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The feels...

By kqaii
Created: 2022-01-11 14:10:48
Updated: 2022-01-12 04:51:13
Expiry: Never
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  1. Original thread :https://desuarchive.org/mlp/thread/5315365/
  2. original author is Anon.
  3.  
  4. ---
  5.  
  6. [Lyra]
  7.  
  8. > Not gay
  9. > Not even slightly
  10. > Live with Bon Bon anyway
  11. > Know she's gay
  12. > Know she's waiting for soemthing to happen
  13. > Know she's giving it time
  14. > Giving ME time
  15. > I drag it out
  16. > I just like living with her, being taken care of financially
  17. > If we weren't living like a couple, I'd have to get a real job
  18. > She pays the bills while I pursue my musical career
  19. > It's... not working out
  20. > I even play along with the gay thing
  21. > Give her cuddles, naughty looks, let "sexy" moments happen
  22. > Keep her thinking something is *this close* to happening
  23. > It never will
  24. > Feel terrible
  25. > Just scared she'll leave me and have to provide for myself or move back in with parents
  26. > Fuck my life
  27.  
  28. ---
  29.  
  30. [Big Mac]
  31.  
  32. 1:
  33. > Work on farm
  34. > Get scholership to University
  35. > Complete degree in civil engineering
  36. > No jobs in Canterlot
  37. > No jobs anywhere without connections
  38. > Come home to Ponyville
  39. > Family supportive
  40. > Their "you tried your best" pats onthe back sting
  41. > No jobs in Ponyville
  42. > Small town industry/economy
  43. > People rely on "magic".
  44. > End up doing the same farm work I did as a kid
  45. > Get hurt
  46. > have to share duties with "dumb but good-hearted" little sister
  47. > No one to talk to
  48. > Can feel all my skills/knowledge fading away
  49. > Am *this* close to just accepting my fate
  50. > I'm staying here
  51. > On the farm
  52. > eeyup
  53.  
  54.  
  55. 2:
  56. >no mom
  57. >no dad
  58. >mom died giving birth to Applejack
  59. >dad hung himself that night
  60. >my girlfriend told everyone in town I was a philly fooler before electrocuting herself
  61. >all the mares think I'm creepy
  62. >always wanted a kid of my own
  63. >Applejack came home one night drunk and passed out in the kitchen
  64. >I did the deed and got her pregnant
  65. >she doesn't remember the night
  66. >thinks it was some town colt but can't figure out who
  67. >I only wanted a child of my own to love and take care of
  68.  
  69.  
  70. 3:
  71. >Just turned 18
  72. >Took the scholarship test in secret at town hall while running errands
  73. >Pa found the letter in the mail anyway
  74. >He was real upset, for a whole bunch of reasons
  75. >Needed the help on the farm, needed another stallion around
  76. >Didn't want me going to Canterlot, hanging out with prissy unicorn colts
  77. >Didn't think figurin' was anything but mare's work
  78. >What made him the maddest though, was the letter saying l was accepted
  79. >We got into a huge row
  80. >I'll never forget what l said when l left
  81. >"I hate you, Pa."
  82. >I meant it too, even if it made little Applejack cry, not that l wanted to hurt her
  83. >So, l left
  84. >Walked to Manehatten, took the train to Canterlot
  85. >They did dorm me up with a unicorn, just like Pa would have hated
  86. >Tall, strong, snow white, electric blue mane
  87. >Watching him do magic, changing the world with just his mind, it was amazing
  88. >Then we'd pull out our books and he'd be flabbergasted at my calculus warmups
  89. >He was Captain of the hornball team, and he even condoned to playing hoofball with me and a few of the pegasus kids too
  90. >I'll admit, tackled him every chance l got
  91. >Hurt pretty bad when l saw that pretty pink princess leap into his arms
  92. >I'll admit though, she was good enough for him
  93. >What hurt a whole world worse though, was when l got the letter about the accident
  94. >I dropped everything, didn't even pack, just galloped to the station fast as l could
  95. >They were already in the ground by the time l got back
  96. >Didn't even get to see them one last time, never got to apologize
  97. >It was a lot of hard work from then on
  98. >Lots of bucking, had to squeeze the budget to death to get everyone through the first few winters
  99. >Granny always talked up my 'fancy mathematics', at least it had always made her proud
  100. >Never finished my degree
  101. >Never had the chance
  102. >I was so happy when l got my cutie mark, the very first time mom showed me the farm budget and l organized her ledger better than she had it
  103. >I thought it meant l could go far
  104. >But the Apple never falls far
  105.  
  106.  
  107. 4:
  108. >Parents good, hardworking farm ponies
  109. >Worked too hard. Worked into their grave to care for us.
  110. >I swore on their deathbeds to see no one else would suffer this again
  111. >I work day and night, just like my family. I work so no one else will have to work so hard again.
  112. >Sisters don't understand me
  113. >My grandmother doesn't understand me
  114. >But I have learned to bend steel
  115. >I have learned to make metal move
  116. >I have made constructs that withstood all the hell ponies go through
  117. >And with their hooves of iron, there's not a task we couldn't do
  118.  
  119. >They've waited so long for this day
  120. >Someone to take the death away
  121. >No son would ever have to say:
  122. >"My father worked into his grave"
  123.  
  124. ---
  125.  
  126. [Berry Punch]
  127.  
  128. >I hate alcohol
  129. >I really hate alcohol
  130. >I used to drink it as a filly to make my classmates think i was cool
  131. >I drank it in finishing school because it was expected
  132. >I didn't have even a single friend who did want to drink or have me drink
  133. >I don't know how to have fun without alcohol
  134. >I don't feel like I'm myself when I'm sober.
  135. >I can't pay my student debts and am three months behind on rent.
  136. >But I always can afford the punch.
  137. >So come on over, it's Wednesday night, and have some punch with me.
  138.  
  139. >I hear I'm much more interesting when I'm drunk.
  140. >Because it doesn't hurt anymore.
  141.  
  142. ---
  143.  
  144. [Rainbow Dash]
  145.  
  146. 1:
  147. >Be in the closet
  148. >Have to constantly attended high fundamental religious school
  149. >Get made fun of constantly
  150. >Suppress homosexuality from therein
  151. >Find a nice bunch of girls
  152. >None of them are gay
  153. >Get the shy one to say I was really cool in school
  154. >Get so close to wanting to get her on the bed...so damn close
  155. >She calls the police for sexual harrassment, I beg her to drop charges
  156. >She does...surprisingly
  157. >Cry because of lack of marefriends
  158. >Never find love
  159. >And they say love is blind..
  160.  
  161.  
  162. 2:
  163. >Dear Celestia,
  164.  
  165. >I used to be able to fly faster than an eagle and a falcon put together
  166. >I was vice captain of the Junior Speedsters
  167. >I even got to blow the whistle sometimes
  168. >My name is engraved on a two hundred year old wall
  169. >I'm the only pegasus to crack the rainboom barrier in thirty years.
  170. >I single handedly pulled off the water funnel to Cloudsdale
  171. >I know, I KNOW I was pulling 30 WP while my friend was only doing 5.
  172. >After that prereq, I passed the Wonderbolts exam.
  173. >Head of the line, first try, 2000m in 20 seconds flat.
