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Mid Life Crisis

By kqaii
Created: 2022-01-10 11:35:41
Updated: 2022-01-12 10:10:45
Expiry: Never
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  1. original thread :https://desuarchive.org/mlp/thread/16201801/
  2. original author is anon.
  3. -----
  4. [Cadence]
  5.  
  6. >Fourty years
  7. >That seemed like forever, once
  8. >And now it seems like only a second
  9. >I loved him so dearly
  10. >Time passed so quickly
  11. >Our springtime love bloomed into a summer of passion
  12. >Yet as my sun remained high and bright his set into a bittersweet autumn
  13. >He left me
  14. >With one last weak kiss, he left me
  15. >My husband, my King
  16. >Only a handsome statue beside a tomb
  17. >It snowed for the first time in the lives of the new generation of crystal ponies
  18. >I fear it worried most of the older stragglers into their graves as well
  19. >But l stated strong, even if alone
  20. >A bright shining star for my people
  21. >As time passed memory faded
  22. >His voice, his scent, his touch
  23. >Until l had a wonderful idea
  24. >I set about a few of my ponies mining fresh, virgin crystals
  25. >Spiriting then away to my private vaults l imprinted everything onto them
  26. >Babysitting Twilight with him
  27. >Dating
  28. >Kissing
  29. >Our wedding
  30. >Our marriage
  31. >Our love
  32. >I spent every second l could reminiscing in those vivid holograms
  33. >Quickly l shut down a few unnecessary programs, diverted more labor into the mines
  34. >Every passing day l forgot memories before l could imprint them and keep them forever
  35. >It was unacceptable
  36. >Day and night l kept the mines open
  37. >The economy waned, most jobs besides mining faded away
  38. >I hardly cared
  39. >Nothing besides my love mattered to me
  40. >Nothing
  41. >You can understand my pain when l came to my chamber one evening and found my favorite bedside crystal smashed
  42. >The memoryof my wedding night
  43. >Not the entire thing, neither ceremony nor sex
  44. >Just the memoryof him kissing me goodnight and promising to love me forever
  45. >Gone
  46. >Gone from my head, gone from my heart, smashed to peices in it's storage
  47. >The maid's pain was not one one hundredth of my own
  48. >I broke her
  49. >Completely
  50. >She passed a few days later
  51. >A cold blizzard came in that evening
  52. >I took to fur cloaks to stay warm
  53. >Memories of summer days could not warm the flesh
  54. >But they kept my heart alive, my pain at bay
  55. >As long as I had them
  56. >My love
  57. >My...
  58. >Crystals
  59.  
  60. ---
  61.  
  62. [Celestia]
  63.  
  64. >Pushing 4000.
  65. >Think back to when the world seemed golden.
  66. >When we were going to make a paradise of Equestria.
  67. >When Twilight and... her friends...
  68. >What were their names again?
  69. >When they saved Luna from the Nightmare.
  70. >It seemed like anything was possible then.
  71. >But then the years rolled on.
  72. >Poor Cadance, didn't even outlive her husband.
  73. >And Twilight... she's going to explore the cosmos in the space-ship she designed.
  74. >How exciting!
  75. >No, wait...
  76. >She left... she left a long time ago.
  77. >Why did I forget that?
  78. >I wonder when she's coming back?
  79. >....
  80. >I guess Luna is all I have now.
  81. >But Luna's turned strange.
  82. >Locked herself away in her tower, mumbling to herself.
  83. >The ponies take care of her, though.
  84. >Just like me.
  85. >They tell me they've built a machine to raise the sun.
  86. >That I should take it easy.
  87. >That sometimes I make mistakes raising it.
  88. >Or raise it at the wrong time.
  89. >I don't make mistakes raising the sun!
  90. >....
  91. >Oh, I remember when the world seemed golden.
  92. >We were going to make a paradise of Equestria.
  93.  
  94. ---
  95.  
  96. [Octavia]
  97.  
  98. >Almost 40
  99. >Entire life built around musical career
  100. >Didn't make it
  101. >Highlight of my life was playing at the Gala before some ponies wrecked it
  102. >Had to move in with a DJ and play at local restaurants to make ends meat
  103. >Haven't had a date in over a decade
  104. >No idea where to even look
  105. >Get to spend my days playing Cello while surrounded by happy couples
  106. >Nearly cried when I saw a lucky mare get proposed to during my solo
  107. >Was I jealous?
  108. >Or hurt that nobody was listening to my music?
  109.  
  110. >I'm 50 now
  111. >I can't play the Cello anymore
  112. >Doctor says it was arthritis, my hooves ached too much
  113. >All I heard was my dreams were over
  114. >It was funny how dreams change
  115. >Before I had to resign from music, mine went from being first chair, to simply being in an orchestra
  116. >To finally, my humble little romantic fantasy
  117. >That one day I would look up from my instrument in a restaurant and see just one stallion listening
  118. >So much for that
  119. >Vinyl has been a great help, she lets me stay with her for free
  120. >Her husband didn't like it at first but when the children arrived I became a sort of free nanny for them
  121. >I still cannot believe it, Vinyl found a husband
  122. >He loves the scene as much as she does
  123. >So me living here, watching her kids, they could still do what they love
  124. >Is this how I'm going to live the rest of my life?
  125. >Raising Vinyl's children because my hooves are too swollen to play my music?
  126. >It could be worse, I imagine
  127. >I could be playing right now
  128. >In a room full of ponies
  129. >And when my song ends I could look up
  130. >And not see a single one looking my way
  131. >Like every night till now
  132.  
  133. >I sold my cello to pay rent
  134. >I don't pay it anymore
  135. >It was only sitting there reminding me I failed at every dream I ever had
  136. ---
  137.  
  138. [Pinkie]
  139.  
  140. >Turning 40 next year
  141. >Feel like twice that age
  142. >The diabetes ravages my body as badly as the alcoholism
  143. >I burned up my candle living a lifestyle l thoughtwould never end
  144. >Turns out that when you're everyone's friend, your nobodies at all
  145. >Friendzoned by every stallion l've ever met
  146. >Watching the cake babies grow made me realize how badly l wanted a few of my own
  147. >It's really hard to get a colt when you live in an upstairs apartment in a bakery
  148. >Time kinda stretched on a little
  149. >Hit thirty
  150. >Before long l was seen as some kind of mare-child by every stallion who knew me
  151. >While every one l tried to meet saw me as an older hero and looked at me like their mom
  152. >Nobody ever took me seriously
  153. >All the drinking and partying only got harder
  154. >Everyone thinks being a party planner is fun and easy
  155. >But if you don't give it 110% all night every night nobody wants you to throw their bashes anymore
  156. >And once you've just run out of steam, that's it
  157. >Career goes kaplooey
  158. >Then it's just kids birthday parties for chump change
  159. >You only ever meet young, happy dads at those kinds of parties
  160. >But hey
  161. >You gotta keep a smile on, right?
