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>Jump over the barrier, walk down the corridor to the left.
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>This one goes on for a while.
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>Labyrinths like these are always so close together for some reason.
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>Then there’s the fact that they are seemingly scattered virtually everywhere.
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>Most of these places are apart of various quests.
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>Some of those are freely given, while others, randomly discovered.
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>Adventurers search these to earn fortune, fame, power, and more.
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>The difficulty of them vary greatly, with some being easy, some being hard.
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>No matter the difficulty, they themselves are integral.
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>Because without doing them, there can be no progress in the story.
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>Even the smallest of quests can have a much larger impact overall.
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>Such as assisting a cook in getting supplies for the duke’s birthday, which leads to fighting a dark wizard bent on controlling the world.
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>It’s quests like those that make things interesting.
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>That’s one of the reasons games are so fun to play.
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>Most ponies say games are too distracting, or even harmful.
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>In the very same breath, they’ll praise books and movies.
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>They’re all hypocrites.
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>It’s not like any of those can be directly interacted with like a game can be.
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>And what’s cooler, is that in most cases, the player themselves is the hero.
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>It’s there that they can be extraordinary – to be truly special – in a world elsewhere.
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>Isn’t that what everypony yearns for anyways?
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>Yes, of course.
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>Besides, the /real/ world is far worse, and especially far more cruel than any game could ever be.
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>But here in the game? It’s fair, it’s kind.
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>Friends are here that never desert you.
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>Family is here that never hurts you.
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>Life here is good.
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>You’re the hero.
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>You’re special.
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>You’re not you.
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>Sadly, gaming has to stop every now then and then, but it’s only for a short while.
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>Sleep is one reason, and it is annoying.
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>Have to do it, though.
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>The long cold nights are bearable to get through.
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>Hunger pains are a common form of interruption.
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>Usually eat very little, so it’s not too much of an issue.
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>Don’t have anypony to talk with about these things however.
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>Well, that isn’t entirely true.
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>But that isn’t the point.
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>Because you don’t need anypony else.
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>The game is all that’s needed.
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>This current area is so drawn out, wish it wasn’t.
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>Kinda makes it boring at times.
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>That tends to wake up sleeping thoughts that should stay asleep.
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>Alright, gotta pull the lever, then the next room can be accessed for-
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>A skeleton pops up from seemingly nowhere.
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>It is swiftly dealt with by the magic blade in your possession.
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>In it’s place, several more crawl out from the earth.
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>One by one, they are taken down.
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>More take their place each time another falls.
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>This is getting really dicey, gotta watch your health, otherwise-
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“Darn it!”
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>Written in red text across the screen is two words, “You Died.”
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>Gonna have to redo that whole section, AGAIN.
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>If you were paying more attention, you would’ve remembered that this was an ambush.
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>And as the hero, mistakes cannot be afforded to be made.
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>All the ponyfolk back in town are relying on the hero to save them from the dark wizard.
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>The treasure this place has is essential to beating him.
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>Although this is your third run of the game, it’s still just as great as the first time around.
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>The hero, Epona, is awesome.
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>She’s agile, strong, dependable, and skillful; borderline flawless.
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>Above all else, she isn’t you.
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>Need to concentrate, the area you died in is coming up again.
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>Won’t fail this time, just need to circle the skeletons, then-
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>The screen suddenly turns black.
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>With it, the world around starts to come back into focus.
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>No, don’t pay attention to that, go back to the game.
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>Turning things out, the power button is pressed.
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>Nothing happens however.
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>Again it is pressed.
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>Still nothing.
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>Again and again it is pressed, each time it ends the same way.
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>Which only means one thing.
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>The power cells ran out.
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“Great, just… great.”
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>Haven’t been keeping track of it like you should have been doing.
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>Worst of all, is bell that tolls inside your head.
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>Your no longer the hero.
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>You’re no longer special.
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>You’re you.
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>Again.
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>Don’t like that.
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>Don’t like any of it.
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>There is /nothing/ good about it, ever.
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>You slip a hoof into your hoodie, and press it against a needle.
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>Pain clears away the growing fog; giving just enough focus to know what needs to be done.
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>Have to venture into the market to get new power cells.
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>Rather stay here where it is safe.
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>Can’t do that, though.
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>Sensations begin to creep up around as you sit here.
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>The first is the itchy, sweatiness that is your body.
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>It’s immediately followed up with a sharp pain in your gut that forces you to strongly wince.
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>Not sure when the last time you ate anything, but it’s clear that it’s a problem now.