  174. >I was so excited
  175. >i pulled a Rainboom all the way back to ponyville.
  176.  
  177. >But I was too cocky
  178.  
  179. >I was too happy
  180.  
  181. >I lost control
  182.  
  183. >And now Nurse Redheart changes the bag beneath my chair twice a day
  184. >I eat pudding with Ditzy "fucking Derp" Doo every morning.
  185. >Except she can fly, and does her retard day job like a champ
  186. >And here I am shitting myself.
  187. >What am I supposed to learn from this, Princess?
  188.  
  189.  
  190. 3:
  191. >Be the fastest flier in Equestria
  192. >The fastest thing alive
  193. >From my standpoint, everyone else is standing still
  194. >They talk so damn slow
  195. >They all practically live in a separate world from me
  196. >They live in a single, beautiful, perfect moment
  197. >Every time I try to stop to join them, the moment's gone
  198. >All this because that lightning cloud got loose in the rainbow lab somehow
  199. >A freak accident now defines everything about my life
  200. >I am Dash
  201.  
  202. ---
  203.  
  204. [Fluttershy]
  205.  
  206. 1:
  207. >My friends and I have been in some really rough situations
  208. >Dragons, cockatrices, changelings, you name it
  209. >Yet somehow, we always come out
  210. >Or rather, they always come out on top
  211. >I've had my moments, but I know they were just flukes
  212. >Deep down, I know I'm nothing but a coward
  213. >I want nothing more than to see my friends safe and happy
  214. >But one day, I know, my friends will be in trouble
  215. >And the only pony that can save them will be me
  216. >But the only thing getting in the way
  217. >Is myself
  218.  
  219.  
  220. 2:
  221. >My parents were loud
  222. >My Dad shouted every word he spoke
  223. >And my Mom, her voice cut through the clouds and walls like a knife
  224. >He shouted and she shrieked every day
  225. >All night too
  226. >I never wanted anything more than silence
  227. >I tried to whisper to bring their volume down
  228. >They just talked over me
  229. >Soon I started skipping meals
  230. >I couldn't stand to hear them argue
  231. >I felt sick all the time
  232. >But my mother liked how thin I was
  233. >She thought I was cute and beautiful
  234. >She had never said that before
  235. >When I left Cloudsdale I never looked back
  236. >A long time after that I met a man named "Iron Will"
  237. >He taught me I was just like my father after all
  238.  
  239. ---
  240.  
  241. [Applejack]
  242.  
  243. 1:
  244. >I woke up early yesterday morning
  245. >My hips hurt a little, and my lower back was sore.
  246. >I hadn't even done any heavy work the day before.
  247. >I asked Big Mac, but I already knew everything he had to say
  248. >But sometime you just wanna hear your big brother talk
  249. >Specially when you reckon his voice must sound a lot like what Dad's would have
  250. >He tells me his hips started to hurt four years ago
  251. >He never told me
  252. >He even handled the halfa the Applebuck season while I went to the Gala last year
  253. >Say I should switch to drafting carts for awhile and let him buck for a few weeks
  254. >Realize he's been rotating labor my whole working life for a reason.
  255. >I'm only 22
  256. >I have at least fourty more years of hard work ahead of me
  257. >They already hurt, and soon they'll be ground to dust like Granny's
  258. >And I can't reckon if there's going to be anypony to take care of me when I'm that old.
  259. >Mac and I work too hard as is
  260. >We just can't afford to take care of another mouth right now, even if Applebloom starts bucking
  261.  
  262. >But I don't want her to have to start so soon, like Mac and I did
  263. >But if I wait too long maybe I can't bear any fruit of my own
  264.  
  265. >I just don't know what to do.
  266.  
  267. 2:
  268. > Be a farmer
  269. > Live with a big brother and little sister
  270. > Sister is grown up and moves out
  271. > Brother has been seeing Cherilee for a while now
  272. > Cherilee confronts me about the house and Sweet Apple Acres
  273. > Tell that it's my property too
  274. > Her arguement is that she's pregnant, the baby will be born soon and she wants to have family in the house without their aunt.
  275. > Can't imagine me, a single mare living with them too
  276. > Still refuse
  277. > Brother talks to me, convinces me to move out
  278. > Can't deny him, wishes him all the luck
  279. > Move into town, start selling the apples he brings from Sweet Apple Acres
  280. > Go less and less to the old farm
  281. > Go home to empty appartment
  282. > Sigh
  283.  
  284.  
  285. 3:
  286. >Work on farm
  287. >Have the best family ever
  288. >Lots of fantastic friends, too
  289. >Go on adventures with them regularly
  290. >Always have a blast with them
  291. >Life is amazing
  292. >It's not easy being such a great pone
  293.  
  294. ---
  295.  
  296. [Rarity]
  297.  
  298. 1:
  299. >Be young
  300. >Be in high school
  301. >Go to party
  302. >See drugs...alcohol...colts...
  303. >I never asked for this.png
  304. >It's my friend's birthday
  305. >have never really done this stuff before, dad being a cop and all...
  306. >Start partying, getting dizzy
  307. >A nice colt grabs me...says he'll help me refresh out back
  308.  
  309. >He doesn't
  310.  
  311. >He grabs me forcefully behind a bush, starts inserting himself inside of me
  312. >I beg him to stop
  313. >He never did
  314. >Kept pounding until he came
  315. >I cry as he starts beating me until I black out
  316. >Wake up in a hospital
  317. >Leave ASAP
  318. >Later find out I'm pregnant
  319. >Mom and dad won't let me get an abortion
  320. >A few months later, a filly arrives
  321. >A few years later, Sweetie Belle asks for me to help make a "Happy Mother's Day" card for my mom
  322. >I cry and run away.
  323.  
  324.  
  325. 2:
  326. >Ran away from home, parents were too buys with little sister to notice
  327. >Moved into abandoned house, lived there until I could claim it from squatter's rights.
  328. >Start to furnish the place. Make it livable.
  329. >Hunt up gems, sell them on the dragon black market. Barely making ends meet.
  330. >Finally manage to purchase enough silk to make a dress for the next open fashion night.
  331. >piece by piece, stich together my business empire.
  332. >pay back the old owner of the house, I'm finally free from debt.
  333. >get home, parents there.
  334. >"lost all our money to the loan sharks. On gambling. Look after your sister. Bye!"
  335. >allofmywat
  336. >take her out, get her to make some friends.
  337. >oh god, she's actually retarded.
  338. >bring home one of my 'special friends' for 'special cuddle time'.
  339. >she's lying on the table, rolling in her own shit
  340. >Go up the stairs
  341. >to the first floor
  342. >open the door
  343. >everybody walk the dinosaur
  344.  
  345. ---
  346.  
  347. [Twilight Sparkle]
  348.  
  349. 1:
  350. >Be pretty smart...or at least I tell myself
  351. >Everything I now is from books
  352. >Books others wrote
  353. >I one day...reading "An Egghead's guide to Communism" have an epiphany
  354. >I have never came up with a single thing
  355. >Never
  356. >Not once
  357. >I sit back and think, of all the meaningless facts and figures I have organized
  358. >How much of a worthless piece of shit I am
  359. >How even Applejack, who figures out practical problems, could be considered more intelligent then me
  360. >I am the dumbest mare in the town
  361. >And the loneliest
  362. >My friends may not even like me for who I am, just merely who I know
  363. >I realize that my personality is all built on the face that I am a nerd
  364. >More shallow then Rarity
  365. >Dumber then Applejack
  366. >More of a shutin then Fluttershy
  367. >Worthless
  368. >Completely worthless
  369.  
