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[AnonFilly]Mommy? (Good Ending, Main)[AnonFilly] [Complete]

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Created: 2021-07-16 21:31:33
Updated: 2021-02-02 02:48:45
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  2. [original author JakieChanTulpa (https://pastebin.com/u/JakieChanTulpa)]
  3. "Mommy? (Good Ending, Main)[AnonFilly] [Complete]"
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  5.  
  6.  
  7. >Be Anonpone
  8. >You were called Nonny among your friends. At least you think you would be.
  9. >You didn't really have time to make much friends because of you mother Twilight.
  10. >The reason was because she wanted you to focus on school work and nothing else, if you had deviated from it you would be
  11.  
  12. punished severely.
  13. >You had learned not to invoke that pain.
  14. >She would punish you severely typically if you did anything slightly wrong.
  15. >Point is you learned to be a very rigid filly around her. You learned what to do and not to do.
  16. >Though there was a time you were still confused to this day.
  17. >On that day you had observed father's day from afar and asked twilight
  18. "Mommy why don't I have a daddy?"
  19. >At that time your back was turned to her as you were gazing out the window when Twilight had grabbed you by the scruff of
  20.  
  21. your neck and threw you to the floor.
  22. "Mommy what ar-"
  23. >she began to smack you on your tush with her magic and in your face with her hoof.
  24. >It of course hurt you. but also confused you as well as she would only punish you like this for the worst offenses
  25. >Afterwards she had stopped to only look at you with rage for a few seconds before leaving.
  26. >You still wonder why she did such a thing for just a single question.
  27. >But back to present day
  28. >You had just woken up out of sleep to climb out of your 'bed' which was still technically spike's old basket.
  29. >You looked outside to see that it was early in the morning
  30. >You could of gone back to sleep, but you barred that idea from your mind as you wanted run up to Twilight's room and wake
  31.  
  32. her.
  33. >Because today was a special day for you.
  34. >You had taken you up your idea and began to excitedly run upstairs to mommy's room
  35. >Pushing her ajar door open you leap on to her bed and began jumping on it as if it were a trampoline.
  36. "Mommy, Mommy it's my birthday! it's my birthday!"
  37. >You didn't really remember being told what day was your birthday, you more or less felt it approach on a instinctive level
  38. "Come on mommy you got to get up!"
  39. >"Mhummmmm"
  40. >Mommy did nothing but toss to the other side groaning from your apparent excitement.
  41. "Come on mo-"
  42. >Your mom picked you up by her magic and flung you out her room
  43. >You hit the wall across from the door, you were sure that it was going to bruise your side.
  44. >mommy than used her magic to close and lock the door to her room.
  45. >This saddened you slightly, but you understood that it was still a bit early in the day and that nopony liked being woken this early.
  46. >Standing back up you had went back downstairs to make yourself a birthday meal.
  47.  
  48.  
  49. so you had made a syrup covered, sugar dusted, chocolate encased pancakes.
  50. >You were to say the least, drooling from the delicious food in front of you.
  51. >Just about to take your first bite into your birthday breakfast you heard a scream.
  52. >Turning your head to the kitchen door you see mommy standing in the mess you had created
  53. >"ANON!"
  54.  
  55.  
  56. >This morning wasn't very good to say the least, you were currently being 'spanked' by mommy which see was more or less
  57.  
  58. assault and battery for your mess you had made.
  59. >You could already feel bruises start to from on your body.
  60. >You were crying by this point on, not because of her beating you but because of her doing it on your birthday.
  61. >You felt that it was a day that you got to do whatever you wanted and to be special. That and considering it was your
  62.  
  63. first birthday as anything prior to a few months back you couldn't remember.
  64. >Sniffling, you began to walk back towards the dinner table to eat your meal that you had made.
  65. >Just as you were about to sit down and eat it mommy had taken it away from you with her magic.
  66. >You turn around about to call out but opted to not, seeing as you would only receive another smack.
  67. >"Bad fillies don't deserve sugary foods... especially one this unhealthy"
  68. >mommy then teleports the dish somewhere else with her magic.
  69. >You were not going to have breakfast today.
  70. >But you still were an optimistic filly to always see the silver lining
  71. >You decided to go into the library to read a book to pass the time so mommy can plan your party.
  72.  
  73.  
  74. >By the time you reach halfway through the second Daring Doo book it was already four hours past noon
  75. >As much as you'd like to continue reading your stomach had other plans.
  76. >Going downstairs into the main room you saw that mommy was no where to be found seeing >this excited you greatly as you
  77.  
  78. began fantasizing the different treats she was getting for your day.
  79. >Even though this morning started out rough you were sure that mommy would give you the best birthday regardless.
  80. >You looked around mommy's room to grab her quill and paper and began writing a thank you note for her.
  81. >after all, mommy did say it was kind to thank others for their generousness.
  82. 'Deear mommie...'
  83.  
  84. >Done! Finishing your letter you hide it under your mane to give later to Mommy.
  85. >By this point now the sun was going down and your party would start soon you were sure of it.
  86. >Maybe you should practice your surprised face.
  87. >Though you had no time to do so as you heard the door open to the front entrance. This causes you to squee in delight.
  88. >It was coming. Your first birthday.
  89. >As you begin your slow decent into the main room of the castle you hear multiple voices and hoofsteps downstairs.
  90. >By the time the becomes visible, you hear an audible pop followed by all the light disappearing from the room.
  91. >Your breathing quickens as your not sure what to expect.
  92. >Reaching the base of the staircase you reach out into the darkness to retrieve a lantern.
  93. >Here it comes.
  94. >You hold your breath as you light the room becomes filled with bright light.
  95. >What you saw shocked you slightly as the room was as unchanged as it was this morning.
  96. >You take a deep breath, don't panic it was obvious Mommy couldn't prepare that fast.
  97. >Maybe she was stalling you from the real surprise so she could finish setting it up.
  98. >Mommy was smart like that.
  99. > The next room you decide to walk into with your light is the dining room. Nopony was there.
  100. >Kitchen: nope
  101. >throne room:Nu Uh
  102. >Library: Try again.
  103. >Broom closet? : Sorry.
  104. >You practically searched high and low for them.
  105. >The only room you had not searched was....Mommy's room of course!
  106. >You begin a rushed trot up to the room to get your surprise
  107. >Placing a hoof on the door knob you being to turn it, by this point you were hyperventilating due to your excitement.
  108. >You fling Mommy's door open and form a faux surprised face expecting Mommy and her friends to surprise you.
  109. >But it never came, you saw mommy there on the bed sleeping, she turned to you.
  110. >She glared at you
  111. >"Get out of here you little shit"
  112. "S-sorry Momm-"
  113. >She had cut you off as she flung the door back closed with her magic it hits you in the nose hard.
  114. >You feel like you broke it as were now sitting on your haunches with a now bleeding nose.
  115. >You started at her door for what felt like hours but was actually a few minutes.
  116. >You did nothing but look at the door in shock with tears running down your face.
  117. >But you needed to leave, you had to go get cake.
  118. >You turn back to head downstairs you were shaking as you made your way down into the dark room.
  119. >You head into the dark dining area.
  120. >where did mommy put your cake? Maybe she hid it, y'know to make you work for it.
  121. >Twi-Mommy would hide it some where you wouldn't find it.
  122. >You look inside the kitchen waste bin to see your cake you made this morning.
  123. >Mommy though she clever enough to hide it, but you were a smart filly
  124. >You go put your 'cake' on the table, but it was missing something
  125. >A Candle
  126. >Grabbing a match from the kitchen you strike it to ignite it before placing it in the center of your 'cake'
  127. >You watch as the wood of the match slowly burned.
  128. >You watch as the small flakes of soot fell on it.
  129. >The tears were still running harder than ever down your eyes.
  130. "Guess I should start singing"
  131. >You open your mouth to begin the first verse, it was hard to get it out.
  132. >It felt like an elephant was sitting on your chest making it hard to breath, and that some one took a tire pump and tried
  133.  
  134. to pump air into your lungs making them uneven gasps.
  135. >You were a good filly.
  136. >Good fillies earn nice rewards for being good.
  137. "Happy birthday to me...."
  138. >Your voice cracked as you softly sang the Birthday song to yourself.
  139. "Happy birthday to me"
  140. "Happy birthday... Dear Nonny"
  141. >You choke back a sob as you are shivering uncontrollably.
  142. "Happy birthday to....me"
  143. >The match on the 'cake' finishes it self of it's fuel and burns out, sending you back into darkness.
  144. >You want to cry, you know you want to cry. But you can't.
  145. >Tough fillies don't cry, tough fillies are strong, they don't cry. Tough fillies don't feel pain.
  146. >But why did your heart ache so badly then?
  147. >Even though nopony was around you decide to fake your happiness and smile as wide as you can.
  148. >Though the tears running down your cheeks made it hard to believe.
  149. >Your decided take the first slice of your 'cake' by tearing a small chunk out of it, after all others ponies would want
  150.  
  151. some too.
  152. >Chewing it up it was obviously very sugary, it just didn't taste sweet though but was more of a bitterly, salty kinda of
  153.  
  154. taste.
  155. >Putting the half eaten chunk back down you didn't want to waste your appetite.
  156. >Mommy taught you never to waste it on too much sweets.
  157. >You decide to go to one of the bathrooms to wash up before bedtime.
  158. >But before you left the table, you left the letter you had written next to the cake.
  159. >You had to thank her for the wonderful day she had given you.
  160.  
  161. >Dear Mommy.
  162. >Thank you for being so nice by making this party for me.
  163. >I know that sometimes I can be a bad filly, I want you to know I don't mean to be bad it just happens.
  164. >I know that sometimes you can get angry with me sometimes and say bad things to me.
  165. >I know you don't mean it, I still love you so much .
  166. >I know sometimes you can get frustrated with me sometimes, and you like to hurt me.
  167. >It makes me sad sometimes when you do those things, but I know you don't mean it. I still love you.
  168. >I hope you know how much today means to me, and how much I love you for doing such a good job today for my day.
  169. >I know I get lonely sometimes because I have to study and feel sad when I see the other fillies and colts playing
  170.  
  171. outside.
  172. >But I don't need them Mommy because I have you. You love me and I love you.
  173. >You can act sometimes a little mean. But I know you do it to make me strong.
  174. >Because of you, One day I'll be a strong mare.
  175. >I'd do anything to show my love for you Mommy.
  176. >And even if I fail I know you'll still care for me regardless.
  177. >I don't need presents today.
  178. >I only need your affection.
  179. >Maybe one day, you won't be so angry and we can see daddy even though you don't like to talk about him.
  180. >Do you think we can go out to that pancake place in canterlot if we meet him?
  181. >I still remember when I accidentally got syrup in my mane and you had to cut it short to fix it.
  182. >I can still see miss Rarity's shocked face as you brought me to her to fix my mane.
  183. >That was a silly day.
  184. >Do you think that grandma and grandpa can come with us to the the pancake place?
  185. >Like a family reunion.
  186. >I promise I'll work really hard in school if we do.
  187. >I'll stay for tutoring lessons with miss Cheerilee to get my grade higher.
  188. >My mouth is starting to hurt from all this writing now.
  189. >I love you for my first birthday and I'll love you forever.
  190. >You'll love me forever too no matter what.
  191.  
  192. >We're a family and families love each other.
  193.  
  194. >From, Nonny.
  195. >When washing up, you would be only allowed to take showers,no baths.she said it was so she could save water.
  196. >But today you decide that you wanted to have a nice comforting bath.
  197. >You turn the knob to run the water, holding your hand under the water to check if it's warm.
  198. >No longer chocking back sobs you sit down in the chest high water.
  199. >On the rare occasions you did have baths, you would start it out by porting massive amounts of bubble soap.
  200. >You didn't feel bubbly today,You just felt...empty.
  201. >The water seemed to have an opposite reactions on you by causing you stress instead of relieving it.
  202. >You began looking back on the past. it wasn't much, you could only remember half a year back.
  203. >You remember, Canterlot, the princesses. ponville, mommy's friends.
  204. >Those memories seemed like the happiest but also the shortest as well.
  205. >More common memories seemed to picture you studying, doing chores, Mommy lecturing you or even punishing you.
  206. >Was this you life? Were you really thi- NO! Silver lining, Silver lining
  207.  
  208. >What silver lining? There was none.
  209. >You always seemed to be the kind filly to help others in need, comforting others where no one else would.
  210. >But who was there to comfort you. You knew nopony so no one cared.
  211. >That not true! Mommy loves me.
  212. >She called me names and hurt me.
  213. >But it's so you can be tough.
  214. >But you don't want to be tough, you want somepony to hold you when you need it.
  215. >Somepony to hold and caress you and tell you everything was going to be alright and that they would protect you with
  216.  
  217. their life.
  218. >But you didn't have that luxury in life.
  219. >You had a nice home, food, and school.
  220. >But no one to love you.
  221. >Would anypony notice if you were gone for a few weeks?