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>That’s just something else that will have to be dealt with.
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>You give yourself a once-over as you put away your game.
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>Clothes are start to wear out again, need to fix them soon.
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>Just sow them up later, like you always do.
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>As for smell, well… it isn’t pleasant.
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>Doesn’t matter, it’s fine.
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>Out into the streets you go, with your gaze to the ground.
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>Various eyes bore into you as you’re walking.
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>They’re judging you.
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>I know.
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>They’re disgusted by you.
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>I know…
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>They want you gone.
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>I-I know.
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>Focus, don’t get sidetracked.
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>As if things couldn’t get worse, a delicious smelling aroma wafts in your general direction.
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>In response, a pang of hunger strikes without mercy.
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>Can’t help but wince slightly.
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>Keep it together.
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>Have to do this.
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>There is no choice.
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>A large crowd moves about the marketplace up head.
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>That is both good and bad.
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>Good because it ensures that more distractions, so less likely to be seen.
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>Bad because there’s a lot of ponies.
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>Too many.
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>Regardless of that, you enter the crowd, and it’s immediately clear that you’re given a wide birth.
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>Legs keep shaking with each step, head buzzes loudly, with neither stopping.
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>World is tightening around more and more.
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>Everypony is drawing closer to you.
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>It’s getting harder to breath.
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>Fire licks away at your trembling form.
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>Sight is fading away.
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>Everything is-
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“NO!”
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>Chest heaves hard, body quakes in tremors, but all in all, you’re still here.
-
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>However, here in the middle of the crowd, all eyes are upon you.
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>A single squeak escapes as you dart off into a nearby alley.
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>Your heart beats like drums in your ears as they splay back upon your head.
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>You hide behind a set of trashcans, and hold yourself tightly.
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>It is awake, the beast, it is eating away your insides.
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>That’s why there is pain.
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>Never will it stop.
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>It just waits.
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>Everything around turns black as you squeeze your eyes shut.
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>Slowly, you gently rock yourself back and forth.
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>Shouldn’t have come here.
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>Shouldn’t exist.
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>There is no choice.
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>For a time, everything else remains quiet.
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>Eventually, you reopen your eyes to the blurry world around.
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>Your sleeves dry your eyes, and you shakily stand back upon your hooves.
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>Need to finish this, fast.
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>It will be done.
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>Because you are the hero.
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>No pony notices when you slip back into the crowd.
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>Good.
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>First things first – get food.
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>That’s the easiest part of all of this.
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>Second thing to do – get power cells.
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>The hardest part.
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>Speaking of which, you can just make out the stall from where you are.
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>A young mare is running it instead of the owner.
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>Good.
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>Some guards are talking with her, though.
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>Bad.
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>Will figure out what to do later once you got food.
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>Various stalls sell various kinds, and best of all, nearly every one of them is crowded.
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>That makes things a little less difficult, but still not a complete breeze.
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>After all, it only takes on observant pony to see, then it’s all over.
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>Now, what to get?
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>Something small enough to conceal away within your hoodie.
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>Mouth keeps watering as you eye the different foods.
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>Brain is fuzzy, just want to eat.
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>Probably drooling like a zombie.
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>Don’t care.
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>Moving along like the aforementioned creature, you slip by a few vendors.
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>Practice skill comes into play, with several new items now occupying a space close to your body.
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>Should eat now.
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>No, not yet.
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>A quick glance around reveals no pony seems to have noticed.
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>Good.
-
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>As you start to make your way around to the next destination, the strongest hunger pain drives you to stumble.
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>Barely recover enough to move out the way of everypony else.
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>This is getting worse.
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>Go off to eat then, that will solve the problem.
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>Get the cells first.
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>Going to make mistakes if you keep this up.
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>Just go, do what needs to be done.
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>Despite what just happened, everypony around moves on like nothing is wrong.
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>Why would they ever notice you, other than seeing a piece of trash?
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>You’re not special.
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>You’re you.
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>But you can pretend not to be.
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>Remember: the hero never stops, they can’t otherwise the world suffers.
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>The hero suffers alone, it is their burden.
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>So you too must suffer alone.
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>Body is very itchy, sweat continues to worsen.
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>Hunger aggravates everything else further.
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>In spite of it all, you carry onward.
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>A prayer from when you were younger echoes quietly inside your mind.
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>“Celestia, please help me through this.”
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>No pony else has ever helped before, but if she does?
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>Well, then… thanks.
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>Can see the stall again, and the guards are no longer there.
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>Good.
