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[Anonfilly] All in one

By BtMess
Created: 9th June 2021 10:21:56 PM
Modified: 9th June 2021 10:31:29 PM
Anonfilly Twilight Sparkle

  1. >You are Anon
  2. >And you are a filly
  3. >And you are Anonfilly
  4. >And you don't know who you are anymore
  5. >Sure you're a little green earth pony who responds to being called Anon
  6. >But there are just so many memories, you don't even know which truly is yours
  7. >Many of them are conflicting even
  8. >Some you remember yourself being 40 years old
  9. >In others you're as low as 15
  10. >You just-
  11. >"Anon, lunch is ready! Come eat."
  12. >And there's your only semblance of normality
  13. >As much of a normal thing as a Purple horse can be
  14. >Your body starts moving on its own as you make your way to the dining room
  15. >You have no idea what controls it, but it does whatever one of your many memories desires
  16. >It's never the same but its rarely (You)
  17. >Wait, stop
  18. >…
  19. >Oh hey, you managed to stop again, heh
  20. >And now it's back to moving by itself
  21. >It's one of the few things you fond to do for fun
  22. >But you have no idea what's going on
  23. >"There you are, thought I'd need to go get you again"
  24. >You hear her speak, but you don't respond as your body keeps staring at your hooves
  25. >"Is everything okay?"
  26. "Fuck you purple, REEEE-"
  27. >Immediately one hoof covers your mouth and another slaps the side of your face hard
  28. >All the while, one of your backhooves settles onto a sitting position and the other tries to lay down, making so you drop on your side
  29. >It's almost like it can't decide on what to do
  30. >You cower under your hooves while waiting for whatever punishment Twilight may give you
  31. >But like all other times nothing comes
  32. >Lowering your legs you see Twilight sitting by your side
  33. >You re not even trying to hide your crying anymore
  34. >"Oh Anon, what will I ever do with you"
  35. >You get up and hug her, laying your head on her purple chest fluff
  36. >It always manages to calm you down
  37. >In turn she lays a hoof on your back and begins stroking gently
  38. >"Shh, its alright, I'm here, I'm here…"
  39. >But as her wings comes to complete the hug, something deep from yourself forces you to push her away
  40. >Not missing a beat your body also bolts for the door
  41. >It's not long until you start slowing
  42. >Part wanting to get back to the hug, part wanting to get away from the 'monster'
  43. >Memories of Twilight being nice
  44. >Memories of her doing extremely evil things to you
  45. >And all of them conflicting together once more
  46. >And the fight for control begins anew
  47. >You're now slowly walking towards the door as a heavy weight drops on top of you
  48. >Not able to lift it you drop to the ground and start sobbing again
  49. >"There, I got her Twilight, she wont hit herself this time"
  50. >Something in you tries to move each hoof randomly
  51. >But the thing on top of you also got them pinned
  52. >'Rape'
  53. >Apparently some parts of your brain understood it immediately
  54. >Some others took a while longer
  55. >What are these feelings…?
  56. >What do they all mean?
  57. >After some time all of them, for once, agreed that it was time to cry
  58. >"Hey, don't cry, its for the best Anon, I swear"
  59. >"Thanks Starlight, I'm not sure if that really helps though"
  60. >"Just be quick, she seems to be hurting again"
  61. >"As long she can't hit herself again like she keeps doing"
  62. >"Don't worry, see? I got her down"
  63. "WAAAHH"
  64. >You totally aren't crying like a baby
  65. >What is happening to you?
  66. >"Just hold still Anon, this will be quick"
  67. >And Twilight began slowly shortening the distance from her brightly lit horn to your forehead
  68. >You just stared at it, scared
  69. >Not like you could've moved away
  70. >Seems like they will put you to sleep until tomorrow again
  71. >Like all the other times
  72. >Closing your eyes, a weird but familiar feeling courses through your body
  73. >It's not like you wanted to live a normal life anyway
  74. >The constant fight for your own body, while staying awake for a hour tops
  75. >Why are you even….
  76. >You're still thinking?
  77. >You're awake?
  78. >Opening an eye, you come face to face with Twilight
  79. >"Hey there, how are you feeling today?"
  80. >You try moving a hoof
  81. >And it responds by scooting a little forwards
  82. >You didn't even notice the weight being lifted from you
  83. >Wait, your hoof…
  84. >IT RESPONDED
  85. >You also doesn't feel the constant fighting for control, like all the other times you woke up
  86. >You've assumed direct control for once
  87. >And you're so happy
  88. >You jump up and hug Twilight
  89. >You're so happy you're crying with joy
  90. >"I'm so sorry.."
  91. >You hear Twilight whisper, tears of her own falling on your back before a wing envelops you
  92. >"We really need to fix this sooner than later, should I call the girls again?"