  370.  
  371. 2:
  372. >How many stars are in Orion's belt?
  373. >3
  374. >How many primary forms of magic are there?
  375. >12
  376. >How many primary Equestrian cities are there?
  377. >13
  378. >How many petals are on a Celestial Rose?
  379. >17
  380. >How many books are published in the "Daring Do" series?
  381. >25, minus appendixes and artbooks
  382.  
  383. >How many times can a filly have her heart broken?
  384. >Once
  385. >Just once.
  386.  
  387.  
  388. 3:
  389. >I've passed the entrance exam
  390. >It's the first day of school for the gifted unicorns like myself
  391. >I'm so nervous I can hardly eat
  392. >Spend so long trying to eat my oats I'm almost late
  393. >Run like a little retard through the streets
  394. >7:59
  395. >I slam, and I mean SLAM into the front door of the academy
  396. >It won't open!
  397. >Fuck it won't open!
  398. >I'm pushing and slamming this bitch for all I'm worth
  399. >I can't fail now
  400. >This is the direction of my entire life right here
  401. >Everyone is looking at me through the window
  402. >Celestia is right there
  403. >39 classmates are staring at me.
  404. >I gesture wildly to unlock the door for my.
  405. >Press my face up against the glass, scream about how I'm sorry I was tardy please don't expel me
  406.  
  407. >Celestia gently trots over to the door
  408. >What grace, beauty, and generosity.
  409. >She gently pushes the unlatched door open, towards me.
  410.  
  411. >I read a book about tying a noose that afternoon, alone in the library.
  412. >And that's why you're all my very first friends!
  413.  
  414. ---
  415.  
  416. [Pinkie]
  417.  
  418. 1:
  419. >be lonely
  420. >made fun of all throughout fillyschool
  421. >depression, no life direction
  422. >mareschool arrives
  423. >things start to get better
  424. >learns how to laugh at the insults
  425. >everyone thinks I'm the cool one
  426. >hides behind a mask of confidence
  427. >no one cares about me and assumes I can take on the world
  428. >I still don't have a direction for life
  429. >I still laugh at the insults
  430. >they kill me on the inside
  431. >I'm alone
  432. >so very alone behind my facade,
  433. >my mask, that is my prison.
  434. >you can't have your cake...and eat it too.
  435.  
  436.  
  437. 2:
  438. >Why can't I be normal?
  439. >Pinned against a cop car, yelled at, asked questions
  440. >I didn't mean to touch the foal like that!
  441. >Well...to be honest, I kind of did...
  442. >I always feel like a filly....and so, I should date fillies and colts!
  443. >It's only natural right...
  444. >RIGHT!
  445. >My friends look at me weird, I try to make them laugh
  446. >They just look at me
  447. >I now have to wear a big metal bracelet on my right hindleg
  448. >I really want to go and have another party!
  449. >They won't let me.
  450. >Noone will
  451.  
  452.  
  453. 3:
  454. >A day doesn't go by when I don't think of her
  455. >My best friend from high school
  456. >We did everything together and shared lots of laughs
  457. >One day, she told me a secret
  458. >I promised not to tell anyone
  459. >She told me she was attracted to mares and didn't know what to do
  460. >I told her everything would be OK, I would love her no matter what
  461. >A couple days later I was at a party with her
  462. >I was being myself, jumping around, being the silly clown
  463. >Talking a million miles an hour, not thinking
  464. >Accidentally blurted out that my friend likes girls
  465. >Practically the whole town finds out
  466. >She gets bullied and beat up at school
  467. >Her parents disown her
  468. >Try to make her happy but she tells me I've ruined her life
  469. >I didn't mean to, I'm so sorry
  470. >No matter what I do to help it doesn't get better
  471. >A couple days later I find out she hanged herself
  472. >I wish I could go back to change her mind but it's too late now
  473. >Ever since then I''ve taken secrets seriously
  474. >Losing a friend's trust is the fastest way to lose a friend
  475. >Forever.
  476.  
  477. ---
  478.  
  479. [Celestia]
  480.  
  481. >I'm the reigning princess of Equestria, the shining >Sun Goddess they all know and love. They >respect me. They adore me. They literally >worship me. They love and want and need my >rule. But I'm alone. For a thousand and a >thousand years and more I've been alone.
  482.  
  483. >I sent my sister to the moon for an entire >millennium. I had no other choice.
  484. >My subjects knew I found it regrettable, but they >didn't know the true extent of the heartbreak. I >loved her with all my heart, so all of my heart >broke while I mourned her departure.
  485.  
  486. >But I had to keep on ruling. I had to keep
  487. >on making pretty speeches. I had to be beautiful,
  488. >my tone of voice just right, my posture picture >perfect, my alicorn horn and wings presented just >so to remind them that their benevolent god
  489. >was there and would always be perfect.
  490.  
  491. >They couldn't know I was broken inside.
  492.  
  493. >Far be it from me to say that Luna's exile was all >that made me lonely. My best friends through the >ages of my rule, the rare few ponies who weren't >intimidated by my stature as an alicorn, I have >known to be like transient dust caught up in the >wind. I am immortal. They are not. They die in >waves like the leaves in autumn.
  494.  
  495. >Even Starswirl's magic couldn't fend off time.
  496. >I taught him myself to bend time so he could one >day hopefully survive. So he
  497. >could be my friend and know my heart when I >had no one else but foppish, Grand Galloping
  498. >supplicants who were too intimidated to be my >friends but too needy not to throw themselves at >my hooves in worship. But there are some things >even a goddess can't control.
  499.  
  500. >Yes, time is my enemy, and it is one of the >cruelest ironies of my life that I worshiped for
  501. >governing the cycles of the day that mark its
  502. >inexorable progression.
  503.  
  504. >Is it any surprise, then, that I so much look >forward to your letters, Twilight? You are my only >window to a world I'll never know - the world of a >normal pony with normal friends and a normal >lifespan. I live vicariously through you the same >way my worshipers live vicariously through me.
  505.  
  506. >That's why I forgave you so easily for that want it, >need it incident. You were afraid of being tardy. >You were afraid of an infinitesimal gap in
  507. >time making you anything less than perfect to >me. If only you could see time the way I do.
  508. >You would have laughed the same sad laugh I >did.
  509.  
  510. >Part of my heart dies every time I think,
  511. >against my better judgment, that maybe you >could become what Starswirl couldn't:
  512. >an eternal friend. Because I would so love that. I >would so love another friend.
  513.  
  514. >But you don't deserve the curse.
  515.  
  516. >I forgive you. I forgive you for everything, >Twilight. You're my perfect autumn leaf.
  517.  
  518. >And you'll never get this letter. This is my life's >lesson about friendship. This is how it feels to be
  519. >truly alone...
  520.  
  521. ---
  522.  
  523. [Scootaloo]
  524.  
