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[copied from https://pastebin.com/nmxvVFQT ]
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[original author JakieChanTulpa(https://pastebin.com/u/JakieChanTulpa)]
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The sad ending of Mommy by JakieChanTulpa (https://ponepaste.org/3901)
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for those who are looking for feels, or, again, if you want to see her suffer.
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Both are intense in their various ways.
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>Be Twilight.
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>It's been a day since you had Nonny's surprise party. You were just waking up.
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> Even though yesterday was her party, she still had to attend school.
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>You knew that she may be sad when she came home, the foals at her school were ruthless like that. But she had to attend
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anyways.
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>Some days you wondered if it would be better if you didn't transform Anon in the first place. Your mind would always
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yield different results
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>But at this point, changing her back was practically impossible, reversing age, removing memories and changing species to
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something you knew was easy and symptom-less if done correctly
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>But adding age, nonexistent memories, and transforming to a species you were unfamiliar with was exceptionally hard.
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>Anon didn't like you studying him.
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>Anyways, you had just finished your morning routine and were heading over to Nonny's room to wake her.
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>As soon as you reached her door, you could hear a loud audible groan come from her in her room.
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"Nonny?"
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>Opeining the door, you see her with her hooves around her head.
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>"Nonny...Are you okay?"
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>"My head hurts Mommy."
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>This was to be expected, eating too much of Pinkie Pie made cake could do that to pony as one could only eat so much
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sugar.
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"How bad does it hurt?"
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>You slowly rub her head in a comforting manner.
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>"Bad."
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>Maybe it was time to use the pain suppressant spell.
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"I guess you could stay home today...hold on"
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>Using your magic, you channel it to cut off the nerves causing her pain, along with a sleep-aid spell, since it was
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possible she didn't get much sleep.
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>You watch as she slowly drifts off to sleep. Right after you leave to make some tomato soup with cheese sandwiches.
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>It was the perfect thing during sickness.
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>You were sure she'd be alright and ready for school tomorrow.
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>But for now she needed somepony to help her get better.
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>It could only get better...right.
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>It has been a few day since Nonny's illness.
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>Ever since that suppression spell you casted on her she has been feeling better.
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>At the moment you were sitting with Rarity while having some herbal tea.
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>"...And I'm telling you. I was surprised she changed like that"
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"Well I already knew that it was going to come sooner or later"
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>Looking to a clock on a nearby wall, you see that it was about time to go pick up Nonny from school.
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>Switching back to Rarity she saw too that it was about time to go pick them up.
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>A short trot through the town to the school later, you and Rarity came across the fillies and colts leaving the school
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either alone or with their parents.
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>Sweetie Belle was walking with her own sort of clique, also known as the CMC.
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>Nonny however was sitting next to Miss Cheerilee and talking with her.
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>She looked a shade or two darker green.
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"Ready to go honey?"
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>Miss Cheerilee spoke up before she could.
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>"Not yet Twilight, I'm afraid I have to tell you that Nonny here got sick in class today."
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>Again?
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>"During one our class presentations she outside and vomited."
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>The suppression spell didn't work?
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"Maybe she ate something?"
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>Miss Cheerilee shook her head.
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>"She didn't want to eat during our free time today."
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>Wow...That sick.
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"Then I guess we'll have to get you into a nice warm bath then"
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>You levitate her onto your back as you let her get off her hooves and rest, she seemed to shiver as she was on your.
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>Beginning the walk back home Nonny began to complain about her illness.
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>"M-Mommy, my head hurts again, a-and I feel cold"
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>Maybe a home visit from Doctor Horse would be good.
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>Anon originally never liked him...something about puns.
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>Arriving home you had Nonny wrapped up in a blanket while under another sleep-aid spell. You sat and waited next to her
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as sat patiently for Doctor Horse to arrive.
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>You slowly stroked her mane as the minutes seemed to tick by.
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>"Wake up Miss Twilight"
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>You suddenly stand back up from your sleep and look around.
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>It was Dr.Horse
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>"You called for me Twilight?"
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>Rubbing your eyes you get yourself back to conciseness .