  222. >What would they say as they found out.
  223. >You lay against the back of the tub as you cover eyes with your hooves while shaking your head.
  224. >You felt more tears begin to prick at your eyes again.
  225. >You whimpered
  226. >Would they miss you, would they cry for you, would they mourn for you
  227. >There was only one way to find out, a way that would ensure you would never know the answer to.
  228. >You climb out of the tub and walk over to the mirror.
  229. >You flip it slowly open, it had an assortment of make-up and first aid supplies.
  230. >Taking a shaky breath you reach out to white bottle.
  231. >You take a moment to read the label. You couldn't understand the name of it, but it said was for pain relief.
  232. >You wanted to rid yourself of the ache in your hear.
  233. >You struggle with the lid before opening the bottle.
  234. >laying it next to the bathtub you sit back down in the comforting warm water.
  235. >You reach over a grab the bottle and stare at it a few minutes with a sorrowful look.
  236. >Lifting your head up, you look towards the open door of the bathroom.
  237. >You stare out into the dark hallway from your tub, you expect a knight in shining armor to come through and save you.
  238. "M-Mommy?"
  239. >Mommy couldn't take away the pain this time, you were your own pain.
  240. >A few more tears roll down your cheeks.
  241. >You shake the bottle on your hoof. It shakes out seven capsules
  242. >Seven was a lucky number, maybe it give you good look if you took them.
  243. >I loved you Mommy. Why did you hurt me? Did I do something wrong?
  244. >How are you still hurting me if your not here?
  245. >You shut your eyes for a second as you shove the capsules in your mouth and swallow them.
  246. >You you cough and shiver as you swallow them without any liquid to aid you.
  247. >Taking a deep sigh you look back on to your now empty hoof.
  248. >You lie back down into the tub, sinking yourself deeper until the water touches your jaw.
  249. >The dried blood from when the door hit your nose begins to wash away .
  250. >It was at that point you realized your situation.
  251. >You sub uncontrollably as you cover your eyes again.
  252. "I-I'm sorry Mommy! I'll be a good filly from now on. I'm a good filly. I swear I'm a good filly....Why won't you take the
  253.  
  254. hurt away?"
  255. >You suppress your sobs and statements as quietly as you can as you repeat 'I'm a good filly' over and over again.
  256.  
  257. >With every time you told yourself this, you got quieter each time you said it.
  258. >You felt sleepy, the warm blanket that was the water felt nice.
  259. >It was no long you stopped saying 'I'm a good filly' and began mouthing a new word.
  260. "I'm scared Mommy"
  261. >You mouthed this word over and over, as your visioned began to dim, you felt the warm water wrap around you further.
  262. >Sleep. you needed to go to sleep. It was late and you needed to wake up early for school tomorrow.
  263. >You close your eyes as you felt at peace with your bed.
  264.  
  265.  
  266. >Be Rarity.
  267. >You were heading back to your friend Twilight's home in the middle of the night.
  268. >She had forgotten her saddlebag at Sugarcube corner while at Pinkie's party.
  269. >You didn't understand why Pinkie wanted to have a party. She just said that she felt like she needed to.
  270. >Pinkie was a strange pony you tried to never understand but was nonetheless your friend.
  271. >You open the double door entrance to the castle to find all the lights were off.
  272. >Walking in you illuminate your horn and begin calling out to Twilight, Hoping that she was still awake.
  273. "Twilight,darling are you still awake"
  274. >You got no response.
  275. "You left your saddlebag at the party"
  276. >You walked through the hallways into the large eating area of the castle.
  277. >You saw some over sugared pancakes on the table that looked partially eaten.
  278. >Maybe Pinkie was here.
  279. "Twilight you here....Pinkie Pie?"
  280. >You saw some light in the distance.
  281. >Peaking your curiosity you dropped Twilight's saddle on the chair in front of the meal.
  282. >Oh Twilight she was such a book worm
  283. >You go down the hall expecting the light to lead to her library only to find that it lead to one of the master bathrooms.
  284. >Walking up to the doorway you knock on the door frame.
  285. "Twilight?"
  286.  
  287. >"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
  288. >Be Twilight.
  289. >You had just been awoken by a sudden scream in your home
  290. "I swear if that filly..."
  291. >Being woken up in the middle of the night did not bring you any pleasure.
  292. >That damn filly was such a handful maybe you shouldn't of taken up caring for her.
  293. >Walking down the stairs while rubbing your eyes awake you follow a light leading to the south hallway of the castle.
  294. >You hear panting in one of your bathrooms, along with bits and pieces of speech coming from it.
  295. >"Come one....ome back to.....ease come back"
  296. >That voice sounded like rarity. Maybe she broke something.
  297. "Rarity?"
  298. >You start to hear Rarity sobbing now.
  299. >trotting a little more quickly, worried of what was happening to Rarity.
  300. >When you stepped through the doorway what you saw shocked you.
  301. >You saw Rarity on the wet bathroom floor giving chest compressions to Anon.
  302. >Rarity stops mid-compression to look at you.
  303. >"TWILIGHT HELP HER!"
  304. >Rarity screamed desperately at you.
  305. >You moved slowly toward the filly your were suppose to take care of. Her body now seemingly lifeless.
  306. >She looked so.... Empty now.
  307. >Rarity smacks you in the face.
  308. >"Snap out it Twilight! We need to do something"
  309. >You pop out of your daze.
  310. "Right.... Lets get her to the hospital as quickly as possible"
  311.  
  312. >After a several mile sprint to Ponyville General you made and Rarity with Anon, made it into the reception.
  313. >Nurse red heart was startled to say the least
  314. >When she had seen the critical condition your filly was in, the full hospital staff was on top of it.
  315. >Currently you were waiting in a chair in one of the hallways playing with your tail.
  316. >You were thinking hard.... Not like studying hard but like you did something bad hard.
  317. >Your mind had been running rampant, did she accidentally drown. maybe someone murdered her.
  318. >You couldn't think of a straight answer.
  319. >Rarity being the good friend that she was, sat next to you while patting your back.
  320.  
  321. Ponyville Medical Hospital Patient Report
  322. --------------------------------------------------------------
  323. Name: Anon [Redacted]
  324. Age: 4
  325. Species: Earth Pony.
  326. Status listed: Critical but stable.
  327.  
  328. The official report is as follows. Any change to this document will result in criminal prosecution.
  329. -------------------------------------------------------------------
  330. The patient was brought in my the mother of the filly, Nurse Redheart had viewed the patient's critical condition and had immediately brought it to the attention of the hospital staff.
  331.  
  332. The initial processing by the In-building emergency staff has revealed that the patient had been unresponsive and lacking a detectable heart rate.
  333.  
  334. Statements by the initial witnesses revealed the patient had apparently drowned in water. Emergency resuscitation was administered multiple times and did not come into effect until around thirty-three minutes after the patients arrival.
  335.  
  336. A much more through analysis of the patient had revaled that she had consumed a high dose of Naproxen.
  337.  
  338. At that time emergency staff had begun the removal of the patient's stomach contents. due to these conditions a MRI is recommended.
  339.  
  340. Other notable details by the staff had stated the patient had a credible amount of contusions along the patient's body, A criminal Investigation had been established.
  341. Signed.
  342. Doctor Medical
  343. >Be Rarity.
  344. >It has been a few hours since you and Twilight brought Nonny to the hospital.
  345. >You sat next to Twilight in the hallway, rubbing up and down her back
  346. >What would cause something to happen like this.
  347. >You look down the hallway to see a disgruntled doctor walk down the halls while removing his surgical mask.
  348. >Tapping on Twilight's shoulder you try to catch her attention to the doctor.
  349. >"Miss Sparkle?"
  350. >Twilight turns to you momentarily before turning back to the doctor calling to you.
  351. >As soon as she see him she gets up quickly.
  352. >"When can I see her?"
  353. >The doctor seemed taken a back by the question.
  354. >"You can see H-her now if you' like but You should kn-"
  355. >Twilight cuts off the doctor as she rushes to the ICU
  356. >You look back a the doctor and stutter.
  357. "I...I"
  358. >You go after Twilight into the intensive care unit.
  359. >Barely slowing down quick enough you reach the room your friend Twilight was in
  360. >Slowly entering the room, you see Twilight practically hovering of the bed.
  361. >You looked to see Nonny's critical condition, she seemed to have a dozen or so wires and tubes come out of her.
  362. >Turning your head slightly to look at Twilight's face you see her eyes dilated and looked to be practically
  363.  
  364. hyperventilating.
  365. >"We... had to do a Tracheotomy to help her breath and a gastronomy to help feed her"
  366. >You turn your head even farther to see the doctor in the doorway.
  367. >Twilight was the first to ask the second question.
  368. >"Can you wake her?"
  369. >He looked at her for a few seconds.
  370. >"Just to let you know we have some guards coming soon and they'll need to ask you two some questions"
  371. >"When will she wake up?"
  372. >The doctor continues on
  373. >"If there any friends or family you'd like to call over here, our visiting hours are from noon to midnight"
  374. >Twilight stares at him intently
  375.  
  376.  
  377. >"When will I see her eyes again?"
  378. >Be Twilight.
  379. >Rarity had long since left to go and take care of Sweetie Belle.
  380. >It has been nearly a full day since your doctor told you what happened.
  381. >He said that she had overdosed on a pain reliever which contributed to her drowning .
  382. >He said that he couldn't be sure is she was either brain-dead from the lack of oxygen, or in a coma from the medication
  383.  
  384. she consumed.
  385. >He was a blunt doctor you would not like. He said she may never wake again.
  386. >You said you wanted to wait and see.
  387. >You'd stay by her side until she would awaken.
  388. >It was the least you could do for what you done.
  389.  
  390.  
  391. >It's been nearly a week now, you've been getting sleep here and there only.
  392. >The nurses came in from time to time to check on you and Nonny.
  393. >At one point the doctor came in with some guards and told you that Nonny's case had been ruled at attempted suicide and
  394.  
  395. that you were to answer the question of the guards
  396. >Hearing that she nearly took her life by choice made your chest heavy.
  397. >What have you done.
  398.  
  399.  
  400. >It's been three weeks now.
  401. >The only time you were out of the hospital, was when the hospital staff had to force you out to get some sleep.
  402. >Your dreams haven't been very good.
  403. >It was now early morning, and you had manged to convince the receptionist to let you in.
  404. >You were in Nonny's room with a hoof on her shoulder while pointing out the window.
  405. "Look at the sunrise honey"
  406. >you nudge her.
  407. "Come on little filly now, you wouldn't want to miss such a beautiful sight."
  408. >She doesn't respond. as your voice cracked.
  409. >You whisper.
  410. "Please open your eyes."
  411. >You feel like you could cry your eyes out. But you did that a week ago.
  412. "I don't want to look at these bruises anymore."
  413. >You hear a knock at the door.
  414. >"Miss Sparkle?"
  415. >You don't need to turn to know who it is. You sigh.
  416. "Yes Medical?"
  417. >You dare not face him, every time you look at him you feel hated.
  418. >"There's something we need to discuss"
  419. >Please. No.
  420. >"I think it's time we start talking about....Letting go."
  421. "No."
  422. >"But Miss Sparkle think of how she is feeling right now"
  423. >You glare at Medical.
  424. "I know she feels lost and alone.... at least now I do, and I know she needs a mother to help her"
  425. >You stand tall against doctor Medical's ideals.
  426. >Him being a doctor, you know he can't object.
  427. >He furrows his brows.
  428. >"Very well Miss... "
  429. >You were going to show your daughter you changed.... even if it took all of her immortal life.
  430.  
  431.  
  432. >It has been three months now.
  433. >All of your friends had come at one point to deliver gifts. The room was decorated with it.
  434. >It brought you happiness, but it didn't bring you hope.
  435. >You came nearly everyday to the room, hoping that she would awaken.
  436. >But every time you went there, she was still there in the same position since getting here.
  437. >Eventually she traded her tracheotomy for a oxygen mask.
  438. >She was no longer listed as critical.
  439. >It was another day to you.
  440. >You couldn't sleep that night and you went to the hospital.
  441. >A quick sign in later, you went up to the room.
  442. >You open the door, No change, It wasn't surprising anymore.
  443. >Bringing up a chair to the bed you look at your filly.
  444. >The filly you broke. The filly you neglected. The filly you abused.
  445. >You wished she would wake up but she still looked peaceful like this.
  446. >Reaching into your saddlebag on the floor you pull out a brush.
  447. >Her mane looked messy. You thought you'd fix it.
  448. >Using your hoof you began slowly brushing her mane. Fixing the matted, frayed hair.
  449. >You felt a few tears roll down silently as you brushed your daughters mane.
  450. >Looking back on the past few weeks. You remember picking up her note she left on the table.
  451. >You were only able to get half-way through the letter before crying.
  452. >It was your abuse that did this to her.
  453. >She'd never jump up in joy for you.
  454. >She'd never tell you she love you.
  455. >You would never smush her face into her cake on her birthday.