  525. 1:
  526. >There she goes again
  527. >A streak of rainbow against the sky
  528. >For that one moment, I forget
  529. >I hop off the ground, struggling to flap my wings
  530. >Only to fall back to the ground
  531. >I moan, realization washing over me again
  532. >Rainbow Dash is out of sight at this point
  533. >I loo back at my wings. The tiny, scrawny, horrible little things that the doctors said would never get me off the ground
  534. >I turn back to see my idol's trail dissapating. Words can't express how I long to rise into the air, follow that trail, and strive be on even footing with the world's fastest pegasus
  535. >But deep down, I know I'm just lying to myself
  536.  
  537.  
  538. 2:
  539. >Be innaorphanage
  540. >Have friends with very nice families
  541. >Sweetie Belle has her mom and dad
  542. >At least Apple Bloom has a sister.
  543. >I....have nobody
  544. >I hate being alone
  545. >I sit in my bed and cry...cry for someone to pick me up
  546. >They never do
  547.  
  548. >I constantly hear their side comments about me
  549. >"OH, she looks gay! I don't want a gay child!"
  550. >I scream at them that I'm not
  551. >Although I'm not so sure at times
  552. >I admire Sweetie and Apple Bloom from afar...just wanting to have some company
  553. >They reject my advances
  554. >I try to get Rainbow Dash to like me...I feed her ego constantly...
  555. >But still nothing
  556. >Here I am...alone...forever
  557. >Destined without love
  558. >Destined without anything
  559. >Destined to die alone
  560.  
  561.  
  562. 3:
  563. >Grew up alone
  564. >Lived in a foals home
  565. >Always bullied
  566. >Fuck my pathetic wings
  567. >Fuck you for leaving me!
  568. >Only wanted to fit in
  569. >Only wanted to be loved...
  570. >Not sleep under bridges
  571. >But it's ok
  572. >I forgive you
  573. >You never meant for the fire to happen
  574. >You did your best to protect me
  575. >Better deformed than dead, right?
  576. >I love you Mom
  577. >Love you Dad
  578. >I miss you...
  579.  
  580. ---
  581.  
  582. [Bon Bon]
  583.  
  584. >Be gay
  585. >Invite one of my best friends from High School into my house
  586. >I get money
  587. >She doesn't do anything
  588. >I think she moves in for...other purposes
  589. >She plays along with me...constantly letting me play catch and mouse
  590. >She sucks away my money
  591. >Sucks away my time
  592. >I know I can't get anyone else
  593. >Dear god my life sucks
  594.  
  595. ---
  596.  
  597. [Zecora]
  598.  
  599. >Listen closely, and I'll give you a hint
  600. >How I came to be an Equestria immigrant
  601. >I was playing a game, ring and a ball
  602. >Unaware my fortunes were about to fall
  603. >I was resting enjoying the view of the plains
  604. >While some foolish youth made fun of my refrains
  605. >We fought with brevity and I was victorious
  606. >Although I did not anticipate growing notorious
  607. >I was forced in a hot-air balloon, and I was quite scared
  608. >Forced to live with my auntie and uncle in Bel-Air
  609.  
  610. ---
  611.  
  612. [Discord]
  613.  
  614. 1:
  615. >Lived a long life of monotony.
  616. >Eons pass without change.
  617. >Suddenly life appears.
  618. >I watch it grow.
  619. >I watch it spread.
  620. >Fell asleep outside small village.
  621. >Wake up to.filly standing over me.
  622. >She stares at me.
  623. >I give her a glass of milk....it's chocolate.
  624. >She smiles.
  625. >I decide.
  626. >I'll make them smile.
  627. >1000 years pass.
  628. >They've stopped smiling so long ago...
  629. >The filly I saw so long ago stands before me.
  630. >Older and beautiful.
  631. >An alicorn.
  632. >She has a sister with her.
  633. >Magic pours from them in the hues of the rainbow.
  634. >It burns.
  635. >But.
  636. >But.
  637. >She smiles.
  638.  
  639.  
  640. 2:
  641. > Create oder and equality through balance of the elements
  642. > Have one world revolt with their "magic"
  643. > Get overpowered and enclosed in stone
  644. > Wait thousands of years to awaken
  645. > Try to restore the natural state of things again
  646. > Get enclosed in stone once again by six "elements of harmony"
  647.  
  648. > That feel when you are the only one that realizes that, if things go unbalanced for too long, everything goes to shit
  649. > That feel when you are only trying to save these poor ponies
  650.  
  651. ---
  652.  
  653. [Spike]
  654.  
  655. 1:
  656. >Hello Applebloom
  657. >Boy, have I sure heard a lot about you
  658. >I was with your sister when we were captured by the diamond dogs
  659. >We were in that pit of hell for over five years
  660. >When two women are in a situation like this
  661. >You take on certain responsibilities of the other
  662. >Take this necklace, for instance
  663. >It's your sisters element of harmony
  664. >It's your birthright.
  665. >And when your sister went into those pits and lost her way
  666. >She knew those bastard dogs were going to try and get their greasy paws on it
  667. >So she hid it in the one place those paws would never reach
  668. >Her ass
  669. >And after five years drafting and digging in that hellhole she died
  670. >And I, as generous as I was, hid that uncomfortable ruby apple up my ass for two years
  671. >After seven long years, I escaped and found my way home to my family
  672. >And now, Applebloom, I give this necklace to you.
  673.  
  674.  
  675. 2:
  676. >I was magically hatched, far away from the nest my egg was snatched from
  677. >All i've ever known is the endless task of doing chores and assisting Twilight with whatever she needs done
  678. >I realized long ago that i wasn't like those around me, a curiosity...a beast..
  679. >Twilight tries to cheer me up, but it feels so empty...so patronizing.
  680. >While out on an errand, i see some foals playing in a park. They run to their mothers, who smother them with love.
  681. >I suddenly feel so desperately alone and unloved. I hide my tears and go back to my task.
  682. >The same night when i've gone to bed and Twilight says "Goodnight, Spike!"
  683. >I say "Goodnight mommy.."
  684. >She pretends she didn't hear it and walk away.
  685. >This time, i can't stop the tears
  686.  
  687.  
  688. 3:
  689. >I'm so hungry
  690. >The only time i get any real nutrients is on the rare occasion i can gain some gems
  691. >ponys are vegetarian but dragons... have fangs for a reason
  692. >I realized a long time ago how shallow Rarity was but i still pretend to love her, i still fawn and work for her
  693. >She has gem and shes generous with them
  694.  
  695. >I have a fake ego, as in my personality isn't the real me
  696. >It's just a front to fit in to pony society and some times i just lose control and real dragon comes out
  697. >Friends only seen it once when i started to hoard but other time when I'm too hungry my mind just gos away
  698. >Snap back with a full stomach and some ripped apart wood land animal
  699. >It'll start to happen more as I grow larger and need more food
  700.  
  701.  
  702. 4:
  703. >Non biological mother
  704. >Never found real parents
  705. >Dragon’s not welcome in Ponyville
  706. >Slave
  707. >Endless hours of chores for no paper
  708. >Early starts, finish super late
  709. >Get moaned at for oversleeping
  710. >Only mare I have feels for is strung for douchey colts
  711. >Not even dragon by dragon standards
  712. >Never listened to though always right
  713. >Outwitted by an owl, an owl that turk murr jurb
  714. >Ponies fucking crazy
  715. >Outlive friends
  716. >Friends
  717. >Under-appreciated
  718. >Learnt to read and write to send Tai letters for Twilight, sort her shit and read her shit
  719. >Still considered a baby
  720.  