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"Y-yes"
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>You use a spell to discontinue Nonny's sleep-aid spell, and nudge her a couple times to wake her.
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>"So what issues has she been having lately?"
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>Nonny didn't seem to want to wake, she stirred but refused to get up.
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"Well...Several days ago her head began to ache. But I fixed that with a simple suppression spell. But today she seemed to
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get only worse"
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>He pulled out several general medical instruments.
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>Doing the basics: Heart rate, Blood pressure, temperature, etc.
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>He uses his magic to analyze her body.
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>"It seems more like the flu, but with the way it looks I can't be sure."
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"So.. what do you recommend?"
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>He pulls out a brown colored bottle.
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>"Well... You could give her some of this medicine for the symptoms until I can get back to you with what is wrong"
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>It was better than her suffering through it.
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>You let your daughter sleep until morning before waking her again.
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>Maybe it was a bad idea. when you went back into her room she seemed pale in appearance.
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"Nonny...Get up"
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>Her eyes fluttered slightly open.
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>She didn't say anything as you brought over the medicine.
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>Everything about her seemed weak: Her gaze, to color, even her clutch on Miss Hornet.
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>You pull out a spoon as you fill it with a red liquid from the bottle.
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>Levitating it over to her mouth, she opens and swallows it.
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>She winces slightly.
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>You hope it was the flu.
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>She just looked so miserable
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>After taking her liquid, she seemed for cheerful now and full of color.
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>Though she still felt a bit cold.
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>Right now, you were just sitting on the sidelines while she played with CMC in the castle.
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>It was nice to see her finally happy for once.
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>You wished the other students at her school would stop teasing her though.
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>Looking at them play, they were playing a game called extreme chef, where one pony would be the judge and the others
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would try and make something.
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>Nonny was judge.
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>It might be foolish and messy but you let them use the kitchen ingredients while observing them from afar.
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>"It's bucking raw!"
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>Nonny was pretending... at least you thought... that she was angry at Sweetie's cooking.
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>They'd be covered head to hoof in flour, sprinkles and other ingredients afterwards.
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>This would have need them to have a long two hour, bath.
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>Not a pretty sight.
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>In no time at all, it was nearly nine.
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>At this point you and her were eating finishing a bowl of overly sugared cereal.
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"It's time for bed honey, got brush up...I'll be there in a second"
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>She complied and ran up the stairs to the bathroom.
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>You took the dishes and dumped them in the sink to be cleaned later.
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>Looking at the medicine bottle next to it you read it's label.
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>It read 'Take once in the morning at once at night'
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>KNOCK KNOCK
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>Who could be here at this hour?
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>Walking over and opening the large set of double door you saw it was the mailmare Derpy.
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"What can I do for you Derpy?"
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>She handed you a letter.
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>"It's from Ponyville hospital, they wanted same-day delivery"
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>Just like that she flew off into the night, but not without bumping into a few light poles.
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>Closing the door, you looked at the letter and threw it on a near table.
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>You'd read it later.
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>You had to bring this medicine up to your daughter's room for the night.
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>Opening your daughter's door you saw that she was already snuggling into her bed with Miss Hornet for the night.
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>"Nonny...Honey, you still have some medicine to take"
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>She looked at you with a disgusted face.
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>"Do I have to? it tastes bad."
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"Yes you do. you want to stay well don't you?"
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>Nonny shifted uncomfortably
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>Using your magic you brought over a spoonful of medicine to her mouth.
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>Instead of choosing to argue further, she took the spoonful of medicine and cringed from the flavor it gave.
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>Glad she didn't refuse, you turned around to leave.
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>"Wait!"
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>You look back at her, she was reaching out to you while also trying to cover her face with the blanket.
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>"Could you.....Maybe....Sleep here tonight"
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>Was she having nightmares again?
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"Alright, Just let me deal with this one thing first"
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>She nodded as you left the room to go retrieve the letter from the hospital.
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>It still laid there on the table.
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>Grabbing it with your magic you turn back around to head back upstairs.
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>You ripped it open as you went up
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>After reading off the letter from Doctor Horse, you knew this was serious.
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>But then again, you have overreacted before.
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>And it was also a problem for future Twilight too.
