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>Be Fluttershy.
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>Your little brother just fell off his bike.
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>Mom's patching up his knee, and you're eavesdropping on them.
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>"It's just a scratch, Anon."
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>Just a scratch?? You can see blood on the floor!
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>He looks like he's holding back tears, and it doesn't look like mom cares at all.
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>You feel bad for him. Whenever you used to get hurt, it was all hugs and kisses.
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>But with Anon, it's always the same thing. 'No crying', 'toughen up', and 'go to your room'.
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>You can't even remember the last time she gave him a hug.
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>Even if he's a boy, you can't imagine this being the right approach for a seven year old.
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>"There. Try not to mess up your knee again so soon."
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>You hear a sigh from your mother, noticing tears flowing down Anon's face.
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>"If you're going to cry over this, Anon, then do it in your room."
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>He runs past you, hand covering his face.
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>This cold treatment was clearly affecting him. He kept acting out, getting into all kinds of trouble.
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>Your mother also did have a point, these accidents were becoming increasingly common.
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>A realization hits you suddenly, accompanied by a cold throb in your chest.
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>Could he be hurting himself deliberately... for attention?
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>Hearing him slam the door to his room, a wave of guilt washes over you.
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>Being his sister and his senior by six years, you've always felt a sense of responsibility towards him.
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>What kind of adult would he turn out to be if he grew up feeling unloved? A shut-in? Addicted to drugs? In prison?
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>Walking up to his door, you hear crying on the other side.
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>That does it. Kids his age need affection, and if your mother was going to starve him of it, who else was going to pick up the slack?
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>You can only hope it would mean something to him, coming from you.
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>Shaking off your doubts, you knock on his door.
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"Anon?"
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>"Go away!"
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>Tempted to just leave him alone, you open the door, revealing him laying face down on his bed.
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>Closing the door behind you, you sit down beside him.
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"Anon... can we talk?"
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>"I told you to go away..."
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>He's sitting up now, awkwardly hugging his knees.
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>You feel relief. If he really wanted you to leave, he'd have yelled at you by now.
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>Noticing the bandages, you find a topic of conversation.
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"So... what happened?"
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>"I fell."
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"Just like that? You just fell?"
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>He shifts his eyes.
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>"My bike hit a rock."
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>Deciding not to push further on this, you smile at him.
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"Does it still hurt?"
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>"No, well..." Noticing your smile, he looks away, apparently unsure what to make of this conversation.
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>"...a bit..."
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"Is it like, little throbs, whenever your heart beats?"
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>He looks up at you, surprised.
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>"Y-yeah... exactly like that..."
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"I hurt myself like that once."
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>You raise your elbow, tapping it twice with your index finger.
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"Here. Stumbled and fell right on it."
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>"Did... did it hurt, bad?"
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"Oh yes, really bad. I walked very carefully after that."
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>A brief smile flashing on his face, he returns to looking troubled.
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>"W-what did mom... how did she..?"
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>Seeing his adorable curiosity, any shred of apprehension had now disappeared from within you.
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>You tap your leg, motioning him to sit on your lap.
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"Come here... I'll show you."
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>He complies, looking awkward.
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>Seeing his nerves getting to him in the form of a blush, your heart takes an unexpected leap.
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>Acting without thinking, you wrap your arms around him.
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>One hand on his lower back and the other holding the back of his head, you squeeze him into you.
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>His body twitches in surprise, but he doesn't try to pull away.
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>Resting your cheek on his head, you feel tremors starting to rock his body.
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"It's okay, Anon... it's okay to cry, every once in a while..."
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>Hearing him starting to sob as he returns your hug, you squeeze him tighter.
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>You thought you were the one doing *him* a favor, but you couldn't ignore the constant fluttering in your own chest.
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>Could this be the motherly instinct you kept hearing about on those animal channels?
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>Taking a bite of your pretzel, you peer into your notebook.
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>This math homework was pretty difficult, but you had to do it. Your dream career depended on it.
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>Your mother walks over to the kitchen table, coffee cup in hand.
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>"How was your day, honey?"
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"Oh, it wasn't bad..."
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>It could have been better. You found a stray cat on your way home from school.
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>It hissed at you when you approached it. That rejection of your kindness hurt.
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>"Where on Earth is your brother?" She sounds pissed. "He should have been here an hour ago."
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>You can tell she thinks he's in some kind of trouble.
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>It's been a week since your talk and he hasn't caused any trouble since, so you doubt it.
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>The front door opens, and a rambunctious whirlwind of energy storms in.
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>"Flutty, look!" He kicks off his shoes and runs towards you.
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>He's a complete mess. Covered in dirt from top to bottom, but he's beaming.
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>He holds out his hand, presenting something.
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>Your heart skips a beat. It's a daffodil.
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"F-for me..?"
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>He nods vigorously. "Do you like it?"
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>Taking the flower, you give him a quick hug.
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"Oh, Anon, I love it."
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>Daffodils didn't grow within city limits, so finding one must have been quite a journey.
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>"Great, I'll go get some more!" He runs away, heading outside.
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>Your mother pipes up. "Wait, Anon... dinner..."
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>He's already gone.
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>"What's gotten into this boy?"
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>You chuckle inwardly.
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"Yeah... I wonder."
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>"That sure was nice of him... but I didn't think he was the type."
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>That comment annoys you somewhat.
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"Maybe you just never noticed."
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>She tilts her head, looking confused.
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>"Fluttershy... do you know something?"
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"Yeah, you know what, mom? Maybe-"
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>You pause, looking at the daffodil in your lap. Nobody's ever given you a flower before.
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>You realize that by telling mom... this could all end.
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>That can't happen. She ignored his needs at every turn for years. She blew this herself.
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>Anon is yours now.
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>You put on a fake smile.
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"Maybe he's, uhh... an aspiring... florist..?"
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>Placing the bundle of fresh daffodils into a vase in your room, you leave your homework for later.
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>There's no way you can concentrate on that right now.
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>Falling down on your bed, you reflect on the day's events.
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>Anon's rapid turn-around had taken you completely by surprise.
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>Just a week ago, he was constantly getting into fights and taking stupid risks on his bike.
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>Now, he was scouring all around the area for hours on end, picking flowers for you.
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>Hugging your covers, it feels like your heart is trying to escape your chest.
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>Besides the initial hurdle of awkwardness, this had taken barely any effort on your part.
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>Just some carefully-chosen words and occasional physical contact, this was bare minimum stuff.
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>But it had completely changed your brother almost overnight.
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>Realizing your power over him, a scary thought hits you.
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>What if some unscrupulous girl had swooped in on him before you did? Would he have been a complete doormat?
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>Could that still happen? Could you still prevent that?
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>You squeeze your covers, this time in anger.
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>Your mother had left him completely open to exploitation.
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>Unforgivable. She doesn't deserve as charming a son as Anon.
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>Noticing the clock on your wall, you see it's past his bedtime.
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>Picturing him alone in his bed, you remember something else your mother always neglected.
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>Walking to the door to his room, you knock and turn the handle, pushing the door back.
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"Anon?"
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>Lights out, he's already in bed.
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>Not fully asleep yet, you walk over and give him a nudge.
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>He mumbles something before opening his eyes. "...Flutty?"
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>Not finding the words, you lean down, giving him a kiss on the cheek.
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"Just... wanted to wish you a good night."
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>"T-thanks..."
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>Seeing the blush on his face, you regret not having done this already.
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"Sweet dreams..."
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>Closing the door behind you, you take a deep breath, calming your heartbeat.
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>Would he grow up emotionally balanced if you did this routinely, every night?
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>You have no idea, but it's worth the try.
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>Finally you're done with all this homework.
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>Feeling tired, you decide you might as well turn in for the night a bit earlier than usual.
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>You change into your nightgown and head for the bathroom to brush your teeth.
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>Heading back, you see Anon in his pyjamas standing outside your door, looking nervous.
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>"Can I, uhh... s-sleep with you tonight?"
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>Not having it in you to deny such a request, you smile and give his head a pat.
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"Of course."
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>Opening the door, he walks in.
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"Did you brush your teeth?"
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>He nods, still looking uneasy.
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>You get under the covers of your bed, holding them up for your brother.
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"Come on, then."
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>He gets under the covers without saying a word, laying down facing you, but avoiding eye contact.
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"Is something wrong?"
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>"Mom got mad at me today..."
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"Why's that?"
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>"She said I was outside for too long..."
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>You have a feeling you know what he was doing, but you have to confirm it.
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>Something's clearly bothering him, and mom getting mad was definitely not it.
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"Were you picking flowers again?"
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>He recoils in surprise.
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>"Y-yeah..."
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"Anon, you don't have to keep doing that..."
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>"B-but..."
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>He's fidgeting; blush clearly visible despite the lights being off.
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>"I... I just heard that..." You hear him gulp.
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>"I heard that girls will marry you... if you give them enough flowers..."
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>You feel like you were just kicked in the chest.
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>Squeeing inwardly at his innocence, you resist the urge to hug the life out of him.
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"It's... a little more complicated than that, Anon..."
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>"Really?" He looks determined now. "What else do I have to do?"
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"Well... usually you'd have to ask the person you-"
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>"W-will you..?" He interrupts, stammering adorably. "...m-marry me?"
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>That's another kick in the chest, and this time you give in to your urge to squeeze him against you.
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>You can't turn him down. After all the effort he put into his words, it just wouldn't feel right.
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"Maybe I will, Anon... maybe I will..."
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>You've always been a morning person, but this morning you don't at all feel like getting out of bed.
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>It's not that you're sick, though maybe "sick" is an accurate enough description of what you're feeling right now.
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>Waking up to your little brother snuggling up to your chest was really something else.
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>It's been ten minutes since you woke up, and all you've done is just watch him and listen to his breathing.
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>This was stirring up a flurry of emotions you didn't know how to deal with, but at the same time didn't want to end.
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>The only thing worrying you now was that your heartbeat would wake him up, since his face was pretty close.
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>Taking a deep breath, you feel like you're enjoying this a little bit too much. This wasn't about you, after all.
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>Then again, isn't this how nature works? Animals take care of their young because they get things in return, right?
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>What did that British TV guy call them again... endolphins?
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>You spare a thought for your mother, wondering what could be wrong with her.
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>Screw it. If mom doesn't want Anon's endolphins, it wouldn't hurt anybody if you took them.
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>The doorbell rings and Anon springs up, startling you.
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>He jumps off the bed and runs downstairs.
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>"I'll get it!"
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>Always impressed by his energy, you change into your regular clothes.
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>Heading to the bathroom to wash your face, you hear some chattering downstairs.
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>Anon must have a friend over.
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>That's fairly rare, and it probably means mom isn't home. Otherwise he'd be outside already, as he usually is.