  721. ---
  722.  
  723. [Trixie]
  724.  
  725. >Hocus Pocus
  726. >My eyes cannot focus
  727. >As I look inside my crystal ball
  728. >The Great Trixie is not great at all
  729. >I look at myself in this puddle
  730. >Everything I see is incorrect
  731. >I'm a colt not a mare
  732. >I want someone to pay attention for once
  733. >I thought people liked confidence
  734. >I thought people liked magic
  735. >I thought people were accepting
  736. >They aren't
  737. >So here I am...noose around my neck.
  738. >Good bye world
  739. >I will make the Great and Powerful Trixie....disappear.
  740.  
  741. ---
  742.  
  743. [Gilda]
  744.  
  745. >hatchling of Griffon kingdom ambassador to equestria
  746. >raised in the Celestial kingdom, growing up with pegasi
  747. >never really fit in with the ponies
  748. >most of them think I barely count as a person
  749. >fall in with outcasts and fuckups, only ever really feel a connectionn with one mare
  750. >she's almost as much of a freak as me
  751. >Hanng out, cut class, commit petty vandalism, and just fly with her
  752. >we push ourselves to the limits to go as fast and as high as we can
  753. >feel...happy
  754. >but nothing lasts forever
  755. >the mare flunks out of flight school, and you head back to the griffon kingdoms
  756. >just as much as an outcast there as you were in equesteria
  757. >people think growing up with ponies has made you soft
  758. >time passes, wandering over the continent, never fitting in anywhere, never welcomed
  759. >manage to find friend from flight academy again
  760. >she's got a job now...and regular pony friends
  761. >one of them goes out of her way to show me that there's no room for me in their little group
  762. >I can take a hint...don't need to be laughed at by my best friend to see I'm not wanted
  763. >leave in a huff, the only person who I ever really liked choosing to stick with her kind rather then me
  764. >ancestors....why am I such a screw up
  765.  
  766. ---
  767.  
  768. [Octavia]
  769.  
  770. >be just a young filly when it happened
  771. >the abuse was never stopped
  772. >my mothers passing made it harder on my father to cope
  773. >he always took it out on me
  774. >eventually I find a release, my music
  775. >due to my emotion that I poured into my music, it became famous
  776. >no-one knew of the depressing truth behind it
  777. >eventually get enough money to go to Canterlot music university
  778. >leave the past behind me
  779. >met another pony her name is vinyl
  780. >start talking to her a lot we would share secrets, we became very close
  781. >love bloomed between us
  782. >we became even closer, we moved in together
  783. >the memories of the past keep coming back every time I dream
  784. >I always wake screaming in pain
  785. >but when I see vinyl beside me holding me I feel safe
  786. >she will always be mine and I will always be hers
  787.  
  788. ---
  789.  
  790. [Dinky]
  791.  
  792. >It's 9:00 at night
  793. >This is the moment of the day I hate the most
  794. >This is the wrong part.
  795. >My mom stumbles into the room
  796. >She's above my bed
  797. >I pretend to be asleep, but it doesn't matter
  798. >She gently and carefully pushes my shoulder so I'm on my back
  799. >She carefully lays on top of me, full contact over my entire body
  800. >She's supporting her own weight but still firmly pressed against me
  801. >I can't struggle
  802. >Her hooves hold my head in place
  803. >Her tongue is in my mouth
  804. >Stop it mom
  805. >I lay there while she brushes my gums and tongue
  806. >She sort of squeezes me with her thighs
  807. >This is wrong
  808. >And with a wet pop she breaks the seal and drool drips on my face
  809. >"Goodnight muffin! Mommy loves you so much."
  810. >She goes to her own bed
  811.  
  812. >I've never told anyone else about this until long after I grew up
  813.  
  814. >Turns out mom was molested the entire time she was a child because she was "special"
  815. >She honestly thought that's how a parent showed their child that they loved them very much
  816. >I wasted ten years of not speaking to my mother
  817.  
  818. ---
  819.  
  820. [Shining Armor]
  821.  
  822. 1:
  823. >Had a crush on my sister's foalsitter
  824. >Figured it was just hormones, she was kinda boring to talk to
  825. >Years later
  826. >Get assigned to guard her room
  827. >She's strong, authoritative, smart
  828. >Seductive
  829. >She's a woman now
  830. >Can't stop thinking about her
  831. >Finally admit it to her
  832. >She smiles
  833. >I'll never forget that smile
  834. >We make love for days
  835. >I propose by the end of the week
  836. >She accepts
  837. >Big day
  838. >Shit happens
  839. >Find out Cadence was some kinda bug...thing
  840. >Marry the real one
  841. >She's just as boring as I remember her
  842. >Drones on about nothing, doesn't order me around or pin me to the wall like her fake did
  843. >Sex is horrible
  844. >Want to leave, want to find my real love
  845. >Work up the courage to finally tell her
  846. >Before I can speak, she hugs me and cheers that she's pregnant
  847. >She's crying
  848. >I start crying too....
  849.  
  850.  
  851. 2:
  852. >Captain of Royal Guard
  853. >All of my dreams have been fulfilled
  854. >Beautiful wife
  855. >Beautiful daughter
  856. >Parents couldn't be more proud
  857. >Of my sister
  858. >She's the perfect child
  859. >She's the perfect student
  860. >She's the perfect Element of Magic
  861. >She's my little sister
  862. >More people know her name than mine
  863. >My wife has been distant
  864. >Always asking what I did with the Changeling Queen
  865. >Says she won't get mad
  866. >She can't lie very well
  867. >Find out that Celestia only had me as Captain of Royal Guard as a favor to my sister
  868. >My little sister
  869. >My surprisingly big little sister
  870.  
  871. >Still Captain of Royal Guard
  872. >Wife spends more and more time with her
  873. >So does daughter
  874. >Daughter says she wants to be like aunt when she grows up
  875. >Sister saves Equestria again
  876. >and again
  877. >and again
  878. >It was true; Princess Celestia WAS training a successor all along
  879. >Attend ceremony
  880. >Whole of Equestria celebrates
  881. >for days
  882. >She makes peace with the Gryphon kingdom
  883. >She invents computers and discovers DNA
  884. >Statues in her glory; whole tomes detailing her life and accomplishments
  885. >Equestria is utopic; guards and military useless
  886. >Still Captain of the Royal Guard
  887. >Must always refer to Her as Her Majesty
  888. >And she enjoys it
  889. >I know it
  890. >Why does she need a guard anyway?
  891. >...Why should she ANYPONY ever needed me anyway?
  892. >Life has become all too like a nightmare
  893.  
  894. ---
  895.  
  896. [Luna]
  897.  
  898. 1:
  899. >The night belonged to me.
  900. >I painted the sky in brilliant pinpoints of light.
  901. >Sailed the moon across the firmament and silvered the land in its light.
  902. >But they loved my sister more.
  903. >No matter what I did, my sister was always better.