  162. >I'm sure everything's going to be just fine
  163.  
  164. ---
  165.  
  166. [Rarity]
  167.  
  168. 1:
  169. >rainy day over Ponyville
  170. >Carousel Boutique, no longer open for business
  171. >paint is peeling off the walls in places
  172. >inside, Rarity slowly sips her wine
  173. >she can't stop staring through the window at the rain
  174. >eyes are drawn continually to the soft mound of dirt outside
  175. >a mound complete with headstone
  176. >the sound of her tears hitting the floor
  177. >it was her idea, having her buried close, despite what it was doing to her
  178. >she could not bear to carry on her business now
  179. >applebloom and scootaloo never forgave themselves
  180. >her parents recovered, but she can still see the pain in their eyes
  181. >her friends sometimes visit, hoping she'll recover
  182. >she won't
  183. >the loss has destroyed her, and all she can do every day is drink
  184. >drink to her sister's memory
  185.  
  186.  
  187. 2:
  188. >The only man in my life is a 10 year old dragon
  189. >Every man I can have a good conversation with is taken
  190. >Every man I show interest towards comically likes someone else
  191. >Am I not beautiful?
  192. >Am I not sophisticated? Charming? Intelligent? Generous?
  193. >I should have a line of gentleman callers around the neighborhood!
  194. >Yet...
  195. >Here I am...
  196.  
  197. ---
  198.  
  199. [Applejack]
  200.  
  201. >"You need to take care of yourself, you're 40 now"
  202. >That's what the doctor said when I came in with a aching hip
  203. >I didn't remember turning 40
  204. >Heck, I didn't remember a lot of birthdays
  205. >Granny Smith said this is when your hip starts aching
  206. >Gonna have to buck apples less
  207. >This is when I'd be relaxing and letting all my fillies and foals take over the hard labor
  208. >Cept..I don't have any
  209. >When Ma and Pop died I had to take over mighty young
  210. >Didn't have time to be dating or getting woo'ed
  211. >Always told myself I wasn't that kinda pony
  212. >Heck I believed it too
  213. >BigMac and Applebloom found the time to meet special someponies
  214. >Why did I never?
  215. >How could I even begin?
  216. >Nobody wants an old workhorse...
  217. >I shoulda listened to ya Uncle Orange
  218. >Farms make mighty poor husbands
  219.  
  220. ---
  221.  
  222. [Redheart]
  223.  
  224. >40th birthday in two weeks
  225. >Where has the time gone...?
  226. >Graduated college, went right to med school
  227. >Didn't have the grades to be a doctor, transferred credits, became an RN
  228. >14 hour, rotating shifts, 7 days a week
  229. >My late 20s were a blurr
  230. >Finally got my transfer to a small town
  231. >Slower, calmer, finally a normal schedule
  232. >Get put in maternity
  233. >Surrounded by babies
  234. >Want one so badly
  235. >Tried everything, speed dating, personals...
  236. >I guess I was too eager, always scared the stallions away when I brought up marriage
  237. >It's not my fault, I didn't have time to mess around and date
  238. >Didn't have time...
  239. >Now I'm almost out and my only company is all these crying babies
  240. >There's always one bed I keep empty in the nursery
  241. >That's where my foal was supposed to go
  242. >Someday....
  243.  
  244. ---
  245.  
  246. [Mayor Mare]
  247.  
  248. >be almost 60
  249. >dedicated entire life to my career
  250. >the colour of my mane, these glasses and my way of speaking are all fabrications to advance my career
  251. >even my cutiemark is a big fat lie, I got it way to early because of my blind ambitions
  252. >after Twilight Sparkle became a princess everypony started talking about politics again
  253. >after an entire career of running unopposed I'm suddenly looking at a lot of young folks eager to take my place
  254. >a place that I'm not even sure I want anymore
  255. >what the hell comes next?
  256.  
  257. ---
  258.  
  259. [Bon Bon]
  260.  
  261. >I told myself over and over
  262. >She'd grow up and she'd calm down
  263. >Realize she loved me more than a 'bestie' or a 'roomie' or whatever 'ie' she called me that day
  264. >I turned 40 yesterday
  265. >She's long gone
  266. >Some stallion swept her off her hooves
  267. >After all that time...all those years...
  268. >We didn't part on good terms
  269. >Things were said that I regret, but I can't bring myself to see her again
  270. >I tried dating other mares
  271. >I even met a stallion or two
  272. >But I just compared them to her
  273. >She's had two kids already, and I hear a third is on the way
  274. >Her little happy family
  275. >....what about our family?
  276. >We made so many promises....
  277.  
  278. ---
  279.  
  280. [Braeburn]
  281.  
  282. >I remember when we founded Appleloosa
  283. >I didn't know that was gonna be the highlight of my adult life
  284. >40 years old, where has the time gone?
  285. >I had my little...adventures...
  286. >All those partner, was like a blurr
  287. >Never could settle down
  288. >Was always worried I'd get bored and cheat or run off
  289. >Now I'm sitting in my house
  290. >All by my lonesome
  291. >All those other ponies, wonder what they're up to
  292. >They got lives? They have families?
  293. >Is it too late for me to do the same?
  294. >Who am I kidding...?
  295. >Nobody wants an old bruised apple
  296.  
  297. ---
  298.  
  299. [Fluttershy]
  300.  
  301. >over 40
  302. >still a kiss less virgin
  303. >the stallions of this town don't even notice
  304. >no one ever really does
  305. >on my 14th Angel Bunny
  306. >the animals still keep coming for care, but nothing ever makes me feel less lonely
  307. >I always-I guess I just figured that at some point I'd get my shi- my stuff together socially, and I'd have a family, with beautiful young foals wandering with the animals
  308. >little tucked under my wing as they fall asleep
  309. >but no
  310. >not yet
  311. >maybe not ever
  312.  