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>Mustering everything you have, you *try* to appear normal as you reach the stall.
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>“Hi there, can I help you with anything?” Says the cheerful voice of the mare.
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>She doesn’t know you.
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>Good.
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>She doesn’t need to.
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>She will eventually.
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>Staying silent, you shake your head gently.
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>Throat is dry.
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>I know.
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>Stomach hurts.
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>I know.
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>You need to eat.
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>I know…
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>You need to get the power cells.
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>I-
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>Stop getting distracted!
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>The needle in your pocket is pressed against your barrel.
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>It breaths some much needed concentration back.
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>From the corner of your eye, the mare is keeping an eye on you.
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>There is no pony else here but you.
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>Be patient, don’t rush things.
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>Various titles are brushed over, some interesting, others not so much.
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>Keep browsing regardless, an opportunity will present itself soon.
-
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>As if on cue, a young colt accompanied by his mother come up to the stall.
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>Good.
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>Just need to wait a little longer.
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>Nerves may be frayed, pain may be constant, but determination is all you have right now.
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>The colt begins talking up a storm to the mare running the stall.
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>There we go.
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>Leaning forward slightly, a seemingly unassuming scratch of a foreleg does the job.
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>With that, you carefully, and calmly, retreat into the crowd.
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>Each step is very shaky, unfocused.
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>A dull ringing is in your ears, it won’t stop.
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>It will pass once you get home, so keep going.
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>Some color from nearby draws your attention, though once you see it, prettification takes hold.
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>A large group of guards are coming your way.
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>Instincts take over instantly, with you breaking out of the crowd, and immediately sprinting away.
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>Each leg aches badly, along with your lungs that burn terribly, but there can be no stopping, there can’t be.
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>There is no choice.
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>Into the alleyways, around street corners, and through backyards you go.
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>Reflexes just barely prevent accidents.
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>Shouting is seemingly coming from all directions.
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>Every voice oozes with venom; the very same venom that’s been spewed your way since you were little.
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>They’re going to catch you.
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>No.
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>They’ll find what you really are.
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>No!
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>They’ll lock you up in that terrible, terrible place.
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>NO!
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>The asylum awaits.
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>Vision rapidly begins to dissolve into a blurred mess.
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>Can just barely make out greenery around through the pain.
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>It’s-
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>…
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>…
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>…
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>Sounds.
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>Thoughts.
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>Feelings.
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>Pain.
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>So. Much. Pain.
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>Every part of you is agony, especially your lungs.
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>Looming over you, is a dark unicorn mare.
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>Her steel blue eyes burn into you, “...welcome home…”
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“NO!”
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>Your words banish her in an instant.
-
>Clarity takes the reigns, and with it, everything else around comes into focus.
-
>There are no pale walls around; only grass, stones, bushes, and trees.
-
>You must have crashed face first into here.
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>Guess you blacked out.
-
-
>Nearby, nestled between a set of trees is a something you are very familiar with.
-
>Those boxes, all cobbled together, you know them.
-
>It’s then that you realize exactly where you are.
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>This is home.
-
>Fear forces your ears to twitch about to listen carefully.
-
>No pony else is around here.
-
>It’s just you.
-
>Which means one of two things – either you lost your pursuers, or there was no pony chasing you to begin with.
-
>Of course, it’s the former, it has to be.
-
>You’re not crazy.
-
>You are not your si-
-
>Your hoof makes contact with the needle in your pocket, thus silencing that thought.
-
>Alongside it, are the items acquired from the marketplace.
-
>Despite the pain, a sigh of relief escapes from your lips.
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“...quest complete.”
-
>An apple is withdrawn, and is greedily devoured within seconds.
-
>Something hot and wet rolls down your cheeks.
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>Ignore it like the beast inside is ignore.
-
>Another piece of food is eaten hastily.
-
>Would go for another, but you must exercise restraint to save the rest for later.
-
>Legs hurt too much to stand up, so you crawl into your home.
-
>Still feel really itchy, need to remedy that.
-
>Your hoodie is removed, and a coolness washes over your body.
-
>It does little in the wake of the pain coursing through you, but it certainly feels better.
-
>The power cells are replaced in your game, then the button is pressed.
-
>The screen lights up, so does everything else around begin to fade away.
-
>You can be hero.
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>You can be special.
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>You can not be you, Bambi.
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>This is fun.
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>This is right.
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>This is all that matters.
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>There is no choice.
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>Ever.
by NHanon
by NHanon
by NHanon
by NHanon
by NHanon