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>Needless to say, you were tired.
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>Making your way back over to Nonny's room, you push open the door.
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>The room was already dark, you see your daughter already snuggling into the blankets, and cuddling Miss Hornet.
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>Walking softly into her room, you climb into the bed slowly.
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>Wrapping your hooves around her and bringing her close, you felt her small warm body.
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>It brought a smile to your face.
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>Was this what it felt like to be a mother?
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>You let your self drift off into a peaceful slumber.
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>This was nice.
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>You hoped it would stay this way.
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>You wake to the sound of your own mental alarm clock going off.
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>Your hooves were still around Nonny, who was still peacefully asleep.
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>Maybe you could waste a couple hours by staying here.
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>But wasn't there an appointment today?
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>Ugh.
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>As much as you wanted to stay here,you couldn't.
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>Slightly shaking your daughter,you try to get her to rise.
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>Health was more important than comfort.
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>Walking down town with Nonny. You and her made your way to the hospital for her urgent appointment.
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>"Why do I have to go to the doctor's again Mommy?"
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>You didn't want to worry her.
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"Because it's important to see a doctor once in a while"
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>"But last time I was there it was all cold and sad there."
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>She was referencing the time after her attempted suicide.
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>You still cringed at the memory when you found her half-dead on the floor.
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>Making your way into the reception area with your daughter, she goes to sit down while you go see the receptionist.
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>"Name?"
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>She didn't even bother to look up from the paperwork she was doing.
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"Sparkle"
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>Looking up at you with shocked eyes, she probably felt as if she desecrated a god.
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>"T-Through those doors ma'am"
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>Her hoof shook as she pointed to the double doors.
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>You beckoned Nonny to follow, who was playing with a set a building blocks.
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>Both of you follow the receptionist to the office.
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>Upon entering Doctor Horse's office, you see him and several other ponies hovering over pages of data sheets.
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>Doctor Horse looks up to see you.
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>"Ah! Twilight, thanks for coming quick."
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"So...what was it you needed"
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>"What I needed was...um...Nonny, do you think you could stand outside for a few minutes, the big ponies need to talk"
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>She looks at you and him irritated that she couldn't hear, but listens to him and goes out into the hallway.
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>He clears his throat.
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>"Now Twilight, me and my colleagues have spent hours into this to confirm this"
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"Confirm what?"
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>"Before I answer that, how did Nonny come to be?"
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>You might as well be honest.
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"I transformed her from another creature born in the Everefree forest"
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>Half-honest.
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>"And was your concentration completely at this spell?"
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"Yes."
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>"Was the spell well practiced?"
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"Yes."
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>"Was it done under emotional or mental stress?"
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"N-....Yes"
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>He looks at you grimly.
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>"Then....I'm afraid I have some news for you"
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"W-what is it?"
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>You were growing more anxious as the seconds ticked by.
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>"It seems that the magic you used on her may be returning"
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"How?"
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>"It seems that the spell you casted on her while under stress caused a boomerang effect where it returns back in full
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force"
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>You start to shake at the possibilities.
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>"Though this boomerang effect will happen at a slow pace, and has already started by the looks of it."
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"What will it happen to her?"
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>"Well... since the magic will return on it's own, but not have anypony to control and direct it. it will cause her body
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more harm than good."
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>What was going to happen to her?
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"So what spell or medicine does she need to fix this?"
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>He remains silent.
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"Doctor?"
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>"The spell is destabilizing Twilight Sparkle"
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>He says this in bleak yet dull tone.
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>"It will need energy to sustain itself, and it will steal it from her"
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>There has to be a spell to fix this.
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>"It will eventually cause her cells to die off and her organs to shutdown. She was lost since she was created"
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>Your breath catches in your throat.
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>There will be no tears, Nonny will ask what's wrong.
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"H-H-How lo-"
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>"How long.....Half a year.... at best"
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>You could do nothing but stare at the floor in shock and premature grief.
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>"You will need stronger medicine"
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"W-what?"