  904. >No matter how hard I tried, none looked my way.
  905. >I was never good enough.
  906. >I could never be good enough.
  907. >She would smile and try to cheer me up.
  908. >She doesn't get it.
  909. >She's never been second best.
  910. >I saw them all looking at me with contempt and disgust.
  911. >Looks that festered in my soul.
  912. >I hid. I cried.
  913. >Then I got mad.
  914. >I hurt them. Hurting them hurt her. So I liked it.
  915. >Then I started killing them.
  916. >I liked that too.
  917. >So she had to do something. You know about that.
  918. >A thousand years in the moon, feeding on my hatred.
  919. >Until there was nothing left.
  920. >She wanted to forgive me.
  921. >Because she's so perfect.
  922. >I have a second chance now.
  923. >I can do better this time.
  924. >I can be better this time.
  925. >I really try.
  926. >I really do.
  927. >But they all still look at me with contempt and disgust.
  928. >And this time, with fear too.
  929. >Looks that fester in my soul.
  930.  
  931. 2:
  932. >Equestria was not always beautiful.
  933. >My mother and father sent my sister and I to a lifeless, ignorant land.
  934. >The world was searing in the day. The night brought terrible cold, and hideous monsters that feasted upon them, or violently amused themselves with their corpses.
  935. >We kept the only intelligent forms alive. The ones that looked like us.
  936. >We maintained their world. We kept them alive from the monstrosities, against the cold and heat and violence.
  937. >We were goddesses.
  938. >The armies rose for us. To protect themselves, and to protect us.
  939. >But the night was unforgiving.
  940. >My armies dwindled. Yet I persevered.
  941. >The monsters became only storie.
  942. >And so I took to work, beautifying the world they once huddled from.
  943. >Dots of light, innumerable and encompassing.
  944. >moon of platinum, to light their way in the dark.
  945. >To show them they need not fear that night.
  946. >Yet they stole away to their homes.
  947. >Built upon the graves of my army, the ones that allowed them their rest.
  948. >Beneath a sky of twinkling light, to show them they no longer needed fear.
  949. >I tried so hard.
  950. >My followers tried so hard.
  951. >But I am the one that named the stars.
  952. >Glittering dots, an epitaph to every dead soldier.
  953. >The night was not always beautiful, after all.
  954.  
  955.  
  956. 3:
  957. >You know me. I am War.
  958. >Taught my sister a lesson. It got out of hand.
  959. >I've taken down dragons for sport.
  960. >Brought the Griffon Wars to an end--
  961. >Stained the field of battle so red the peace treaty has lasted for over twelve hundred years.
  962. >Tore apart a battalion of changelings the day of Cadence's wedding.
  963. >Busted my sister out of Discord's imprisonment.
  964. >(First thing she did then was start mailing letters, WTF?)
  965. >Thought I'd take on an apprentice, maybe pitch her against my sister's protege.
  966. >(Turns out my candidate hanged herself a few days before I summoned her.
  967. >Weak sauce!)
  968. >Showed up in Ponyville for my holiday.
  969. >Act all autistic to mess with the Elements of Harmony.
  970. >Head back to Canterlot to yuk it up with my sister.
  971. >She ate the cake I'd been saving.
  972. >FUCKING CELESTIA!!
  973.  
  974.  
  975. 4:
  976. >seems like an age ago that we brought the ponies together through blood and faith
  977. >we rule as queens and goddesses
  978. >other kingdoms have long since stopped waging wars with us, their children now work our crystal mines, miles beneath the city
  979. >they'll never see our sun or our moon again, they won't be remembered for financing the golden age of Equestria
  980. >the griphons still hold out across the sea but they'll never dare to return to this continent
  981. >We led the army against them ourselves
  982. >hundreds of their dried out corpses hang from the towers of canterlot
  983. >I've done all I could be asked to do for my country
  984. >I've kept the peace
  985. >Equestria is rich now thanks to our bloody work
  986. >a brave new world
  987.  
  988. >the 'Elements of Harmony' work as expected
  989. >the new statues in the royal gardens stand testament to that
  990. >I like to look into their horrified eyes, I know that they still see and hear everything in the alabaster prison of their new bodies
  991. >I wonder what they think now, are they angry or depressed? Have their thought long since been taken by madness?
  992. >as well they should, with all the ponies sacrificed to forge them
  993. >I still hear their screams from the foundries below the city, makes me feel even colder inside
  994. >I look down upon the ants that wander the streets below
  995. >pathetic inbred nobles, living off of our teet
  996. >merchants trying to peddle their overpriced goods
  997. >they all fear me now
  998. >I'm not stupid, the spymasters have told me everything
  999. >my own sister, the mare with which I purged the world of mankind, the one whom I ruled with for so long...
  1000. >she spreads rumors, tries to cleanse her hooves of our work
  1001. >she spreads word that it was I, that I am the demon and that it was all my fault
  1002. >they whisper of my bloodthirst now as though they do not see that all we did- we did for them
  1003. >I hear hoofsteps outside my room now
  1004. >I already know it's her
  1005. >she pushes open the doors
  1006. >the souls bound by the Elements scream towards me
  1007. >it is done, she's the good sister now
  1008. >the kind one who defeated my evil
  1009. >history will remember her as the great hero and tales of my cruelty will be used to scare young foals
  1010. >I hope you burn, dear sister
  1011.  
  1012. >the work goes well, the kingdom prospers
  1013. >we are strong now, we are dominant as we should be
  1014. >still, I can't help but see that something is missing
  1015. >when I stand upon this balcony and look down into the streets, I see hard faces and harder lives
  1016. >my subjects are as cold as I am, they must be such to survive
  1017. >it is my greatest dream to make them kind and innocent once more, like they were before the great crusades
  1018. >I find myself thinking that I will do anything to see this happen
  1019. >for them to be kind, their leader must be benevolent as well
  1020. >we can't be those leaders when the blood of the innocent drips from our hooves
  1021. >I made my choice long ago, my sister must fall so that a true age of peace may rise
  1022. >her sacrifice will absolve me
  1023. >now I stand here, before her doors with the Elements in hoof
  1024. >it is time
  1025. >my stomach churns, I'll never forget your screams
  1026. >all our sins are yours to bear now, perhaps the moon is far enough away to let me forget them, at least
  1027. >I really am sorry sister, but you must see that this is for the greater good!
  1028. >they may not yet believe the tales of your evil and my stoic purity
  1029. >it'll take a few generations and changes in the history books
  1030. >oh, but I do have all of eternity to wait for them to come around...
  1031.  
  1032. ---
  1033.  
  1034. [Sweetie Belle]
  1035.  
  1036. >My sister never really liked me
  1037. >She yelled at me
  1038. >Called me a retard
  1039. >Said I wouldn't do anything
  1040. >I wanted to ask her if we could go out sometime, but she yelled at me
  1041. >I want to be a good sister!
  1042. >I try so hard for her, but she just calls me these big words I don't understand
  1043. >One day, Ms. Cheerilee gave me this really hard test because she was concerned
  1044. >It was really really hard
  1045. >I don't think I did so well on it
  1046. >Then I got moved to this class with really smart ponies, and these other ponies like me!
  1047. >Rarity heard about it and got angry...