  456. >You would never have her come to your room crying after having a nightmare and wanting to sleep with you.
  457.  
  458. >At first when you started caring for Nonny you were reluctant to do so.
  459. >Reason being because you were more of a princess than a mother.
  460. >But Celestia had insisted I do so, seeing as my mistake had consequences.
  461. >I accepted that, I didn't like it though.
  462. >More or less I pushed Nonny to the side when I had other priorities.
  463. >When you looked at Nonny you sometimes still saw Anonymous the asshole.
  464. >Sometimes you'd react as if Nonny was still him.
  465. >Let's just say you and Anon weren't very close friends and you had some things you pent up over the months.
  466. >But being a princess meant that you didn't have time to think back on actions it was a 'Live in the moment' kind of
  467.  
  468. career that led into your personal life.
  469. >You kept up that lifestyle up until the incident.
  470. >At that point in your life you faced the consequences a second time as your refusal to think about your actions led to
  471.  
  472. this.
  473. >When you were at Hospital waiting for the results of Nonny you were stuck in a loop of guilt limbo.
  474. >You were forced to look back on every memory you had, and think about what you did wrong. Not just about Nonny but
  475.  
  476. everypony.
  477. >It hit you.... Hard.
  478. >You knew you had to throw your priorities in a one-eighty to start your late fix of your actions.
  479. >Because if you didn't you'd make mistakes in the future and you didn't know who else you'd hurt in your venture:
  480.  
  481. Pinkie,Rarity,Fluttershy or even yourself.
  482. >It would be a long time to fix the mistakes you have done.
  483. >Be........... Nonny
  484. >The first thing you felt was.....Soreness.
  485. >The second thing you felt was something petting your mane.
  486. >Though the muscle soreness was more notable so in response you groan in pain.
  487. >The thing petting your mane stops and gasps you didn't want it to stop, it felt nice.
  488. >"N-Nonny?"
  489. >Who was that? She sounded familiar.
  490. >You slowly pry your eyes open shutting them again quickly from the intense light.
  491. >Shutting them for a few seconds, you open them again.
  492. >It feels like the doctors office. Why are you here? Are you sick?
  493. >You look to the left of your bed to see.....
  494. >Mommy.
  495. >This instantly triggers a whimper out of you as you move back to the opposite side of the bed.
  496. >Mommy's face seems to go from an elated cry to a rejected sadness
  497. >S-she wanted to hurt you again. you were a bad filly by stealing from the medicine cabinet. You were bad for using too
  498.  
  499. much water in the tub.
  500. >"N-Nonny?"
  501. >Mommy reaches out to you, you instinctively try to back farther.
  502. >You cover your eyes with your hooves as you begin crying in fear of punishment.
  503. "I-I-I'm sorry Mommy...I-I didn't mean to do that stuff without your permission"
  504. >Your shaking again like last time.
  505. "I'm a good filly Mommy....I'm sorry"
  506. >You know the punishment is coming, you wait for it... but it doesn't come.
  507. >Mommy touches your cheek. it hurts from the faint bruise you had.
  508. "Please don't hurt me Mommy"
  509. >Please. No more pain. Your a good filly.
  510. >You want Mommy to love you but your a bad filly and bad fillies don't deserve love.
  511. >You sat there while your Mommy attempted to comfort you.
  512. >Not wanting her you continued to shut your eyes.
  513. >You were pretty sure she left a minute ago.
  514. >Taking a peak out of one eye you look left and right to see she was gone.
  515. >Now opening both eyes you see she was no longer in the room with you.
  516. >While looking across the room you saw an assortment of balloons, stuffed animals, and other gifts.
  517. >Were these for you? They must be considering you were the one in the room.
  518. >Picking a random one from the pile you pull out a stuffed toy that somewhat resembled you.
  519. >The one thing that distinguished this toy to you you was that it had a cake sewn into it's forehooves and seemed to be
  520.  
  521. presenting it to you.
  522. >The images of your birthday's makeshift cake flash through your mind.
  523. >Out of sadness over that day you hug it for comfort as you lay back down on your side on the bed.
  524. >You wonder. How long have you been here? Did anyone miss you?
  525. >You didn't know these answers.
  526. >"I see that you liked what I made for you."
  527. >You turn your head to see one of Mommy's friends Rarity.
  528. >She walk up beside the bed you're on.
  529. >"How are you feeling darling?"
  530. >She speaks softly with a concerned face.
  531. "O-okay"
  532. >"Are you sure? You don't look okay"
  533. >You stop facing her and lay your head back onto the pillow.
  534. >She rubs your back.
  535. "I'm a bad filly"
  536. >"Why would you say that?"
  537. >You think back to all the times Mommy had to punish you.
  538. >They weren't pleasant, but you were able to shrug some of them off.
  539. "Because Mommy always punishes me for being bad"
  540. >"That's not the reason though is it?
  541. >Your shut your eyes to block off the tears, You weren't going to cry again
  542. >You hug the lookalike toy harder.
  543. "No."
  544. >"....Do you want to tell me?"
  545. >You really didn't want to talk about it.
  546. "I always thought M-Mommy love me, I thought that when she would say mean things it was to make me stronger."
  547. >"Darling she does love you..."
  548. "NO SHE DOESN'T! She never let's me go outside! She never always ignores me when i'm around! She hurts me when she's
  549.  
  550. mad..."
  551. >You start to get worked up from the times you spent alone in the castle.
  552. >Your breaths become ragged and shallow as you hiccup from your anguish as you whisper out the last few words.
  553. "She didn't even say happy birthday"
  554. >You feel the back rubbing stop along with the sound of fleeting hoofsteps
  555. "R-Rarity?"
  556. >Opening your eyes again, you see that she has left.
  557. >Alone again. Why are you surprised?
  558. >You look down at the toy you were holding to see it's sewn on smile look at you.
  559. >It was hard to do the same, but you did so as well.
  560.  
  561.  
  562. >It's been a long time since you talked to Rarity, you could tell by looking out the windows that night was approaching
  563.  
  564. again.
  565. >You snuggle into the surprisingly comfortable bed while still holding the the stuffed you in your hooves
  566. >You tired from this first day and wanted sleep.
  567. >As much as you'd like to say your dreams were pleasant it would be far from the truth.
  568. >The dreams you had would be filled with memories of Twi-Mommy punishing you along with newly created ones provided by
  569.  
  570. your brain.
  571. >Needless to say you were woken up by them.
  572. "Ah!"
  573. >Standing straight up you were huffing from the fear the dream had created for you.
  574. >looking to the left you see it night now.
  575. >You shift nervously in the bed, it felt....Wet.
  576. >Removing the covers you see that you had wet the bed.
  577. >You felt more disappointed than embarrassed
  578. >Maybe it'd be a good idea if you didn't sleep tonight.
  579. >Unfortunately for you today you were being released from the hospital.
  580. >It was Rarity who had informed you that you were going home today, you had begged to go with her instead but she refused.
  581. >Right now you were walking down Ponyville with Mommy.
  582. >"So, Um..... How are you doing recently?"
  583. >It had been a long walk, with awkward small talk.
  584. >You didn't bother to answer, such talk was useless. You just continued to look at the ground in front of you as you
  585.  
  586. walked.
  587. >Upon entering the castle your Mommy offered you a meal.
  588. >"Nonny do you want to come and eat?"
  589. >Once again you ignored her as you went to your basket to sleep.
  590. >You were surprised to find it not there anymore you were not really keen on sleeping on the floor tonight.
  591. "M-Mom, where's my basket?"
  592. >Tw-Mom looked at you with a blank face.
  593. >"Follow me"
  594. >You complied as you followed her up a set of stairs and around several hallways up to a door.
  595. >"While you were gone I went a decorated a new room for you."
  596. >You had a decent sized bed, the crystal walls were tinted light green, you had dresser next to the bed that you presumed
  597.  
  598. was full of clothes.
  599. >Even though you and her were not so much on speaking terms much, you had to thank her for the gift.
  600. "T-thank you Mommy"
  601. >All of a sudden she brings you into a tight hug for reasons unknown to you.
  602. >"I-I l-love you Honey,remember that"
  603. >She pulls back on the hug with tears in her eyes and before you had the chance to say anything she walks out of the room
  604.  
  605. to prepare dinner
  606. >You had no desire to do anything today so you climbed into the bed, pulling the stuffed you on your back into your hooves
  607.  
  608. again.
  609. >It may have been twenty-four hours since you got it, but it was the closest thing to comfort you were going to get.
  610. >Holding it above you head you begin talking to it in a monotone voice
  611. "What do you think of the new room Miss Hornet?"
  612. >You tilt it up and down to indicate a nod.
  613. "I know. I like it too."
  614. >"Nonny...Nooonny...Time to get up"
  615. >You were in a deep sleep, hugging your toy when you were interrupted from your sleep.
  616. >Awakening you see your Mommy hovering over you with a light smile.
  617. >So soon?
  618. >"Its time for the first day back to school, I have your stuff ready for you"
  619. >Mommy leaves your room to leave you to get ready.
  620. >Pushing your self off the bed, you look at yourself in the dresser mirror.
  621. >Your hair was matted from the long sleep, you brushed your hair to fix that.
  622. >You still had faint bruising on your neck and chest. you wore a blue scarf to cover it up, if you were lucky it'd be
  623.  
  624. chilly out.
  625. >Walking down stairs with Miss Hornet you find your small saddlebag on the floor next to the door.
  626. >You put Miss Hornet into the bag, it was going to be long day, you might need her.
  627. >With all your preparations in order you being your walk to he-school.
  628.  
  629.  
  630. >Upon finally getting to the schoolhouse grounds you see all the other fillies and colts around it, talking and playing
  631.  
  632. amongst themselves.
  633. >Thankfully no one cared much to notice you were back after such a long time.
  634. >You sit against one of the outside walls of the school waiting for class to begin.
  635. >"Well well well. Look who decided to show back up"
  636. >You whimper
  637. >You glance up slowly to see Diamond Tiara and Silver Spoon.
  638. "Leave me alone"
  639. >You didn't want to deal these two, especially on the first day back.
  640. >"Now that's no way to say hello"
  641. >Don't talk to her.
  642. >You get up to leave the area only for her to push you back down.
  643. >"Where are YOU going. We just want to talk Numbskull"
  644. >Numbskull, Your personal nickname from them to you
  645. >"I-"
  646. >Tiara is cut of by the sounds of the Miss cheerilee calling out.
  647. >"Time for class students"
  648. >Saved by the bell, or rather the teacher.
  649. >Getting back into class, you take your old seat.
  650. >In the back of the classroom.
  651. >Placing your bag on the ground, Miss Cheerilee begins speaking.
  652. >"Alright class, before we begin today's lesson..."
  653. >Please don't
  654. >"I'd like you all to give a warm welcome to Nonny who has been out for a couple months in the hospital"
  655. >With this you're instantly put on the spot as everypony looks at you.
  656. >"How have you been so for Nonny?"
  657. "O-Okay I guess"
  658. >Scootaloo suddenly asks out a question
  659. >"Why were you there?"
  660. >You prefer not to say.
  661. "I don't want to talk about it"
  662. >Then....Speak of the Nightmare Moon.
  663. >"Why not?"
  664. >It was Tiara, they looked at you with a matter of fact face.
  665. "I just.... Don't"
  666. >Before Tiara can ask another question she is stopped by Miss Cheerilee
  667. >"Now now, If she doesn't want to talk about it she doesn't have to"
  668. >You sigh in relief
  669. >She begins today's lesson.
  670. >Thank you Miss Cheerilee
  671. >"...We'll talk more after recess"
  672. >You had finished the first half of today's lesson and had to go outside again.
  673. >You had made sure you were to be the first one out even though you were in the back.
  674. >The reason was because you wanted to be sure you could find somewhere to avoid Diamond.
  675. >That one place was surprisingly the back of the school.
  676. >Your previous times at school you had noticed that nopony went there.
  677. >It's not like you had anypony to talk to, it was depressing but it was true.
  678. >Sitting now at the back of the school you look to see if anypony is around you.
  679. >There is nopony here.
  680. >You reach into your saddlebag to pull out Miss Hornet.
  681. >She still had that sewn in smile and still had that cake in her hooves, which you found out was removable.
  682. >This causes you to gain a light smile.
  683. "So how do you like school Miss Hornet?"
  684. >you tilt her left and right
  685. "I know I don't like it too. But Miss Cheerilee says it's important"
  686. > You tilt her up and down to indicate speech.
  687. "I know I like her too"
  688. >"Who are you talking to?"
  689. >Jumping at the voice you turn to it.
  690. >Somepony somewhere must be after you.
  691. >It was Tiara, what did she have against to you?why did she come after you?
  692. >You quickly stuff Miss Hornet into your bag.
  693. "N-Nopony"
  694. >"Wow your more of a loner than I thought if your talking to yourself"
  695. >Petty insults, you can shrug these off.
  696. >You don't respond to her.