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>"That medicine I gave you yesterday, it can act as a light pain reliever. As they months go by her pain and symptoms will
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get worse"
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>This could only get better and better and worse and worse
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>"You can use simple over-the-counter medicine for the first few months. But after a while I'll have to give you some
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magically enhanced pain reliever"
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>Standing there silent, you could only look down in shock and try to think on your next course of action. But this was
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hard because your mind was already filling with grief induced depression.
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"A-a-and w-what do you recommend?"
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>You finally get the courage to look back at him but just barely.
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>"You being a mother, you should know this....But... if you had to ask me, spend everyday with her."
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>You wearily shake your head and leave his office.
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>You're shaking when outside of his office.
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>"What did he want mommy?"
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>Jerking your head towards your daughter, you see that she has been waiting patiently for you.
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>You can't bear to tell her what you were just told.
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"N-nothing... He just wanted me to make sure you ate right and did okay in school."
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>She only looked at you funnily
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"Hey Nonny. Do you wanna go out for some ice cream"
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>Heading over to Sugarcube corner, you and Nonny reserved a table for you two to eat some deserts.
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>while you secretly sulked in your mind.
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>For your deserts, you had chocolate shake while Nonny had Mint.
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>The time you were there Nonny talked about school and her times with the CMC.
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>It only made it worse on you.
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>She talked about her future.
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>"...Then me and Scootaloo got the idea that we should start this support group for ponies who are hurt..."
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>It hurts for you to listen.
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>Should you plan out these months for her?
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>Should you tell somepony?
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>Celestia... she hasn't even seen your parents yet either.
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>You decide that you need to plan out these months out with her.
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>The months after her....end...would be the hardest for you to think about.
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>As she sipped her straw, her cheeks sucking inward as she tries to get as much of the shake as possible, you had to ask.
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"Nonny...You know that I love you, right?"
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>She stopped sipping to answer.
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>"Of course mommy, sometimes you can get angry at me, but I still know you love me"
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>Why did you ask. It only brought more pain.
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"And...do you love me?"
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>She wraps her small hooves as much as she car around you.
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>" I'll always love you Mommy...no matter what."
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>Slowly you wrap your hooves around her to return the embrace.
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>Was this how it felt to know you will never hear that again one day?
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>It's been one month since the diagnosis.
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>Today, while Nonny was at school, you invited your friends over to the castle to talk to them about it.
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>"So darling, why did you want us here today?"
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>This was hard to do.
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"I've been thinking on how to say this for a month now"
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>"About what sugarcube?"
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>You paused for a minute to collect your thoughts.
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"I'm sure you all remember how Nonny became what she is right?"
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>They all nodded and agreed.
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"Well....about a month ago she started getting sick"
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>"I remember how miserable she looked when I went to go pick up Sweetie Belle"
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"Yeah....anyways, I took her to see Doctor Horse the day after, I though it was going to be something simple like a cold
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or flu"
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>Dash is the next to speak up
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>"Where are you going with this Twilight?"
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>You ignored her as you continued on.
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"He told me somethings that were hard for me to hear..."
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>Your throat got tight as things went on.
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"The spell I had casted to create her...went wrong."
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>Rarity, being a unicorn, was especially confused at this.
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>"How? You seem like a capable alicorn Twilight, She doesn't seem to have any underlying issues"
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"You all remember how Anon was kind of a jerk right?"
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>They did. But they more or less still respected him.
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"On that day when Nonny came to be, I was frustrated at somethings Anon did in the past, and I thought of that as I casted
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the spell on him"
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>It was a high-level spell, so even Rarity was confused as to what the problem was.
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"So...If there are any impurities in the caster's state of mind it can cause....problems"
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>You took a breath before continuing
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"The magic used on her is coming back slowly"
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>Dash asked another question.
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"Soooo... She's a unicorn now?"
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>Looking at her grimly, you shake your head slightly.
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"and without anypony to control, or even able to control it...."
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>Rarity was the first to catch a gist of what was happening, her eyes going wide and placing a hoof over her own mouth in
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shock
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"It is and will continue to grow....unstable"
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>"So... what will happen?"
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>Tears start to form in the corners of your eyes, you stopped looking at your friends an continued to look at the table
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"They...they gave her half a year"
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>No questions had to be asked, as everyone knew what it meant.