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>You should go introduce yourself, and make some breakfast while you're at it.
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>"Cool house, Anon!"
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>Halfway down the stairs, you freeze up.
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>Isn't that voice a little bit too... squeaky?
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>You sneak towards the kitchen, carefully keeping yourself out of sight.
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>"I know, right?"
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>Hearing some more commotion, you peek into the living room.
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>Your face falls as your suspicions are confirmed.
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>It's a girl.
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>Hiding behind a tree, you catch yourself biting your nails.
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>You can't quite make out what they're saying, but they look like they're having fun.
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>Too much fun.
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>This girl's clothes are a little bit too revealing, and she has a ponytail.
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>Is she trying to show off her neck?
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>"Look, I found one!"
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>He found what?
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>They're mostly just staring at the ground, like they're looking for something.
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>"Whoa, you're really good at this!"
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>You gnash your teeth. Now she's complimenting him.
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>Warning signs are flashing in your eyes.
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>Is she trying to control him? Was she going to turn him against you?
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>Or; does she just like Anon, with no ulterior motives?
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>You gulp. Somehow that option scares you even more.
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>You can't keep watching this. You have to leave.
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>Running back home, you draw out the cutting board in the kitchen.
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>Grabbing the biggest knife in the drawer and a cucumber, you prepare to start cutting.
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>Everything is fine.
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>*THUNK*
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>Anon is only seven years old.
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>*THUNK*
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>Seven year old boys do not have girlfriends.
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>*THUNK*
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>She's not even all that cute!
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>*THUNK*
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>Surely he wouldn't pick HER over... over...
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>*THUNK* *THUNK* *THUNK* *THUNK* *THUNK*
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>"Flutty?"
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>You almost scream in surprise, dropping the knife on the floor and painfully banging the cutting board with your knee.
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"FUUUU-eeerr, uhh... A-anon?"
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>He raises an eyebrow at you.
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>"Are you... okay?" He looks down at the mess on the floor. "I thought you didn't like cucumbers..?"
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>Not coming up with a response, he just shrugs and helps you pick up the pieces.
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>You notice the girl behind your brother, staring curiously at the scene.
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"Who's your... uhh... f-friend?"
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>She smiles and waves innocently at you.
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>You attempt to return the gesture.
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>"My classmate, Sweetie Belle."
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>Smiling manically, he slams something on the kitchen table.
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>"Look! Isn't it cool?"
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>It's a jar, full of squirming insects.
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"We're getting an A for sure!"
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>Your face blanks.
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"Oh... a school assignment... r-right..."
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"See, there's another one."
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>With Anon sitting on your lap and the area's insect encyclopedia in front of you, you're going over his findings together.
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>"Yeah... it does look pretty similar."
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>Wrapping your left arm around him from behind and flipping the pages with your right, you rest your chin on his shoulder.
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"You found some of those, too."
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>"Whoa, you're right!"
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>You feel utterly ashamed over how selfish you were earlier today.
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>"Did I really find nothing but beetles? They all look so different."
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"You should try looking in the trees, next time."
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>You squeeze him tighter.
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"Just be careful, if you climb them..."
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>Even if he does eventually grow distant, that's a long time from now.
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>Not that you'd let that happen without a fight.
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>Reaching the last page of the book, you close it with a thud.
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>"Yeah, yeah, I'm always careful."
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>You give his sides a tickle, eliciting a short laugh, before wrapping your arms around him again.
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"Alright, it's bedtime."
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>"Aww, already..? Can't we watch those animal shows together?"
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>You're starting to wonder if he's learning how to tempt you.
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"Sorry, but you have a long day of bug-finding ahead of you tomorrow."
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>He stands up and frowns, disappointed. "When did you become my mom?"
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>You bring your knees up to your chest.
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>He didn't sound entirely serious, but was there truth in those words?
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>That wasn't really the plan, but if that's how he feels...
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>Waiting until he's in bed, you walk into his room.
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>Leaning down towards your brother, you deliver the routine kiss on his cheek.
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"Good night..."
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>This level of intimacy wasn't awkward anymore, but you still feel like there's one thing left unsaid.
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>Something essential that you've never heard in this family.
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"I love you, Anon."
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>Seeing the pause in his eyes, you walk back towards the door.
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>"L-love you too, Flutty..."
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>Swallowing your emotions, you turn off the lights.
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"Sweet dreams..."
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>Closing the door behind you, you get the feeling that he'll grow up just fine.
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>Putting down the final box with a thud, you wipe the sweat off your forehead.
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>Your sister is moving out to start her college education, and of course you volunteered to help.
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>You're happy for her. Or at least that's what you're trying your hardest to convey.
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>A pair of lips make contact with your cheek.
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>"Thanks for the help, Anon. This would've taken all day if it wasn't for you."
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>No forced smile could withstand this pressure, so you look away towards the nearest window.
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"S-sure... nice place, this apartment..."
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>Her leaving was a lot harder to accept than you thought it would be, once that fact was staring you in the face.
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>"Yeah..." She grasps your hand. "It's missing something important, though..."
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>You raise your eyebrows, trying to read her face.
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>"Could you... stay... for a bit?"
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>You had no idea how much you wanted to hear those words until she said them.
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"Of course! Should I help you unpack?"
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>Your renewed vigor falls back down as your sister sits down on the sofa in the middle of the room.
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>Sitting down next to her, she surprises you by leaning her entire weight on your side, pulling you down into a lying hug.
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"F-flutters..?"
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>You can hardly breathe with how tightly she's squeezing you.
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>"Anon..." Your heart stops at the sadness in her voice.
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>"I'm really going to miss having you around..."
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>You feel intense relief, knowing the feeling's mutual.
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"I, uhh... was going to tell you the exact same thing, actually..."
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>"You'll come visit, right?"
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"Sure, it's not that far..."
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>"If mom keeps giving you a hard time, you can sleep on my couch."
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"Thanks, maybe I wi-"
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>"You can be here all the time if you want."
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>You pause, surprised by how tempting the offer was.
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"Well... it'd be pretty cramped..."
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>"I don't mind..." She flashes you a playful smile. "...and you did say you were going to marry me."
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>You would have hidden your face behind your hand in embarrassment if it weren't locked in the embrace.
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"S-so... how about I set up the TV..?"
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>School's over for today, and you're at a crossroads.
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>You could go home. It's less than ten minutes away on foot, and it has all your stuff.
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>Or... you could use the city's public transport system.
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>Your sister is only twenty minutes away by bus, and it's already been a couple of days since you saw her.
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>Her voice resounds in your head.
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>>"You can be here all the time if you want."
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>The bus arrives and you get on.
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>Screw "home".
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>It doesn't even feel like it anymore, now it's just a place where you get nagged on.
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>>"...and you did say you were going to marry me."
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>You gnash your teeth.
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>She's not the type who finds joy in teasing others, yet she keeps bringing up this one thing you said as a kid.
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>It's not like you didn't mean it at the time, though the implications were lost on you.
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>Even now, if a girl exactly like her came on to you...
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>You gulp, mentally blocking the rest of that thought process.
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>You've often wondered how your sister has managed to stay single for all this time.
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>Her beauty wasn't lost on you, and you're the last person who would ever complain about her personality.
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>Losing yourself in your thoughts for the remainder of the trip, the bus comes to a stop at your destination.
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>Finding the apartment, you knock on her door.
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>You freeze up, realizing the lack of purpose behind your visit.
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>What the hell are you going to say if she asks why you're here..?
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>She had almost ordered you to visit regularly, but showing up like this still felt weird.
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>Just... knocking at a girl's place... who's home alone... for NO REASON AT ALL...
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>You feel very self-conscious, suddenly.
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>The door opens, and your sister's head peaks out.
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>"Anon?"
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"OH, uhh... I just... wanted to..."
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>She grabs your hand and pulls you in, closing the door behind you.
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>"I was about to text you... I'm glad you're here."
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"Are you... okay?"
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>"No."
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>Her hair's a mess, and you can see make-up on her face.
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>She takes a deep breath, fidgeting with her fingers. "I... need your help."
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"Okay, so... you took a job..."
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>She's sitting on the couch, hugging her knees.
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"...as a model? Did I hear that right?"
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>She nods.
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>"I was... recommended. By one of my friends..."
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>You are flabbergasted. Not that she landed the job, but that she accepted.
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"And you said you'd do it?"
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>"I... I just... heard how well payed it was... and I answered without thinking..."
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>You scoot up against her side.
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>You think you know where this is going, but you'd rather hear her say it.
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"What's the problem, then?"
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>"Just a little... n-nervous... camera and all..."
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>'A little nervous' is selling it short, she looks like she's about to have a panic attack.
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>With her already leaning into you, you wrap your arm around her shoulders.
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"When do you start?"
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>"Day after tomorrow..."
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>You try your best to sound upbeat.
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"Well, you know me! How can I help?"
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>"I don't really have any, uhh... g-guy friends..."
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>"D-do you think I... look the part?"
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"Yes."
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>She looks surprised at how quickly you responded.
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>You're surprising yourself, even, but you feel like you owe her the effort to sound sure of yourself.
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"Honestly, yes. That's the last thing you should be worrying about."
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>She hugs your arm, hiding her face from your view.
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"I've never told you this, but I've had guys ask me for advice on how to ask you out."
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>"Really..?"
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"Yeah, more than once. I had no idea what to tell them, though..."
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>Looking more at ease, she stands up.
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>"Okay... wait here, I'm gonna... umm... j-just wait."
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>She walks into the bathroom and closes the door, leaving you clueless.
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>Fifteen minutes pass and the door finally creeps open.
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>She walks out, and you almost drop dead on the spot.
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>She's wearing nothing but a black bikini, but you're more enamored by her face.
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>Noticing both eyelids and lips colored darker than you're used to, your heart starts racing.
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>"This is, umm... more or less how I'll look..."
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>She's holding a camera.
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>"C-could we practice a little? I think it would help... if you did it."
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>Your sister is laying on her back on her bed, posing right in front of you.
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>Holding the camera in front of your eye, you place her in the middle of the frame.
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>Her hands are splayed out at her sides, one knee pointing up towards the ceiling.
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>You snap some pictures while carefully adjusting your pants.
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>She stretches her hands behind her head.
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>"Does this look... okay?"
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"Great! I mean... yes."
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>Moving on her side, she faces you, looking straight into the camera.
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>You almost drop the device at the sudden eye contact.
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>"How about... this?"
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>You snap some more pictures.
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"If you would... s-smile at the camera?"
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>The edges of her mouth softly turn up, driving up your heart rate.
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>Continuing your snapping, you're starting to wonder how much more of this you could take.
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"Is this going alright? I mean... how are you feeling?"