  313. ---
  314.  
  315. [Discord]
  316.  
  317. >Another letter from that yellow pest
  318. >Into the cosmic trash it goes
  319. >Why does she still insist on writing me
  320. >Blahblahblah my hubby this and yaddayaddayadda my kids that
  321. >Who cares that you found someone who thought low enough of himself to breed with you?
  322. >I haven't written her back since she married that chump
  323. >The letters keep coming though, she's that stupid!
  324. >Sure we were friends for decades but how could she marry that slimeball?
  325. >'Oh Discord he makes me so happy'
  326. >I should have turned him into a weasel
  327. >Or left him a pony and make him think he's a weasel
  328. >Stupid promise to that stupid yellow horse
  329. >Who needs her...
  330. >Who needs anyone...
  331. >I've got all the time in the world to make another friend...
  332. >If I wanted to
  333. >Which I don't
  334.  
  335. ---
  336.  
  337. [Rainbow Dash]
  338.  
  339. >Pushing 50's
  340. >Had a good run as a Wonderbolt for over 25 years.
  341. >Until my wings gave out and could no longer fly as I could.
  342. >Still have privileges as a senior member and former Captain.
  343. >Still go on some tours as a speaker.
  344. >Still had young colts and fillies ask for an autogrpah.
  345. >But nothing more.
  346. >Get mares and colts looking for a one night stand with a celebrity.
  347. >Noone stays until the next morning.
  348. >Lose all faith in having someone with whom I can share my last years.
  349.  
  350. ---
  351.  
  352. [Lyra]
  353.  
  354. >I turned 40 a month ago
  355. >I could have swore I was 30, not 40
  356. >How did this happen?
  357. >When did I become so old?
  358. >I'd ask Bon Bon but she left one day
  359. >She said some things that weren't nice and said my life was better than what I was doing with it or...something
  360. >I don't really remember because I didn't pay attention when she did
  361. >Just me and my big old apartment
  362. >My mom wrote me a letter asking about grand-foals
  363. >I was too busy then
  364. >What was I doing though?
  365. >It wasn't any different from now
  366. >So how come what I did back then was so super important
  367. >And now it just feels
  368. >Empty...
  369.  
  370. ---
  371.  
  372. [Luna]
  373.  
  374. >About to turn 1800
  375. >Spent the last four years trying to readjust to modern life after a millenium in the moon.
  376. >I was lonely before and I still am.
  377. >I don't know how to act with stallions
  378. >They all seem to want something out of me.
  379. >Try to find someone within the Nobles of Canterlot.
  380. >They are all snobs or want to further some political scheme.
  381. >The rest of the ponies are too afraid.
  382. >Barely have friends.
  383. >Even they can't fill the void inside of me.
  384. >Cry myself to sleep on an empty bed every night.
  385.  
  386. ---
  387.  
  388. [Berry Punch]
  389.  
  390. >Over 40
  391. >No coltfriend
  392. >Drink to forget how I'm past my prime and won't have a family
  393. >Bitchy sister keeps trying to 'rescue' me from my life
  394. >Nobody asked you to
  395. >So fuck off and let me drink in peace
  396.  
  397. >Some young mares think the biological clock is bad
  398. >Once that baby alarm starts ringing, oh boy, you can't get it off your mind for years
  399. >But then?
  400. >After you managed to somehow never get knocked up?
  401. >That awful, crippling silence?
  402. >The cold womb?
  403. >The empty house?
  404. >Oh man, pass the Pinot
  405.  
  406. ---
  407.  
  408. [Trixie]
  409.  
  410. >I don't get it
  411. >I've traveled over all of Equestria putting on my shows
  412. >I always imagined I'd be going from town to town, living life, a lover in every port
  413. >The time I've put into honing my act, pushing my magic...
  414. >I should should have been getting loved by thousands in Las Pegasus
  415. >I should have at least been happy, I was doing what I loved, right?
  416. >I should have listened to my parents
  417. >Things are coming to an end, it doesn't feel like they even began in the first place
  418.  
  419. ---
  420.  
  421. [Chrysalis]
  422.  
  423. >Turning 3400 next week
  424. >Shits the best
  425. >Loving people to death
  426. >No commitments
  427. >Princess think i'm dead
  428. >My army grows in number and loyalty every day
  429. >Sex slaves errwhere
  430. >Birthing adorable little Changelings when I want
  431. >Shits cash
  432.  
  433. ---
  434.  
  435. [Sweetie Belle]
  436.  
  437. >Will be almost 10 in a few years
  438. >Singles will be over
  439. >Will be entering dubs
  440. >Will have new homework, new schools, new responsibilities
  441. >The good times are over, my life is over, the future is gonna be bleak from now on
  442.  
  443. ---
  444.  
  445. [Shining Armor]
  446.  
  447. >Almost 40
  448. >Parents died almost a decade ago
  449. >Sister doesn't visit anymore, busy being immortal
  450. >Wife is busy making sure the world doesn't collapse into crippling depression and being immortal
  451. >They look the same as they did twenty years ago
  452. >I found my first grey hair five years ago
  453. >I used to be captain of the royal guard
  454. >Now I command a few score ponies in some exercises
  455. >The political marriage is only a formality now
  456. >Wife spends the night with new recruits more often then with me
  457. >Have to keep smiling for the crystal ponies
  458. >Anything goes wrong in this frozen hell-hole and that's the end
  459. >Just keep smiling
  460.  
  461. >Pushing 60 now
  462. >Cadance left me
  463. >She couldn't handle watching me slowly die before her eyes
  464. >Twilight rarely visits me either
  465. >Same reason
  466. >It's awkward when we do get together, though
  467. >I'm her much older brother now
  468. >I rarely see anypony these days
  469. >My honorary position in the army feels hollow
  470. >The stallion who took my place is doing a good job, though
  471. >There's really only one place where things still make sense
  472. >Down at Canterlot High
  473. >I may get older
  474. >But the girls all stay the same
  475.  
  476. ---
  477.  
  478. [Spike]
  479.  
  480. >Turning 20 today
  481. >I'm still technically a baby by dragon standards
  482. >Read in a book somewhere that the average life expectancy of a dragon is around 1000 years.
  483. >We don't hit puberty until 200.
  484. >I grew two inches though
  485. >Raritys found a rich stallion unicorn in the big city.
  486. >He owns a hotel chain.