  697. >"What, nothing to say"
  698. >You stand up to walk away, that what ponies say in order to deal with bullies
  699. >"Good. Because actions speak louder than words."
  700. >Somepony from behind pulls your bag away from your grasp.
  701. "Hey!"
  702. >You turn around to see Silver, who seemed to hold the bag in the air teasingly.
  703. >Diamond walks up beside her to look inside the bag.
  704. >"Ohhhhhh. What's this?"
  705. >You know whats coming next.
  706. >Diamond pulls out Miss Hornet.
  707. >"Well somepony is narcissistic"
  708. "Giver her Back!"
  709. >"Answer my question first"
  710. >"Why were you gone?"
  711. >You tried to reach out for her instead of answering, But Diamond only pulled it back from you.
  712. >I guess there was no avoiding this.
  713. "I-It's stupid"
  714. >"Good, then I'll want to hear it more"
  715. >You look at the ground
  716. "I-I Tried to....hurt myself"
  717. >Please just give it and go.
  718. >"Oh this is just hilarious. a Numbskull pony like you trying to get attention."
  719. >Silver finally decided to speak up.
  720. >"Just stop trying, Not even your real mom liked you. That's why she got rid of you"
  721. >Real mom? what was she talking about, Twilight is your real mommy.
  722. >"Even Twilight seems to hate you too."
  723. >She... was true on that part.
  724. >Diamond spoke up again.
  725. >"I don't even know what she saw in you. Why would anypony like a nobody like you?"
  726. >The two laugh at your misery while they talk.
  727. >"Come on Spoon we have some juicy stuff to share"
  728. >Your eyes widen at their words.
  729. >Looking back up you reach out slowly to stop them.
  730. "Please don't tell anypony"
  731. >You must of spoke too quietly for them top hear as they walked away. Which was fitting considering how small you felt
  732.  
  733. right now.
  734. >Just before the rounded the corner, Diamond tossed Miss Hornet back at you, landing in the dirt in front of you, dirtying
  735.  
  736. Miss Hornet's mane and coat.
  737. >You instantly grab for it and begin hugging it for support as you laid on the ground behind the school.
  738. >You sniffle and sob in silent anguish from your new abusers.
  739. >Was Mommy not your actual mom?
  740. >This answer you were afraid to know.
  741. "M-Mommy....Mommy"
  742. >You call out to her as if expecting her to come and take the bad ponies away, but she didn't like you too.
  743. >You should of just stayed home today.
  744. our sobbing was now reduced to a mere occasional sniffle
  745. >"Nonny where are you? It's time for class. Where is that filly"
  746. >It was Miss Cheerilee. How long have you been out here.
  747. >"Nonny?"
  748. >It appears she had now found you. Sitting upright you turn to her, who currently has a face of concern on her face
  749. >You just look at her and sniffle.
  750.  
  751.  
  752. >"Thanks for coming on such short notice"
  753. >Miss Rarity had to pick you up early today.
  754. >"Please Cheerilee, it would be irresponsible of me to not do so"
  755. >Rarity Beckons you to follow her.
  756. >"Now, What happened today?"
  757. "Tiara took Miss Hornet from me."
  758. >"Miss...Hornet?"
  759. >You pull Miss Hornet out of your bag.
  760. >"Ah yes, Miss Hornet"
  761. >Placing her back in, you began listing of the names Diamond Tiara and Silver Spoon had called you while Rarity listened.
  762.  
  763.  
  764. "....And then she said that she wasn't my real Mommy"
  765. >Miss Rarity scrunched her nose.
  766. >"Now Nonny you know that's not true. Bullies only say stuff like that to get a reaction out of you"
  767. "....Is she my actual mom?"
  768. >Rarity sighs.
  769. "We'll talk about this later, right now we need to do this"
  770. >You two enter a building that looks similar to the hospital.
  771. >In what looks to be a waiting room you take a seat in one of the many chairs, while you look at the assortment of old
  772.  
  773. magazines while rarity walked up to the reception table
  774. >"I'm here for Twilight's meeting for her daughter."
  775. >The receptionist reads off a list of names.
  776. >"Twilight,Twilight, Ah here we go Miss Twilight Sparkle"
  777. >What is this place?
  778. >Be Rarity.
  779. >You waited in the reception room for Nonny's first therapist session to be over with.
  780. >To be quiet honest you were quite ticked with Twilight's decision to let her go to school.
  781. >Ever since what happened she's become quite a sensitive filly, You don't blame her.
  782. >after going through what she had went through anypony would be traumatized.
  783. >"Hey Rarity"
  784. >You turn to face Twilight who had just entered.
  785. >You respond by giving her a sour face.
  786. >"What."
  787. "You sent her to school a day after being released!"
  788. >Twilight was taken aback by your outburst
  789. >"Well she had to get her education, she was behind as it is"
  790. "Yeah,, well your idea needed her to be sent home early because some fillies had bullied her. Miss Cheerilee said she was
  791.  
  792. in tears when she found her"
  793. >She seemed to pause a second with a blank face.
  794. >"Who?"
  795. "I believe it was that filly Diamond Tiara"
  796.  
  797. >Be Cheerilee.
  798. >You had just finished grading the last set of quizzes when you hear a knock on the school door.
  799. >Who could that be a this hour.
  800. "Come in"
  801. >The door opens to reveal Nonny's mother.
  802. "Oh, Hello Twilight. What can I do for you?"
  803. >"I was hoping I could to you about what happened today...to my daughter"
  804. >You remember calling in all the students but not finding her anywhere, then searching out for her to find her crying
  805.  
  806. behind the school clutching a doll in hoof.
  807. "What about."
  808. >"I'm sure you heard she was in the Hospital."
  809. "I have"
  810. >"Have you heard the reason why"
  811. >You shake your head no.
  812. >Twilight sighs to this. she being to explain the reason.
  813. >Stating how at first she was a horrible mother, explain all the things she did to her, and how it led to her finding
  814.  
  815. Nonny practically dead on the bathroom floor.
  816. >This story distressed you to a degree, but you maintained your neutral face
  817. "So what would you like me to do"
  818. >"Well,It's possible the class has already heard about this through rumors, So I was wondering maybe, so could explain to
  819.  
  820. them why she needs someone to help her through this"
  821. >Be Nonny.
  822. >Today was now your second day of school.
  823. >Mom had tried to convince you today was going to be better but you weren't so sure.
  824. >Walking to school with your blue scarf you try to make yourself invisible
  825. >You made sure to leave Miss Hornet at the home this time.
  826. >When you arrived at the schoolhouse it seemed hard to be invisible as filly and colt looked at you.
  827. >Maybe it was better to go inside a wait there.
  828. >Instead of waiting for class to simply to start to walk in anyways.
  829. >You see Miss Cheerilee at her desk, she seems distracted at the moment so you decide to go sit at your little area in the
  830.  
  831. back of the classroom.
  832. >Looking out one of the windows you see all the ponies playing outside while you were in here.
  833. >That was okay. You preferred the inside anyways.
  834. >You were always alone. By this point you should of accepted it by now.
  835. >"Oh, I didn't notice you there Nonny"
  836. >Continuing to look out the window, you don't say anything.
  837. >The sound of hoofsteps can be heard as Miss Cheerilee went up to your desk to place a hoof on your back.
  838. >"Why don't you go outside and play with the,"
  839. >You only answer with a simple shrug, You don't know why but you just felt....Dead today.
  840. >Maybe it was because the first day back was still getting to you. Things would get better right?.
  841. >Things haven't been really getting better since waking up from the hospital.
  842. >Well.....Expect for Miss Hornet, who you adored. If you left right now you might still have time to go get her and come
  843.  
  844. back.
  845. >"Can you look at me please?"
  846. >You comply as she sighs.
  847. >"Listen.... I know things haven't been okay recently, but it will get better..."
  848. >This was a lie and you knew it.
  849. >As she continues to talk to try and tune her out and look back at the window.
  850. >You see your reflection in the window. You had bags under your eyes, your hair seemed frayed, and your eyes themselves
  851.  
  852. looked hollow
  853. >After a minute or two Miss Cheerilee gave up on trying to cheer you up and went outside to call all the students inside.
  854. >All you have been doing lately is thinking hard about everything. Was your Mom actually... Your mom, and if so did she
  855.  
  856. actually care about you.
  857. >Well guess you don't have time to do so, since all the students began to fill the room.
  858. >At one point or another you saw each one of them glace at you, sometimes for a second, others at least a few minutes.
  859. >You swear you could see a few students whisper amongst each other while they looked at each other.
  860. >"Alright class, takes your seats so we can being today's lesson"
  861. >Looking on the chalk board you see Miss Cheerilee was drawing a crude sad face of a pony on it.
  862. >"I was hoping to be able to discuss this when you were all a bit older."
  863. >What lesson is this?
  864. >"But after seeing and hearing what's been going on lately, I think it's best to talk about it now"
  865. >See looked at the class as she took a large breath, taking a moment to decide on what to say.
  866. >"Now what we are going to be discussing is something called 'Emotional Disorders' "
  867. >She turned to write the words on the board .
  868. >"One of the most common ones we will discuss today is something you may have heard from time to time, called Depression"
  869. >You look around the class, half of them seemed bored out of their minds, while some looked actually intrigued.
  870. >" Some of you may have heard of it, Some you maybe have had it"
  871. >Miss Cheerilee shoots a glance at you, causing you to sink back in your seat.
  872. >You look to the front to see Twist raise her hoof.
  873. >"Yes Twist?"
  874. >"Isn't being depressed about being sad?"
  875. >She spoke with a lisp. Miss Cheerilee simply shook her head.
  876. >"Depression usually involves a change in somepony's sleeping and eating habit. instead of being sad for a few minuets
  877.  
  878. ,Depression can last for several weeks or even longer"
  879. >Miss Cheerilee continued to list off information and facts about it, while also answering questions
  880. >After Miss Cheerilee had concluded her lesson it was time again for recess.
  881. >You knew better than to try and go outside again. this time you were going to stay inside.
  882. >Miss Cheerilee wasn't sure on letting you avoid social interaction, but nonetheless respected your decision.
  883. >While you waited for recess to be over, you had out a sheet of paper and was currently drawing a picture.
  884. >You were smiling at the picture you made.
  885. >The picture depicted four crudely drawn ponies.
  886. >You, who stood in the middle.
  887. >Mommy, who was next to you with a smile and a hoof over you.
  888. >Miss Rarity, who seemed to be a second mother now, who tried to bring you into a hug.
  889. >Off to the far left was your father, or at least what you pictured him to be like.
  890. >A black haired stallion, who had bluish-green coat.
  891. >The perfect family.
  892. >You quickly frowned again and proceeded to crumple the paper and throw it to the side. It was wishful thinking.
  893. >"Miss Cheerilee!"
  894. >Looking up from your desk you see a random colt run in panicky to Miss Cheerilee.
  895. >"Dinky got herself stuck in the tree again"
  896. >Cheerilee puts a hoof to her head and sighs.
  897. >"When will that filly learn she can't fly, I'll be right there"
  898. >She gets up and looks at you momentarily before walking outside to deal with the issue.
  899. >It was nothing. You pull out a second sheet of paper to being drawing again.
  900. >You began drawing a crude doodle of princess Celestia and Luna. when you felt like something hover over you.
  901. >"How's are little reject doing?"
  902. >You jump in your seat startled, Looking to your left you see DT.
  903. >Can't they just leave you alone.
  904. >You quickly turn back to you paper and begin drawing again. trying to ignore the two.
  905. >"Careful Tiara, she may try to stab herself with the pencil"
  906. >You began shaking slightly as you continued to try and ignore the two .
  907. >One of the two yanks the pencil from your hoof.
  908. "Hey!"
  909. >You turn to face the offender only to get face full of hoof causing you to fall out of your seat
  910. >You caress your newly bruised cheek as you look at DT with a hurt expression.
  911. >"I see I finally have your attention"
  912. >She walks around the desk and leans her head in towards you.
  913. >"Listen here you muddy reject! Because of what you said to Cheerilee, she told my dad."
  914. >You try to scoot back, only for DT to pull you back.
  915. >She delivers another hoof to your face. You yelp.
  916. >It gives you a black eye.
  917. >"And because of that, Daddy cut my allowance to only six bits a day"
  918. >You could only sit there and let her deliver her blows.
  919. >A third blow ensures, bruising your jaw. you let out a small cry of pain.
  920. >"And I'm Only going to say this once."
  921. >She raises her hoof a four time
  922. >"Buck"
  923. >She throws her hoof.
  924. >"Off"
  925. >You flinch by shutting your eyes, ready for the hit.
  926. >It never comes.
  927. >Opening your eyes you see that her hoof is held in place by a magical field.
  928. >"You have issues Diamond Tiara"
  929. >Looking to your left you see Sweetie Belle there with her horn glowing and the look of her struggling with the magic.
  930. >Out out of nowhere you see Apple Bloom jump in and RKO Diamond to the ground.