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>"I'm not sure, actually... this isn't as hard as I thought it would be."
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>She turns on the bed, camera pointing straight down her body.
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>Looking up at you, her smile now seems more genuine.
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>You continue immortalizing the scene, hiding your blush behind the camera.
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"Alright, I think you're getting the hang of this..."
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>She sits up on the bed, looking curious.
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>"Can I see..?"
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>You move the camera away from your face, flipping through the options.
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>Finding the image gallery, you sit down on the bed.
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>She wraps her arms around you from behind as you go through the images, resting her head on your shoulder.
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>Trying your hardest to ignore the feeling of her pressing against your back, she seems completely focused on the camera screen.
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>She only seems to press harder the further you get through the collection.
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"That's the last one."
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>You feel disappointed that you didn't snap more. A lot more.
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"So, this job... think you can do it?"
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>You hear a deep breath.
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>"I... think so."
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>She plants a kiss on your cheek before letting go.
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>"Thanks, Anon."
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>You gulp, your face on fire.
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>The lipstick really made the contact feel more permanent.
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>"You must want *something*, Anon."
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>You're walking through the local mall together, looking through shop windows.
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>Your birthday is only days away, and your sister just got her first salary.
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"I mean... not really."
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>Not anything that can be bought with money, anyways.
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>"Don't be shy..." She grabs hold of your hand, leading you through the crowd.
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>"I have no idea what to do with all this money."
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>Actually, now that you think about it, you WOULD like every image the agency has ever taken of your sister.
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>Not that you hadn't already found a bunch on the Internet...
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>Your sense of shame kicking in, another possibility occurs to you.
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>Is it still possible to buy indulgences for your sins? Because BOY do you have some bad ones.
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"I'm serious, Flutters, I can't think of anything."
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>She leads you up against a wall, not letting go of your hand.
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>"Come on, what do teenage boys like these days?"
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>She flashes you one of her motherly smiles.
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>"Video games? Skateboards? Or..."
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>Her grip on your hand tightens.
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>"...something else?"
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>You swear, if only for a moment, you saw her smile change slightly.
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>What could you possibly ask her for at this point?
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>It had taken you some time to realize it, but she had single-handedly rescued your entire childhood.
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>Even now, she continues to happily offer you refuge from your mother.
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>This time, you squeeze her hand, trying not to blush.
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"I think... I already have everything I could ever want."
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>Wondering if you had gone too far, you're relieved to feel her lean against your side.
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>"You never stopped being adorable, Anon."
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>Not coming up with a response, you remain silent for a couple of seconds, still holding hands.
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>"Alright, I'll find something myself, then."
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"But..."
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>She wags her finger in your face. "No buts."
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>"I won't have my little brother go without a birthday present."
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>You sigh as she gives your head a pat, inducing a nostalgic trip to your earlier years.
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"Fine, then. If you insist."
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>It's been a long couple of days, but the wait is over.
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>Your birthday is finally here.
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>Getting off the bus, you can't help but wonder what your sister bought you.
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>You knock on the front door, which swings open within seconds.
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>"Happy birthday, Anon!"
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"Than-HNNG"
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>She cuts you off with a rib-crushing hug, only letting go to allow you to gasp for air.
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>"Come on, I need to show you something."
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>She drags you into the kitchen, pointing you towards a full-sized cake with your name written on it in frosting.
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"Did you... bake that?"
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>She nods, blushing slightly.
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>You're not sure why that gesture is so touching.
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>Probably because your mother would always just buy some cheap pre-made garbage from the store.
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>"Okay... let's leave that for later." She drags you into the living room, pointing you towards the couch.
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>"Sit down."
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>As you sit, she immediately joins you.
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>"Okay, I have your present."
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>Looking around, you don't see anything.
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>"I had to think about this a lot, actually..."
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>You shrug inwardly, figuring this must be some kind of surprise.
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"This really isn't necessary, Flutters. That cake alone probably already makes this my best birthday ever."
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>"Nonsense, Anon. I'm doing this because I want to."
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>You swallow, not knowing which way to look.
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>"Besides... I think you'll like it."
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"O-okay... so... where is it?"
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>She moves closer. "Close your eyes."
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>Waiting a couple of seconds with your eyes shut, nothing happens.
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"Is this some kind of-"
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>Your lips are assaulted without warning, something wet and fleshy intruding into your mouth.
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>Your eyes shoot open, revealing your sister's face, closer than it has ever been before.
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>Sitting on your lap and wrapping her arms around you, she prevents you from pulling back.
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>Your heart racing like never before, every fiber of your being is stunned.
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>She pulls back, releasing a heavy breath.
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>Her body falls into yours, retaining the hug as your adrenaline equalizes.
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>"There... my first kiss... that's your present."
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>Still silent, you stay transfixed on the long strands of pink hair so close to your face.
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>"W-well?"
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>Jolting in surprise, you try to think of a response.
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"I... uhh..."
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>"Did... did you like it? Should I have bought you something instead..?"
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"N-no! I mean..."
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>She sits up on you, hands on your shoulders.
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>"So... you did like it..?"
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>Gulping massively, you manage a nod.
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>She falls back into your chest, breathing a sigh of relief.
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>"Good... I was getting worried... that you'd be mad..."
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"Me? Mad? At you?"
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>That very idea felt unthinkable. You would have laughed if you didn't know she was serious.
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"You know... you could probably stab me through the heart and I'd still give you the benefit of the doubt."
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>"D-don't say that, Anon." She sits up again, looking at you, dejected. "I'd never do that."
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>Noticing the heavy thumping in your chest, you say the first thing that comes to mind.
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"You already have."
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>Staring into each others' heavily blushing faces for a couple of seconds, you shift your eyes and decide to break the ice.
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"Man... that cake sure looked good."
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>"Y-yes!" She swiftly stands up.
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>Walking into the kitchen, you both sit down and start nibbling on cake slices.
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>This cake has four layers. It must have taken boatloads of effort to make.
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>You hear a fork clang on the table. "You know, Anon..."
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>Looking up, she's blushing again.
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>"This doesn't have to be just a birthday thing..."
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"You... you mean..?"
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>"Y-yeah..." She squirms in her seat.
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>"We could do this again... if you're a good boy..."
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>A good boy? That's a fairly odd choice of words.
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>You put down your fork, realizing she must be attempting to steer the conversation somewhere.
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"What do I have to do..?"
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>She reaches into her pocket.
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>"Just..." She puts her hand on the table.
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>"Keep coming over."
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>Taking her hand back, she reveals a shiny, metal object underneath.
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>It's a key.
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>"W-whenever you want..."
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>It's been a while since you last went straight home from school.
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>In fact, it's been a while since you went straight anywhere else but that apartment.
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>Your visits to your sister have become daily at this point.
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>You've yet to see any sign that she doesn't want you around, and there's really no place you'd rather be.
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>If there's a mutual benefit to these visits, why not keep going? There's nothing odd about this at all... right?
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>As much as you wished it didn't, the feeling persists.
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>Her displays of affection had long become a normal part of your life, but she'd really taken them to a new level since your birthday.
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>You take an involuntary deep breath as you remember the feel of two tongues mashing together.
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>You try to focus on the cityscape flying by through the bus window.
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>Damn these intrusive thoughts. It was getting hard to concentrate with this popping up every time your tongue touches the roof of your mouth.
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>But what was nagging at you far more, was that one thing she had said.
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>>"...my first kiss..."
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>Gnashing your teeth, you've gone over the implications in your head many times over.
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>'No guy friends', she had told you.
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>Your adult sister, the professional model, with a demeanor lacking in any intimidation.
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>Is the entire male population blind, or is she simply too shy?
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>Neither option makes any sense, especially since you know for a fact that your sister has an active circle of friends.
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>If her shyness was at fault, it must be more crippling than you ever imagined, yet it doesn't seem THAT bad.
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>The very uncomfortable thought occurs to you that she was now, perhaps unknowingly, resorting to using you to fill *that* void.
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>How long could that go on, if you let it?
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>The idea that you might be standing in the way of her happiness was unbearable.
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>Maybe you're just overthinking this, and there's a much simpler explanation.
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>The bus comes to a halt, and you step off.
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>Either way, you can't be at ease until you know.
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>You're about to knock, but then you remember... she gave you a key.
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>Fishing the key out of your pocket, you turn the lock, pushing the door open.
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>Seeing nobody, you remove your shoes and hang up your jacket.
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>A smell catches your attention, and you hear some commotion in the kitchen.
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"Flutters..?"
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>She walks out of the kitchen, wearing a brown apron.
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>"Oh, Anon, you're here! Just in time..."
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>She's looking more sheepish than usual.
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>"Welcome... h-home..."
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"Welcome... what?"
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>You didn't quite catch her greeting, with her voice trailing off like that.
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>"N-nothing! You must be hungry, right?"
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>Stomach growling, you can't argue with that. Besides, you know that smell.
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>"It's lasagna... your favorite, right?"
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>She knows you too well.
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"Thanks... you're the best."
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>Walking into the kitchen, you help yourself to a big serving, chomping on the cheesy delicacy with utter delight.
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>"You can have all of it... if you want..."
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"Mwuh-?"
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>You swallow the contents of your mouth, clearing your airways.
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"What? You don't want any? But this stuff is great!"
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>"You need this food more than I do, and besides..."
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>She starts twirling her hair with her finger.
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>"...after all that cake, I'm watching myself... since, you know... my job, and all..."
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"R-right..."
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>The realization hits you. She made all of this, just for you.
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>Is there something in your eye?
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>Blinking twice, you return to the feast in front of you.
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>You leave some leftovers, not managing to finish everything in one sitting.
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>It also didn't feel right to leave nothing while your sister was probably staving off hunger, whatever her reason.
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>Walking out of the kitchen, you see her on the couch, sitting with her laptop.
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>Remembering your worries on the bus, you figure this would be as good a time as any to start this dreaded conversation, somehow.
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"Studying something..?"
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>You were actually somewhat curious about University-level material, so you might as well start there.
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>"Yeah, I have this *awful* math class..."
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>Apparently you blinked, and suddenly it was completely dark outside.
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>It's uncanny how quickly the time had passed by, just chatting with your sister.
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>Your sister shuts her laptop, letting out a short yawn.
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>"It's getting pretty late."
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"Yeah... almost midnight. I should go."
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>Standing up halfway, she grabs your hand, stopping you.
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>"It's pretty rainy outside, you know..."
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>Looking out the window, you see a slight drizzle.
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"A bit, yeah."
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>"You should stay here, for tonight..." She gives you her trademark smile.
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>"Since it's Saturday tomorrow... and I wouldn't want you to catch a cold."
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>You really don't even have to think about it.
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"Sure."
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>You're about to lay down on the couch, but again, her hand stops you.
