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/emo/ Unstable Symphony, chp 4

By NHanon
Created: 2020-10-23 15:49:52
Expiry: Never

  1. 1.
    >You woke up early again, though you were little more tired.
  2. 2.
    >At first you were concerned the energy you have had was lost.
  3. 3.
    >But thankfully, it returned again.
  4. 4.
    >Though you’re not as concerned as you should be about it.
  5. 5.
    >Things will be fine, it shouldn’t be a problem.
  6. 6.
    “Just have to make it through today and the next two concerts is all.”
  7. 7.
    >The first concert is this evening, and you can’t wait.
  8. 8.
    >So you practice some more, never hurts, right?
  9. 9.
    “I will be better, though if I do say so myself, I think I’m nearly the best.”
  10. 10.
    >After all, you got first chair.
  11. 11.
    >You shift through some songs, but decide to pick one at random.
  12. 12.
    >Adjusting the violin, you begin.
  13. 13.
    >As you play, you imagine yourself before an audience.
  14. 14.
    >A memory flashes before you.
  15. 15.
    >The talent show where you got your cutiemark.
  16. 16.
    >Your parents had pushed you to play, and even your friends did.
  17. 17.
    >When you stepped onto that stage in front of all those ponies.
  18. 18.
    >So much anxiety, but you played.
  19. 19.
    >The roar of applause as you finished was unforgettable.
  20. 20.
    >A flash of light caught your eye, and you saw the mark finally adorning your flank.
  21. 21.
    >Your attention almost drifts too much, but you manage to focus again.
  22. 22.
    >Though you finish the song, you play another.
  23. 23.
    >It’s like you’re possessed, but you don’t care.
  24. 24.
    >Another finished, and you stop to take a moment.
  25. 25.
    “Suppose I should start getting ready.”
  26. 26.
    >Getting up, you grab your dress for this evening.
  27. 27.
    “It’s lovely, shame I only wear it for concerts.”
  28. 28.
    >You set it aside for now, along with your violin and bags.
  29. 29.
    >It hits you that you forgot to send out those letters.
  30. 30.
    >You breath out a frustrated sigh.
  31. 31.
    “Alright, then I’ll send them out when I leave to the concert.”
  32. 32.
    >Looking to the clock you note it’s getting close to leaving.
  33. 33.
    “Might as well leave early though, I can kill some time with the other members.”
  34. 34.
     
  35. 35.
    >Your excitement is at an all time high.
  36. 36.
    >It’s just another concert, but it feels your first all over again.
  37. 37.
    >A stray thought enters your mind.
  38. 38.
    >Maybe you should see a doctor about these weird energy spikes you have.
  39. 39.
    >After the third concert of course, don’t want to potentially stay home.
  40. 40.
    “It’s probably nothing, but I can never be too safe.”
  41. 41.
    >The evening brings out many ponies, so you have to get a taxi.
  42. 42.
    >You hail one and climb in.
  43. 43.
    >Along the way, you think some more.
  44. 44.
    >Yesterday you snapped at Friedrich, and the day before, you nearly did.
  45. 45.
    >It’s not like you hate him, sure he can be stuck up, but he isn’t a bad pony.
  46. 46.
    >Not too mention buying those bracelets yesterday.
  47. 47.
    >It’s not like you really needed one.
  48. 48.
    >Plus Feather was uncomfortable with it.
  49. 49.
    >Shouldn’t you be a little more concerned?
  50. 50.
    >The cart stops, pulling you out of your thoughts and you pay the stallion before stepping to the curb.
  51. 51.
    >Many ponies are entering the building, some of which you recognize.
  52. 52.
    >Mostly Manehattan elite, but some are your fellow members.
  53. 53.
    >You join them and enter the venue to the dressing room.
  54. 54.
    >As you just finish getting into your dress, you see Feather.
  55. 55.
    >She is wearing a beautiful dress like yourself.
  56. 56.
    “Hey there, how are you feeling?”
  57. 57.
    >Feather beams, you can already tell she is ready.
  58. 58.
    >”Pretty good actually, I think you gave me the confidence I needed.”
  59. 59.
    >It’s hard to contain your joy from hearing that.
  60. 60.
    “That’s wonderful, I’m glad to hear that.”
  61. 61.
    >The two of you make your way to the back stage.
  62. 62.
    >You see Friedrich, and figure you should talk to him.
  63. 63.
    “Just one moment Feather, I’ll be right back.”
  64. 64.
    >She nods and you approach him.
  65. 65.
    >He is wearing a tuxedo in addition to his bow tie.
  66. 66.
    “Hello Friedrich, if you have a moment, I’d like to apologize for yesterday.”
  67. 67.
    >He raises an eyebrow and nods.
  68. 68.
     