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>"Mommy, I'm home"
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>The doors to the castle open, you gasp and quickly try to switch to stone face.
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>As she approaches, you put on a fake smile and looked at her as she came toward you will a gleeful smile.
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>Even though she wasn't in any visible pain, her psychical symptoms grew worse, even in just a month.
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>She grew slightly more pale than her normal color, Nonny didn't see it, but you could see she was dragging her hooves, as
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if tired.
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>There were other slight symptoms as well, but these were the most notable to you.
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"How was school today honey"
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>"It was awesome, today Miss Cheerilee gave me an A on today's math test"
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>She pulls out a paper to show you, assuming it was the paper.
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"That's wonderful...why...don't you go upstairs and play with Miss Hornet for a little bit okay?"
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>"Okay!"
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>How many more smiles would you witness from her before her last day on Equestria.
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>As soon as she left upstairs to go to her room, Fluttershy was the next one to ask a question
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>"Have you not told her yet?"
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>You turn around slowly to look at her. At this point tears were rolling down your cheeks.
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"Would you want to know when you'd die. I just want to see her happy and remember her as a happy cheery filly"
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>Your voice wavers as you talk.
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"Not as the innocent little filly I had drove to the point of suicide and depression with the pain I had caused her"
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>With these months ahead, you were going to make damn sure you could make her as happy as possible everyday
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>Till her very last.
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>It's been two months since the diagnosis.
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>For most of it, you'be been searching for a way to stop the magic from killer her.
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>Your attempts have made you little progress.
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>Besides searching for a cure, you've been with Nonny...a lot doing various things: playing, reading, or just being
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motherly toward her.
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>Sometimes you'd let her miss school.
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>Today, you and her were on a day long ride to Canterlot.
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>You remember she asked about that pancake restaurant there.
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>Not only that, but you were going to take her to meet your brother and sister-in-law.
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>"So why are they so far away?"
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"Because they're important ponies like me"
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>With the new month you've noticed she sometimes has to stop doing anything to catch her breath.
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376.
>She now has bags under her eyes.
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377.
>And also the tip of her mane seemed to be whitening.
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378.
>"Like you?"
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379.
>Giggling at the question, you respond
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380.
"Sort of like me, but more important."
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381.
>"Are you sure they'll..."
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382.
>She pauses to catch her breath.
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383.
>"...Like me?"
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384.
"They're real nice ponies...besides if things get hairy I'll be next to you"
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385.
>It would only be a few hours till you both arrived in Canterlot
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386.
>"Will daddy be there too?"
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387.
>This question catches you by surprise. She technically didn't have a father.
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388.
"Uh....I don't know....I sent him a letter, but he didn't say anything back"
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389.
>She replies in a somber tone
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390.
>"Oh....Okay."
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391.
"I-I'm sure he'll be there"
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392.
>Please don't be sad.
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393.
>"Sure..."
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>The therapy classes helped, but only so much.
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395.
"We better get some sleep if you want to go get some pancakes tomorrow."
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396.
>Immediately her mood picked up.
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397.
>"Okay!"
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398.
>She ran off the the sleeper car on the train.
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399.
>You'd be there in a minute to go tuck her in.
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400.
>It was just that sometimes you'd throw your self in a mental loop.
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401.
>You were just stuck the thought of how life was going to be without her.
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402.
>Things were worse spiritually. She'd die, and you would have to wait milleniums or even more to see her again when your
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403.
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404.
day of reckoning came.
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405.
>Celestia, it hurt you to think.
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406.
>Be Nonny.
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407.
>You and mommy have finally made it to the pancake restaurant.
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408.
>The excitement of just being there had you practically bouncing off the walls.
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409.
>Though you would have to wait a little bit since Twilight said that we had to wait for aunt Cadence and Uncle Shining.
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410.
>So currently you and her were justing sitting at a booth while waiting for them to arrive.
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411.
>She doesn't realize how hard it is for you to watch servers go by with trays full of pancakes, while you could only stare and drool.
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412.
>Besides the pancakes, you noticed within the past few months after you started taking medicine, that Mommy has gotten more....motherly
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413.