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>"Isn't this couch is a bit, umm... small? You've gotten pretty tall, after all..."
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>It looks like it would fit you perfectly. There's no way she can't see that.
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>Your heart is now starting to beat for real.
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>She stands up. "Come on."
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>Leading you into her room, she turning the lights off and closes the door behind you.
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>If size was her concern, this bed wasn't much better than the couch.
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>Before you even noticed, your sister had stripped down into her undies, moving under the covers.
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>Suddenly feeling out of place in all these clothes, you do the same, leaving only your boxers.
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>You join her, laying your head on the bed's only pillow, facing her.
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>"Just like old times, right?"
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"Y-yeah, I guess s-"
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>Like on your birthday, she interrupts you with a kiss, the tongue invasion lasting an irritatingly short time.
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>"Good night, Anon."
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>She cuddles up against your chest.
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>"Love you..."
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>Recovering from the surprise, you are reminded of the conversation you completely forgot to have with her.
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>Looking back over the day, your worries now seemed absurd. If this is really what she wants, who are you to tell her otherwise?
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>Resting an arm over your sister, you lower your voice.
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"Good night, Flutty... love you too..."
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>You wake up to the Sun peaking through the curtains, gently illuminating the room.
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>Noticing the covers are gone, you look to your left.
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>They're all on her side. She must have tugged them over at some point.
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>She's facing away from you, her long, pink, wavy hair all over the place.
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>You can't imagine how much effort it must take to maintain all this hair.
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>Looking lower, you can see her bare shoulder blades jutting out noticeably, just above her bra strap.
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"Morning."
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>She doesn't even move. Usually she's up at sunrise, but the schoolwork and the modelling must be tiring her out.
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>It's really hot in this closed room, so you stand up and open the window.
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>"Anon?"
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>She's sitting up on the bed. Her hair is a complete mess, but she doesn't seem to notice.
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>"Did you sleep well?"
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"Yeah."
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>Better than you have in a long time, actually. You feel completely refreshed.
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>"That's good."
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>She stands up, reaching for her shirt.
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>Something's not right. Her movements are too slow.
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"Are you-"
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>She loses her grip on the shirt and falters, seemingly losing the energy to stay upright.
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>Panicking, you quickly move over and catch her by the shoulders.
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"F-flutters? Hey!"
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>"Sorry, Anon... I'm fine."
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"Really?"
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>Throwing her arm around your shoulder, you walk her out of the room without bothering to get dressed.
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>"Anon... I can walk by myself..."
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>You're not convinced, considering how much she's slagging.
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>And damn, she's really light.
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>"I just get dizzy sometimes... when I stand up too quickly..."
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>That sounds like a load of bollocks.
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>You walk her into the kitchen and pour her a glass of water.
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>"Th-thanks..."
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>You take out the lasagna and pop it into the microwave oven, figuring it'll do for breakfast.
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"Are you sure you're fine?"
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>"O-of course I'm sure..."
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>A long, awkward silence passes, until you hear the ding of the microwave bell.
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>You're surprised by how hungry you are, after everything you ate yesterday.
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>Looking at the lasagna and then at your sister, you freeze up.
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>How in the fuck did it take you this long to put two and two together?
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"Flutters..?"
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>She looks up, immediately averting her eyes.
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>Grabbing a fork, you slam it and the lasagna dish on the table in front of her.
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"Here. You eat it."
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>"W-what..?"
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>Probing her reaction, her eyes shoot open, she gulps, and she shies away from the table.
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>You fucking knew it.
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"I'll just go buy a sandwich or something."
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>"B-but, Anon... I was... I said..."
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"What? That you're 'watching yourself'? When was the last time you ate?"
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>"W-well, umm... a day..? Or, umm... t-two, maybe..?"
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>Firmly planting a hand on your face, you sigh and sit down next to her.
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"Why? Just... why? Is this about your job?"
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>She looks down at her feet.
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>"Yeah, I mean... I just thought, you know... if I'm not careful, what if I get... f-fired?"
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"So the solution is to eat... nothing?"
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>You're trying your hardest to keep your tone from being hostile.
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"Fuck your job, then. Quit. No amount of money is worth this."
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>She's still avoiding eye contact.
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"Hell, I'll even get a job and help pay the rent, since I'm here all the time anyways."
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>"A-anon, you really don't have to-"
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"Or is there something else?"
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>Her eyes widen in surprise, and it takes you a second to get why.
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>Fuck, you didn't think this through.
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>There's only one other possibility, if her job isn't the only thing she's concerned about.
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>You didn't want to go there, but it's too late to back down.
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"I-is this about a, uhh... a potential..."
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>Damn it, how the fuck are you supposed to word this?
-
"...c-courtship?"
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>Again probing her reaction, you see her fidget and look away, blushing rather heavily.
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>Of course that's what it was.
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>Ignoring the stinging in your heart, you feel like you have to say something, for her sake.
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"Y-you know... I think anyone who wouldn't d-date you is an idiot..."
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>You take a big gulp.
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"...I definitely would..."
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>In the resulting silence, you realize you forgot to include the 'if you weren't my sister' caveat.
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>"Y-you would..?"
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"I-I-I'll be right-"
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>Your thigh hits the door on the way out of kitchen, almost causing you to fall over.
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>Strapping on your sandals near the front door and grabbing your jacket, you prepare to leave.
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>"Wait, Anon..."
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"S-sandwich..! Yeah, just gonna..."
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>You leave the apartment, hurrying outside to the nearest store.
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>Quick walking matching your heartbeat, you feel like you just fucked up majorly.
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>You could've added that one sentence to the back of that awkward silence; 'if you weren't my sister', and you'd have been golden.
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>But you didn't. You were about to, but that look on her face tied your windpipe into a knot.
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>What was that, even? Surprise?
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>No, she was blushing too hard for that. Relief?
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>That doesn't fully fit, either. She was fidgeting the whole time, and her eyes were glistening.
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>Why were her eyes glistening?
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>Fuck, you are way too attentive for your own good.
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>What are you even worried about? She's not mad at you. She's never been mad at you in your life.
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>Realizing you can't rationalize away your cold sweat, you enter the store.
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>You grab a sandwich, slam some coins on the counter in front of the clerk, and leave as quickly as you entered.
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>Bacon and eggs. Decent enough.
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>Sitting on a bench next to the store entrance, you take your time with the sandwich, enjoying the warmth of the morning Sun.
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>Watching the bustle of civilization in front of you eventually calms you down.
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>You're fine. You must be. All you did was try to reassure her, like any decent brother would.
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>Would she interpret this the same way?
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>The cold sweat returns in full force.
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>Maybe she did at first... but could your hasty retreat have blown your cover?
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>You take a deep breath. The stakes are WAY too high for comfort.
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>You can't think of a better way to destroy your life than for your sister to push you away.
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>The wood beneath you shifts and you hear some creaking, causing you to almost jump off your seat in surprise.
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>"H-hey, Anon..."
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"Hey... are you okay, walking outside?"
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>You should've known she'd find you. She knows the area better than you.
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>"Yeah, I ate the leftovers."
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>She's smiling at you like you didn't just literally flee from her presence.
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"That's... g-good."
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>You are genuinely relieved to hear that, but you still look away, anticipating some kind of lecture.
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>Instead, you feel hands touching, causing a twitch to travel up to your shoulder.
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>"You shouldn't be worrying about me, you know. This was just a one-time, umm... scare."
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"How does one even go without food for that long? Doesn't it hurt?"
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>"Yeah, sometimes..."
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>You've heard horror stories of anorexic models before, and they're very much not reassuring.
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>How are you supposed to not worry about her after she nearly fainted on the floor..?
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"You're sure you're okay, right?"
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>"Yeah." She giggles faintly.
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>"I'm still hungry, though..."
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>She squeezes your hand and your heart with it.
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>"...and there's really nothing to eat back home, so..."
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>She flutters her eyelids at you and pauses, an ocean's worth of confusion hitting you all at once.
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>You think you get the idea, but why is she gesturing so hard for you to say it?
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>And are her eyelids painted..?
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>You're getting tired of analyzing every little detail, so you figure you'll just go with the flow.
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"D-do you... want to, uhh..."
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>Her face hasn't moved at all, despite you struggling to get through the sentence.
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"...g-get something to ea-"
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>"I'd love to, Anon."
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>She stands up off the bench, pulling you along with a surprising amount of energy.
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>"Come on, I know a good place."
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>Dragging you along by your hand, strands of her hair brush against your face.
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>Lemons. You don't remember that smell from when you woke up.
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>Had she done her face and hair, not to mention eating, in what... fifteen minutes?
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>Damn. Being quick is one thing, but this is nuts.
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>You do a double-take, pieces of information falling into place inside your head.
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>Did she just rope you into asking her on a date..?
-
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>One thing you like about your sister is that she likes to keep things simple.
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>Whenever you were feeling down growing up, she'd just give you a hug, often without warning or questions asked.
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>Now, when going out to get some food? Nothing an outdoor hamburger vendor in a park can't fix.
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>You have to wonder how much of this is fueled by her aversion to talking to strangers, but you can't complain.
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>Not when she's beaming so much, looking like she's just happy existing with a burger in hand.
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"Are those anchovies really that good?"
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>"Oh, yes. Very." She holds out her burger in front of you.
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>"Here, take a bite."
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>You pause, looking at the bite marks, face heating up for some reason.
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>You take a bite, feeling the odd mixture of fish and beef.
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>Not your cup of tea, but you're not averse to the taste.
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>You swallow your bite, holding your own burger to her.
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"H-here, then... it's only fair."
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>Your sister smiles and scoots closer on the bench, taking and quickly swallowing a small bite.
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>"Thanks, Anon. You're such a sweetie."
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>That corny compliment always got your blood pumping a little faster, coming from probably the sweetest person alive.
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>Really, what the hell were you thinking, getting so stressed out earlier?
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>Whatever the opposite of stress is, she is that personified.
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>Her beauty on full display in the Sun and her yellow tank top, you can't help but stare a little.
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>Trees rustling above you and the pond in front reflecting the distant cityscape made this a very calming scene.
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>One you could probably stay in forever, if you had her beside you.
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>A pair of geese land in the pond, swimming like they're glued together.
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>You can't actually tell, but you're guessing that's a male and a female.
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>"Look, Anon." She leans on your shoulder.
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>"Isn't that cute? I wish I had some bread."
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>You chuckle, cocking your eyebrow.
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"...really?"
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>You rip two pieces out of your bun, throwing them towards the geese, who are quick to gobble them up.
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>"O-oh... right."
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>Noon arrived before either of you noticed how long you had sat on that bench.
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>It was a half-hour walk back to her place, but you didn't mind in this perfect weather.