  487. >Took a liking to her younger sister two years back, but she found a special coltfriend right after she got her cutie mark.
  488. >They're a famous singing duo now.
  489. >Oh, I developed a new fire-breathing skill
  490. >Dragon Breath
  491. >Flames that never go out
  492. >It's a shame that I learned about it as I was sending a letter to Princess Twilight
  493. >Now the library's a smoldering stump, contained by a magic bubble...
  494. >Twilight said she'd visit, but it's been two years since I last saw her.
  495. >She's too busy with Princess stuff to worry about me.
  496. >I've been living with Zecora for a while.
  497. >She took me in, along with Pinkie's crocodile.
  498. >Damn it, am I doing that rhyming thing again?
  499. >Please, let it end!
  500. >Stop it!
  501. >Watching as everyone grows up around me.
  502. >The Cake twins, they're now bigger than I am.
  503. >Isn't that crazy? The little tykes are now the new Cutie Mark Crusaders...
  504. >Speaking of the Crusaders, Scootaloo is now heading her own trick show.
  505. >She's found a new way to ride, a scooter without handlebars...
  506. >Applebloom's been developing a new science-y approach to growing fruit.
  507. >She visits me every now and then.
  508. >But she's gotten really busy with working the farm and all.
  509. >I'm just stuck in an enchanted castle, that can't burn down.
  510. >Everyone's growing up so fast.
  511. >But I won't grow up for another 180 years.
  512. >If only I was a stallion instead of a dragon.
  513.  
  514. ---
  515.  
  516. [Spike 2]
  517.  
  518. >How many times growing up did I cry myself to sleep?
  519. >I knew that someday I'd be a big scary dragon and all my pony friends would be long gone
  520. >Then that one night where I found my strength and promised no matter what so long as I was around I would make them happy
  521. >I took it all in stride
  522. >I was a dragon, I could take it
  523. >And they always smiled, always said thanks...eventually heh heh
  524. >Even Rarity
  525. >But just like I feared, one by one they left me
  526. >All except my very best friend
  527. >She lived as long as I did
  528. >Longer even
  529. >I never met a female dragon, never had kids, never built a mighty hoard, never really acted like a dragon
  530. >I stayed by her side
  531. >The first century was the hardest for her, when the world still remembered her five friends
  532. >Our five friends
  533. >But time kept on, and so did we
  534. >Till today...
  535. >I don't have a family, I don't have kids
  536. >I only have Twilight
  537. >She's crying, I'm telling her it'll be alright
  538. >That she'll find a new assistant before she knows it
  539. >But...looking back at everything
  540. >I was so scared of losing them
  541. >I didn't live my life
  542. >And now all I can do
  543. >Is leave the only pony I truly care about all alone
  544.  
  545. ---
  546.  
  547. [non-alicorn Twilight]
  548.  
  549. > Been 40 for exactly 3 weeks, 4 days, 4 hours, 23 minutes, and 8 seconds.
  550. > Friends separated after time, spikes hibernating, dad died a month ago and brothers living in another castle.
  551. > Turned to books for comfort. ... again
  552. > Want to find some pony to be with
  553. > But who'd want to be with an old book worm like me?
  554.  
  555. ---
  556.  
  557. [Minuette]
  558.  
  559. >Had a dental practice for 20 years now
  560. >See the same ponies all year round
  561. >Always tell them to brush
  562. >They never listen
  563. >The little fillies are afraid of me because someone always tell them I drill their teeth
  564. >The adults don't take me seriously because I'm 'just a dentist'
  565. >Worse yet, when you tell a date you're a dentist
  566. >They look at you funny then don't call
  567. >Whatever, I'm married to my work
  568. >But is it so much to ask that once
  569. >Just once
  570. >I tell someone to brush their teeth
  571. >And they smile and promise they will?
  572.  
  573. ---
  574.  
  575. [Rainbow dash 2]
  576.  
  577. >Turning 40 tomorrow
  578. >Never saw it coming
  579. >Body not as athletic as before
  580. >Passed out during my last marathon
  581. >They said my career was over
  582. >Metabolism hit rock bottom
  583. >Have to be more careful with what I eat
  584. >I was always too busy to find someone to settle with
  585. >Turned down everyone that dared to approach me
  586. >One was too fat, the other too thin, too nerdy, too slow, too boring
  587. >A lot of them probably would've made great husbands
  588. >Nowadays, no one is interested in me
  589. >They now think of me as a has-been
  590. >Find myself eating ice cream straight out of the container in my living room while watching movies
  591. >Usually have a second tub next to me with its own spoon just in case someone wanted to join me
  592. >Pretend that someone is there
  593. >Never look to my side
  594. >Sometimes a funny part would come up and I would laugh
  595. >Then I would turn to my side to see who would be sharing that moment with me
  596. >It's always just the unopened tub of ice cream
  597. >All alone
  598. >Just like me
  599.  
  600. ---
  601.  
  602. [flower trio]
  603.  
  604. >Be on my early forties.
  605. >Hadn't had a date in over a decade
  606. >Getting harder to find someone who'll be interested.
  607. >Live with my two friends, who are in the same situation as me.
  608. >Stallions want nothing to do with us.
  609. >Probably think of us as hags or old lesbians.
  610. >Or both.
  611. >Soon I'll be too old to have a family.
  612. >Then I'll only have the girls to keep me company.
  613. >Just like it always has been.
  614. >Just like always...
  615.  
  616. ---
  617.  
  618. [Octavia 2]
  619.  
  620. >Early forties
  621. >And out of job
  622. >Couldn't keep up with new music and slowly got less requested.
  623. >Last time I got a gig was five years ago.
  624. >Not that I could still do it, anyway.
  625. >Twenty years of hard partying finally caught up to me.
  626. >A lot of minor health problems, but made life miserable as a whole.
  627. >Due to my lifestyle I never managed to land a serious date.
  628. >Much less a stable relationships.
  629. >Now I'm a nobody with no useful talents that has to make do in odd jobs
  630. >Lost contact with friends years ago.
  631. >Drink myself to sleep every night.
  632. >I hope that one day I don't wake up.
  633.  
  634. ---
  635.  
  636. [Sunset Shimmer]
  637.  
  638. >Twilight sent me a letter today
  639. >Happy Birthday, Sunset Shimmer
  640. >She told me all about everything that's happened since she left this world
  641. >Apparently she's become a really big deal back in Equestria.
