
-
563.
>And she doesn’t look like she struggled to get up from bed
-
564.
>You don’t remember any of this
-
565.
>In fact you don’t remember hanging this picture in your room at all
-
566.
>You check your window to make sure it’s locked, and sure enough it is
-
567.
>Your eyes return to the picture and you study it for any signs that it’s fake
-
568.
>But you can’t find any
-
569.
>Above all, you can’t imagine being friends with Roseluck
-
570.
>She’s the complete opposite from you, she and those other flower girls aren’t hurting for friends
-
571.
>A good student, well regarded and has no trouble speaking to people
-
572.
>So yeah you pretty much hate her guts
-
573.
>You could see yourself befriending Wallflower, the two of you being outcasts
-
574.
>But Roseluck?
-
575.
>You can’t even imagine her recognising either of you
-
576.
-
577.
>You’ve been too hung up on this Roseluck business
-
578.
>And not the fact that this picture just appeared in your room all of a sudden
-
579.
>But if the file truly was there all along
-
580.
>Could these two have been here for much longer than you realised?
-
581.
>You grab the photograph and tuck it in your pocket
-
582.
>You’ll ask Wallflower about it when you see her
-
583.
>You head down the stairs and make your way to school
-
584.
>You feel awfully drowsy despite having a 10 hour sleep
-
585.
>How did you even manage to sleep that long?
-
586.
>Was it really just trying to remember things from before your Junior year?
-
587.
>Maybe you’re just dissociating again
-
588.
>Your train of thought comes to a halt as you near the school grounds
-
589.
>A couple of students are gathered around the entrance
-
590.
>Mostly the nerds and athletes who got up early
-
591.
>You don’t pay attention to them
-
592.
>Instead, your gaze falls on the flower bushes that you never noticed sprinkled around the school grounds
-
593.
>They’re absolutely gorgeous
-
594.
>Well cared for, maintained and freshly watered it seems
-
595.
>Wallflower must do a lot to keep all of them looking this good
-
596.
> “Pretty, aren’t they?”
-
597.
>You hear coming from your side, and turn to see a certain redhead looking at the shrub in front of you
-
598.
>Her recognisable single pink streak running along the side of her hair would be all you need to spot this girl
-
599.
“Hey Rose, and yeah, I guess so”
-
600.
>Her light green eyes lock onto yours as she scoffs under her breath
-
601.
> “You guess? Come on, these are the mark of someone who’s done this for years!” She says, almost indignant at your answer
-
602.
> “Someone works tirelessly to upkeep not just this bush, but ALL bushes at school! And no one but me seems to even notice!”
-
603.
>You can’t remember the last time you spoke a word to Roseluck
-
604.
>No one must give these flowers any attention if it makes her talk to you
-
605.
“Yeah, I’d have thought at least someone tells Wallflower what a good job she’s doing, but it seems like not even Principal Celestia even acknowledges them”
-
606.
>Out of the corner of your eye, you see Roseluck’s entire composure change
-
607.
>She stops moving altogether for a second, as if you had just said the world will end tomorrow
-
608.
> “Wall…flower?” She utters at such a low level you only realise she’s even spoken after a moment
-
609.
“Yeah, that girl from the gardening club? Hey, did you know we have a gardening club? Pretty crazy huh”
-
610.
>You turn to look at Roseluck properly as you say that
-
611.
>She looks deep in thought, her eyes laser focused on the bush in front of her
-
612.
>You can almost hear the cogs in her head turning
-
613.
>She reaches in her book bag and pulls out her phone, and starts fidgeting with it
-
614.
>She stops soon enough, and you see her eyes grow wider with each passing second as she looks at something on her phone
-
615.
>Looking up at you, Roseluck’s shaky yet determined voice snaps you out of your awkward staring
-
616.
> “Where is the gardening club room?”
-
617.
-
618.
>The two of you head inside CHS
-
619.
>Some teachers call your name out, probably the ones that are close to flunking you from skipping class
-
620.
>But you don’t care about that right now
-
621.
>Someone else besides you is having a sudden recollection of this mysterious girl
-
622.
>Roseluck didn’t explain anything to you, but you could see it in her eyes
-
623.
>Well that and you remembered the pictures that Wallflower had in her house
-
624.
>Could the two of them have had a falling out?
-
625.
>You raise the question to Roseluck as you two head to the abandoned section of the school
-
626.
> “What? No!” You hear Rose answer from behind you
-
627.
> “I mean, I don’t know? I don’t remember”
-
628.
> “But I need to do this, I need to see who’s been tending to the flowers”
-
629.
>You felt something similar yesterday when you saw Wallflower tending to her garden
-
630.
>You don’t know why, but you feel a sense of kinship with Roseluck at the moment
-
631.
>Maybe the two of you have something in common after all, if it means the two of you are drawn to Wallflower
-
632.
>Reaching for the handle, you open the door to the gardening club to find Wallflower sitting on a desk, waiting for you
-
633.
>She looks much better than yesterday, although still not as healthy-looking as she was in the photograph
-
634.