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>She knew a path mostly free from the droan of car traffic and other pedestrians.
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>Walking such a long way through nature was odd, when you knew city life was so very close by.
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>"Hey, Anon... this was fun, wasn't it..?"
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"Yeah, definitely."
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>That's an easy question to answer.
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"I could do this every day."
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>"N-not the burger, though... that's a once-in-a-week thing for me... o-or less."
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"Heh, yeah, I get it, your job'n'all. As long as you don't overdo it."
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>You hear a gulp, and wonder if mentioning that was a mistake.
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>"S-sorry about that... it was a stupid-"
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"If you're fine now, you're fine now."
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>You pause your conversation as someone walks past you.
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>"It, umm... I'm glad to know that you'd worry about me like that, though..."
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"Come on, Flutters. Of course I would."
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>Yet again your hands touch, this time her grip is softer.
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>"No, I mean, it really... made me happy."
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>You pause, wondering what this rhetorical repetition could mean.
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"...it did?"
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>"Yeah... i-if I'm being honest, you've been the most important part of my life, umm... for a while now..."
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>Your heart rate shoots up, and you hope your hand isn't sweating too much.
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"R-really..?"
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>She's looking straight ahead. Definitely blushing, but otherwise comfortable.
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>"Yeah... and even more so, recently."
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"M-more so?"
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>You really wish you had the composure to be more specific.
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>"Yeah, and... you know... I wouldn't mind, umm... you know..."
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>NOW she's doing her hair-twirling, though your composure isn't any better.
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>"We could do this more often... and other, umm... 'couple things'... i-if you want to..."
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>You're stunned. A taser couldn't have done the job better.
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>"Come by after school on Monday... t-take some time to think about it."
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>She briskly walks away before you can stop her, leaving you a wide-eyed statue on the pavement.
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>Arriving home, you notice the car isn't in the driveway.
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>Good. That means mom is away.
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>You hide your shoes and head into your room, needing some thinking space.
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>It's been an hour since you parted ways with your sister, and you can still feel your pulse coursing through you.
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>It's in your ears, it's in your toes, it's even in your eyelids.
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>She told you to 'think' about this.
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>Think about what, exactly? An actual, romantic relationship?
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>You fall on your bed, trying not to breathe too hard.
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>Well, at least the escalating intimacy now made sense.
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>Had she already been treating you like a boyfriend since your birthday? Or longer..?
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>You're not sure how to feel about that.
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>Weird?
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>Used?
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>Excited?
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>Aroused?
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>Okay, yes, the last two definitely fit better than the first ones.
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>What was there to think about, really? None of the girls you've ever looked at twice came close to matching her.
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>Attractive beyond belief with a similarly appealing character, your sister is the catch of the century.
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>Even you at seven years old seemed to perceive that in some way, having basically proposed to her that one time.
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>And now the shoe is on the other foot.
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>Sister or not, you'd be insane to reject her.
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>The thought of rejecting her was actually painful, you hadn't really considered it until now.
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>You know her, and she'd be destroyed. No way could you do that to her.
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>That's not really an option, then, is it?
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>You take a deep breath, mentally preparing yourself for the road ahead.
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>You are going to visit her after school on Monday, and you are going to welcome her advances.
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>It's only ever made your life better, after all.
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>Well, you sure took your time to think about this. All of five minutes.
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>The clock on the wall is telling it's five o'clock.
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>And it's still Saturday.
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>Fuck. The wait might actually kill you.
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>You shake your head and sit in front of your desk, opening your laptop.
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>What does the internet have to say about this..?
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>Two day's worth of research into incestuous relationships on the Internet had left you with a single, simple thought.
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>The Internet can go fuck itself.
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>You yawn, eating some bread in the kitchen.
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>The big day is here, all you need to do now is wait for school to finish.
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>You had considered showing up at Fluttershy's prematurely to give off some vibe of confidence, but you decided against it.
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>There must have a been a reason for why she picked this date, after all.
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>Besides, she's still slightly taller than you, so why bother acting macho?
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>"Anon..?"
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>Fuck. You weren't expecting her to wake up yet.
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>Your plan to strategically avoid your mother had been going great, only for it to fall apart now.
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>"Where the hell have you been?"
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"Good morning to you too, mom."
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>"Haven't I told you not to disappear for DAYS on end-"
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>You walk towards the front door, tuning out her voice.
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>You're not listening to this, so you might as well just bail now.
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"Sorry, school's starting. C'ya."
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>You leave before you can even hear her response.
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>You're half an hour early, but you're fine with waiting anywhere else but "home".
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>Considering how bitter your mother had gotten over time, you were really lucky to have had such an amazing sister.
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>Maybe you should tell her that.
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>The hours crawl by agonizingly slowly.
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>It's not like you could focus on schoolwork, so you tune most of it out.
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>The bell finally rings and you rush out like neverbefore.
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>Finding the bus stop, you get on, swallowing your stress.
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>The bus starts its route, and the stress comes right back up.
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>How exactly are you supposed to do this?
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>Your breathing gets more labored with every stop the bus covers.
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>You try to go over some things you read on the Internet in your head.
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>'Showing is better than telling', someone had said.
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>What does that even mean?
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>Looking out the window, you notice dandelions growing on a green patch nearby.
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>You do a double take.
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>Of course!
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>You press the exit button. You have a detour to take.
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>You step off the bus and head into a familiar house, two wild dandelions in hand.
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>Fuck, you can't believe you're actually doing this.
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>This is like something out of those stupid Spanish, thirty years old soap-operas.
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>Finding the door, you pause in your tracks.
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>There's that cold sweat again.
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>You had somehow managed to make this even more stressful than it had to be.
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>The idea was that these flowers would do the talking for you, but somehow they just seemed to only pile on the anxiety.
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>Your sister did seem to like them... way back when you were a kid, at least.
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>Standing in front of the door with the flowers held to your chest, you shake off your doubts.
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>You just have to knock. This'll work better if she's the one to open the door.
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>Three short bangs resound through the wood, and suddenly you start breathing through your mouth.
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>Fuckfuckfuck, you can hear her coming.
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>You take a deep breath and swallow, trying your best to not look like a nervous wreck as the door opens.
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"F-Flutters!"
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>"Hey, A-"
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>Her eyes trail downwards and she brings a hand over her mouth, muting a still-audible gasp.
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"I, uhh... I just thought..."
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>You look away, unsure of yourself.
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>"A-Anon..."
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>Looking back at your sister, your heart nearly gives out as you notice a tear running down her cheek.
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>You gulp and hold out your hand, remembering a similar moment a long time ago.
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"For you..."
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>Much to your surprise, she walks straight into you instead of reaching for your hand.
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>She squeezes you into a hug, this one distinctly different from any you can remember.
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>You've never had someone resting against you like this, as if you're the bigger person.
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>You've never felt someone shaking while sobbing into your shoulder.
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>That's always been you, and the other person has always been your sister.
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>Dropping the flowers on the floor, you wrap your arms around her.
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>She always seemed to know what to do, back then. And in retrospect, it wasn't very complicated.
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"D-do you like them..?"
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>This reaction was unexpected, to say the least.
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>You sometimes forget, as much as your nerves tend to get to you, your sister has it worse.
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>She's still buried in your arms, holding you while you lean your back against the wall.
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>She looks fine now, though you can't see her face.
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"Uhh... you're okay, right..?"
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>She places a hand on your chest and looks up, directly into your eyes.
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>There are no tears. Just a reassuring smile.
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>"Yeah, s-sorry... I'm just... happy."
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>God, you have no idea how to respond to that.
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>You had expected the stress to leave after passing this checkpoint, but you're still as nervous as ever.
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>"How about you?"
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"Wuh-uhh... me?"
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>She presses her body against yours, your foreheads touching.
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>"I can feel your heartbeat, you know. It's pretty fast."
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>Blushing hard right in front of her face, you avert your eyes.
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"It's just, uhh... b-big change, you know."
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>She re-positions her arms above your shoulders, taking charge of the hug.
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>Mild disappointment hits you momentarily.
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>You hugging her, as opposed to the other way around, had been a nice change of pace.
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>"Nothing's changed. I still love you exactly as much as I did yesterday."
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>Noticing your eyes moving around wildly, she forces sustained eye contact by laying a hand on your cheek.
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>"I want you to be comfortable, Anon. You know I'd never do anything to hurt you, right?"
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>You manage a nod, and you notice her expression change. It's not one of the motherly looks you're used to.
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>Those had never forced a brick into your stomach, like this one seemed to be doing.
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>Her hand trails along your jawline, stopping at your chin.
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>"You trust me... right?"
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>You swallow, never having had to exert this much effort just to speak.
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"Ri-"
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>A familiar feeling of warm wetness hits the inside of your mouth as you are cut off by the joining of airways.
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>Fatigued by the constant stress, you allow yourself to melt into the sensations.
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>You feel like you can finally relax.
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>It had taken your sister quite some time to pull her tongue out of your mouth.
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>She realized she was pinning you against the wall, and actually apologized.
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>You would've thought it was cute if your head hadn't been a wasteland of organized thought at the time.
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>"S-so, do you want something? Food? I can make anything."
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"Nah, don't bother. I ate in the school cafeteria."
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>It's only been a couple of hours, and things are already back to normal, relatively speaking.
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>Not that you can't still sense some lingering tension.
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>She sits beside you on the couch, ignoring the daytime garbage on the television in front of you.
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>Neither of say anything, and things quickly get awkward again.
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"Are your classes going okay? And... work?"
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>She fidgets, uncomfortable for some reason. "You don't have to worry, really..."
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>This was a very typical answer for your sister, engineered to cause the least amount of trouble possible.
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>You're not satisfied, though.
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"Come on... working alongside school can't be easy. If I can help with anything, I'll do it."
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>"That's sweet of you, Anon. But both my classes and my work are very flexible."
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>Damn. The last thing you want is to be useless, most of all to her.
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>"There might be one thing, though..."
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>That catches your attention.
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>"It's a new look. Not something I'd usually consider doing, but... I might... if you like it."
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>Your blood circulation kicks up a gear.
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"O-okay! Sounds... easy."
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>She affectionately flicks your nose.
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>"Alright, but no camera this time. There's only two judges I want to impress."
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"There's... two?"
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>"Yeah..." She scoots up against your shoulder, pointing a finger at your left eye.
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>"...this one..." She points her finger at your other eye, flashing you a suggestive smile.
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>"...and this one."
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>Floored, you watch your sister stand up and walk towards the bathroom.
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>"Wait here, then. I'll be right back."
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>You can't even tell how long you've waited by the time she finally walks back out.
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>One eternity? Two?
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>However long it was, it became worth it the moment she stepped out.
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>The first thing you notice is her hair, separated in long twintails, hanging over her front.