  1048. >She made me kiss the pillow for a long time last night...
  1049. >I couldn't breath...as usual...
  1050. >I passed out and Rarity left a note with all these words and phrases I couldn't understand
  1051. >I went out to my new school, they said I had something with my head they need to fix, I told them what Rarity did to me
  1052. >They put on these really surprised faces
  1053. >These big ponies came and talked to Rarity
  1054. >She got really nice all of a sudden
  1055. >She even took me out to eat ice cream!
  1056. >Apple Bloom and Scootaloo don't hang out with me much anymore...but that's okay! I have friends at my new special school!
  1057. >My life is really happy!
  1058.  
  1059. ---
  1060.  
  1061. [Cutie mark crusaders]
  1062.  
  1063. >We are the Cutie Mark Crusaders
  1064. >Mentally damaged and sexually abused
  1065. >And we will never stop the journey
  1066. >Until we are loved and no longer confused
  1067.  
  1068. ---
  1069.  
  1070. [Fleur-di-lis]
  1071.  
  1072. >Late 30s
  1073. >Not quite as fast and skilled as I used to be
  1074. >Resign from the royal guard with multiple honors and accolades
  1075. >Take some time to myself
  1076. >Civilian life boring, go into bodyguarding
  1077. > Small gigs for awhile, then some rich snob offers to hire me full time
  1078. >At first thing he just likes a pretty face, but take the job
  1079. >Not very exciting but a lot of travel
  1080. >Get to know the client
  1081. >A lot more to him than just some overindulging unicorn
  1082. >Start making myself look nicer
  1083. >When he notices, stumble and tell him its to blend in better
  1084. >He buys it
  1085. >Always at his side
  1086. >Never let any harm come to him
  1087. >Would give my life in an instant
  1088. >Is this what love is like?
  1089. >What my life of service never let me know?
  1090. >Watch him with his new friend
  1091. >Not sure if she's genuine or a gold digger
  1092. >Stand in silence
  1093. >Duty comes first
  1094. >It always come first
  1095.  
  1096. ---
  1097.  
  1098. [Minuette]
  1099.  
  1100. >Its past midnight
  1101. >She's still not home
  1102. >Third night this week
  1103. >Consider going to look
  1104. >Don't want to leave Ruby alone
  1105. >It's getting worse and worse
  1106. >Try to talk to her about it, get a mouthful and she leaves earlier
  1107. >Talk to my friends, they're supportive up to when I ask them to help
  1108. >Then they switch gears and tell me I'm overreacting
  1109. >Sigh, get ready to head to bed
  1110. >Door opens
  1111. >Sound of stumbling hoofsteps
  1112. >I approach slowly
  1113. >She sees me and smiles sloppily
  1114. >Stumbles over and grabs me in a tender hug
  1115. >She stinks of the stuff
  1116. >Hug back
  1117. >She says something unintelligible but I know what she was trying to say
  1118. > All my anger and anxiety melts away
  1119. >Nopony's life is perfect, why should I complain?
  1120. >She always comes home eventually
  1121. >"I love you too, Berry"
  1122.  
  1123. ---
  1124.  
  1125. [Twist]
  1126.  
  1127. >Sometimeth it'th not easy being a foal.
  1128. >Friendth at school make fun of me for how I look. For how I talk.
  1129. >Can't really blame them.
  1130. >Sometimes I make candies for them. They're still my friendth.
  1131. >I don't really like it at school, but I stay there ath long ath I can.
  1132. >Try to get detention.
  1133. >Join clubth I don't like.
  1134. >When it getth dark I always end up at home though.
  1135. >Don't know why Mom hateth me so much.
  1136. >She callth me names too. That she never wanted me. She sayth she wath raped. I don't know what that meanth.
  1137. >Sometimeth she hits me.
  1138. >No one finds out 'cause the glasseth cover the marks usually.
  1139. >I tried making her a batch of extra spethial candy dropth last week to apologize for not being a good foal.
  1140. >They were in the garbage a day later.
  1141. >Must have not been very good.
  1142. >It'th alright though.
  1143. >I'm working on my lisp. I think I thound a lot better now!
  1144. >And I really like curling my mane.
  1145. >I'll sit and primp it for hourth trying to get it as poofy as pothible.
  1146. >Tonight it'th extra curly, so tomorrow will be extra good!
  1147. >I know if I keep my mane really pretty that one day people will see I'm a pretty pony too.
  1148. >Don't you think I'm a pretty pony?
  1149. >Please...
  1150.  
  1151. ---
  1152.  
  1153. [Derpy]
  1154.  
  1155. 1:
  1156. >I had a small roll in a TV show, be part of a crowd
  1157. >I couldn't uncross my eyes, director yelled at me
  1158. >I went home, expecting to be fired
  1159. >Week passed, then another, then the phone rang
  1160. >They wanted me back
  1161. >People liked me for my silly eyes and my smile
  1162. >So I came back and did silly things in the background
  1163. >Ponies laughed, people laughed
  1164. >I laughed too, it was fun being an actress, even if only in gags
  1165. >One day I got curious and went on the internet
  1166. >There was some mean stuff about me, I was ready for that
  1167. >I mean, I'm a walking gag reel, right?
  1168. >But what really took me by surprise was the other stuff...
  1169. >People loved me, they drew pictures of me getting flowers, love letters, muffins...
  1170. >I don't get the muffins thing but it was cute
  1171. >Even crazier, people seemed to think the small filly I shared a scene with was mine
  1172. >They wrote stories about me and her, me being a good mommy
  1173. >How I was the super clumsy mailmare with a heart of gold
  1174. >How I loved my daughter very much and did everything I could for her
  1175. >I cried for hours, reading story after story
  1176. >Imagining that life
  1177. >Even when they made my life miserable and tough, they made me seem so amazing
  1178. >The best mailmare, the best mommy in the world
  1179. >Always coming out on top even though I wasn't special...
  1180. >...if they only knew how alone and unremarkable I really was...
  1181.  
  1182.  
  1183. 2:
  1184. >Went to seminar.
  1185. >Friends wanted to go.
  1186. >Money is tight, really couldn't afford it.
  1187. >Well, it was fun.
  1188.  
  1189. >1 week later.
  1190. >Knock at the door.
  1191. >Iron Will wants his money.
  1192. >30 bits.
  1193. "I'm sorry, I don't have it right now."
  1194. >You just don't know what went wrong.
  1195. >Scared to tell him you were not satisfied.
  1196. "I'll have the money next week!"
  1197. >Iron Will scowls.
  1198. >"Well if I have to wait I'm going to charge some interest."
  1199. "How much?"
  1200. >"Not money."
  1201.  
  1202. >Weeping, you bend over for the monster.
  1203. >It's the only way.
  1204. >If he goes to the police you could lose Dinky.
  1205. >Iron Will rams his monster cock up your plothole.
  1206. >Oh Celestia it hurts so bad.
  1207. >It's like he's ripping you open.
  1208. >At least he's done quick.
  1209. >"Iron Will will be back next week for his money."
  1210. "I promise, sir, I'll have it."
  1211. >"You better, or Iron Will is gonna charge more interest next time!"
  1212.  
  1213. >You cry in the bath.
  1214. >The pain is awful.
  1215. >But doctor visits are expensive.