  931. >"You just can't go hitting other ponies like that"
  932. >Just as Bloom says this you look to your right to see Silver being held back by Scootaloo
  933. >You hear Miss Cheerilee apporching
  934. >"You just can't go climbing trees like that, you can get hurt"
  935. >Seeing Her walk through the door she looks at the scene in front of her, shocked.
  936. >Too say things didn't go well would be an understatement.
  937. >In her own caring yet scary way she flipped out on the CMC, Diamond Tiara and Silver Spoon meanwhile you sat there on the
  938.  
  939. floor while they got yelled at.
  940. >You were currently outside waiting for their detention to be over with, you wanted to thank them for what they did.
  941. >Things didn't really happen much while waiting, except when Mommy came to pick you up.
  942. >Pecking at the ground with your hoof you heard somepony approaching.
  943. >"NONNY"
  944. >You look up to see your Mommy in front of you with a horrified face.
  945. >"Wh-What happened?"
  946. >Looking at her a slightly ashamed face, you decided to not say anything, you felt that having her deal with bullies on
  947.  
  948. daily basis for you would be a burden on her.
  949. >She went up and held your face up towards hers
  950. >"Was it those two bullies again?"
  951. >You nod meekly.
  952. >"Maybe if I go talk to thei-"
  953. "NO!"
  954. >She looked at you confused at your outburst.
  955. >"No? Why not?"
  956. >You didn't really have a credible excuse for her not to so you decided to give the typical filly excuse.
  957. "Because."
  958. >"O...Kay, well why are you still out here?"
  959. "I'm waiting for Apple Bloom, Sweetie Belle, and Scootaloo to come out... They helped me with Diamond Tiara"
  960. >As if right on cue the three, along with DT and Silver on the side, began to walk out.
  961. >Slowly walk up to the three, while your mother glared at Silver and Diamond, you began to thank them
  962. "Hey I just to...Uh.... Thank you for what you did there"
  963. >When it came to showing your gratitude to ponies you knew very little of, you were more or less awkward at it. Apple
  964.  
  965. bloom was the one to speak up first.
  966. >"No problem, Besides, Diamond Tiara had this coming a long time ago, plus we couldn't just let her wail on you like that
  967.  
  968. too"
  969. >You simply nod and turn around to go back home with Mommy, when Sweetie Belle asks you a question
  970. >"Why don't you come hang out with us"
  971. >You quickly turn to face them
  972. >Should you?
  973.  
  974. >Walking alongside the CMC you decided that it might be fun to get some social interaction in your life.
  975. "So... How was detention?"
  976. >You weren't getting better at this socializing thing.
  977. >Sweetie Belle
  978. >"It wasn't much other than Miss Cheerilee talking to us about not using violence"
  979. >You laughed awkwardly while putting a hoof behind your head.
  980. "Well if you didn't I'd be pretty much a pulp by now"
  981. >You could see their clubhouse in the distance.
  982. >"That's what 'ah tried to say!"
  983. >All you could do was watch and follow as they all talked with each other.
  984. >They all became just a white noise until Scootaloo placed a hoof on your shoulder.
  985. >"....And this is why we need a national club like this"
  986. >What did they say.
  987. "Uh... Yeah I totally agree"
  988. >Listening was most likely the best idea right now, considering you didn't want to leave any bad impressions.
  989. >"See we established the Cuite Mark Crusaders, almost two years ago"
  990. >Apple Bloom began to give you the big tour as she led you inside the club house"
  991. >Curiously enough you wonder how they could of created a structure like this, they didn't seem very capable
  992. >"See hear is where we holding our weekly meetings to discuss on how to get out Cutie marks"
  993. >You didn't see how all this made much of a difference to you considering you already had one.
  994. >Come to think of it, how DID you get it, and what did it even a question mark mean?
  995. >As if you didn't have anything else to add to your list of worries.
  996. >Celstia You missed Miss Hornet, she'd know how to help you with these things.
  997. >She was quiet the talker.
  998. >Anyways, Apple Bloom along with the rest of the CMC finished showing off the few things they had for their club.
  999. >"...Do you do that with us Nonny?"
  1000. >Listen you numbskull, LISTEN.
  1001. >Now even your brain was going against you.
  1002. "Huh? Do what?"
  1003. >"Come with us to get our Cutie marks by doing back flips off Rainbow Falls"
  1004. >What?
  1005. >As much as you'd like to, you weren't really for trying to kill yourself a second time.
  1006. >You weren't really up for going diving off cliffs.
  1007. "I think I'll pass"
  1008. >"What? Why?"
  1009. >Not to be rude, but you just wanted to thank them and leave, hanging out with them was their idea along with your Mommy
  1010.  
  1011. pushing you towards it.
  1012. "Well..because....I... Have to go to my therapy, yeah that"
  1013. >In actuality you already missed today's appointment.
  1014. >Apple Bloom seemed disappointed
  1015. >"Oh, well health is more important than that I guess"
  1016. >They all left in single file line out the door with an assortment of climbing gear.
  1017. >Well... What do you do now. You can't go back home to mommy. She'd be disappointed that you disobeyed her requests.
  1018. >But there wasn't really much to do in town.
  1019. >You decided maybe to take a small nap to pass the time, considering that today's events were taxing on your body.
  1020. >Laying down on the wooden floor, you let yourself slowly drift of to sleep during the middle of the day.
  1021. >..........
  1022. >You were....Home
  1023. >Though it didn't feel like it.
  1024. >Right now you were in your....Basket.
  1025. >You thought you had your own room.
  1026. >Getting out of the makeshift bed, you walk around the castle, hoping to find Mommy.
  1027. >You manage to find her in her room, asleep
  1028. >Walking up to her, you lightly shake her.
  1029. "Mommy?"
  1030. >She abruptly turns to you with a glare.
  1031. >"Get out of here you little shit"
  1032. >You feel her levitate you and toss you violently out the door into the hallway wall.
  1033. >Staggering to get back up, you look at your side to see a large bruise forming along with a large gash along the side.
  1034. >Looking back to Mommy in her room, you see her with rage filled face while coming towards you.
  1035. >Not again.
  1036. >You being limping yourself away from her to the main entrance.
  1037. >You had to get away.
  1038. >Managing to get to the door, you see behind you that your Mommy was closing in on you.
  1039. >"Darling, what's going on?"
  1040. >You see Miss Rarity standing by the castle entrance with a look of concern.
  1041. "Miss Rarity, you have to help me, Mommy is goi-"
  1042. >She stops you by putting a hoof on your mouth.
  1043. >Her look of concern quickly becomes one of evil.
  1044. >"Who said you could leave?"
  1045. >You began whispering out words as you stumbled back.
  1046. "No"
  1047. >You quickly turn around to run only for Miss Rarity to grab your hind leg.
  1048. >"Where are you going darling. We just want to play a game"
  1049. >To the front your see Twilight was slowly approaching with a sadistic smile, while to the rear you see Miss Rarity was
  1050.  
  1051. wearing a murder's smile.
  1052. >Using your other hind leg you kick her off of you, and book it.
  1053. >Making it to the kitchen, you see a familiar sight.
  1054. >It was the makeshift cake you made along with the note.
  1055. 'No.No.Leave me alone!"
  1056. >You run harder, trying to escape, you barley manage to make it out the door of the dining room when the CMC tackle you to
  1057.  
  1058. the ground.
  1059. >"Didn't somepony tell you it was rude to walk away while some pony is talking"
  1060. >As you lay on your back while the CMC hold you down, you look in front of you to see Diamond Tiara and Silver Spoon.
  1061. >By this point you can't help the tears running down your face.
  1062. >Behind the two you see Rarity and Twilight approaching.
  1063. >Shutting your eyes, You can feel Twilight hovering over you.
  1064. >"Honey....Open your mouth"
  1065. >Instinctively you clench hard on your mouth.
  1066. >"Rarity... I think she needs a little help"
  1067. >"Darling I think your right, let me help"
  1068. >You feel Rarity stomp her front legs into your stomach"
  1069. >This causes you to get the sensation of wanting to vomit, but all that comes up is a coppery taste in your mouth.
  1070. >You try to break the CMC's grip on you, but this entices them to hold you down hard, so hard you felt like your legs
  1071.  
  1072. would break.
  1073. >And they Did.
  1074. >Keeping your mouth shut you let out a whimper, as you felt utterly hopeless.
  1075. >"I Said...OPEN...YOUR....MOUTH!"
  1076. >You feel your jaw start to tingle.
  1077. >Your Mommy yanks you jaw open hard, so much that you hear a loud audible crack come from it.
  1078. >Opening your eyes you scream out in pain, but it is cut out by shoving your 'cake down your throat.
  1079. >You begin to suffocate on it.
  1080. >"You wanted a cake, well here it is"
  1081. >You feel your throat begin to sink in on itself as you desperately try to suck in air.
  1082. >Diamond Tiara speaks up
  1083. >"She only liked you because she didn't want to look bad for causing your suicide"
  1084. >More tears begin to flow as spots form in your vision.
  1085. >Diamond Tiara and Silver Spoon begin delivering punches on you.
  1086. >The punches were audible, but the only thing you could hear at this moment were the sounds of you suffocating on your
  1087.  
  1088. cake
  1089. >The pain from the punches, broken bones, and bruises begin to numb out.
  1090. >You hear one last statement from your Mommy.
  1091. >"Go ahead honey... Eat your cake.... I want to see the light in your eyes to disappear.
  1092. >Your vision falters out, these were your final moments.
  1093. >Your hearing loses it strength, You can only hear the sound of your heart beat now...it was slowing down.
  1094. >You start to feel weaker and weaker, as your struggling fades out.
  1095. >All your senses, besides your hearing, were gone at this point.
  1096.  
  1097. >The last thing you heard was the final beat of your heart.
  1098. >Your last thought, a simple 'Why'
  1099. >.....
  1100.  
  1101. >You awaken in the middle of the night with a loud gasp and a large wail.
  1102. >Millions of thoughts were running through you mind.
  1103. >You shake so violently that a pony with hypothermia would pale in comparison to you.
  1104. >Laying on your side for nice simple nap, evolved into a long nightmare where you began to a assume a fetal position as
  1105.  
  1106. you hugged yourself.
  1107. >Sweaty, cold, and crying, you hear your mother call out for you in the distance.
  1108. >"Nonny...Nonny.... It's time to come home."
  1109. >You didn't respond as her voice just caused you even more distress. You let out small hiccups in between your sobs
  1110. >You can hear the sound of the clubhouse door opening.
  1111. >"Oh Nonny"
  1112. >Mommy comes up behind you and pulls you up into a hug, you don't return it.
  1113. >Did she actually love you? Or was it because she didn't want to look bad in front of over ponies.
  1114. >"Don't worry.... everything will be alright"
  1115. >You continued to cry into her shoulder as you asked a question.
  1116. "D-Do you love me?"
  1117. >She doesn't say anything for a few seconds.
  1118. >"Of course"
  1119. "Why?"
  1120. >"Why what?"
  1121. "THEN WHY DID YOU LET ME LIVE IF YOU LOVE ME!"
  1122. >A fresh new batch of sobs arise as Mommy doesn't say anything to your question.
  1123. >You mutter out a more words.
  1124. "If you loved me, you should of just let me go."
  1125. >Your tears begin to stain Mommy's coat.
  1126. >Mommy begins to hum out a song for you
  1127.  
  1128. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivOrKizry94 [Embed]
  1129.  
  1130. >At this time your sobs are nothing now but the occasional hiccup
  1131. >You open your eyes slightly to look out the window to see the moonlight.
  1132. >Why didn't she leave you in that bathtub, maybe then you'd be truly happy.
  1133. >Something pokes your side, looking you see it was Miss Hornet.
  1134. >You slowly take her and hug her tightly as your Mommy continues to hug you.
  1135. >You didn't want to leave her embrace.
  1136. >Getting comfortable, you snuggle onto her chest.
  1137. >Just as the song seemed to be coming to an end, even though you just slept, you began to feel sleepy.
  1138. >The tears in your eyes at this point were dry.
  1139. >Falling back into asleep, you hope that your dreams would be good ones.
  1140. >And that when you'd wake up, Mommy would still be there: Holding you in her embrace, telling you it would be okay,
  1141.  
  1142. chasing away all the nightmares.
  1143. >You could only hope.
  1144. >You slowly but surely awaken from your slumber. still feeling your dry tears from the previous night.
  1145. >In your hooves you could feel Miss Hornet was still close to you.
  1146. >She still brought a smile to your face
  1147. "Hi Miss Hornet, Did you have a good sleep"
  1148. >She shook her head yes.
  1149. "Me too, Let's go find Mommy"
  1150. >Sliding out of bed you carry Miss Hornet in tow in your hooves.
  1151. >Walking to Mommy's room you look inside to see she wasn't there.
  1152. >You walk downstairs to the kitchen to find nopony there....Except Fluttershy.