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>She's wearing a green, two-piece bikini, but these are quite a bit more revealing than the previous ones.
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>The upper piece is basically just two triangles connected by a thin string tied up in a knot.
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>Her breasts typically don't look all that prominent in her normal attire, but now, they stick out like balloons.
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>The apparent difference is unbelievable.
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"It's... uhh..."
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>She holds a finger to your lips, shushing you.
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>"You don't have to say it yet... if you don't mind..."
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>She leads you into her room and sits on the bed, looking at you with half-lidded eyes.
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>Oh god, the makeup. Your nerves are back.
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>"Front or back?"
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>Right, her hair.
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"B-back... I guess."
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>She flips her twintails behind her shoulders, giving you an unobstructed view of her front.
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>Stretching her hands, your sister lays down on her back, making a show out of rolling into several poses.
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>The transitions are seamless, and she looks perfectly comfortable.
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"You've, uhh... gotten better at this."
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>She pauses and sits up, waving you over, slight blush first now appearing.
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>"Want to know why..? I'll tell you."
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>You sit down and she immediately throws an arm around you, hugging your side.
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>"In the studio, when they're taking pictures of me..."
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>She leans further and lowers her voice, whispering into your ear.
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>"...I always imagine it's you behind the camera. It makes things easier."
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>Ignoring your speechlessness, she falls on her back, pulling you with her.
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"Really..?"
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>Your sister sits back up without answering.
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>"You know... those strangers in the studio have seen as much of me as you have, and I don't think that's fair."
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>She points at the knot tying her top together.
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>"I-if you want to pull this string... I won't stop you."
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>You sit up, not believing your ears.
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"A-a-are you sure?"
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>"Yes... go ahead."
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>Your hand twitches.
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>Reaching for your target, you grab the silky string, slowly pulling.
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>The knot undoes itself and you let go, allowing the strings to fall down.
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>She's holding the loose top against her chest, but her bare back alone is diverting major bloodflows towards a specific area.
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>Your sister looks at you over her shoulder, blushing smile adorning her face.
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>"I was never going to model like this..." She throws the top on the floor and turns around.
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>"...but I guess I can make an exception... for my boyfriend."
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>Your eyes are wildly alternating between her chest and her face.
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"Is that... m-me..?"
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>She giggles before throwing herself on you, pinning your back on the bed.
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>"You silly... you're so adorable, I-I could just..."
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>Your mouth opens on instinct, allowing her to finish her sentence through action.
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>You spend some moments in a deep kiss, noticing your sister slowly but surely getting more aggressive in her tongue movements.
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>Your freeze up as her thigh brushes against your crotch, the unexpected contact causing you to gasp into her mouth.
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>Your sister pulls back, strands of saliva breaking in the process.
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>She's breathing really heavily just above your nose, her face noticably brighter in color, but no less eager.
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>"Don't you think... it's hot... in here?"
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>It's not. The room is fairly cool, actually.
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"Y-yeah... I guess so..."
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>You take off your shirt, as she looks about ready to do it for you.
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>Now panting audibly with an unrestrained grin on her face, she reaches a hand down and tugs at your pants.
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>This is getting really out of character for her.
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>You awkwardly shuffle your pants down and kick them off the bed as your sister leans toward you so far that your lips touch.
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>Kissing you again, she grabs your hand and lays it on her hip, right on the knot tying together her bottom piece.
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>She breaks away, her breathing now even heavier.
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>"P-pull it."
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>You are awkwardly holding the string, laying on your back with your sister straddling over you.
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>"You have no idea how many guys I've turned down, because I was waiting for this..."
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>She picks the rubber bands out of her hair without breaking eye contact, allowing her pink locks to fall into your face.
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"Err... ahh-I, uhh..."
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>She lays a hand on your cheek and strokes your erection through your shorts with the other, shutting you up immediately.
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>Your heart was nearing its limit, but seeing that loving smile back on her face calms it down somewhat.
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>"I love you, Anon. If you let me, I'll show you how much..."
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>You take a deep breath and pull on the string, allowing it to be expelled to the floor by your sister.
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"O-okay..."
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>Your pathetic attempt at a response doesn't seem to faze her as she drops to your side.
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>Laying down on your shoulder and pressing her chest against your side, she pulls on your last article of clothing.
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>You swiftly respond by kicking your shorts off the bed, airing out your desperately attention-craving member.
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"A-are you s-sure about-"
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>Your sister reaches down and grabs your erection, causing you to gasp at the initially cold contact.
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>Using her soft hand to gently pull your skin up and down, she leans her head towards you.
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>"Let me worry about the details." She pushes your arm in between her breasts, releasing a breath directly into your ear.
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>"You just... relax."
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>You breathe deeply, genuinely trying to calm yourself, but her hand movements are only piling on the pressure.
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>It's piling on surprisingly quickly, despite your sister's slow pace.
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>Whether it's because of the artful way she's massaging your erection or just the novelty of an unfamiliar hand, you're definitely not going to last much longer.
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"Fff-Flutt-"
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>She ignores your warning and ups the pace, tightening her hold on your arm while again leaning towards your ear.
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>"Shh... just relax..."
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>Bursting like a dam while gripping the covers below, you shoot several strands straight on your stomach.
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>You quickly come down from the high, head swirling with electric tingles.
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>Regaining your focus after a couple of seconds, the first thing you see is your sister sitting over you, doing... something.
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>Is she... licking the back of her hand?
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>"Heh, I made a bit of a mess here..."
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>Oh. OH.
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>Face heating up, you're about to sit up, only for her to stop you.
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>"Don't be ashamed, Anon... just stay there and let me take care of this."
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>You silently comply, not really sure what she meant.
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>Your body jolts upon feeling a wet streak drag along your stomach.
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>Not believing your senses, you stare blankly at the ceiling as her tongue takes several more strokes against your skin.
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>Her mission accomplished, she lays her head on your shoulder.
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>"So... how do you feel?"
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"My head's a bit, uhh... f-fuzzy..."
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>She starts tracing patterns with her finger on your chest, looking as if she's expecting you to elaborate.
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"N-not in a bad way... I mean... I just, sort of got this, uhh... t-thing... that..."
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>You swallow, not knowing yourself where you're going with this.
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"Good. I feel good."
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>Your sister giggles under her breath, delivering a quick kiss to your cheek.
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>She turns her head up, joining you in the staring contest with the ceiling. "That's all I wanted to hear."
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>A minute passes, and a trickle of confidence builds as you steal a glance at her distracted face.
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>You can't just stay passive forever, can you..?
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>Making sure she's not looking, you smack an awkward kiss on her cheek.
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"Thanks... I love you."
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>You swear you heard a quick inhalation, also noticing her knees moving up towards her chest.
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>Worries that you'd fucked up somehow are quickly dispelled by your sister's completely flushed expression.
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>"C-can I ask you something... p-personal..?"
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>You nod, noticing the edges of her mouth turning up.
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>"H-how long until, umm... it... is ready again..?"
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>You take a moment to contemplate the question.
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>Given the lustful look she's sending you, it probably won't be long.
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"M-maybe, uhh... a couple of minutes."
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>Deathly afraid of disappointing her, relief hits you when her expression turns more playful.
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>"Minutes..?"
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>Your sister grabs your wrist and presses your palm against her breast, massaging your inner thigh with her other hand.
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>"How about now?"
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>Tingles travelling all over your body, you can barely think of an answer whilst fighting the urge to squirm.
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"Ahh... I'm n-not sure ifmmf-"
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>Her tongue probes far into your mouth, coaxing yours into a wet embrace that you instinctively welcome.
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>How does she always manage to catch you off-guard with these surprise interruptions?
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>She puts more force into the kiss as she moves her hand from your thigh to your member, sending a jolt up your body.
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>Is this really the same person you grew up with? She's always been touchy, but never anywhere near this direct.
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>She pulls away with a heavy breath, experimentally running her fingers over your rapidly hardening semi-erection.
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>"How many minutes was that?"
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>You detect a rare hint of smugness in your sister's voice.
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>And for good reason, you suppose. Your semi is now standing fully rigid and stern, feeling no hint of soreness.
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>She was a lot gentler than you've always been with your death grip, so that probably explains it.
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>Her posture shifts on top of you, allowing your hand to slip away.
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>It doesn't. You can't bring yourself to tear your hand away from such a perfect mammary gland specimen.
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>Hand on your cheek, she looks into your eyes while grinding on your erection.
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>"I'm ready, Anon. Are you?"
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>You were about to respond, but you manage to stop yourself.
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>She's just going to dive into your mouth the moment you open it, isn't she?
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>Getting a borderline too-bold idea, you figure you might as well try to beat your sister at her own game.
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>Raising your head off the mattress, you lock lips with her, tongue creeping in only as far as you dare.
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>Not feeling any reciprocation, you pull away, immediately worried you'd overstepped your boundaries.
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>You feel the beat of a heart that isn't yours through the hand still on her chest, prompting you to finally let go.
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>She looks stunned. Like her face froze after you pulled away.
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>Fuck, was she actually not planning to catch you off-guard this time..?
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"Uhh... s-sorry, I just..."
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>Your sister digs her hands under your back, pressing your bodies and lips together.
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>You're not sure if this is a kiss or an attempt to rip your tongue out of your mouth, but you're relieved either way.
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>Without breaking the kiss, your sister shifts her body again and reaches back, directing your tip to prod at her entrance.
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>You tense up in anticipation as she pulls her mouth away, forced by a mutual lack of breath.
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>She slowly starts lowering herself down on your shaft, making your breathing even more labored.
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>Hearing sharp gasp-moans as the warmth creeps further down your length, you awkwardly wrap your arms around your sister's back.
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>Stopping once the bottom is reached, she buries her face in your neck, masking a series of barely-audible whispers within every exhalation.
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>"I love you... I love you... I love you..."
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>You tighten the hug, your palpitating heart almost overwhelmed.
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"F-Flutty..."
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>You begin carefully thrusting, surprised by the intensity of the pleasure brought by the smallest of movements.
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>She brings her face up, looking into your eyes. "K-keep going~"
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>Wiping the sweat off your brow, she rests her forehead on yours.
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>Both of you breathing too hard to lose yourselves in more tongue-wrapping, your lips only brush together.
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>Given the situation, the eye contact is almost like a kiss of it's own.
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>Getting ahead of yourself, you perform three overconfident thrusts, pulling halfway out each time.
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>Your sister releases warm puffs of air into your face in the same rhythm, a moan escaping alongside the final one.
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>Stopping immediately, you only just manage to not finish right then and there.
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>That was dangerously close. Not to mention too soon.
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>"Anon... are you close?"
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>You gulp, anxiety gripping you. Are you really that transparent?