  1216. >Gotta clean up before Dinky gets home.
  1217.  
  1218. >Dinky comes home from school.
  1219. >You're so happy to see her...the joy of your life.
  1220. >She hands you a permission slip.
  1221. >"Miss Cheerilie is taking us to the Canterlot Museum of Art."
  1222. >"But it's 30 bits for the train, lunch & museum admission."
  1223. >Your heart feels like bursting.
  1224. >You can't deny Dinky this class trip.
  1225. >But it means you won't be able to pay Iron Will on time.
  1226. >"Momma, if it's too much money"
  1227. "Don't be silly. Of course you can go."
  1228. >"Thanks momma, are you okay?"
  1229. "I'm fine, I have a little cold."
  1230. >"Momma you shouldn't go to your night job if you're sick."
  1231. "I'm okay, muffin, I'll be fine."
  1232. >Dinky gives you a big hug.
  1233. >You would do anything, suffer any pain for her.
  1234. >Anything.
  1235.  
  1236.  
  1237. 3:
  1238. >been somewhat of a loaner for my whole life
  1239. >always "that weird pony" no one wants to have anything to do with
  1240. >lots of trouble finding friends
  1241. >kind of ditzy, hard times in social interactions
  1242. >in what I interpret today as a desperate cry for attention...
  1243. >...one day I come up with this retard persona
  1244. >derped my eyes, changed my voice to that of a braindead idiot
  1245. >whenever I fucked something up I went derpy in an attempt to escape ridicule
  1246. >sometimes they'd laugh with me, sometimes they'd laugh at me
  1247. >either way, I got noticed
  1248. >even came to be known, as "Derpy Hooves" the wall eyed idiot
  1249. >playing stupid was never exactly fun, but I was good at it
  1250. >maybe the only thing I was ever good at
  1251.  
  1252. >never got rid of that self imposed stigma till the present day
  1253. >often times I can't tell if people treat me as retarded for real or in jest
  1254.  
  1255. >one day, working my bitch of a job at the local moving company
  1256. >navigating the air mail carriage wagon
  1257. >in what may possibly have been the biggest fuck up of my life
  1258. >I drop the entire thing in the middle of Ponyville, completely destroying the town hall in the process
  1259. >panicked so hard I was physically about to throw up
  1260. >figured this would be my total social and financial ruin
  1261.  
  1262. >as it turns out nopony expects me to cover the thousands of bits of damage
  1263. >because I'm "Derpy", the local mindfucked dumbshit who apparently isn't mentally able to account for when she fucks up
  1264.  
  1265. >I want to die
  1266.  
  1267. ---
  1268.  
  1269. [Blueblood]
  1270.  
  1271. >Live with aunts because my dad physically abused me
  1272. >Be antisocial and untrustworthy of other people because of previously mentioned childhood abuse
  1273. >Aunts are the only people who've ever shown me any real kindness
  1274. >Aunts encourage me to go outside and socialize
  1275. >I'm skeptical
  1276. >They invite me to this big party they hold every year
  1277. >Reluctantly agree to go
  1278. >Put on my best bowtie, hoping for the best
  1279. >Go to party
  1280. >See this beautiful girl giving me the eye from across the room, I immediately get nervous and go outside to collect myself
  1281. >Having no real experience with women I don't know what to do
  1282. >Dad used to tell me the only way to attract a woman was to hold yourself above them
  1283. >Better than nothing...
  1284. >Go on through the party with her, trying to enjoy myself but not really feeling right about how I'm treating her
  1285. >Cake comes literally out of nowhere towards me
  1286. >Hits the girl in the face
  1287. >Girl freaks out, screams at me and ruins my best clothes by smothering me with cake
  1288. >Later see my aunt laughing with that bitch and the rest of her friends
  1289. >Feel completely crushed and betrayed
  1290. >Storm back to my room, cry for hours and silently sob in the corner whimpering for my mother
  1291. >Next day aunts act like nothing happened
  1292. >I contemplate suicide all the time, just wishing it would end
  1293.  
  1294.  
  1295. [Mercury and Flowershine]
  1296.  
  1297. picture related:https://desu-usergeneratedcontent.xyz/mlp/image/1428/54/1428543805590.png
  1298.  
  1299. >just barely make the cut for the prestigious wonderbolt academy
  1300. >feel kind of shy and overwhelmed
  1301. >very first day jump into laps and find out you're among the slowest of the new recruits
  1302. >everyone else seems so much more confident and capable than you
  1303. >there's a cute mare there though who seems just as out of place
  1304. >next day real training begins
  1305. >excited to be wearing the uniform, start thinking maybe you belong here
  1306. >you and the cute mare happen to be next to each other at the end of the exercise trying to catch your breath
  1307. >she's panting and looks bummed
  1308. >you suddenly think you should pat her on the back
  1309. >you get your hoof halfway up, but pause
  1310. >should you?
  1311. >what if she thinks that's creepy? maybe you don't know each other that well, but then again maybe this is a good way to get to know her? Oh Celestia, someone's going to notice you with your hoof just hanging there!
  1312. >trials for the day end and she heads off to the mess hall, leaving you behind without even noticing you're there
  1313. >damnit
  1314.  
  1315. -
  1316.  
  1317. >just barely make the cut for the prestigious wonderbolt academy
  1318. >feel kind of shy and overwhelmed
  1319. >very first day jump into laps and find out you're among the slowest of the new recruits
  1320. >everyone else seems so much more confident and capable than you
  1321. >there's a cute colt there though who seems just as out of place
  1322. >next day real training begins
  1323. >excited to be wearing the uniform, start thinking maybe you belong here
  1324. >you and the cute colt happen to be next to each other at the end of the exercise trying to catch your breath
  1325. >that really took the wind out of you
  1326. >feel more inadequate than ever
  1327. >the cute colt is looking at you
  1328. >he lifts his hoof up
  1329. >you think about how nice it would be to have a little reassurance right now
  1330. >you wait him to do something nice like pat your back or say something supportive
  1331. >he doesn't budge, just keeps looking
  1332. >he must think you're the worst flyer ever
  1333. >you grab whatever bit of self confidence you still have and walk off to the mess hall
  1334. >you need a glass of water
  1335. >make sure to splash some on your face
  1336. >can't let them see you cry
  1337. >especially him
  1338.  
  1339.  
  1340.  
  1341. /////
  1342.  
  1343. The entire show has been nothing but stories being read to a child by their mother. The mother turns out to be Twilight who wrote the book based on her own life experiences.[/spoiler:lit]
  1344.  
  1345. >last scene of the last episode
  1346. >camera pulls out over a visibly changed Ponyville
  1347. >denser houses, paved roads, a few four storey buildings
  1348. >on a lawn outside an old library a purple alicorn is reading to a trio of dusty coloured foals
  1349. >"Did that all really happen mama?" says one, the youngest.
  1350. >"Yeah, especially the bit with the dragon! Everypone knows those are extinct!"
  1351. >"I think that's up to you to decide, children." the venerable matron replies.
  1352. >camera pulls back further
  1353. >soundtrack cuts out
  1354. >"Friendship was Magic"
  1355. >"Developed for TV by Lauren Faust"
  1356. >original theme tune remixed into a lullaby begins to play...

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