>It's not bad or anything, it's just it seems rushed or unnatural.
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414.
>But you accepted her love either way.
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415.
"I'm hungry Mommy."
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416.
>"It'll only be a few more minutes honey."
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417.
>Maybe a little walk around will calm your anxiety and hunger.
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418.
>"There you are Twiley"
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419.
>You turn in your seat to see a white unicorn and pink alicorn approach you two.
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420.
>That must be them.
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421.
>They look at you and Shining speaks up first.
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422.
>"So is this the little fill-"
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423.
>He stops abruptly and looks at you with a look of concern.
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424.
>Why? Was your mane messed up, Did you look weird.
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425.
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426.
>Be Twilight.
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427.
>You left Nonny at the table for a minute after your brother pulled you away to ask away.
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428.
>"Twiliy...Why does she seem more....pale, than the picture you sent us?"
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429.
>This was not a time for such things, now was a time for happiness.
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430.
"I'll....tell you later"
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431.
>He looked like he wanted to press the matter even further, but didn't.
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432.
>"O-Kay?"
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433.
>You two returned to the table, where Cadance was striking up a conversation with Nonny.
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434.
>"Really? That seems like a weird thing for Twilight to do to chocolate milk"
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435.
"What are you two chatting about?"
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436.
>Cadance looks at you shocked, her snout scrunching.
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437.
>"N-Nothing"
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438.
>Maybe that incident with tipping over milk was something you shouldn't of shared with her.
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439.
"So lets eat shall we."
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440.
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441.
>Be Nonny.
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442.
>I front of you now, sat a large plate of pancakes topped with syrup, raspberries, blueberries, whipped cream, and cherries.
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443.
>You didn't even give Twilight the chance to give the silverware before you dove head first into the delicious treat.
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444.
>Coming back up, you had one full pancake hanging out of your mouth with sticky syrup covering your face.
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445.
>Everypony laughed at your appearance, all you had was a gleeful smile on your face.
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446.
>"Couldn't wait couldn't you?"
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447.
>This was going to be a good day.
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448.
>
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449.
>Be Twilight.
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450.
>After Nonny decided to cover her face in syrup. You, and your family decided to make a retreat to the Canterlot castle for a little downtime.
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451.
>"So Nonny, how old are you?"
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452.
>"five!"
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453.
>She and Cadence were asking questions back and forth.
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454.
>"Annnnd are you really a princess of love"
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455.
>"Sure am"
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456.
>Shining didn't really say anything though, he was still caught up in her appearance.
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457.
>You'd deal with it later when you got to the castle.
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458.
>It was best to keep your mind off the ordeal
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459.
>Be Twilight
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460.
>It's Been four months since the diagnosis.
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461.
>You've watched Nonny be a happy little filly in almost every way possible.
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462.
>from a bedtime story to her birthday party everything seemed okay on the outside.
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463.
>While on the inside things were only getting worse.
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464.
>They symptoms took a toll on her body, she was a ghostly white, her body ached her so much that near lethal grade painkillers was the only medicine enough to combat it.
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465.
>Vomiting was a weekly thing for her, every time she asked why it was happening you always gave an excuse that she either pushed her self too hard or ate something bad.
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466.
>You'd never tell her the truth.
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467.
>You wanted her to be happy.
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468.
>She had a hard time catching her breath sometimes, and she'd be so thin that she could be mistaken as a anorexic pony.
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469.
>You still haven't touched the thought of what you'd do after she was gone.
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470.
>Mostly because you found the urge to puke when thinking it.
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471.
>Maybe you should take up drinking to cope?
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472.
>Considering you always found yourself silently mourning in your room while she was at school.
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473.
>You fucked up BAD.
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474.
>Be Nonny.
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475.
>Today on you way to school you held a poster in your mouth.
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476.
>It was for a project on a family tree that Miss Cheerilee had assigned.
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477.
>Why did she always look at you with a sad face.
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478.
>You didn't know nor did you care, this was going to be the best family tree anypony has ever seen.
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479.
>You thought it was so well done you even included Miss Hornet.
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480.
>"Oh look it's the anorexic pony."
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481.
