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Lone15 - After Filly

By YuriFanatic
Created: 2020-12-18 04:45:37
Expiry: Never

  1. >You can't sleep.
  2. >Maybe it's your shitty sleep schedule, or what you ate for dinner, or even the little oscillating ping of a headache that drips like water in your too-big head.
  3. >Or maybe it's fear.
  4. >Of the unknown? Maybe. No man can know it all, especially when his mind has been shoved into another world.
  5. >Of death in your sleep?
  6. >No, you haven't been afraid of death for years.
  7. >The place you came from was hell, and when it finally happened all you felt besides the unbearable pain was relief.
  8. >You didn't know it then, but you know it now.
  9. >Not even Twilight knows you're otherworldly.
  10. >You keep your grades modest and ask her for help on your homework like you asked your mom for help on studying for your history tests when you were little.
  11. >She always called you Doodlebug, a name you never thought twice about.
  12. >Some time in high school, you learned that it's a name given for a way of movement, one that makes doodle marks in the sand.
  13. >That of an antlion.
  14. >To this day, that past realization still swims in your head on occasion.
  15. >You're not sure if she knew, despite her extensive knowledge of human anatomy you don't recall her having much interest in arthropods.
  16. >But even so, the name fits now more than ever...
  17. >A facade of whimsy with a dark nature.
  18. >You readjust your position in bed, hugging your blanket tightly.
  19. >It's cold, but you don't deserve the warmth.
  20. >In the time after she passed, you changed into something you doubt she would be proud of.
  21. >You feel more awake than you did when she was there to guide you, but...
  22. >You haven't felt consistent happiness since the day before you found out she was going to die.
  23. >Everybody has to grow up some day, and everybody has to wake up too.
  24. >Better you did you surmise, you could've been a manchild or worse without a catalyst...
  25. >Could've been anything, really.
  26. >But now the resin has hardened and, whatever bubbles or little perfections came out of the mold will probably take some work to take out.
  27. >You weren't like the other fillies, and it showed.
  28. >Purple had noticed your emotional distance despite your best efforts, and you'd gone to a shrink.
  29. >Fed him some nonsense, wasn't too terribly hard to make up a convincing story.
  30. >After all, you fantasized about this all once upon a time.
  31. >After all, you're Lone15.
  32. >And at 6:00 in the goddamn morning, you're still not asleep.
  33. ~Fin

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