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Some old as fuck pastebin that some anon wrote back in 2014 but i wrote the last part

By Sodapop
Created: 2020-12-22 21:47:03
Expiry: Never

  1. 1.
    >So it has finally come to this.
  2. 2.
    >You suppress nervous laughter at how pathetic you are.
  3. 3.
    >Idly running tough rope through your fingers, why was it always like this?
  4. 4.
    >You could never be satisfied with what you wanted. It was sickening.
  5. 5.
    >You wanted nothing more to be here, and now? You hate it. Life is worse than you could have imagined.
  6. 6.
    >Images of friends and family drift over your vision - you don't know what you've got until it's gone.
  7. 7.
    >You couldn't take it anymore.
  8. 8.
    >Last objective? Find the quietest, most peaceful part of the Everfree forest.
  9. 9.
    >No one notices you slip out of town with a thick rope stolen from Apple Acres.
  10. 10.
    >For at least 30 minutes you relentlessly trek though steadying darkness created by the overhead trees.
  11. 11.
    >The surrounding foliage muffles sound in all directions - perfect for privacy and tranquility.
  12. 12.
    >You contemplate backing out with a last sorrowful look at the direction you came from.
  13. 13.
    >The path had blended into the dark, unruly trees.
  14. 14.
    >Well no point prolonging this shit, is there?
  15. 15.
    >Admiring the emerald green moss scattered over the beautiful tree that'd take your life, you hoist up your rope over a strong branch.
  16. 16.
    >You'd already tied a noose once to get here, so this was a sinch.
  17. 17.
    >With both hands spreading the noose over your head you pause - were you really ready to go through this shit again?
  18. 18.
    >Harsh memories of the Ponyville resident's disgust at you begin to play.
  19. 19.
    >"Weird pale freak", "Tiny eyed ape", "bipedal weirdo"
  20. 20.
    >They were silly insults, but hurt no less.
  21. 21.
    >The difference between you and the villagers was too great to ignore.
  22. 22.
    >They could never really look at you as an equal or a proper friend.
  23. 23.
    >Conversation with them had dry because they were too scared to engage.
  24. 24.
    >This made it impossible to socialize, and as a result, get a job.
  25. 25.
    >Eventually you'd resorted to stealing on a few occasions to survive.
  26. 26.
    >While no one accused you directly, you're sure they knew.
  27. 27.
    >As for the mane 6 who tempted you to come here in the first place? Hah.
  28. 28.
    >Any time they spent not bickering with each other was apparently time wasted.
  29. 29.
    >Enough of this - time for business.
  30. 30.
    >Soon enough the noose is securely around your neck; a collar of death.
  31. 31.
    >You slowly climb up the moss-covered tree.
  32. 32.
    >The plan was to simply let go. Cannonball to the ground. Let gravity do its thing.
  33. 33.
    >You were terrified just like the first time. Could you really endure an encore of desperately struggling to survive past the point of no return?
  34. 34.
    >No matter how much you wanted this, instinct always fought back.
  35. 35.
    >You were never never satisfied, right?
  36. 36.
    >After climbing as suitable distance, you cast one last look around the peaceful enclosure.
  37. 37.
    >Would anyone ever find your body here? It's so secluded, you'd probably long be a skeleton before then.
  38. 38.
    >Heh. Spooky Scary Skeleton.
  39. 39.
    >Your grip loosens.
  40. 40.
    >At this point you felt that maybe, just maybe someone would have come to try to stop you
  41. 41.
    >Maybe just wait a little, you are going to die regardless time.
  42. 42.
     
  43. 43.
    "Nope, nofuckingbody as expected"
  44. 44.
    >You weren't the attention whore type of person, but seriously nobody gave two shits about you here?.
  45. 45.
    >That was the last straw
  46. 46.
    "Here goes nothing!"
  47. 47.
    >And with that you loose the rope and just fall off the tree.
  48. 48.
    >You quickly feel the rope pressing against your windpipe.
  49. 49.
    >Though the tree was kinda tall your neck didn't broke
  50. 50.
    >"asphyxia then" you tought
  51. 51.
    >A timid smile draws through your face.
  52. 52.
    >Maybe you'll wake up in another place, back in earth, another equestria, maybe even heaven.
  53. 53.
    >Your face and extremities are feeling very numb by now.
  54. 54.
    >It feels silly.
  55. 55.
    >And isn't that bad really.
  56. 56.
    >Sure, the lack of oxygen makes you freak out for a little but after a while you just feel tired, even more than before.
  57. 57.
    >Just like the last time.
  58. 58.
    >"The headache is new, i think"
  59. 59.
    >Everyting is getting darker and blurry
  60. 60.
    >herewego.jpg
  61. 61.
    >With the latest seconds of your sight you see 6 ponies passing near of your future rest place.
  62. 62.
    >They are bickering about how awesome will be to renovate some old castle.
  63. 63.
    >You move your head slightly up and you see it.
  64. 64.
    >Celestia and Luna's old castle.
  65. 65.
    >Just at less than 50 meter of you.
  66. 66.
    >Its seems that they will find you sooner than you thought.
  67. 67.
    >Everything fades to dark.

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