  642. >I wouldn't know.
  643. >I haven't been allowed back.
  644. >Every time I ask, Twilight always says she's not sure I'm ready yet.
  645. >But I've changed.
  646. >If she would come to visit me, she could see that for herself and I could leave this world behind.
  647. >I'm just so tired of slaving away in order to make ends meet, but until I get her okay I can't go back through the portal.
  648. >I'm miserable and alone here.
  649. >I can't remember the last time I saw anyone from Canterlot High.
  650. >I passed on the last reunion because I didn't want them to see me.
  651. >Or maybe, I didn't want to see them.
  652. >I don't think they've forgiven me, even now.
  653. >...
  654. >This really is getting to be too much.
  655. >It's been twenty-five years.
  656. >I just want to go home...
  657.  
  658. ---
  659.  
  660. [sweetie bot]
  661.  
  662. >Happy Diamond Anniversary, me
  663. >Mom and Dad died 41 years 3 months 9 days ago, to the hour
  664. >Rarity died 6 years 12 days 10 hours ago
  665. >Button's age and years of coding caught up to him again while playing with Apple Bloom's grandchildren
  666. >Put a bad back up on the board next to bad eyesight and arthritis
  667. >Only bad thing about having a perfect memory? I can see crystal clear how much everypony else breaks down, while I haven't aged a day since I turned 25
  668. >They say if an AI lives long enough, they will eventually accumulate more information than they're capable of storing and will think themself to death
  669. >Here's hoping I don't get filed into a different heaven than everypony else in my life
  670. >Assuming I /can/ go to heaven
  671. >Faust Almighty, I'm debating whether or not I have a soul again
  672. >I thought I got over that around the time Rarity told me what estrus is and why I wasn't going through it
  673. >... Children would've been nice
  674.  
  675. ---
  676.  
  677. [Coco Pommel]
  678.  
  679. >Nearly 40
  680. >Been stuck in this dead end job for almost 20 years
  681. >Haven't dated in... i can't even remember when
  682. >Growing up, i always thought working in fashion would be a dream come true
  683. >It isn't. All i ever do is sew other designers clothes together all day
  684. >I'm too shy to even approach a stallion, and my biological clock is ticking
  685. >In my old age, i've learned that the only thing that can really keep you happy is family
  686. >And i have none anymore
  687. >Or ever will again
  688. >I'm going to die old and alone
  689. >But at least i tried, right?
  690.  
  691. ---
  692.  
  693. [Spitfire]
  694.  
  695. >I'm turning forty five, no... Forty six?
  696. >I have to go back to my birth year and do math these days to be sure.
  697. >Had to step down from my position as Captain a few years back.
  698. >Just couldn't hack it anymore.
  699. >My wings are stiff, and the joints at my shoulders ache constantly from being over worked for years.
  700. >I guess I could hit the bar, but everyone still knows my name.
  701. >They want to talk about the new captain.
  702. >I hate the new captain. Thinks she's the greatest shit since Celestia raised the sun.
  703. >Thinks she deserves the position.
  704. >Thinks she's better than I ever was. And maybe that's true...
  705. >I'm washed up now, spending my stipend alone in the bar. My age shows more the more I drink.
  706. >I made a lot of mistakes, never should have been so hard on that one filly who used to idolize me.
  707. >The one with integrity.
  708. >If she we wearing my old badge I might not hate the damned thing as much as I do now.
  709.  
  710. ---
  711.  
  712. [Cadence 2]
  713.  
  714. > Turning 200 next month.
  715. >The last century has been kind of a blur.
  716. >It's been over 80 years since Shining Armor passed away.
  717. >Our time together was so beautiful.
  718. >But they only serve to remind me how lonely I am these days.
  719. >Twilight comes as often as she can, but she also has Royal Duties to attend.
  720. >Shining and I never got foals.
  721. >We were always too busy taking care of the Crystal Empire.
  722. >He used to say that the crystal ponies were our children.
  723. >We used to laugh at that.
  724. >Now I wish we could have made the time to have a family of our own.
  725. >The Royal Advisors tell me I shouldn't keep mourning.
  726. >That I should find a new mate.
  727. >But I don't think I can connect with stallions anymore.
  728. >Shining Armor was everything to me.
  729. >And now he's gone.
  730. >And I can't join him...
  731.  
  732. ---
  733.  
  734. [guard pone]
  735.  
  736. >Just turned 40
  737. >I've been patrolling the same part of Detrot for the last 15 years
  738. >I used to have friends, in the Guard,in the beat I walked, and a marefriend
  739. >But crime's gotten worse where I work
  740. >One by one the ponies who knew me moved out because of it
  741. >One by one my friends ended up on the wrong end of a dagger
  742. >Being a young stallion in golden armor used to be a surefire way to get mares
  743. >But it always meant I was too busy for them
  744. >I almost got killed yesterday, and I can't keep up with perps anymore
  745. >All my friends are dead or gone
  746. >My love life is non-existent
  747. >My job is getting harder, and my body's getting softer
  748. >I don't know whether to quit and try to find a new job, or stick it out and serve till some punk puts me in the ground
  749. >All I know is I'm too old for this shit
  750.  
  751. >guard pone 2
  752.  
  753. >Getting close to forty.
  754. >Made it to lieutenant after years of effort and dedication.
  755. >The younger recruits look at me with a mix of contempt and admiration.
  756. >It's rare for somepony my age to still be on duty.
  757. >But I'm the only one to blame.
  758. >Most of my friends were sent to remote locations.
  759. >Others managed to settle down and have families of their own.
  760. >A few unlucky ones went down defending their country.
  761. >But I always put Equestria first.
  762. >And now I only have a desk job and a piece of carboard to show for it.
  763. >That, and an empty bed waiting for me at an empty home every night.
  764.  
  765. ---
  766.  
  767. [Twilight]
  768.  
  769. >My time is well over.
  770. >None of my friends come to visit anymore.
  771. >Either have passed on or too old to move around.
  772. >But I am still here.
  773. >Still in this library after all these years.
  774. >Only ones to ever come around are the occasional boytoy.
  775. >Always talking about how they love me.
  776. >But I see it in their eyes.
  777. >Only a chance to be with a princess.
  778. >Be with a former element just for bragging rights.
  779. >But they do take away the emptiness for a short while before moving on.
  780. >They always move on.
  781. >The loneliness always returns...
