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GRFN

By emmens
Created: 2020-12-27 04:20:50
Expiry: Never
pon-epon-e related

  1. 1.
    stream of concious writing coming through.
  2. 2.
    >Be you.
  3. 3.
    >December 2020
  4. 4.
    >you've kind of wanted to die since april.
  5. 5.
    >y'know...
  6. 6.
    >because of the thing.
  7. 7.
    >You work retail so that makes it worse.
  8. 8.
    >quietly sit alone in apatment.
  9. 9.
    >stare at ceiling
  10. 10.
    >don't remember last time you saw someone not family or a coworker
  11. 11.
    >fuckit.jpeg
  12. 12.
    >make a phone call.
  13. 13.
    >say a few codewords to the dude on the line
  14. 14.
    >get "Him" talking to you
  15. 15.
    >Tell him you need a fucking break and something new.
  16. 16.
    >He tells you to meet him at the abandoned bowling alley in two hours.
  17. 17.
    >spend the next hour pacing before grabbing your coat, mask, and keys.
  18. 18.
    >drive across town.
  19. 19.
    >He's waiting for you.
  20. 20.
    >haven't been in the bowling alley since it got raided.
  21. 21.
    >it's had it's grand re-opening twice since then
  22. 22.
    >he leads you into the back.
  23. 23.
    >Graffiti is everywhere.
  24. 24.
    >rotted stuff toys
  25. 25.
    >empty water bowls.
  26. 26.
    >he hands you a small pill container.
  27. 27.
    >tells you it's "The New formula"
  28. 28.
    >What are they calling it?
  29. 29.
    >GRFN
  30. 30.
    >open container, joints.
  31. 31.
    >wat.png
  32. 32.
    >tells you it "runs through the system faster" when inhaled.
  33. 33.
    >make a comment about being worried about lung disease
  34. 34.
    >he tells you to stop being a bitch before tossing you a zippo with a yin-yang symbol on it.
  35. 35.
    >Sit down on a moldy couch.
  36. 36.
    >light up.
  37. 37.
    >inhale.
  38. 38.
    >never done weed or anything like that, don't know if you're doing it right.
  39. 39.
    >hold it in for a few seconds
  40. 40.
    >cough out a slightly pink-ish smoke
  41. 41.
    >concern.
  42. 42.
    >repeat the process until it's easier.
  43. 43.
    >melt into couch.
  44. 44.
    >metaphorically.
  45. 45.
    >I know what thread I'm writing for.
  46. 46.
    >you look up at the dealer and go "how do I know it's work...oh."
  47. 47.
    >full blown
  48. 48.
    >all over
  49. 49.
    >body itch.
  50. 50.
    >thanksIhateit.jpg
  51. 51.
    >realise you've basically inhaled the whole blunt
  52. 52.
    >the melted feeling turns into a weird "rebuilding" feeling as you look at your hands, blending together and reshaping."
  53. 53.
    >shoulder blades are screaming at you
  54. 54.
    >thought this shit would make you sleep through the change
  55. 55.
    >Scream at dealer.
  56. 56.
    >The noise that comes out of your mouth is something mixed between a loud, ugly, orgasm, and the sound equivalent to a dog having it's leg stepped on
  57. 57.
    >pretty sure your legs ripped your pants to shreds
  58. 58.
    >yell at dealer to "fucking do something!" in a voice that grows increasingly feminine as your swollen body parts shrink, ripped clothes becoming baggier than you're used to as you roll on the couch.
  59. 59.
    >pretty sure your dick is gone.
  60. 60.
    >accidentally throw yourself off the couch.
  61. 61.
    >hit the back of your head
  62. 62.
     
  63. 63.
    You are dreaming.
  64. 64.
    Calm.
  65. 65.
    Your dancing with a cute pony to a very lively recording of swing music playing out of a record player.
  66. 66.
    Your wings flap with the rhythm a bit every now and again.
  67. 67.
    She smiles at you.
  68. 68.
    You smile are her.
  69. 69.
    You kiss each other on the dance floor.
  70. 70.
     
  71. 71.
    >You Wake up
  72. 72.
    >the dealer is a man of culture and has you loosely bundled up in a soft blanket.
  73. 73.
    >slowly push yourself up.
  74. 74.
    >Claws.
  75. 75.
    >paws.
  76. 76.
    >long tail.
  77. 77.
    >This is your brain on GRFN
  78. 78.
    >Dealer notices your awake
  79. 79.
    >helps you off the couch
  80. 80.
    >walks along side with you to a mirror propped against a wall in another room.
  81. 81.
    >You look like some mix between a Snow Oil and a Persian cat.
  82. 82.
    >kinda nice.
  83. 83.
    >Dealer picks you up.
  84. 84.
    >carries you back to room with couch
  85. 85.
    >you both chill there for hours.
  86. 86.
    >third dude brings burger king
  87. 87.
    >chill with fries.
  88. 88.
    >sleep over at bowling alley
  89. 89.
    >for the first time in forever sleep without an ounce of depression or existential fear.
  90. 90.
    >wake up next day as your old self
  91. 91.
    >shake hands with dealer while saying thank you.
  92. 92.
    >agree to another meeting
  93. 93.
    >go home
  94. 94.
    >watch pony show.
  95. 95.
    >for first time in a very long time
  96. 96.
    >All is right with the world.

GRFN

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