  1153. >"Oh there you are Nonny, I was wondering why you'd be up"
  1154. >Why was she here.
  1155. "Where's Mommy"
  1156. >"Twilight had to go with some political issues in Saddle Arabia"
  1157. >This saddened you slightly, You had hopped that you and Mommy would do something today.
  1158. "Don't I have to go to school today?"
  1159. >It was still the weekday after all.
  1160. >"You should. But Twilight told me she didn't want you going today"
  1161. >Miss 'Shy left to the kitchen for a moment, bringing back a plate of waffles.
  1162. >"You'd better eat up, because Twilight told me you have to go to your therapist's appointment today"
  1163. >So you sat down and began eating.
  1164.  
  1165. >After you had your breakfast, you and Miss 'Shy began your way to Mister Cerebral Fault's office.
  1166. >"I haven't seen you in a while Nonny, since..."
  1167. >She cut herself off, knowing the next few words wouldn't be good ones.
  1168. >"....Since along time ago"
  1169. >You were about to ask when, until she stopped you..
  1170. >"Oh would you look at that, we're here"
  1171. >Walking into the reception area you see several other ponies waiting.
  1172. >"Just go on in, I'll take care of the paper work"
  1173. >You oblige, and walk on through a door into a hallway.
  1174. >Walking up to the office door, you knock on it.
  1175. >"Come in"
  1176. >You walk inside to white stallion, with graying brown mane. He was reading over some paperwork, he turns to look at you.
  1177. >"Ah Nonny, I was wondering if you'd be back"
  1178. >You take a seat in the overly large seat in front of his desk.
  1179.  
  1180. >"I guess we should start off today's meeting"
  1181. >He pull out a notepad and quill.
  1182. >"So how have you been today"
  1183. "Fine I guess"
  1184. >"So... How come you weren't at yesterday's meeting?"
  1185. >You avert his gaze. He senses your discomfort and changes the topic
  1186. >"So...Uh...How's your mother been?"
  1187. >Bad topic.
  1188. "She didn't stay today"
  1189. >"Excuse me?"
  1190. "Mommy said she loved me yesterday...not enough to stay with me"
  1191. >"I'm sure she loves you"
  1192. "Yeah...right"
  1193. >You hear him scribble in his notepad.
  1194. >"Has there been any issues going on in school lately?"
  1195. >Wasn't he suppose to be making you feel better? If anything you felt horrible now.
  1196. "There are these fillies at school?"
  1197. >"Fillies?"
  1198. "Yeah... They kinda found out what happened"
  1199. >He writes down a couple more things.
  1200. >"And have they been causing you problems"
  1201. >You sigh.
  1202. "Yes"
  1203. >"Now let's talk about your life before this..."
  1204.  
  1205.  
  1206. >"...And I'll be sure to talk about this with you next week right?"
  1207. "Right"
  1208. >Maybe you want to ask Mommy about getting somepony else, He didn't really make you feel better. If anything he made you
  1209.  
  1210. think more about your life.
  1211. >Walking out of the office and into the reception area, you meet up with Miss 'Shy.
  1212. >While walking the route you notice you were not walking the same the route back home.
  1213. "Where are we going?"
  1214. >"We're going back to my home, I have to go feed my animal friends"
  1215. >As much as you'd like to go play with different animals, you didn't want to leave Miss Hornet at home.
  1216. "Can I go get Miss Hornet back home"
  1217. >"I guess so. But don't you need somepony to walk you home"
  1218. >You were a big filly, you wanted at least this little pleasure in life.
  1219. "No...I'm a big Filly"
  1220. >It was daytime, so you couldn't get lost
  1221. >"I guess if you think so"
  1222. >You begin a light-paced jog to Mommy's home.
  1223. >Along the way you looked at all the ponies,shops, and tourist walk through the town.
  1224. >While looking at them you wondered, what was their backstory, what was their life like, most likely better than yours
  1225. >Being distracted like this had caused you to run into somepony.
  1226. "O-oh, sorry Mister"
  1227. >He was a lanky grey stallion with a dark blue mane
  1228. >"The apologies are all mine...where are you trying to go"
  1229. "Mommy's house"
  1230. >"Don't you think you should have an adult taking you there"
  1231. "I-I...No"
  1232. >"Let me take you then...Where is it?"
  1233. >You sigh and look down disappointment while point to the big castle in the distance.
  1234. >"Come on, let's go"
  1235. >You two begin the slow walk to Mommy's home
  1236. >"So what's your name kid?"
  1237. "Nonny"
  1238. >He rubs a hoof in your mane.
  1239. >"And why is Nonny walking home alone?"
  1240. >You think you'd like him, he was very nice to you.
  1241. "I wanted to go get Miss Hornet back at home"
  1242. >"Miss Hornet?"
  1243. >"She's a doll Miss Rarity gave to me, She's my best friend"
  1244. >You leave out the word 'Only' this doesn't stop him from looking at you funnily.
  1245. >He doesn't like you either.
  1246. >Well at least he's nice.
  1247. >The two of you approach the castle steps, you take the steps up to the doors.
  1248. >Walking back into your home you shut the door and begin walking up to your room
  1249. >You have yet to decorate it.
  1250. >But still you were here to get your only friend Miss Hornet then head over to Miss 'Shy's house.
  1251. >Walking into your room, you see Miss Hornet on the bed, still smiling, still presenting a cake in her hooves.
  1252. "Hey Miss Hornet, guess where we're going today"
  1253. >She said nothing,you jump up on the bed and grab her.
  1254. "We're going to Miss 'Shy's house"
  1255. >You shake her around to indicate excitement.
  1256. >You give Miss Hornet a light smile
  1257. "I know, I think it's going to be fun"
  1258. >Grabbing her with your hoof, you turn around and jump back off the bed.
  1259. >You see that grey stallion again in your room.
  1260. >This Catches you off guard, you gasp and accidentally drop Miss Hornet.
  1261. "What are you doing here Mister?"
  1262. >You grab Miss Hornet back off the ground.
  1263. >"I'm here to take you home".
  1264. >Just about to ask him what he meant by that, the stallion covers your face in a beach towel with his horn.
  1265. >It smells funny.
  1266. >You try to rip it off of you, only to feel the strength from your body drain quickly.
  1267. >The smell stung your nose and throat, as you try to call out for help, only for it to come out as a weak cry.
  1268. >You felt like somepony just took you and spun you like a top.
  1269. >The dizziness causes you to collapse to the floor.
  1270. "Mo-Mommy Hel-p"
  1271. >You started to feel sick to your stomach as you felt your world fade from your grasp
  1272. >Miss 'Shy, Rarity, Anypony?
  1273. >Soon, you felt nothing.
  1274. >Conciseness began to creep on you again.
  1275. >Opening your eyes, you find yourself in total darkness.
  1276. >Your on a mattress.
  1277. >Crawling off it, you find there was nothing supporting it other than hard floor.
  1278. >You hold your hoof in front of you to feel your way around the room.
  1279. "Mommy?"
  1280. >What happened, You went home, You got Miss Hornet....then....everything is fuzzy from that point on.
  1281. >Wait...where was Miss Hornet.
  1282. >Searching throught the darkness, you find that she was on the bed you were on.
  1283. "Where are we Miss Hornet?"
  1284. >You sit on the bed as you talked with her.
  1285. "it's very spooky here Miss Hornet, wouldn't you say so?"
  1286. >Even thought you were somewhere you didn't know, you knew that things get done if you remained calm.
  1287. >After some more exploring in the darkl\ with Miss Hornet you two find a steel door.
  1288. >It was Locked.
  1289. >Was this a jail cell, did you do something bad.
  1290. >Maybe Mommy was punishing you for going home without someone.
  1291. >Along with the door and floor mattress was a toilet, and what looked like a makeshift shower.
  1292. >It must be a jail cell.
  1293. >You sit with Miss Hornet on the mattress
  1294. >While you waited you made small talk with Miss Hornet.
  1295. >You soon talked you self to sleep with her in your hooves.
  1296. >Abruptly, you awaken by the sound of the steel door opening and slamming into the wall adjacent to it.
  1297. >Sitting up straight, you look to the door wide-eyed to see the blue stallion.
  1298. "H-Hell-"
  1299. >"SHUTUP!"
  1300. >You jump back as the once kind stallion was now harsh.
  1301. >Due to this you begin pushing yourself back.
  1302. >"LAY THE FUCK DOWN"
  1303. >You whimper as you do as you say.
  1304. >You wished you had a blanket so you could hid yourself.
  1305. >There was another stallion past the door talking to him, you couldn't see him.
  1306. >"So what are we gonna do this one?"
  1307. >The blue stallion turns to him.
  1308. >"Just break her in, and get her some clients"
  1309. >what were they talking about.
  1310. >"So I'll see ya in five?"
  1311. >"yep"
  1312. >Blue, the stallion you've decided to nickname as for now, Shuts the door.
  1313. >Blue turns to you with a sick grin.
  1314. >You see his horn glow brightly in the dark, and out of nowhere you see a blindfold wrap around your eyes.
  1315. "H-Hey"
  1316. >He uses his magic to violently slap you across the face, you yelp at this.
  1317. >"I said SHUT UP!"
  1318. >You stand up and try to take it off with your hooves.
  1319. >This only causes blue to use his magic to envelop your forehooves and force you to lay back down onto the bed.
  1320. >You let out a long whimper as you feel your breath's pace quicken.
  1321. >He leans over your body and whispers in to your ear
  1322. >"You know what time it is?"
  1323. >You shiver as tears are no running through your blindfold.
  1324. >"It's....Fun...time"
  1325. >He drags the last few words as long as he can.
  1326. >When he leaned, he smelled like blueberries oddly enough.
  1327. >"How about we just get to the main course already."
  1328. >He tries to force his lips on to yours but you turn you head to avoid it.
  1329. >Letting out a growl, he sounds as if he is going to deliver another blow on to you.
  1330. >Just as you flinch back prepared to take the blow, you hear the steel door open. You hear a voice come from the door.
  1331. >"Hey Breeze!"
  1332. >Blue, or rather Breeze, let's out an annoyed sigh.
  1333. >"What do you want Blunt!"
  1334. >"T-There are some ponies here to see you"
  1335. >You wish you could escape from these bonds.
  1336. >"Who could possib-"
  1337. >There is a series of loud explosions. You jump at this.
  1338. >You hear the stallion , stumble back a couple steps.
  1339. >"W-Who are you, and what are you doing inside my hom-"
  1340. >You hear a blast come from next to you.
  1341. >The stallion's magical grip falters and gives out, you take this opportunity to huddle yourself against the wall next to
  1342.  
  1343. your bed.
  1344. >You are shaking by this point.
  1345. >Something pressed a hoof on your shoulder, you gasp and let out a cry of fear.
  1346. >"It's okay, Nonny"
  1347. >You recognize that voice.
  1348. "Mo-Mommy"
  1349. >She pulls off the blindfold
  1350. >It was Mommy.
  1351. >Your tears of fear become one's of joy as she pull you into a hug.
  1352. "H-How did you know I was here."
  1353. >She looked you in the eyes.
  1354. >"Someponies saw you following him, plus on top of that Princess Luna came just in time to tell me"
  1355. "What about saddle arabia?"
  1356. >She looked at you with a sad expression.
  1357. >"I dropped everything I did, just to be with you."
  1358. >She strengths her hug as you look over her shoulder to look at what she did for you.
  1359. >"I will never let anypony hurt you."
  1360. >She whispers out the last few words
  1361. >"Just like I hurt you"
  1362. >Maybe she did love you.
  1363. >Maybe
  1364. >Currently you were back at home with Miss Hornet.
  1365. >After what had happened with the blue stallion, Mommy had to give you a lesson on never trusting a stranger you don't
  1366.  
  1367. know.
  1368. >At first you expected some sort of beating to take place due to past experience, but only had gotten something as being
  1369.  
  1370. forced to stay in your room, while she dealt with the two stallions.
  1371. >You knew that they were going to do something bad based on the situation you were in, just not sure on what though.
  1372. >Before your Mommy had left you asked what they would of done, she only got flustered and red before leaving in the middle
  1373.  
  1374. of the night
  1375. "So, what do you want to do Miss Hornet"
  1376. >You couldn't really sleep right now considering you had already taken a 'nap' before.
  1377. >Thinking back to your first birthday you wonder if you could of prevented this by not saying anything about it at all.
  1378. "Yeah, I can't really come up with anything too."
  1379. >If you didn't say anything, would she still like you, would she still hurt you....would she abandon you.
  1380. >You didn't want to think about these things, they tend to sadden you greatly. But yet they still manage to creep up on
  1381.  
  1382. you at times.
  1383. >Letting yourself fall back into your bed, you hold Miss Hornet above you.
  1384. "You'll never leave me....Right?"
  1385. >She nods in agreement.
  1386. >even in the most troubling of times, she still had the ability to put a smile on your face while no else tried.
  1387. >Be Twilight.
  1388. >You were currently heading over to the Equestrian court house in Canterlot.
