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One for Onyx

By NHanon
Created: 2024-09-13 13:04:05
Expiry: Never

  1. >Warmth, gracing the entirety.
  2. >Light, giving sight to tired eyes.
  3. >Form, becoming a little pony unicorn.
  4. >Awaken, Onyx.
  5. >Simple words, all weaved together to have a purpose.
  6. >Her mind, heart, and soul speak freely, just as harmony does in all things.
  7. >It’s another morning in Bridlewood.
  8. >A smile draws itself across her lips.
  9. >No matter what may come, today will be another day in her life.
  10. >That remains a constant.
  11. >Stretching a little, the last vestiges of slumber are shaken off.
  12. >She quickly finds a mirror, with her reflection being seen.
  13. >What a mess of a mane, that’s her first thought.
  14. >It’s chaotic, but chaos is natural, so is order, yet both have to be balanced to achieve harmony.
  15. >And right now, her mane must adhere to the philosophy she’s always stuck to.
  16. “Magic twinkles,
  17. Relieve wrinkles;
  18. Unruly mane,
  19. Shatter the chain
  20. Of slumber ties;
  21. Give sight to eyes.”
  22. >Those words are uttered in tandem with the brush strokes she applies to her mane.
  23. >Said brush is held within her magical aura.
  24. >While it seems so effortless, it was not always like that.
  25. >Not too long ago, the very idea of relying on magic was unheard of.
  26. >There was no release for her, or for her fellow unicorns.
  27. >Hope itself seemed like a pipe dream.
  28. >In that deep, dark pit, further yet closer than known, nothingness dwelled.
  29. >Creation among the unicorns staved off that nothingness.
  30. >For her, poetry was that act of creation.
  31. >It held the reigns to guide her, and when shared, it soothed the aches her fellow unicorns had in the days of absent magic.
  32. >Funny word, Magic.
  33. “Once a bad word, now a blessing.
  34. A gift to be given, and done in dressing.
  35. There is hope, don’t keep on guessing.
  36. Because without it, it’s all so depressing.”
  37. >Simple rhymes.
  38. >But, they work wonders.
  39. >Most ponies don’t really get it, with her friend, Dapple, being a sole exception.
  40. >That’s all the more reason for her to practice it frequently.
  41. >Because although to some it is not the most creative endeavor, it is still hers, all the same.
  42. >Once her mane and coat are tended to, she continues the rest of her morning in earnest.
  43. “Some oats to reap.
  44. A word to keep.
  45. Mindful to save.
  46. A light in cave.”
  47. >More rhymes to speak.
  48. >These are not as well-rounded as she’d like.
  49. >Nevertheless, it helps keep her in line.
  50. >There is still the lingering nothingness, waiting out of sight.
  51. >That’s another constant to be aware of at all times.
  52. >From eating, to creating.
  53. >Her quill dances across the page in her open notebook, held aloft in her magic.
  54. >Words are guided forth from her mind, ferried along her heart, and flown from her soul; never restrained by an inner critic of any kind.
  55.  
  56. >All of that runs together freely, like the water in the streams.
  57. >Those all eventually empty out into the ocean.
  58. >In turn, they continue the cycle of harmony.
  59. >Like the cycle she follows for her creation.
  60. >These poems will be shared at the end of said cycle.
  61. >Until then, these newborns need more care to grow further.
  62. >While not a matter of perfection, they require a specific /feeling/, so as to ensure they’re right.
  63. >It’s difficult to explain.
  64. >After all, how does a pony explain when they feel something, but can’t put it into words?
  65. >In all honesty, it seems she’s wholly alone in those feelings.
  66. >All the ponies she’s met have not even so much as hinted at possessing them.
  67. >There are no ponies who write like she does.
  68. >In the end, she is herself, Onyx.
  69. >She, and she alone, is the one who does what she does in the land of Equestria.
  70. >A few passing conversations have even mentioned her as an odd unicorn.
  71. >That doesn’t sour her mood, and only serves to remind her of being unique.
  72. >Her thoughts ebb and flow, adding more words onto the pages.
  73. >What’s been added will be looked over, then improved upon tomorrow.
  74. “Write it, so it’s outlined.
  75. Mold it, make it refined.
  76. Give care, make it defined.”
  77. >More rhyming.
  78. >The whole idea of rhyming came about from book she read as a filly.
  79. >That led her to her cutie mark manifesting.
  80. >Even long after that moment in her life, she’s never let a day go by without doing it at least once.
  81. >It lets her think before speaking.
  82. >That gives way to more self-control, with less chaos.
  83. >Unnatural but natural.
  84. >Yet, once again, when balanced correctly, leads to harmony, and in this case, her harmony.
  85. >Altogether, that lets her create more to share with other ponies.
  86. >Soon enough, the workshop session she started comes to an end.
  87. >It’s another day of sharing what she has, and with it, comes the release of aches and pains.
  88. >But when she goes to get the other half of her ensemble…
  89. “Sick?”
  90. >The sole word stands out among the rest on the letter taped to the front door.
  91. >She shakes her head, attempting to deny the welling up from within.
  92. >Without Dapple, it’s harder to express the work she makes.
  93. >The two bounce off of one another easily.
  94. >A good friend to have, and one she’s come to cherish.
  95. >To learn that he’s afflicted with horn flu is… upsetting.
  96. >Her deep pink eyes shut themselves off to the world, with a breath inhaled deeply, then exhaled slowly.
  97. >Be mindful.
  98. >She turns back to Bridlewood, now better prepared.
  99. >She ventures to the place that acts as her second home.
  100. >Light murmurs roll throughout the atmosphere once inside.
  101. >Ponies living together alongside one another.
  102. >This little space might as well be its own world.
  103.  