>You realise now that she’s actually gotten much paler and skinnier than she was when the photograph was taken
-
635.
>You see the traces of a small smile as she speaks up to welcome you
-
636.
> “Anon, I’m glad you-“
-
637.
>Which is cut short as Roseluck steps in front of you and Wallflower locks eyes with her
-
638.
>Neither of you move for a moment
-
639.
>Until Roseluck takes another step towards Wallflower
-
640.
>The gardener girl leans back in her chair, unsure of what the redhead is doing
-
641.
>Roseluck stops in front of the desk, and takes out her phone
-
642.
>Shoving it in Wallflower’s face, Rose speaks up “Do you know who I am?”
-
643.
>Wallflower stares at the phone for a second before nodding, “I-I do”
-
644.
>Roseluck lays the phone on the table, still keeping eye contact with Wallflower
-
645.
>Rose’s pale yellow hands rest on the desk, which support her as she sighs and slumps over
-
646.
> “Then why don’t I remember you?” A defeated Roseluck whispers as she hangs her head low
-
647.
>Wallflower sits awkwardly in front of the redhead currently having a crisis
-
648.
>As you begin walking towards the two of them, Wallflower stands up and reaches for Roseluck, laying a hand on her shoulder before clumsily pulling her into a hug
-
649.
>One that the redhead immediately returns, squishing Wallflower in her arms
-
650.
>You hear the faintest sob come from Roseluck as you take a look at the phone on the table
-
651.
>Roseluck’s home wallpaper
-
652.
>A picture of her and Wallflower smiling at the camera
-
653.
-
654.
>The two girls eventually let go of each other, though Wallflower is reluctant at first
-
655.
>Making sure Roseluck isn’t crying, you feel like it’s the appropriate time to bring your own photo up
-
656.
>You take the picture of the three of you out of your pocket and lay it next to Roseluck’s phone
-
657.
“I feel like there’s something we ought to know, or something we used to know?”
-
658.
>Wallflower’s eyes water up as she lets out a sigh
-
659.
> “There’s plenty, but I don’t know if you’ll believe me. I just ask that you listen to the entire thing before you decide to walk away”
-
660.
>Roseluck and you share a look of curiosity and worry, the two of you looking back to Wallflower and nodding with a hint of uncertainty
-
661.
>Wallflower walks to a nearby open closet and pulls out a small box
-
662.
>She sets it on the nearest table, and opens it up
-
663.
>There are dozens of pictures piled on top of each other
-
664.
>All of which include Wallflower, Roseluck, and you
-
665.
>With her dad, Principal Celestia, Lily, and Daisy sometimes showing up
-
666.
>As Roseluck and you grab and look at each and every photo, Wallflower speaks up
-
667.
> “We knew each other, you two were my closest friends” She says while reaching for something at the bottom of the box
-
668.
>She pulls out an engraved necklace out with the initials RL + WB BFFs “Rose, we went to the Fall Formal in our freshmen year together, along with Daisy and Lily”
-
669.
>Roseluck reaches for the rose-adorned necklace, holding it with utmost care, as if it were to shatter in her hands
-
670.
> “Anon, we met that night at the Fall Formal. We um.. You helped me a lot with the club” Wallflower pulls out a sunflower hairpin, her fingers tracing it momentarily before she offers it to you
-
671.
>You take the hairpin and try to remember giving it to her, but your mind comes up blank
-
672.
>The headache returns just for a second, making you wince and reminding you that you ought to not think too hard about it
-
673.
> “Yes that’s.. happened before, don’t worry. I doubt you’ll remember after all this time” She says as her shoulders slump
-
674.
“Wait, before? Have you tried to do this before? Why can’t I remember anything before last year’s Fall Formal?”
-
675.
>You don’t mean to interrogate Wallflower, but the urgency in your voice betrays your intentions
-
676.
>Wallflower keeps her composure, although her eyes shift from photo to photo, wanting desperately to avoid making eye contact
-
677.
> “We were friends, we did everything together. But something happened, and I kinda pushed you guys away” She continues
-
678.
> “I didn’t know what I was doing, and by the time it was over, you guys forgot everything about me. About us”
-
679.
>Out of the corner of your eye, you see Roseluck’s eyes watering as she tries to make sense of all of this
-
680.
>Wallflower isn’t fairing any better, she’s shaking, you can tell this is hurting her
-
681.
>And you… You don’t know how to feel
-
682.
>It hits you just how little of Highschool you remember
-
683.
>A month of freshman year… then it’s all gone until junior year
-
684.
>You weren’t an outcast
-
685.
>You had friends
-
686.
>And they were taken from you
-
687.
> “What did you do to us?” Roseluck finally speaks up, it sounds like she’s about to break into tears
-
688.
>Wallflower sighs and turns to look in the direction of the garden
-
689.
> “It was a relic from my grandfather, I didn’t know what it would do. But I wanted you guys to forget about me”
-
690.
> “I wanted to be alone” Wallflower finishes, and you can see the tears rolling down her cheeks
-
691.
>You feel compelled to give her a hug
-
692.