  1389. >It brought you chills when you remember the look on Nonny's face in the basement when she was so close to being raped.
  1390. >That was exactly the reason why you had employed your friend Rainbow Dash to stay the castle and watch over her.
  1391. >Maybe having Fluttershy watch over her while you were gone wasn't a good idea, she still tended to be somewhat of a
  1392.  
  1393. pushover.
  1394. >"Will all the ponies here for the case Equestria versus Breeze.
  1395. >You stood up, it was time to go give your testimony.
  1396. >These fuckers were going to learn to not fuck the princess's daughter.
  1397.  
  1398. >Be Nonny.
  1399. >It's been a month since the Blue stallion incident.
  1400. >Most of that month had been spent recovering from it, even though you insisted that you were fine.
  1401. >You have been gone from school way too long, you dare not imagine the work that is to come.
  1402. >Currently you were walking with your saddlebag back to school.
  1403. >You made sure to have Miss Hornet with you, if she got taken again, you be sure to get her back.
  1404. >Upon entering the school grounds you got the same reaction as the first day back after the hospital.
  1405. >They all stared at you, well except Diamond Tiara and Silver Spoon, who after the small skirmish, had decided it would
  1406.  
  1407. not be a good idea to interact with you.
  1408. >At least not in public, she had tried to poke at you with her insults when you were alone, but Mommy always made sure you
  1409.  
  1410. had somepony to talk with.
  1411. >She said something like 'It helps social development'
  1412. >You weren't really sure what it meant.
  1413. >"Nonny!"
  1414. >You turn to the left to see CMC run up and jump to you for a hug.
  1415. >You don't know why, but it agitated you greatly
  1416. >"We haven't seen you in forever"
  1417. >Apple Bloom seemed excited to see you.
  1418. "Yeah....I've been busy."
  1419. >You quickly push them off and get back up.
  1420. >Sweetie Belle is the first to ask you a question.
  1421. >"So where have you been all this time?"
  1422. "....Around."
  1423. >Before they could ask another question Miss Cheerilee calls everyone inside.
  1424. >While walking inside, looks at you momentarily, she looks shocked to see you but quickly regains her composure.
  1425. >You take your typical seat again in the back of the class.
  1426. >"Today class we're going to getting into more advanced math problems called polynomials"
  1427. >She turns to the board to write it.
  1428. >You reach into your bag to pull out a sheet of paper, You pause momentarily as you look at Miss Hornet.
  1429. >You had expected today to be a more 'get things done kind of day' but class seemed to disinterested you right now.
  1430.  
  1431.  
  1432. >Things in class seemed to pass by quickly as it was already time for recess, you stayed in class while everyone else went
  1433.  
  1434. out.
  1435. >Maybe a little rest would be go right now, you lay your head on the desk to take some time to get a little more sleep
  1436.  
  1437. when Miss Cheerilee walks up to your desk.
  1438. >"Nonny...Are you hungry?"
  1439. >Lifting you head, you look at her with a confused gaze.
  1440. "No, why?"
  1441. >She seems concerned at you answer.
  1442. >"No reason, it just you seem a little...thin."
  1443. >What did she mean?
  1444. >She had left without saying anything else, but had left a apple on your desk.
  1445. >So what if you lost a little weight, wasn't stuff like that a good thing?
  1446. >Maybe it was better to go outside. All the Fillies and colts outside made it look pleasant.
  1447. >It was cold in Miss Cheerilee's room.
  1448. >You get out of your seat and make your way outside.
  1449. >It felt....Nice, to feel the warm rays of sun on your face.
  1450. >Looking around the school grounds, you saw the ponies doing various things: Gossiping, playing, or just walking around
  1451.  
  1452. and talking.
  1453. >But over to the next of the school you saw the school's playground, bare and empty of anypony in it.
  1454. >That would probably be a good place sit and relax at..
  1455. >Trotting over to the swing sets, you take a seat over in one of the swings, and begin to propel yourself back and forth
  1456.  
  1457. with your rear hooves.
  1458. >As you went higher and higher, you saw the various activities other's were doing.
  1459. >The CMC looked to playing some form of tag.
  1460. >Dinky looked like she was trying to climb a tree while muttering 'I'm Pegasus like mommy'
  1461. >Snips and snails looked as if they were reading some kind of comic and were discussing it.
  1462. >At the far right end of the school you saw Diamond Tiara and her Lackey Silver Spoon with a group of ponies looking to be
  1463.  
  1464. talking about something.
  1465. >You couldn't hear or see what they were talking about due to the crowd of ponies blocking them.
  1466. >This Piqued your curiosity, maybe you should go over there.
  1467. >No..No....Nothing good could come from it.
  1468. >Well, maybe it couldn't hurt to just get a simple glance,.
  1469. >You drag your rear hooves into the ground to stop your momentum.
  1470. >Hopping off the rusty swing you slowly make your way over to the group of ponies surrounding Diamond Tiara.
  1471. >As you got closer and closer their voices got more clear.
  1472. >"-ean can you be-... -e would....-his"
  1473. >Reaching the group, you look over one of the colt's shoulders to see what it was being discussed.
  1474. >You Diamond Tiara stepping on something, you saw a sliver of green, but wasn't sure what it was.
  1475. >Pushing the colt, you wanted to see what the big fuss was all about.
  1476. >You she was stomping on...Miss Hornet!
  1477. >How did she even get her? You had just stepped outside.
  1478. >Immediately upon seeing her on the ground you shouted out.
  1479. "HEY!"
  1480. >Everypony around you cleared to give you a view of DT and Silver, defacing Miss Hornet.
  1481. >"Oh look, It's Miss reject..."
  1482. "W-What are you doing with Miss Hornet?"
  1483. >"Miss Hornet? You actually named it? You must be an even bigger loner than everypony thought"
  1484. >She lifted Miss Hornet up into the air.
  1485. "Give...Her....Back"
  1486. >Diamond Tiara only got a smug grin from this.
  1487. >"What...Is every stallion's toy gonna cry?"
  1488. >How...Did she...Even...Know?
  1489. >You took on a fighting a stance, You've been putting up with her crap too long.
  1490. >Maybe it'd of been better if you didn't come here.
  1491. >But you know what they say.
  1492. >Curiosity killed the cat.
  1493. >But furry was going to massacre these two
  1494. >"Well wha-"
  1495. >Before she could say anything else you delivered the first punch onto her, You've never fought anypony before.
  1496. >You were going to make it the best first fight as best as you can.
  1497. >Diamond Tiara reeled back from your hit.
  1498. >She must be weak considering you weren't very strong yourself.
  1499. >You sent out another hoof into her face.
  1500. >Trying for a third, it misses as DT's lackey headbutts into your side.
  1501. >sending you flying off to the side.
  1502. >As you get back up, you see a purple spot forming on her face.
  1503. >Try fixing that with plastic surgery Kim Kardashian.
  1504. >Sensing Silver Spoon approaching you from behind, Like an apple bucker, you give her a face full of your hind leg.
  1505. >Miss Hornet your friend and you'll protect her like she did to you.
  1506. >As the crowd watches in shock.
  1507. >You walk back up to get back at this pathetic excuse for a pony
  1508. >She doesn't look like she's ready to give in too.
  1509. >Good. It was nice to expression something other than sadness and sorrow.
  1510. >Tossing in your third hit, Tiara counters it by grabbing it and forcing you down to the ground.
  1511. >But just you are about to hit the ground you roundhouse kick her with your rear hoof.
  1512. >This sends her flying into the crowd.
  1513. >Silver Spoon tries to jump on top of you and beat on you, But you put your rear hooves in between each other.
  1514. >You catch her with them, and buck them as hard as you can, sending flying into Diamond.
  1515. >Quickly you roll over back onto your hooves.
  1516. >Your objective is in your sights, Miss Hornet.
  1517. >She lays in the middle of the crowd, as the two of them regain their stance you pounce for Miss Hornet, but hear Diamonf
  1518.  
  1519. yell out.
  1520. >"SNIPS,SNAILS!"
  1521. >You are caught in mid-air by two colts, who now hold you.
  1522. >Struggling against their hold you see Diamond Tiara with a bloody nose walk to you with Miss Hornet.
  1523. >"Is this what you wanted?"
  1524. >She tosses Miss Hornet off to the side and takes her hoof and deliver it into your abdomen.
  1525. >You wheeze as all the air in your lungs leave.
  1526. >She delivers a few more, you notice her mane tends to fly into your face when doing so.
  1527. >Taking this chance, with her fourth blow you grab her mane with your mouth.
  1528. >It stings your mouth with hair products.
  1529. >Whipping your head back as far as it could go, you pull her onto you,.
  1530. >This action shocks Snails, who was holding your right hoof, he lets go by accident.
  1531. >You let go of her mane with your mouth, only to grab it with your right and toss her into Snips.
  1532. >This free's your other hoof now.
  1533. >Silver is about to help out, but you deliver a knock-out blow by swinging your back hoof upwards, Colliding with her jaw.
  1534. >With one out and three remaining, you take on a feral fighting stance.
  1535. >There is a trickle of blood that escapes the corner of your mouth from biting your tongue.
  1536. >You only lick it up.
  1537. >Celestia! You never felt more alive.
  1538. >Just as you were going to assault the rest of three, who looked to be barely maintaining themselves.
  1539. >You hear Miss Cheerilee call out.
  1540. >"NONNY!"
  1541. >You sat in the classroom alone with Miss Cheerilee.
  1542. >Everypony had gone home for the day.
  1543. >Unfortunately for you, Diamond Tiara was somewhat of a good actor.
  1544. >Her way of making you the bad filly consisted of feigning a broken hoof, and crying.
  1545. >with that, and the fact you've been labeled a tattle-tale, everypony pretty much went against you and said yo had started
  1546.  
  1547. it.
  1548. >All except the CMC, who fell under peer-pressure and said nothing.
  1549. >You though that friends looked out for each other.
  1550. >Maybe they aren't your friends.
  1551. >Oh well, at least you managed to get Miss Hornet back from them, though it did upset you slightly when you saw a small
  1552.  
  1553. cut on her side, letting out the stuffing.
  1554. > You only looked at her with a disappointed look while Miss Cheerilee gave you a lecture on violence.
  1555. >"...And you can get in serious trouble if that pony gets hurt, OR WORSE!"
  1556. >You didn't have to know anything to know that you were going to get back at Diamond one way or another.
  1557. >Because of what happened Mommy had to pick you up personally from school.
  1558. >Keeping your head down looking at the desk you heard Mommy walk through the door.
  1559. >"Hey Cheerilee, what happened?"
  1560. >You hope that she would side with you this one time.
  1561. >"Well unfortunately, your daughter got into a fight with one of the students today"
  1562. >"Are you sure it wasn't just an accident?"
  1563. >You sulk even further as Miss Cheerilee goes into further detail.
  1564. >"I believe not, considering a few students had to sent home for the day."
  1565. >"Oh really?"
  1566. >You can hear the condescending in her voice, things were not going to good at home.
  1567. >If you could get at Diamond Tiara for what she did, you'd probably attack her..again.
  1568. >"I'll leave any additional punishments to you"
  1569. >Oh no.
  1570. >"I'm sure I'll have a talk with her when we get home"
  1571. >You get out of your seat and continue to look at the floor as you are gestured to follow.
  1572. >"I expect a better behavior when you come back tomorrow"
  1573. >"I can't express how disappointed I am in you right now."
  1574. >You hung your head as you and Mommy went back home.
  1575. >"I mean seriously? Fighting? I thought you were better than that."
  1576. >Not saying anything, you continue to let her nag you about your actions.
  1577. >"And what would of happened if you seriously hurt her, you could be imprisoned for that."
  1578. >You could explain to her that it was Diamond Tiara's fault, but she wouldn't believe you.
  1579. >"Do you think I want to be there in prison, having to pick you up, do you understand how bad that makes me look?"
  1580. >The walk from school to home was a short one as Mommy lectured you.
  1581. "But I-"
  1582. >"DON'T...talk back to me, when we get home, I want you in your room, for the next week you'll be grounded"
  1583. >You must of done bad, she was yelling at you now, and you actually felt bad for your actions.
  1584. >Mommy opens up the door for you, entering, you being to make your way towards your room.
  1585. >"Where do you think you're going?"
  1586. >Looking back at her, you see her shut the door.
  1587. "You just tol-"
  1588. >She drops the angered face, and replaces it with a happy eye roll.
  1589. >"Please Nonny...I was only saying that so I'd look tough on you?"
  1590. >Now you were genuinely confused.
  1591. "I-I... What?"
  1592. >"Honey... We both know that Tiara had this coming for a while now?"
  1593. >You blink at her as she places a hoof under your chin.
  1594. >"Apple Bloom, Sweetie Belle, and Scootaloo have all gone through her bulling before, and we all know how cruel she can
  1595.  
  1596. be."
  1597. >Is that why they didn't join in.