  69. 69.
    >”I do, and I accept your apology. Though you really cannot let things get to you. We have a job as professionals and must learn to keep a level head.”
  70. 70.
    “Thank you, I’ll try to do better.”
  71. 71.
    >He smiles and offers you a hoof shake.
  72. 72.
    >That’s a little surprising, as it’s the first genuine smile you’ve seen from him.
  73. 73.
    >Of course you shake his hoof, and hopefully this is all water under the bridge.
  74. 74.
    >You head back to talk to Feather before you all have to take your places.
  75. 75.
    “Sorry about that. Had to try to apologize.”
  76. 76.
    >She looks a little confused, but nods.
  77. 77.
    >”It’s okay, I saw you two were talking intensely yesterday. I’m guessing something was said?”
  78. 78.
    >More like you overreacted.
  79. 79.
    “It’s nothing, just a minor problem was all.”
  80. 80.
    >Several members head off to the stage.
  81. 81.
    “Show time, I’ll join you in a moment.”
  82. 82.
    >She nods, and hurries off.
  83. 83.
    >The others warm up and start to review the music.
  84. 84.
    >Just remember, you can do this.
  85. 85.
    >You have done this many times before, and each a success.
  86. 86.
    >The only difference is you’re the concertmaster.
  87. 87.
    >You join the others on stage and tune with the orchestra.
  88. 88.
    >Shortly after, Maestro Quiet enters the stage and bows to the applauding audience.
  89. 89.
    >She turns and begins the concert.
  90. 90.
    >Gently you move with the music.
  91. 91.
    >It’s a wonder how such works were crafted by a lone individual.
  92. 92.
    >Can’t lose your focus now.
  93. 93.
    >You shouldn’t have stray thoughts like this.
  94. 94.
    >The first half finishes, and it’s time for intermission.
  95. 95.
    >You’re certain that was great, but the second and final half is just as important.
  96. 96.
    >Some of the members go use the restroom, others talk.
  97. 97.
    >Like you’re doing now.
  98. 98.
    “First half done Feather, are you doing alright?”
  99. 99.
    >She closes her eyes and nods slowly.
  100. 100.
    >”Yeah. Kinda feel like my heart is gonna burst from my chest.”
  101. 101.
    >You give her a soft smile, you’ve been there before.
  102. 102.
     
  103. 103.
    “It’s no different than a small audience, you’ll get used to it.”
  104. 104.
    >She snorts and quickly her eyes shoot open.
  105. 105.
    >You can’t help but laugh.
  106. 106.
    >Her face turns red.
  107. 107.
    >”I didn’t mean to do that.”
  108. 108.
    “It’s fine, not like you’re the only who has done that when they’re nervous.”
  109. 109.
    >”Doesn’t make it any less embarrassing.”
  110. 110.
    >You give her a reassure pat on the wither.
  111. 111.
    “Like I said before, we all have been there. Intermission is just about over though, so let’s finish strong.”
  112. 112.
    >Feather smiles and nods.
  113. 113.
    >The remaining members take their seats and you all prepare once again.
  114. 114.
    >Music picks up, and the final half guides you once more.
  115. 115.
    >Such strong emotions evoke a response.
  116. 116.
    >If you were in the audience, you’d have no doubt you would be on the edge of your seat.
  117. 117.
    >The last piece finishes strongly, and you are certain now.
  118. 118.
    >It is flawless, you knew it would be!
  119. 119.
    >The roar of applause only further confirms it.
  120. 120.
    >You all bow, though you’re almost moved to tears of joy.
  121. 121.
    >All of you move off stage and back to the dressing rooms.
  122. 122.
    >Along the way you talk with Feather.
  123. 123.
    “That was fantastic! Don’t you agree?”
  124. 124.
    >She beams with joy.
  125. 125.
    >”I couldn’t agree more, I’m so happy to have made it through.”
  126. 126.
    >Friedrich interrupts you two.
  127. 127.
    >>”It was quite nice, I agree. However, do remember we have another two shows.”
  128. 128.
    >You’re a little annoyed, but he is right.
  129. 129.
    >Feather’s face loses a little color.
  130. 130.
    “It will be fine, we made it through tonight, we can do it again.”
  131. 131.
    >Friedrich replies just after you.
  132. 132.
    >>”Just continue as you are, that is my advice.”
  133. 133.
    >He enters the stallion’s dressing room, while you two enter the mares.
  134. 134.
    >Looks like his words got to Feather, she looks worried now.
  135. 135.
    “Don’t worry about it Feather, you can do this.”
  136. 136.
    >She shakes her head, and looks at you.
  137. 137.
    >”Yeah, yeah I can.”
  138. 138.
    >You nod gently and get out of your dress.
  139. 139.
     
  140. 140.
    >As you’re putting away your things, you’re starting to feel tired.
  141. 141.
    >Odd, you haven’t been feeling tired around this time.
  142. 142.
    >The concert must have taken more out of you.
  143. 143.
    >It will be fine.
  144. 144.
    >Feather approaches you with a small smile.
  145. 145.
    >”I’ll see you tomorrow Connie.”
  146. 146.
    >You smile back.
  147. 147.
    “Take care.”
  148. 148.
    >She heads off and you yawn.
  149. 149.
    “Guess I’m more tired than I thought.”
  150. 150.
    >As you reach the streets of Manehattan, you start to trot home.
  151. 151.
    >However, you’re starting to find yourself more tired.
  152. 152.
    >So you hail a taxi.
  153. 153.
    >A cart pulls up and you climb in.
  154. 154.
    >Your mind wanders randomly.
  155. 155.
    >It’s hard to focus.
  156. 156.
    >The ride home feels longer.
  157. 157.
    >Your eyes close for just a second and suddenly you’re jolted awake.
  158. 158.
    >The driver is looking back at you.
  159. 159.
    >”Hey, wake up, we’re here.”
  160. 160.
    >You shake your head, how’d that happen?
  161. 161.
    >Doesn’t matter, you pull out some bits and hoof them over.
  162. 162.
    “Here you go, keep the change.”
  163. 163.
    >He tips his hat and takes off.
  164. 164.
    >Trotting up the stairs, you note how heavy you feel.
  165. 165.
    “I haven’t been getting much sleep.”
  166. 166.
    >Letting out another yawn, you reach your apartment at last.
  167. 167.
    >You set your things aside and head to the bedroom.
  168. 168.
    >Normally you would stay up for a little longer as it’s still early.
  169. 169.
    “I’ll be fine, just need to get some rest.”
  170. 170.
    >You get ready for bed and lay down.
  171. 171.
    >For some reason, you feel a little sad.
  172. 172.
    >You can’t discern why as you fall asleep.

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