>To tell her it’s alright, and she doesn’t have to worry about it
-
693.
>You’ll be friends again
-
694.
>But you can’t move
-
695.
>You can’t help but resent her, even if just a little
-
696.
>You let out a sigh of frustration and take a seat on one of the nearby stools
-
697.
>The three of you remain in silence for what feels like an eternity
-
698.
-
699.
>Wallflower turns to look at the two of you again, a couple of fresh tears rolling down her cheeks
-
700.
> “I tried to make you guys remember, several times already” She begins, reaching into the box for a copy of the same picture you had hanged in the corner of your mirror
-
701.
> “But it never worked, you guys would always get a headache or I’d weird you out, and every time I’d erase your memory of it”
-
702.
>Wallflower’s tears fall on the photo, and looking at the ones near you, you can tell she’s cried over these pictures before
-
703.
> “I’ve been trying for all of last year. I hoped the Fall Formal would’ve helped but, it didn’t, I just accepted it wouldn’t work and let you guys enjoy it”
-
704.
>You remember this year’s Fall Formal just well, actually
-
705.
>Bulk Biceps and Derpy being crowned homecoming king and queen
-
706.
>Flash making a fool of himself in front of that Sunset girl
-
707.
>And
-
708.
>You remember seeing Wallflower
-
709.
>Just looking at you from the sidelines, and then leaving through the back door
-
710.
>You wanted so badly to go after her and ask her to dance
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711.
> “Does that mean- are you going to erase our memory this time, too?” Roseluck’s voice snaps you out of your flashback
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712.
>She’s still holding onto that necklace
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713.
>Guarding it against her chest, as if Wallflower would snatch it from her
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714.
>Wallflower shakes her head, her voice carrying a hint of defeat “No, I’m done doing that. I don’t want to take any more away from you guys”
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715.
> “If this is the last time we talk, that’s okay. I just wanted to clear things up now that both of you are aware of me”
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716.
>Your heart feels heavy
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717.
>You don’t know just how much you really lost
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718.
>Did you really lost anything, if you don’t remember it?
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719.
>Even if you had friends, does it matter now?
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720.
>You’re still holding onto that sunflower hairpin
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721.
>You offer it to Wallflower
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722.
>And besides you, you see Roseluck struggling to part with the necklace
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723.
>The two of you lock eyes for a moment
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724.
>An odd hint of resolve in your eyes, in contrast to the doubt in her's
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725.
“This isn’t the last time we’ll talk”
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726.
>Your words echo in the quiet classroom as you turn to Wallflower
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727.
“You might have given up, but I just met you”
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728.
“And I’ve wanted-“
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729.
> “I’ve wanted to know who you were, for the longest time” Roseluck interrupts you, a hint of desperation in her voice
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730.
> “And now I do, and I want to know who you were, who we were”
-
731.
>Wallflower is stunned for a moment, her eyes growing wide as she looks at the both of you
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732.
>Roseluck steels herself and offers the necklace to her
-
733.
>Joining you in your show of blind trust
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734.
>Wallflower however, can't bring herself to take either of the keepsakes
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735.
>Her eyes are full of fear, her hand shaking with indecision
-
736.
>You take a step forward to make it easier for her
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737.
>As does Roseluck
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738.
>Wallflower leans back in her chair, away from your offerings “But I hurt you, what if it just happens again? If you two are better off without me?”
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739.
>You look at the photos scattered on the table
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740.
“Wallflower, all this time I thought I was a loser. An outcast without friends”
-
741.
>You look down to the sunflower hairpin, and notice it’s collected a couple of tears
-
742.
>Your own tears
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743.
“And I wasn’t, and that was thanks to you. So, let’s try again, if it's alright with you?”
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744.
>Wallflower’s doubt is painted all over her face
-
745.
>You can see her internal struggle, her heart torn between wanting to accept it, yet hating the idea of hurting
-
746.
>Hurting either of you, and hurting herself
-
747.
>But she’s not afforded any more time to decide
-
748.
>It might’ve never been her choice to make, truthfully
-
749.
>Roseluck wrapped her arms around her so quickly, the two of them almost fell over
-
750.
>Wallflower merely stays still, her facial expression stuck in the shock
-
751.
>You walk over, and slowly wrap your arms around the two girls
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752.
>Roseluck and you sandwiching the broken-hearted gardener
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753.
>You feel your shirt begin to dampen
-
754.
>And the sobs just confirm what you were thinking
-
755.
>Wallflower’s words struggle to come out, her bottled up emotions making it impossible for her to form a sentence
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756.
>But she finally does utter two words in between sobs
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757.
> “Thank you”
-
758.
>You don’t know who they’re directed to
-
759.
>If they’re meant for you, or Roseluck
-
760.
>Or she’s just relieved that she’s been given a second chance
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761.
>But you don’t care
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762.
>This is the closest you’ve felt to someone
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763.
>You can’t help but let your own tears flow
-
764.
>And the gentle weeping coming from the redhead next to you reassures you
-
765.
>The three of you are together in this
by Wowflower