>You stopped at the school steps to look at DT and her two pony posse
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482.
>What a fucking cunt....You may or may have been around the Apple farm too much.
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483.
>You just ignored her and continued to go place your poster by your desk for later.
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484.
>She has been calling you anorexic lately, you weren't sure what the word meant and neither did you care enough to look it up in a dictionary.
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485.
>Sticks and stones they say.
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486.
>But yet she persisted as always.
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487.
>"Careful Diamond Tiara, she might go emo on us and start cutting herself"
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488.
>Karma would get them eventually.
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489.
"What do you want Diamond Tiara"
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490.
> You said in a irritated tone.
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491.
>"Nothing, I just wanted your tips on your weight loss." she said this in a mocking tone.
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492.
>Maybe if you teamed up with the CMC to fight her, maybe you could fear her away from bullying you?
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493.
"Just go away."
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494.
>You were meek at first when meeting her, but now you just didn't care about her.
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495.
>The bell rang; time to start class.
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496.
>You and all the students took their seats.
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497.
>You'd get an A on this for sure.
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498.
>"Today class we'll be presenting out family tree posters to the class."
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499.
>The class all collaboratively groaned except you and a few others.
-
500.
>"Do I have any volunteers to go up first?"
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501.
>You hoof was the first to go up. You were so excited you felt out of breath and a little lightheaded.
-
502.
>You time is now.
-
503.
>Standing up to present in front of the class, you brought up the poster and Miss Hornet with you.
-
504.
>The poster displayed family going from you at the top to your great great great great great grandparents.
-
505.
>Though there was one little line going from your name to a box dictated for Miss Hornet.
-
506.
>She was your family when nopony else was.
-
507.
"This is my Family tree here, as you see I have a lot of uncles and aunts...."
-
508.
>You must of been very nervous since your you felt a little dizzy. But you persisted onward.
-
509.
"It even goes all the way back as far as eight generations..."
-
510.
>Miss Cheerilee asks a question out of nowhere.
-
511.
>"Who's that next to your name on the poster?"
-
512.
>She was referencing Miss Hornet.
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513.
>Placing her on your head you explain.
-
514.
"This is Miss Hornet, some of you have already met her. The reason why she is on there is because...."
-
515.
>Wow you were really out of breath, maybe if you sat down your nerves would calm themselves.
-
516.
"...Because she was once what I considered a family after I felt so alone for some time and...."
-
517.
>As you tried to catch your breath DT spoke up.
-
518.
>"See, what'd I tell you? She is such a lonely freak"
-
519.
>You swore you could hear Miss Cheerilee scold them on the comment, but you could only focus on the rising pain in your chest.
-
520.
>By this point you were taking lagres gasps for breath.
-
521.
>"Nonny...are you okay?"
-
522.
"Y-Yeah....I'm just....."
-
523.
>You couldn't help but begin to clutch your chest, It was hurting pretty bad at this point.
-
524.
>Why were there black spots in your vision?
-
525.
>"Let me go find some hel-"
-
526.
>The last few words were muffled out as you collapsed to the ground out of sheer exhaustion.
-
527.
>Even if you didn't want to sleep, you didn't have a choice as unconsciousness took you by guerrilla warfare.
-
528.
>All you could hear was your rapid breathing.
-
529.
>Maybe it wasn't nervousness that did this.
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530.
>Be Twilight
-
531.
>You managed to pull yourself out of your depressed rage from your dilemma.
-
532.
>Right now you were reading Starswirl's journal for the third time in two months.
-
533.
>You needed to relax, you needed to cope.
-
534.
>You were doing everything you could to be the best.
-
535.
>"Twilight?" There was a voice outside.
-
536.
>Near the front door it sounded like. It was accompanied by several knock at the door.
-
537.
>Standing up you made your way to the front door of the castle.
-
538.
>Still not used to it. it wasn't like your comfy treehouse.
-
539.
>"Twilight, I need to talk to you immediately "
-
540.
>You open to door to reveal a Miss Cheerilee who looked as if she was about to pass out from panic.
-
541.
>Sort of like you.
-
542.
"What's wrong Cheerilee"
-
543.
>"It's about your daughter."