  104. >It’s just that when she comes here she is not alone, nor does she usually perform alone.
  105. >A soft sigh escapes her as she finds a table in the corner to think on.
  106. >This place is more alive today, and much more than in the past.
  107. >Kind of hard to pinpoint when all the new faces showed.
  108. >Back then, before the return of magic, hatred was the capitol shared among ponies, yet never face-to-face out of fear.
  109. >Sorrow was dished out in spades among the unicorns, though.
  110. >Those two emotions were weaved into many poems.
  111. >Most were shared by others.
  112. >Few by Onyx herself.
  113. >As her eyes drift about the room, the past comes to the forefront of her mind.
  114. >It was only unicorns here, once.
  115. >There are pegasus ponies here, and earth ponies, too.
  116. >They’re enjoying themselves.
  117. >All that leads to ideas, feeding the fires of inspiration in her heart.
  118. >A minor reprieve from her own feelings, but a welcome one.
  119. >With that, she pulls out her notebook, adding these new ideas to it.
  120. >A poem here.
  121. >A song there.
  122. >All to bare.
  123. >Not today, though.
  124. >They need to change, like the seasons do.
  125. >Waning and waxing, through and through.
  126. >She goes over what she currently has.
  127. >A hint of music flows through – jazz.
  128. >Like the hints of what could be created on the spot.
  129. >Those can be let go easily, but should be rooted, from time to time.
  130. >Because if rooted, they can be shared with ponies again in the future.
  131. >Letting her gaze drift again, the crowd remains a large, lively one.
  132. >There will have be a change to her plans today.
  133. >Nothing wrong with that.
  134. >She rises from her table, and trots to the bar.
  135. “Hey, Alpha-B.”
  136. >The large, gray unicorn looks up from the cup he was cleaning, “What can I do for you, Onyx?”
  137. “Give me a peppermint tea, please.
  138. >He returns a smile as he nods, “Sure thing.”
  139. >A little aid to have her go a longer way.
  140. >It’s not much, but it keeps things at bay.
  141. >“Here you go.”
  142. >The minty smell wafts upwards, igniting her senses into a blaze.
  143. “Thanks for the tea, Alpha-B.”
  144. >She takes the drink with her as she returns back to her table.
  145. >In that space, although alone, her mind rolls over what she intends to do.
  146. >It’s a challenge, especially when in this state, like being pressed upon from all sides, yet unable to act out against it.
  147. >There are expectations.
  148. >Those have to be fulfilled.
  149. >But working alone can be managed.
  150. >Shows can adapt.
  151. >Changes can be welcome.
  152. >And worrying about what is not in her control will do no good whatsoever.
  153. “Keep vile thoughts at bay,
  154. Hold onto the light.
  155. It’s another day
  156. To become a sight
  157. For ponies to see
  158. The art created
  159. That may set them free
  160. From a life weighted.”
  161. >She finishes her tea, then goes to the stage.
  162. >Some patrons take notice, while the rest stick to their little cliques.
  163.  
  164. >Despite taking a small amount of space, and is against the wall, it’s like it’s the stage is the entire room.
  165. >The microphone itself might as well be the beacon in the darkness; awaiting her command to draw all eyes and ears from everypony.
  166. >When it turns on, so too, does the attention of everypony fall to her.
  167. >Showtime.
  168. “Little ponies, all gathered together.
  169. They've got some pony to balance them out.
  170. There's no feeling blue, or needing to shout;
  171. It's harmony acting as a tether.
  172.  
  173. Those binds keep them safe in any weather;
  174. Never fearing, in spite of hidden doubt,
  175. Because even if there is a long drought,
  176. Rain will come, and they'll float on a feather.
  177.  
  178. Yet some ponies find loneliness inside,
  179. Cursing their light, blinding their starstruck eyes,
  180. So they'll fall into themselves so hollow;
  181. Fellow ponies, don't let such things abide,
  182. It's cruel to let them suffer in lies;
  183. Raise up the lonely, lead, and they'll follow.”
  184. >There’s a brief pause, followed by the light clopping of applause.
  185. >It was something new, shared alone.
  186. >The crowd doesn’t know that.
  187. >They don’t need to, though.
  188. >Because even if her poetry is not the greatest, it works for what little it can do.
  189. >The unicorns of Bridlewood know that.
  190. >And since the pegasi and earth ponies have come, they’re starting to learn, too.
  191. >Her magic twinkles softly as she shifts her attention.
  192. >The black case by her hooves is opened with a light click.
  193. >Within it, her saxophone is withdrawn, held in her magical aura.
  194. >Its brown strap is slung over her withers, then the flow of magic is cut.
  195. >The weighty instrument feels heavier than usual.
  196. >A lot of things are heavier today.
  197. >That’s fine, she can handle it.
  198. >What she’ll play will express plenty.
  199. >The mouthpiece connects with her lips as her eyes close shut.
  200. >The tune rings out, and although she can’t see them, all the ponies are looking and listening.
  201. >They feel what she feels.
  202. >Nothing needs to be said.
  203. >Poetry speaks plenty, so does the music do, too.
  204. >Together, they are stronger than being alone.
  205. >There’s warmth, gracing the entirety.
  206. >There’s light, grating sight to tired eyes.
  207. >There’s form, becoming little ponies.
  208. >Please, awaken.
  209. >Hear what Onyx is saying without speaking in words.
  210. >That although it’s seemingly so dreary.
  211. >With this song clearly not at all cheery.
  212. >They'll find a light – no matter how small – there.
  213. >Just listen close, and understand this mare.
  214. >That while it may seem she's full of despair.
  215. >That darkness will pass, she promises to swear.

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