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>Seeing your reaction, her expression turns compassionate, a look you're all too familiar with.
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>"Hey, don't spoil this for yourself, okay?"
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"W-what?"
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>"Relax. We have all the time in the world after this."
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>Your sister leans to her side, flipping you on top of her.
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>"Don't worry about anything silly, like..."
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>She rocks her hips underneath you, clearly teasing.
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>"...pulling out."
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>Playfully pecking your lips, you notice her cheeks turning red again, to speak nothing of yours.
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>"G-go ahead. I'm yours."
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>Her breathing now heavy with anticipation, she drops her hands on the bed above her shoulders, palms pointing up.
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>A moment's silence passes, and the world around you goes out of focus as your inhibitions vanish.
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>You grasp her hands and prod your tongue into her mouth, fingers locking.
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>Thrusting at a pace higher than previously, you are surprised to find yourself no longer edging the brink.
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>Deciding you can afford to go even faster, your sister tears away from the kiss and releases a low, erotic moan.
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>"Aahhh, ffffuuuck..."
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>Did she just swear? You'd pinch yourself if your hands were free.
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>Taking your time to enjoy her whimpers over the slapping noises of the intercourse, you eventually notice yourself edging closer with every thrust.
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>Deciding to heed your sister's words, you maintain your pace, noticing her legs locking you in position.
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>Groaning, you explode inside, the orgasmic high lasting throughout several more thrusts.
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>The downswing somehow manages to be even more intense, ending with everything going black.
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>A body's worth of limp weight rolls off of you, leaving you a sweaty, panting mess on the bed.
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>What the heck just happened?
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>You were expecting him to last maybe five more seconds, not... however long that was.
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>Looking to your side, your brother doesn't seem conscious, though he's facing away from you.
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>Still shaking, you get off the bed and out of the room, walking into the bathroom shower.
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>The cold stream isn't making you any less hot and bothered.
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>You adjust the temperature down to the coldest before it gets icy, but it's not working. It's still so warm, down there.
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>Remembering your brother's unsure face after his first time initiating a real kiss, your arousal spikes.
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>Reaching a hand between your legs, you gasp upon contact.
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>Having already been brought close to the brink, it doesn't take much for moans to start slipping out.
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>Your hand movements soon forcing you on your knees, you replay the entire scene in your head.
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>Once you get to the part where he released his animalistic instincts, a boatload's worth of tension leaves your body all at once.
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>Not managing to hold back a loud moan, the waves hit harder than expected.
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>Losing your footing, your thrashing foot kicks a bottle of shampoo out of the shower.
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>Awkwardly staggering back to your feet after recovering, you turn off the water and dry yourself off.
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>Stepping out and looking into your room, Anon hasn't moved an inch.
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>You've been wreaking havoc on his nerves all day, in hindsight. Poor guy deserves a break.
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>Noticing the dandelions on the living room floor, you pick them up and place them in a familiar vase in the kitchen.
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>Old memories warming your heart, you breathe deeply.
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>This plan had worked better than you could have hoped for.
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>You would have preferred to somehow ease him into this, but sometimes a push is needed.
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>Resting your chin on your hand, you stare at the flowers.
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>A smirk hits your face, recalling another old memory.
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"He's really mine now, mom..."
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>You wake up in your sister's bed, blanket covering you.
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>The first thing you notice is that you're naked. The second thing is that you're alone.
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>"Hey."
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>A shocked yelp rushes through your teeth as your upper body dashes forward into a sitting position.
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>Heart pounding against your ribs, you hear an outbreak of giggles beside you after a moment's silence.
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>It's her. She was laying right next to you, in a blindspot.
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"Wuh... wha... Fluh..."
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>You're still too shocked to form a sentence.
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>Turns out that you're really fucking jumpy after waking up naked in someone else's bed.
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>The fact that you just violated the most taboo of all taboos probably doesn't help, either.
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>"S-sorry... I... pfft-"
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>Sitting up herself, her giggles escalate into a full laughter.
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>A couple of seconds pass and her fit has no end in sight.
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>Her head falls on your shoulder, gripping your arm while still convulsing.
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>"You... you're just... too..."
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>She's not having much success forming sentences, either.
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>Looking in her direction instead of staring away in embarrassment, the lingering shock melts away.
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>You've never seen your sister so outwardly cheerful.
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>She would always hold back her voice in situations like this. Now, she doesn't seem to care at all.
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>Catching her infectious laugh off her sparkling face, you begin chuckling yourself.
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"Wow, you really got me."
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>"S-sorry... I shouldn't... pfft... be laughing..."
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>Finally getting a handle on herself, she takes a series of deep breaths, eventually culling her laughter.
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>"That wasn't on purpose, I swear."
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>That much was obvious. Jump-scare pranks have never been her thing.
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"It's fine. How long was I out?"
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>"A little over three hours."
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>Damn. That means it's late.
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>You sigh, figuring all good things must come to an end.
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"Alright... I should get going, then."
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>Her grip on your arm tightens, holding you in place before you even start moving off the bed.
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>"You don't have to leave... i-if you don't mind."
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"Well, mom will get pissed..."
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>Laying her head on your shoulder, she cuddles against you.
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>"You don't have to accommodate her, you know... mom will get mad no matter what you do."
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>You gulp, not expecting this kind of blunt response.
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>That's been your suspicion for a long time, but confirmation from your sister provided an uncomfortable sense of finality.
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"What's her, uhh... deal, anyways?"
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>Your sister's face loses its luster, showing a hint of sadness.
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>"Don't take this the wrong way, but... I think I was, umm... the favorite..."
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>Looking away while hugging her knees, she mumbles something apologetic.
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"What do you mean..?"
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>"She always spoiled me, and I looked up to her for a long time. Until I noticed how she treated you..."
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>That must've been the day she effectively adopted you.
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>The day you jumped off your bike at full speed in the vain hope that your mother would care, only to get something even better.
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>"S-sorry, I should've noticed earlier..."
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>Seeing her biting her lip while avoiding eye contact, this seems to be bothering her more than you.
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"It's fine. You would probably have been my favorite, too."
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>"Don't say that, Anon..."
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>Taking the following silence as your cue, you lean against your sister, the sides of your heads touching.
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>"You're really not... mad, at all?"
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>You chuckle, trying to dispel the tension.
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"No, you raised me better than that."
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>Amusing as it was to watch the blood flow to her face, a yawn cuts you off.
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>Falling on the pillow with a thud, you decide there's no reason to leave. Half your stuff is already here, anyways.
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>Laying on your back, you feel the warmth of bare skin pressing against your side.
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>"You know..."
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>She reaches a hand across your chest, bringing her lips up against your ear.
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>"I'm not tired yet. Are you?"
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>Suppressing another yawn and blinking the mist out of your eyes, you turn to look at the face next to you.
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"Uhh... no. Not at all."
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>Having run yourself completely out of breath, you stumble inside your sister's apartment, huffing and puffing.
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>You don't see her anywhere, so you head straight for the shower.
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>Quickly rinsing off all your sweat, you step and out get into the change of clothes you brought earlier.
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>Deciding you were too sedentary, you've taken to regularly going outside for jogs, as well as some push-ups before sleep.
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>Your sister goes to all these lengths to maintain her modelling body, so you figured you should make some kind of effort yourself.
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>Regardless of what she says, like hell are you worthy of her as you are now.
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>Stepping out of the bathroom, you hear some scribbling behind the bedroom door.
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>She probably heard you turning on the shower, so you knock once and open the door slowly.
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"Hey, Flutters. Studying something?"
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>Sitting on her desk chair, she's gnawing a pencil quite vigorously.
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>She's a mess again. Wildly unkempt hair and not wearing any pants was a pretty surefire way to know she hadn't left the house today.
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>Looking at you with a pencil still in her mouth, she at least looks happy to see you.
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>"H-hey! And yes, I have exams soon..."
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>Well, that explains it.
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>Sitting down on the bed, you note pieces of clothing strewn about, some more blush-inducing than others.
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>"Sorry about the mess... it's hard to do anything with these exams hanging over my head..."
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"Still looks better than my room, no worries. When are the exams?"
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>"N-next week."
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>Back to gnawing her pencil, she doesn't look very sure of herself.
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"Are you nervous?"
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>Your sister nods, laying the pencil down on the desk.
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>"I don't know what I'll do if I... f-fail..."
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>You're really not a fan of seeing her so stressed out, but what can you do to help?
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>Apparently being an aspiring veterinarian means you have to learn some really difficult stuff.
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>A synapse sparks in your head.
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>You can't actually help her study, but you're pretty sure you can help solve the other side to her problem.
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>You gulp, not sure how to broach the subject.
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"W-well... if you want to take a break, maybe I can help..."
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>Your sister tilts her head inquisitively, not getting the insinuation.
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>Trying to keep the blood out of your face through sheer force of will, you take a deep breath.
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"With, the-uhh... the stress."
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>"How do you mean?"
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>The question forces your eyes to the ceiling, the floodgates to your face breaching.
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>Of all the times for her to be oblivious, why did it have to be now?
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"I mean... I could, uhh... you know..."
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>A giggle cuts you off, followed by a hand on your thigh as your sister stands off her chair and sits against your side on the bed.
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>"I know what you mean, Anon."
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>You deadpan, not sure whether to curse your sister's sense of humor or your own gullibility.
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>"Thanks, but you don't have to go that far. Just having you here makes me feel a lot better."
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>If words can kill, these definitely came close.
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>Still, you're not ready to let this go yet, since she's probably just probing your intentions.
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"Well... it couldn't hurt, right?"
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>She looks puzzled, not expecting you to press the issue.
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>"Umm... are you sure you want to..?"
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>You've already left her hanging once, which is bad enough, but the thought is arousing enough in and of itself.
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"Yes. You don't?"
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>Blood gathers on your sister's face during a moment's silence, before she leans in and gives you a kiss on the cheek.
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>"Oh, I never said that..."
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>As if performing a magic trick, she pulls off her panties and kicks them on the floor without even standing up.
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>Feet still touching the ground over the side of the bed, she lays down on her back, giving you the perfect view of your target.
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>Getting down on your knees on the floor inbetween your sister's spread legs, you take a deep breath.
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>This isn't nearly as nerve-wracking as your first time, but you can still feel a lingering doubt in the back of your head.
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>Is this even going to work?
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>"Umm... you should try to-EEP~"
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>The first contact wasn't very ambitious, but a simple, vertical stroke of your tongue was apparently enough to cause a reaction.
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>Thank god the porn hadn't lied to you.
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>You probe inside to sample the taste, finding it somewhat salty, but otherwise neutral.
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>"Hnnngh... I guess... you know what to do..."
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"This, right?"