-
544.
"Why? What's going o-"
-
545.
>You understood and you two began a mad dash over to the hospital.
-
546.
>Why so soon? She still had a few more months.
-
547.
>The stress was easily creeping it's way back into your system.
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548.
>
-
549.
>Cheerilee and you burst through the doors of the emergency room.
-
550.
>She waits behind while you hastily make your way to the desk.
-
551.
"Is my daughter here!"
-
552.
>She looks at you somberly.
-
553.
>"So she's yours then?"
-
554.
>Be Twilight.
-
555.
>You've been waiting by Nonny's bedside for over an hour hoping she'd wake up.
-
556.
>She still had two more months. Why did she start now?
-
557.
>For the time being, you spent time thinking about the wonderful things you did with her for the past couple of months.
-
558.
>Taking her to see Cadance, going out with her every week for ice cream, reading her to sleep.
-
559.
>Seeing her face on her birthday.
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560.
>Then your imagination took over, what if she was your biological daughter.
-
561.
>What would your memories be: Seeing her drink a bottle of milk, you comforting as she cries after scraping herself, singing her to sleep with a lullaby.
-
562.
>Nonny began to stir and moan, this immediately catches your attention.
-
563.
"Nonny?"
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564.
>She barely opens her eyes as she looks at you.
-
565.
>"Why am I home Mommy?"
-
566.
>The last thing you wanted was her to worry. so you used a simple illusion spell to disguise the room.
-
567.
"Miss Cheerilee said you had a fever today, so I'll take care of you"
-
568.
>It seemed like the smallest touch could hurt her now.
-
569.
>"Where's Miss Hornet?"
-
570.
>You levitated her beloved toy to her waiting hooves.
-
571.
>"Mommy?"
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572.
>You wanted her stay one more day with you.
-
573.
"Yes...Nonny"
-
574.
>"I'm tired"
-
575.
>Please don't say that.
-
576.
>Your breath quivered as you took a shaky breath.
-
577.
"Then go to sleep Nonny...I'll be here when you wake up"
-
578.
>Be Apple Bloom.
-
579.
>You and your friends sit in your school desks solemnly.
-
580.
>Waiting for school to start, while refusing to talk amongst each other.
-
581.
>It was needless to say you learned of Nonny's terminal condition that had plagued her for so long.
-
582.
>It would explain all those drastic changes she was going through.
-
583.
>You initially thought it was puberty or depression hitting her.
-
584.
>Guess not.
-
585.
>"All right class, after yesterday's incident we'll have to continue our presentations..."
-
586.
>Class has started already?
-
587.
>Maybe you were too lost in grief to notice.
-
588.
>"... But since Nonny is absent today, we'll have to go with somepony else today, so...."
-
589.
>"Of course she's not here today! She practically died of embarrassment. Who puts a doll on a family tree"
-
590.
>Diamond Tiara....Of course.
-
591.
>"Please Diamond, Keep your petty insults to yourself. She was simply too sick yesterday"
-
592.
"She actually did"
-
593.
>Your words come out softly, but just enough for the others to hear it.
-
594.
>"What did you say Apple Bloom?"
-
595.
>You look up to face from your desk to face Cheerilee.
-
596.
"She actually did"
-
597.
>Cheerilee was still more or less confused of to what you were referencing.
-
598.
>"Did what?"
-
599.
"S-She....Died"
-
600.
>Cheerliee's face turns into one of dissapointed anger.
-
601.
>"Now Apple Bloom, we don't make those kind of jokes in school"
-
602.
>You don't answer, you only look at her with your grief stricken face.
-
603.
>"Y-You're not kidding, are you?"
-
604.
>Once again, you don't answer.
-
605.
>Out of the corner of your eye you see Diamond's face turn into shock.
-
606.
>"O-Oh My...Class...you may have an early recess today...I need to think"
-
607.
>You...along with the rest of the class leave their desks to head outside.
-
608.
>Instead of screams of joy, come whispers of sadness.
-
609.
>As you head out, you look to the left to see Diamond Tiara still in her seat, laying her head on her hoof.
-
610.
>Thinking hard looks like it, a bit upset too.
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