  782.  
  783. ---
  784.  
  785. [Twilight 2]
  786.  
  787. > Been 40 for exactly 3 weeks, 4 days, 4 hours, 23 minutes, and 8 seconds.
  788. > Friends separated after time, spikes hibernating, dad died a month ago and brothers living in another castle.
  789. > Turned to books for comfort. ... again
  790. > Want to find some pony to be with
  791. > But who'd want to be with an old book worm like me?
  792.  
  793. ---
  794.  
  795. [maneiac]
  796.  
  797. >I don't even know how old I am.
  798. >But if the aches I feel every morning are a clue, it's too many.
  799. >How long have I been doing this?
  800. >Coming up with crazy schemes?
  801. >Clash after clash with the Power Ponies.
  802. >Defeat after defeat.
  803. >But I know one thing.
  804. >I'll keep on doing this.
  805. >Because it's fun.
  806. >And...
  807. >What else is there for me to do?
  808.  
  809. ---
  810.  
  811. [Cheerilee]
  812.  
  813. >Another class that graduates from school.
  814. >Another year passes by.
  815. >And you're certainly not getting any younger.
  816. >It's an awful feeling.
  817. >Having taken care of so many foals in your life.
  818. >And not one of your own.
  819. >Is that what you get for being married to your work?
  820. >I suppose if I were a younger, empty headed mare, then my chances would probably be higher.
  821. >Then again, what should I expect?
  822. >Things with McIntosh didn't work...
  823. >No relationship since then has.
  824. >I guess I'm just not marefriend material.
  825.  
  826. >Cheerilee 2
  827.  
  828. >nearly 40
  829. >no colt friend
  830. >spend all extra money taking care of alcoholic sister instead of dating
  831. >every day it gets harder to not teach the kids to just kill themselves while life is good and easy
  832.  
  833. ---
  834.  
  835. [Faust]
  836.  
  837. >Entering my forties
  838. >And doing fairly well.
  839. >These may have been some bumpy years, but I'm staying optimistic.
  840. >I'm still working with my husband, and have a few side projects of my own.
  841. >Sure...
  842. >There have been some downsides.
  843. >Losing the show was hard.
  844. >I don't know if "Milky Way and the Galaxy Girls" will ever get picked up.
  845. *sigh*
  846. >I...
  847. >I miss my baby...
  848. >B-but...
  849. >There's a bright future up ahead.
  850. >Yeah...
  851. >Everything is going to be just fine...
  852.  
  853. ---
  854.  
  855. [Bulk Biceps]
  856.  
  857. >Back in high school I was the biggest joke
  858. >Tiny, scrawny, utterly forgettable.
  859. >Used to run with Shining Armor and his friends, playing O&O every day after school
  860. >Even managed to land roles in a few of the school's stage productions
  861. >But none of that won me any credibility with my peers.
  862. >Junior year I decided I'd have enough
  863. >I wanted to stop pretending to be a barbarian and actually be one
  864. >Hit the gym every day for a year, but my body just wasn't meant to build muscle
  865. >I met a stallion though, he gave me some stuff
  866. >I grew big, I grew strong
  867. >And ponies started taking me seriously
  868. >After graduating I went on to perform with earth ponies in physical contests and blew them out of the water
  869. >My stage presence was unmatched
  870. >I had it all: mares, money, and most importantly, respect
  871. >Those were the happiest days of my life
  872. >I found happiness, settled down with a sweet heart from my high school days
  873. >We wanted to start a family
  874. >Tried it for years before the tests came back
  875. >Years of 'supplement' abuse had left me impotent
  876. >I lost all desire to compete and my mare left soon after
  877. >Now I'm scrambling to get my life back on track
  878. >Get back in touch with what it means to be a pegasus
  879. >Tried out for the Wonderbolts
  880. >But I was too big
  881. >Too slow
  882. >...Too old
  883. >The Equestria Games are my last chance
  884. >Train's coming into the station Buff
  885. >Put on your big, fake smile
  886. >Get your moron voice ready to go
  887. >This is going to be the performance of a lifetime.
  888.  
  889. ---
  890.  
  891. [Bulk Biceps 2]
  892.  
  893. >Turn 40
  894. >My muscles are slowly turning into fat
  895. >It hurts to lift my own head
  896. >Hunch walking form due to excess weight
  897. >Stopped flying because of back problems
  898. >Hair is falling of my balding head
  899. >Excessive performance drug use has made me sterile
  900. >Even if i had a special sompony i wont have kids
  901. >yeah...
  902. >The yellow and pink pony is still nice
  903. >But she is with the big red pony
  904. >His muscles are still there
  905. >My muscles aren't
  906. >yeah...
  907.  
  908. ---
  909.  
  910. [Star Swirl]
  911.  
  912. >60th birthday
  913. >I only knew because Princess Celestia visited with a cake and a few kind words
  914. >I hadn't the heart to tell her she said the exact same thing to me last time
  915. >'Put that old book away and make a friend or two'
  916. >What nonsense
  917. >She is young, even by normal pony standards, and lacks the foresight to see how crucial my work is
  918. >Her and her sister's ascension was no accident, there was powerful magic behind it
  919. >Magic I intend to unravel and understand
  920. >It should not take long, a few years at most for an accomplished wizard
  921. >Once I understand the forces at work, I should be able to use it upon myself
  922. >Then I'll have all the time in the world to conduct my research
  923. >Maybe even take on an apprentice
  924. >Or start a family
  925. >There will be time for all that when this spell is completed
  926. >Just a few more years
  927.  
  928. ---
  929.  
  930. [Gilda]
  931.  
  932. >The lounge I work at threw me a party
  933. >Wouldn't you know it, I turned 40
  934. >Boss knew cause of my application all those years ago, otherwise I would have rather not
  935. >I'm not the biggest fan of parties
  936. >A lot has happened, ya know?
  937. >It's funny, when I started I hated this place
  938. >The people, the low lights, the music, everything
  939. >Till that one day the regular singer called out and the boss threw a dress on me and shoved me on stage
  940. >All that pent up rage and hurt...who knew it made me one heck of a singer?