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>You ram your appendage inside and stroke upwards repeatedly, taking slightly different trajectories each time until you find what you were looking for.
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>"Unnf-AAAAH~"
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>A hand grabs the back of your head as your sister stumbles around, pushing you further in.
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>Accepting the encouragement, you rapidly flick at your sister's bundle of nerves with the tip of your tongue as if your life depended on it.
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>Remembering some instructional videos you watched, you decide to up the variety, suckling on the throbbing nub.
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>As if you just flicked a switch, her entire body begins trembling, releasing with it a long series of erratic moans.
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>Sitting up, you decide to take a look at the culmination of your efforts.
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>Panting up into thin air, your sister's extremities continue twitching for a couple of seconds, her body eventually going limp as her moans die down.
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>You didn't think you'd finish her off this quickly (if at all), but you're not about to complain.
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>"Ah-Anon..."
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>She offers you her hand, which you take, pulling her up into a sitting position.
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>"Thanks..." She pecks your cheek with her lips. "Now I actually feel like studying some more."
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"C-cool! Also, I was thinking... if you need more of these, uhh... breaks, I could, you know... stay."
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>"What, you mean, the entire week..?"
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"Yeah... and I could fetch groceries, cook, whatever gives you more time to study."
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>She pauses, considering the proposal.
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>"I'd really like that."
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>She leans sideways, hugging your arm.
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>"In that case, this might be a good time to tell you..."
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>She tightens her grip, breathing into your ear.
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>"I'm on birth control, so, umm... don't be shy."
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"You're going to miss the bus if you don't hurry."
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>It's your sister's big day, at long last.
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>She stands off her chair, hastily packing things into her bag.
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>"I know, I know... I'm going."
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>Taking several deep breaths, she walks towards the front door.
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>You hand her a sandwich, doing your best to sound reassuring.
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"Just breathe, okay? You'll be fine."
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>"I-I-I know, I justEEP-"
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>She stumbles on a stray shoe, falling halfway to the floor with a squeak before you catch and pull her back up.
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>"S-sorry! I just, umm..."
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>Having her basically in your arms already, you give her a hug.
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"Seriously, I've never spent this much time studying for anything in my life."
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>Frequent stress-relieving "breaks" aside, she's been holed up in her room almost non-stop over the last week, buried in her books.
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>If she fails, the entire endeavor of higher education is pointless.
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>"R-right..."
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>Getting ready to leave, she's frantically looking over some notes scribbled in her notebook, making sure she has everything memorized.
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"Well?"
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>Her eyes dart around between you and the notebook, before she sheepishly packs it into her bag.
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>"O-okay, yeah... I think I'm ready."
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>Opening the door to the outside world, she takes a step through the frame before turning around to face you.
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>Hanging on the other side of the frame, you wait, wondering why she hasn't walked away already.
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>"Anon..?"
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"What? Did you forget something?"
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>"Yeah, just one thing."
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>She leans over, giving you a peck on the lips.
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>"Whatever happens... thanks."
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>She rushes away before you manage regain your composure, leaving you frozen by the door.
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>Shaking the blush out of your cheekbones, you swallow a gulp of air.
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>What's it going to take for you to get used to this..?
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>She's probably out of range already, but you decide to respond, just in case she hears you.
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"L-likewise..!"
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>You can't sleep.
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>Every time you close your eyes, you see the same thing.
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>Blue eyes.
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>Pink hair.
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>That smile.
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>You can hear her, too.
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>Like a faint echo in your head that won't go away.
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>>"Eat your vegetables, Anon."
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>>"Don't be late for school, Anon."
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>>"Watch out for the traffic, Anon."
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>You feel your face burning, the kiss she gave you last night still fresh in your memory.
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>Nothing's touched your cheek since. Not your hands, and not this pillow, either.
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>Not even a scratch when it was itchy.
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>What the heck is going on with you? This never used to happen.
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>*KNOCK* *KNOCK*
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>You freeze up, shifting your eyes to the luminescent clock on the wall.
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>She's here, an hour to midnight.
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>Every single night without fail.
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"C-come in..."
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>The door creeks open, partially lighting your room to reveal your sister.
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>Your heart stops at the sight, a common occurrence lately.
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>Her yellow pyjamas, decorated with butterflies, look the same as ever.
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>Except she didn't do the top two buttons on her shirt.
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>Her hair is flowing more straight down than usual, and it looks damp.
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>Because she just got out of the shower.
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>Like every other time.
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>"Are you okay?"
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"W-what?"
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>She leans over you, her hand touching your forehead.
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>"You're not sick, are you? You feel warm."
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>The tingles all over your body suddenly turn into sparkles.
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"N-NO... I'm fine."
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>She gives you one of those heartstopping smiles of hers.
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>"You know you can tell me anything, right?"
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>You swallow some guilt as stealthily as you can manage.
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"I know... I'm fine, really."
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>"Alright then."
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>You brace yourself as she leans down, landing a kiss on your cheek.
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>"Good night, Anon. I love you."
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>Your heart restarts itself again as she turns to leave.
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"WAIT."
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>CRAP, YOU JUST BLURTED THAT OUT.
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>"Yes?"
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>She spins herself to face you again, strangely light on her feet.
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"Uhh... I... I just..."
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>What the hell do you say?
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>You can't actually tell her, can you? What if she ends up hating you, like mom?
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"I feel weird... I guess."
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>"Weird?" She sits on the edge of the bed. "Good weird or bad weird?"
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"I don't know. Just weird."
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>"And you can't sleep?"
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>If only it was just that...
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"Yeah... s-something's wrong, I just don't know what..."
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>You pull the sheets over your face, avoiding eye contact.
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>"Say no more."
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>She slips under the covers, laying her head on the pillow next to you.
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"F-flutty..?"
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>Shoulder meeting shoulder, you instinctively move away, only to be met by the wall on the other side.
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>THERE'S NO SPACE HERE.
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>Not wanting to look like you're avoiding her, you stare straight up, her breath hitting your neck.
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>"Oh my, you look tense."
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>You flinch as she reaches a hand over your chest, gently pulling you into a hug.
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>"There, better?"
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>NO.
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>"Now, tell big sister what's bothering you. Maybe I can help."
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"I DON'T KNOW."
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>Liquid starts pooling in your eyes, the hug breaking through your every barrier.
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"I-It's like, I have to get away when I'm near you, b-but WHEN I DO... I-I have to get back."
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>You hold back a sob, burying yourself in the embrace.
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"What's happening to me..?"
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>A couple of unbearably silent seconds pass.
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>"Oh, Anon..."
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>Her grip around you tightens, your face touching her chest.
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>"It's nothing to worry about. You're just growing up."
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"Th-that's it? You're not mad?"
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>"Of course not. I'm glad."
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"W-why? I don't get it..."
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>She rests her chin on your head, her body bunching up around you.
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>"Because this means I can help."
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"What? How?"
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>Finally getting the courage to look up, you see a blush on her face, even through the darkness.
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>But she's also smiling.
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>"Well, if you can fall asleep while I'm still here, then there's no problem, is there?"
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"I... I guess."
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>She lifts your chin with a finger, staring into your eyes.
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>"How do you feel right now? Sleepy?"
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"Not really..."
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>She leans forward, your entire body tensing up as she softly places her lips against yours.
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>"How about now? Anything?"
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"I... I don't... what was-WAIT."
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>You DO feel something.
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>Something STIFF.
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>You quickly roll out of her embrace, realizing it was poking against her.
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"S-SORRY... i-it just happened to-"
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>"It's okay."
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>She shushes you.
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>"You trust me, right?"
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"I-"
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>Your voice cracking, you settle for a nod.
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>Her smile widening, she silently pulls the covers up to your necks.
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>You dare to look, seeing her squirming around under the sheets.
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"W-what are you doing?"
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>"Just some things..." She turns back to you, pulling on your shorts.
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>"Can I..?"
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>Well... you DO trust her.
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>Lifting your lower body, you tug your pants down to your ankles yourself.
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"Is that it?"
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>She pulls on your shorts.
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"W-wait..."
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>"You don't have to be ashamed." She whispers, her voice reassuring. "It's perfectly normal."
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"A-are you sure..?"
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>She nods.
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>"Animals have this, too. I've seen it."
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>Well, in that case...
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>Pulling your shorts down, you kick them and your pants away, freeing your feet.
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>You gulp, something else freed as well, and brushing against the covers.
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"O-okay... what do I do?"
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>"Nothing."
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>Pulling you into another hug, she adjusts the sheets again, making sure you both stay fully under them.
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>Both of you on your sides facing each other, this hug feels different.
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>Her left hand is squished under your body, curling up over your lower back, pulling you into her.
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>Her right is draped over your other side and threaded up to your head, her palm pushing it into her chest.
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>You're basically locked in place.
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>But it's a good place.
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>Couldn't you have done this without taking off the pants, though?
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"Uhh... FluAAAH-"
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>You gasp, a sudden wet and HOT feeling enveloping every nerve ending you didn't know you had, and then some.
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"Hnnggh... w-what is... what..."
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>This time, YOU squirm around, every new movement providing an indescribable new sensation.
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>"Shh..."
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>She shushes reassuringly, her arms squeezing you tighter.
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>"It's okay. Calm down."
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>Breathing through your mouth, you force yourself to stay still.
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>"Let me..."
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>She slowly grinds against you, providing the feeling in longer, more even doses.
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"Wuh... whoa..."
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>You begin meeting her motions, the embrace getting tighter with every thrust.
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>"There... how do you feel?"
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>She stops, letting you do the moving.
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"I f-feel... weird."
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>"Good weird... or bad weird?"
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"GOOD! But... what is this..?"
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>"It's my special way of saying I love you when I don't have the words."
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>Your heart falters, her walls moving faster around you.
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"W-wait..."
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>Warning bells sound in your head.
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"S-something... coming..."
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>She kisses the top of your head, not stopping.
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>"Just let it happen. It's okay, I promise."
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>Your arms move around her, doing their best to pull you closer together.
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>Some kind of end feels close, every passing moment adding to the intensity.
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>But she said it's okay, right?
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"It's... it's..."
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>A single involuntary thrust sparks an explosion in your lower body, sending dizzying waves of pleasure into your head as you spasm in her arms.
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>Responding with little thrusts of her own, it feels like you're being pumped.
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"Hnngh-"
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>Waiting for your spasms to stop, she rolls you on your back, keeping your bodies joined.
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"W-whoa... I... that was..."
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>"You feel better now? Think you can go to sleep?"
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"Y-yeah... I think..."
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>Your eyelids drooping, you see one final thing before the slumber takes you.
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>Blue eyes.
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>Pink hair.
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>That smile.
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>You don't feel weird anymore.
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Motherly Instinct [big sis Fluttershy x Anon]
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