  1598. >"Now don't get me wrong. I'll still have to punish you for that, considering how extreme it was, but i'm actually more
  1599.  
  1600. proud than angry at you"
  1601. >Smiling, you pull her into a hug.
  1602. "Thanks Mom."
  1603. >She chuckles as you pull back.
  1604. >"No problem, now go get your work done now. Dinner will be ready in an hour"
  1605. >You head back upstairs to your room with a smile on your face.
  1606. >Today was a good day.
  1607. >You had spent nearly a week in your room for your 'punishment' which seemed to be more of an excuse from Mommy to be with
  1608.  
  1609. you.
  1610. >She did everything from talking with you, to actually reading to you till you fell asleep.
  1611. >It felt...weird, for her to be acting motherly towards you.
  1612. >But you still accepted her gestures of love. It was to be actually loved.
  1613. >You were soon back at school once again, you were sure that with these interruptions like this, you'd never learn
  1614.  
  1615. anything.
  1616. >You tried to not let Diamond Tiara get to you, though from time to time still lead to inevitable fights.
  1617. >But with less violence this time...unless you positively get her blamed for it.
  1618. >Currently you were helping Mommy by bringing over some books to Applejack...Stange right?
  1619. >Maybe they were apple related.
  1620. >Passing by the orchards of apple trees you saw the CMC looking like they were trying to get they're cutie marks in apple
  1621.  
  1622. bucking.
  1623. >But you thought they did that last week.
  1624. >Seeing Applejack in the distance, working on the barn.
  1625. >She seemed to be hanging up some kind of banner on it.
  1626. >As you got closer it read out 'Happy Birthday Apple Bloom'
  1627. >Oh.
  1628. >Well then....There's that.
  1629. >You tried to pretend it wasn't there as you walked up to Applejack on the ladder.
  1630. "Hey Miss Applejack."
  1631. >She stopped hammering nails into the banner to look at you.
  1632. >"Well hey there 'Non, what brings you over here"
  1633. >You pull out a set of books
  1634. "Mommy told me to bring these to you"
  1635. >She takes them.
  1636. >"Great, I'll need these for later today, Say... you want to come over for Apple Bloom's birthday today?"
  1637. "Sure!"
  1638. >Not really.
  1639.  
  1640. "Are you sure we have to go?"
  1641. >"Of course we do! Isn't Apple Bloom your friend too?"
  1642. >Twilight was currently helping with preperation for the party at the farm, while you asked about it.
  1643. "She is....It's just..."
  1644. >"Just what?"
  1645. >You felt weird, knowing that she was having a party, Not sure what to call the emotion.
  1646. "Nothing."
  1647. >It was Apple Bloom's birthday, you felt happy for her, but also...forgotten.
  1648. >Deciding it was best not to say anything, you made you way inside the barn, where you saw an assortment of in-progress
  1649.  
  1650. decorations being worked on by the five other ponies.
  1651. >Pinkie was currently setting the final layer on the cake. it was a cosmopolitan ice cream cake.
  1652. >The sight of it made your mouth water.
  1653. >Being in here was probably not a good idea, it only seemed to create more issues than solve them.
  1654. >Maybe a nice walk around the orchard would be nice.
  1655. >Walking outside, you begin your long trek around the large apple farm, doing so until the party was ready to commence.
  1656. >It was more of a thought journey to you though.
  1657. >Why did it seem so unfair to you that she had a birthday.
  1658. >She had every right to be happy.
  1659. >But why not you.
  1660. >You wish you didn't have to think about things like this, they only got you headaches from thinking about them too much.
  1661. >Just one day, one day for her birthday, then you'll wait a whole year for it again.
  1662. >And by that time you should have yours too...right?
  1663. >Celestia you hoped so.
  1664. >It was starting to get you.
  1665. >In the distance you could here a triangle ringing out in the distance.
  1666. >Guess it was time for the party.
  1667. >"Happy birthday to you"
  1668. >You and the rest of Apple Bloom's friends sang the last verse, you more or less began to mouth it at this point.
  1669. >It wasn't that you hated her, more or less that you were jealous that she actually got a birthday.
  1670. >Part of you wanted to ask Twilight when you would have one.
  1671. >But you didn't want to bother her with such frivolous things...even if they weren't to you.
  1672. >At the present moment you were enjoying some of the cosmopolitan ice cream cake.
  1673. >Not really bothering to socialize, Apple Bloom had went up to where you were....Alone, at a single table.
  1674. >So what...You were a loner for most of your life.
  1675. >"Hey Nonny, enjoin' the party?"
  1676. >With your mouth full of cold ice cream you could only nod, you may be jealous, but it was still a good party.
  1677. >Your only party.
  1678. >Anyways... You and Apple Bloom stuck up a conversation on cutie marks, and by you and her, you just mean it was her. You
  1679.  
  1680. just nodded your head as she talked.
  1681. >"...and can you believe how great it would be if I got it right now? That would be th-...."
  1682. >Cutie Marks were not an interest you had.
  1683. >But what if she got her cutie mark, would Sweetie and Scootaloo still be her friends?
  1684. >Meh... That was a thought for her, not you.
  1685. >Pretty soon you were sure Apple Bloom got the hint and left, leaving you to finish this delicious fucking ice cream, that
  1686.  
  1687. was now making a mess all over your face.
  1688.  
  1689.  
  1690. >"Thank Y'all for comin"
  1691. >You and Mommy wave goodbye to Miss Applejack as you both headed home for the night.
  1692. >"So...Did you have fun?"
  1693. "I guess."
  1694. >You take a large yawn the castle started to close in.
  1695. >"I'm surprised that you are tired, considering how much cake you ate"
  1696. >You were pretty sure you ate so much that Pinkie Pie would be jealous.
  1697. "Hey Mom"
  1698. >"Yeah?"
  1699. "When do you think we'll have a party for me?"
  1700. >Nearly a year.
  1701. >It's been nearly a whole year since your attempted suicide.
  1702. >Every other day you went to the therapists office for your issues....Even though her was bad at his job sometimes.
  1703. >Though today made you anxious.
  1704. >It was now your...Second...Birthday.
  1705. >Slowly awakening from your bed, your shuffle around in your bed before coming to terms with your consciousness.
  1706. >Prying open your eyes, the first thing for you to see Miss Hornet. You smile.
  1707. "Hey Miss Hornet...How was your night?"
  1708. >You shuffle her in the bed.
  1709. "Me too."
  1710. >Jumping out of bed with Miss Hornet, you head downstairs into the kitchen.
  1711. >You wanted some yummy pancakes, Maybe she'd make those blueberry ones you like so much for today.
  1712. >Opening the doors to the dining room, you half expected Twilight to be running around trying to get everything done at
  1713.  
  1714. the last minute.
  1715. >It was empty, Maybe she slept in.
  1716. >Oh well... Cereal was okay still.
  1717. >Walking over to the kitchen you jumped on your rear hooves and reached into one of the upper cabinets for a box a cereal.
  1718. >'Shinnies, A DD brunch' very sugary....Perfect.
  1719. >You reach into the silverware drawer to pull out a spoon.
  1720. >But instead of a fork, you got a letter.
  1721.  
  1722. >'Nonny, Sorry I won't be here for a week. Something has come up in the Badlands that needs my attention. Hope you have a
  1723.  
  1724. great day.
  1725. >From Twilight'
  1726. >Oh.....Okay.
  1727. >You gulp back the pain in your throat.
  1728. >It was no big deal.
  1729. >You shouldn't be surprised.
  1730. >Sighing, you go back to eat your cereal at the table.
  1731. >Why do you have a strange case of deja vu?
  1732. >Maybe sometime at Rarities will cheer you up.
  1733. >It's been eight hours since you've last seen, and you've seen no trace of the mane six.
  1734. >Pinkie was off to make a cake for Celestia, Fluttershy was with Discord, and everyone else was off to deal with this
  1735.  
  1736. Badlands thing.
  1737. >Second birthday you've had, and you spent it alone once more.
  1738. >You decide that it was time to call it a day, there was no point in continuing.
  1739. >Making your light-paced walk back home, you were exhausted from all this walking.
  1740. >Entering back into the empty castle, it had seemed a little colder than usual.
  1741. >You didn't care, all that mattered was sleep.
  1742. >Out of all the days of the year everpony had to be gone it had to be this one.
  1743. >Making your walk back up stairs to your room, you thought that maybe Miss Hornet would wish you a happy birthday.
  1744. >She was, and would always be somepony you could trust.
  1745. >Reaching the door to your bed room, you felt like you were about to pass out.
  1746. >You open the door.
  1747. > "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
  1748. >Taken by surprise, you see ponies all over your room.
  1749. >Friends, family, and more, everpony was there.
  1750. "I-I, What is ha-"
  1751. >You felt somepony creep up on you. causing you to jump and turn.
  1752. >It was your Mom
  1753. >"Happy Birthday Nonny."
  1754. >She gives you a light-hearted smile as you are still utterly distraught
  1755. "But...How, why?"
  1756. >"I told you I'd never hurt you again, that means never forgetting your day"
  1757. >Hearing the squeaking the wheels, you turn your head to come face-to-face with a medium sized cake.
  1758. >You look back at Twilight.
  1759. >"Go on...Go blow them out"
  1760. >Walking over to your cake, you take a long stare at it.
  1761. >If this was a dream, this would be incredibly cruel on your mind's part.
  1762. >Everypony stares at you intently as you look at your cake.
  1763. >It was time.
  1764. >It finally came.
  1765. >Your mom walks beside you and places a hoof over your shoulder.
  1766. >You smile as tears of joy erupt from you.
  1767. "Thank you"
  1768. >You take a large breath.
  1769. >And blow.
  1770. ==============================================================================================================================================================================================================================================================================
  1771. Alright, You've just finished this long greentext from me.
  1772. At some point I may come back to fix the strenuous amount of errors I've made.
  1773. But in order to keep it nice and fresh, I'll keep the original here, and paste a corrected copy in another bin.
  1774. Now, If this wasn't a ending you preferred, or you just want something more.
  1775. You can choose from these diverging time lines
  1776.  
  1777. http://pastebin.com/J86CKBJD - Bad Ending, for those who are into the sexualization of Anonfilly, or just want to see her suffer in gerneral.
  1778.  
  1779. http://pastebin.com/nmxvVFQT- Sad Ending, for those who are looking for feels, or, again, if you want to see her suffer.
  1780. Both are intense in their various ways.
  1781.  
  1782. http://pastebin.com/sCEt5X7e - Prequel, For those looking to see how Anon got to be the little filly in the first place, and how terribly it went.
  1783.  
  1784. http://pastebin.com/wbd1prAs - Deleted/Dropped Scenes, and excerpts, these are parts that I felt weren't valued enough to be continued, or were scenes from another Anon that I felt deserve a place here.
  1785.  
  1786. if you are looking for a note to end this on, continue on and thanks again for reading.
  1787.  
  1788. ==============================================================================================================================================================================================================================================================================
  1789. >Be Nonny, Non for short.
  1790. >It has been eighteen years since your first birthday.
  1791. >Over that time in your life, things managed to pick back up for you.
  1792. >The other fillies and colts stopped bothering you.
  1793. >You got out more often and made more often.
  1794. >Though you still had to participate in therapy,but not as often, only twice a month.
  1795. >There were some things that you had done in your life, things you would consider accomplishments.
  1796. >You had started domestic abuse center in Canterlot.
  1797. >Surprisingly, there wasn't one like it in Equestria.
  1798. >You guess it was because of the low possibility of it.
  1799. >Still, you had hundreds go to your business in seek of refuge.
  1800. >Some of the cases you dealt with were hard and tedious to work with and ended with the patient needing long session.
  1801. >Few cases led only for a week or two, and sometimes managed to bring the families back together.
  1802. >Back at the issue at hand, your mother Twilight was coming over to your house today in Canterlot, you were simply
  1803.  
  1804. beginning preperations for her arrival.
  1805. >It was rare now for you to see her anymore, due to her profession.
  1806. >As you boxed stuff up, you came across old toys and trinkets.
  1807. >Then you came across Miss Hornet. The doll that looked nearly like you, that was made by rarity.
  1808. >You came across her in a old toy trunk.
  1809. >She was the one who was always there, even when nopony else was.
  1810. >Holding her in front of you, she still had the ability to bring a smile to your face.
  1811. "So how are you today Miss Hornet?"
  1812. >You don't move her.
  1813. "I know...It's been a while"
  1814. >She had a few sewing marks on her where tearing occurred, but yet her green color remained strong.
  1815. >The front door creaked as you heard it open.
  1816. >"Non...Are you here?"
  1817. >That was your mother, placing Miss Hornet on your back, you go to greet your mother.
  1818. "Hi Mom"
  1819. >Nostalgia was a good feeling
  1820.  
  1821.  
  1822. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
  1823. Bad Ending backup https://ponepaste.org/3902
  1824. Sad Ending backup https://ponepaste.org/3903
  1825. Prequal backup https://ponepaste.org/3905

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