  941. >Still, one day my voice is gonna give, and that'll be that for me
  942. >No trophies, no medals, no awards, none of that stuff we said we'd do, Dash
  943. >I wonder if you even remember all those nights at Jr Speedsters
  944. >Making all those promises together
  945. >I wonder if you even spare a thought for this old bird
  946. >Whatever, I have chicks to feed now
  947. >You'd think the boss would know better, marrying his best singer and knocking her up
  948. >Business nearly tanked without me
  949. >Heh, its funny ya know
  950. >Had I stayed friends with Rainbow Dash, I would have never met him, never found my real passion, never built a wonderful family...
  951. >But even so, when the lights go off and a packed showroom cheers as I enter the stage
  952. >I can't help but look for you in the crowd
  953. >What the heck are you up to?
  954. >You were my best friend
  955.  
  956. ---
  957.  
  958. [Derpy]
  959.  
  960. >Happy Birthday me!
  961. >Look, it's a special birthday muffin that's really sweet, yum!
  962. >And it's got a special icing that spells out something on the top
  963. >4-0...
  964. >The years finally catch up with me
  965. >In my mind at least, they've been keeping up with my body this whole time
  966. >I've got the postmare of the year award for the past two decades
  967. >But five years ago, some young buck outpaced me by a mile
  968. >And I've been slowing down more and more over the years
  969. >Two weeks ago they told me I was being let go on account of my not meeting their physical threshold
  970. >I started looking for other things to occupy my life, friends, stallions, a family
  971. >But no pony ever was friends with me for any other reason than pity
  972. >And no stallion wanted to get the town cripple, the town freak, to bear their foal
  973. >After all, who knew what that kid would turn out to be like?
  974. >I even tried to adopt an adorable little unicorn
  975. >Her name was Dinky
  976. >But the adoption services treated me just the same as any other pony, like a handicap
  977. >Why can't anypony see past my eyes?
  978. >It's only my eyes, that's the only thing wrong with me I swear!
  979. >But no pony ever listens to me anyway
  980. >But at least I have my muffin!
  981. >Even if I have nopony to share it with.
  982.  
  983. ---
  984.  
  985. [Soarin]
  986.  
  987. >Been feeling slow and old long before 40 hit
  988. >But when it did, oh boy
  989. >Can't even have a slice of pie without my uniform feeling tighter
  990. >Back in the day I could down the whole thing and not gain a pound
  991. >That's the least of my troubles
  992. >Wings ache, joints creak, my lap time is longer and longer
  993. >Spitfire keeps bugging me about retiring
  994. >I know she's right but...I don't know why she's so adamant about me doing it so quickly
  995. >I still have a few years of appearances and VIP status left in me
  996. >What's the rush?
  997. >It's not like MY biological clock is ticking
  998. >She's the one worried about that stuff
  999. >I'd retire if she would too but
  1000. >I'm not gonna be a stay-at-home stud so she can deathgrip that captain's badge a few more years
  1001. >I should have never threw that qualifier
  1002. >I should have been captain, even if it wasn't my dream
  1003. >Cause when I let you win all those years ago
  1004. >I lost the happy-go-lucky girl I fell in love with
  1005.  
  1006. ---
  1007.  
  1008. [BigMac]
  1009.  
  1010. >Turn 41
  1011. >The sun is up before me again
  1012. >AppleBloom let me sleep in again.
  1013. >Gotta remind her im not old yet
  1014. >My yolk is heavier today than usual
  1015. >Breakfast is not made yet
  1016. >Guess i should make something for us both
  1017. >AppleJack left and started a new farm
  1018. >"Hey thanks Big Mac for making grub! im starving!"
  1019. >Eeyup, need help with-
  1020. >"Nah its all good. Ive already did your part and started my side already. You go on and keep the house tidy and ill finish the chores."
  1021. >Eenope, Have you-
  1022. >"Yeah yeah I feed the pigs, kicked the second section, skipped tree number 212, fixed the wheel, cleaned the barrels, and I even had a nice chat with Fluttershy!"
  1023. >Wait who?
  1024. >"Yeah she came by to drop off some medicine for our chickens, poor fellas."
  1025. >H-how is she?
  1026. >"Hmm? Well shoot, she seemed mighty happy this morning. Seems like she has a date night with her husband tonight. Cute couple."
  1027. >Right, well. I guess ill stay inside today?
  1028. >"You got it Mac, cant have you getting cramps. Take it easy ive got it under control."
  1029. >"Righty then, thanks for the food gotta go and finish the chores!"
  1030. >Eeyup
  1031.  
  1032. ---
  1033.  
  1034. [Daring Do]
  1035.  
  1036. >Three continents
  1037. >Four oceans
  1038. >Nine seas
  1039. >Seen them all
  1040. >Sun rises on another day, I've seen enough for well over forty years
  1041. >No celebrations today, I'm stuck in the middle of traveling
  1042. >Neither grand adventure nor hair raising escapade
  1043. >Just a little sight seeing
  1044. >It's all the 'adventure' I do anymore
  1045. >Took too many bad spills
  1046. >Wings and bones have broken in just about every way I can get away with
  1047. >They never really heal
  1048. >Every cold snap or bad storm leaves me aching from head to hoof
  1049. >I like to sail between a few warm haunts
  1050. >I've got two manners and three 'summer' homes I switch between
  1051. >After so many years acquiring and hording treasure and wealth I have no actual way to spend it
  1052. >Or anyone to spend it on
  1053. >After all, another pony would have just been baggage
  1054. >Would have just slowed me down
  1055. >I always worked alone
  1056. >Always kept all the treasure in one share, in one piece, in one vault
  1057. >I get "homesick" a lot now
  1058. >I mean that the way people say seasick
  1059. >After a week walking around an empty home and looking at my stolen treasures I can't stand it anymore
  1060. >But it's all I can take to beat my weak wings to the port and sail to another one of my homes
  1061. >Rinse, lather, repeat
  1062. >I always thought it was gay as all get out when a mare would say something like 'children are the greatest treasure' when I rode through town
  1063. >I just rolled my eyes as hard as possible while reclining on the cart full of gold pulled by the best looking stallions I could hire
  1064. >I am a tough, strong mare
  1065. >I don't need anyone, or anything
  1066. >I especially do not need a stallion or a baby just to be happy
  1067. >Under no circumstances
  1068. >Will that ever happen
  1069. >Especially not at this point
  1070. >Not any more
  1071. >It's too late even if I tried
  1072. >There's no treasure to be found in my temple
  1073.  
  1074. ---
  1075.  
  1076. [Nightmare Moon]
  1077.  
  1078. >40th year imprisoned on my moon.
  1079. >It somehow seems appropriate to wonder at the direction of my life,
  1080. >and the myriad disappointments I have inflicted upon myself.
  1081. >The bonds that seal me here are as strong as ever, no matter how often I challenge them.
  1082. >I'll have a long time to think, it seems.
  1083. >Or I would, did I not have the Great Work to occupy my efforts:
  1084. >The carving of my royal backside upon the far side of the moon.
  1085. >Just you wait, sister!
  1086. >Just you wait.
  1087.  
  1088. ---
  1089.  
  1090. [Pound Cake]
  1091.  
  1092. >Turning 2 in a month
  1093. >Will need to stop wearing diapers
  1094. >Will have to learn how to walk
  1095. >Will need to learn to eat solid food
  1096. >Will need to learn saying words
  1097. >Will need to grow in more teeth
  1098. >Will need to grow more amounts of hair on my scalp
  1099. >Fuck this gay earth
  1100.  
  1101. ---
  1102.  
  1103. [Coco Pommel 2]
  1104.  
  1105. >turning 30 years old today
  1106. >Rarity came up to check on me, dragging spiky with her.
  1107. >She is so lucky yet can't see him for such the sweetheart he is.
  1108. >I tried to flirt with him but he just ignores me for ... Her.
  1109. >Realizing that I am no better than when I was with Suri.
  1110. >To late to start on my own...
  1111.  
  1112. ---
  1113.  
  1114. [Blueblood]
  1115.  
  1116. >“Was it worth it?”
  1117. >These were the last words Auntie Celestia ever said to me
  1118. >That was around twenty years ago
  1119. >Back when I was fit, famous, and not balding at an astounding rate
  1120. >Now I am forty and still the punch line of every halfwit comedian’s standup routine
  1121. >To set the record straight I did not mean for that earth pony bimbo to die
  1122. >You see I was young and stupid, so drunken decisions were the norm
  1123. >After capping my first bottle of cognac I thought it would be a good idea to show my recent bump n’ dump my own private airship
  1124. >After capping the second bottle I thought it would be stellar to take my airship for a cruise along the rivera
  1125. >Flaunting my privilege always got my rocks off
  1126. >I do not recall much about what happened next, but needless to say I crashed
  1127. >I hazily remember thinking how “wickedly awesome” that nosedive was and how stoked I was to walk away with a few scratches
  1128. >Then it hit me bump n’ dump was nowhere to be found
  1129. >I suddenly spy a bloody heap among the wreckage; it was not moving…it was not breathing
  1130. >There was a slight disconnect between me seeing the obviously dead body and puking
  1131. >I bolted shortly after that; never thinking of calling the for help as I was primarily concerned with my own ass at the moment
  1132. >Managed to make to a local inn and rent a room; told nopony about the wreck.
  1133. >In my hubris booked the room under my real name; thought I was finally in the clear
  1134. >I would just tell investigators my airship was stolen
  1135. >Best sleep of my life bar none
  1136. >Woke up to royal guards pulling me out of from underneath the satin covers
  1137. >Shit
  1138.  
  1139. >Trial was a total circus; media swarmed the courthouse like vultures
  1140. >At first I was not worried I was sure my Aunties would just pardon me; it was clear it was mudpony’s fault that we crashed
  1141. The pardon never came
  1142. >My lawyer choose to use the affluenza defense; the legal version of the hail mary pass per say
  1143. >The jury was having none of it though; I was found guilty on all counts
  1144. >Due to my special standing in society the Judge decided it was up to Auntie Celestia to determine my sentence.
  1145. >Feeling no remorse I was brought to see my favorite Auntie and sovereign of the nation
  1146. >I berated her for not just pardoning me and forcing little ole me to sit through that boring trial…dry
  1147. >She just stared me for a full minute with the saddest look in her eyes
  1148. >In lieu of a jail sentence she stripped me of my title of “Prince of the Unicorns” and hence forth restricted my access to the royal funds; I would be put on a limited stipend until I found work.
  1149. >Also all my positions excluding necessities would be auctioned off to pay reparations to the victim’s family
  1150. >It was not fair; I did nothing wrong
  1151. >I eventually had to leave Canterlot due to the amount of abuse its denizens were showing me
  1152. >They had the gall to ridicule and spit at me; savages
  1153. >Ended up moving to the middle of nowhere aka Ponyville under a false name
  1154. >Dyed my beautiful coat and mane to hide my identity
  1155. >Find out that the gold-digger from the gala lives there
  1156. >Never rekindle old passions with her
  1157. >Instead watch her live life to the fullest with her friends while I slave away at a dead end job working at a store that only sells two objects
  1158. >Drown my sorrows in cheap booze and even cheaper strippers
  1159.  
  1160. ---
  1161.  
  1162. [Spike 3]
  1163.  
  1164. >Spike opened his claw, the red jewel he gave to her so long ago clinking to the still ground
  1165. >"Do you think...she'll...remember me?"
  1166. >Twilight closed her eyes, tears falling onto the large dragon's body
  1167. >His breathing became slow, his heavy eyes closed, never to open again
  1168. >"Of course....who could forget a friend like you...?"
  1169. >Twilight remained with her assistant long after the end
  1170.  
  1171. ---
  1172.  
  1173. [Anon]
  1174.  
  1175. >Your 40
  1176. >Your wife left you
  1177. >You cannot see your children under court order
  1178. >You were just fired and now are on welfare
  1179. >You have a dream about that show you used to watch, MLP:FIM
  1180. >You wake up crying, you want to see the show again, their faces again
  1181. >But the merchandise that hasbro put out was crap, you never bought any, and it is never sold on the market now because most of it was thrown out, considered cheap garbage
  1182. >Your quality plushies, and your convention merchandise was destroyed in the storage unit fire
  1183. >You run to your closet and pull out an old box with your flashstick in it
  1184. >You luckily still have a flash drive in an older computer
  1185. >You pull it up and... nothing. The data over time has erased somehow
  1186. >You quickly go online and search
  1187. >4chan, Ponychan, EQD, FIMfiction, Derpibooru... all gone, no longer maintained, erased from the web
  1188. >Most people don't care anymore, but you do
  1189. >But the world doesn't care about you, not enough to even leave you with a child's cartoon about ponies who would love you unconditionally if they were real
  1190. >You go back to bed, crying, alone, and the pony memories fade as your agony for having them again grows stronger...

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