  93. >"Yes, please do that, don't worry about Spike, I'll get him later Starlight"
  94. >"As you wish"
  95. >As the clip clop of hooves make way to the door you feel a soft nuzzling
  96. >You can't help but feel safe for once
  97. >"I'm so sorry Anon, I promise you that we will get this sorted soon"
  98. >It's then that you feel another touch on your head
  99. >"But just to be sure…"
  100. >And you're out like a candle
  101.  
  102. >You wake up panicking
  103. >Not again, please you don't want to go back to the fighting
  104. >You're immediately get on a defending position on all fours
  105. >And looks like you interrupted something as 8 pairs of eyes are right on you
  106. >"See, it was a short one just so she couldn't flee again"
  107. >"The others will still wake up by tomorrow though, right?"
  108. >"Yea Applejack, I can't simply kill all the other personalities, it's not right"
  109. >"But can't you, like, just make a bunch of fake bodies and put them there?"
  110. >"Rainbow Dash! How would you feel if you were suddenly put in another body that isn't yours?"
  111. >"Eh, as long I was still just as awesome and could fly, I don't see the problem"
  112. >"Are you sure darling? I still remember how painful it was for you to take care of Fluttershy's animals, and that was just the cutie mark"
  113. >"I-I can deal with it, I-I'm awesome like that, right Pinkie?"
  114. >"I dunno, that was kind of a big deal for me…"
  115. >"Me too, ooh I can still remember how painful it was to try to make all those ponies laugh…"
  116. >You finally decide to turn off their talking
  117. >You're you, there's no fighting and you're still on control
  118. >Yet you're frozen still
  119. >What s going on?
  120. >Spike notices you start to panic and moves to your side
  121. >"Don't worry, it's just a safety spell so you wouldn't hit yourself when you woke up again"
  122. >You relax a bit at that, though still paralysed
  123. >"Also it should be fading our soon, how are you feeling?"
  124. >Oh, can you even talk?
  125. "Fine…I think?"
  126. >Oh, you can, nice
  127. >"Good, don't worry, they will find what's wrong with you and fix it in no time"
  128. >Then Spike turned around, trying to hide something
  129. >"…Just like the other hundreds attempts from before"
  130. "What was that?"
  131. >"Nothing nothing"
  132. >You hope you didn't hear what you think you did
  133. >But before you could ask he had already rushed to Twilight and was pulling her wing to get her attention again
  134. >"Oh, right, sorry Anon, we were just discussing, um, what's best to try today, yes that"
  135. >"What do you girls think about-"
  136. "BENIS"
  137. >You cover your mouth as quick as you can
  138. >Deep inside you may be laughing, but you actually feel more ashamed than giddy at that
  139. >Everyone lets out a groan as Starlight comes closer to the table
  140. >"Well, looks like a second one already woke up"
  141. >"So much for having an one on one chat"
  142. >"Cant you just extend their sleep?"
  143. >"Its not like that Rarity, I can't just pick a single of them to stay awake"
  144. >A very angry Rainbow Dash then flew right at your face and booped you before saying:
  145. >"Then put every one of them for a week long sleep or so, putting them out for a day hasn't helped at all"
  146. >"But how will I know that I did not overload her brain with magic? I could damage her permanently"
  147. >"Ah guess ya just gonna have to trust yourself this time Twi"
  148. >"This is no better than killing all but one Applejack"
  149. >"Ah mean, it still doesn't feel right, but it could help in the long run, and you wouldn't be downright killing them"
  150. >Slowly Twilight turned and made her way to the table
  151. >Gone was the calming face that you liked
  152. >Now it was like you were a mere insect looking to a almighty giant
  153. >Unable to do anything but wait as she looked down at your paralysed form
  154. >Not saying a word a magic lance shot from her horn straight at you
  155. >Being magically trapped meant that you had no way of dodging
  156. >It still managed to knock you out of the map table
  157. >The same buzzing from before met you once again, as darkness overrode your vision
  158.  
  159. >You wake up not feeling anything
  160. >No matter how much you try to do anything your body doesn't answer
  161. >Yet you can hear a faint beep outside
  162. >There are many continuous noises, but it only beeps on top of you
  163. >It doesn't take long, as seconds later you can hear something tapping on glass just in front of you
  164. >Not able to move or do anything, you just decide take a long deep breath
  165. >Some more time pass, before you notice the liquid all around yourself start to flush
  166. >As the liquid pass below your hooves you feel your eyes be forced open by some magical force
  167. >In front of you is Twilight, and all around you there are an uncountable amount of green fillies in pods
  168. >Probably just like the one you were in
  169. >"If you understand me please look at my hoof"
  170. >She then proceeded to raise her hoof
  171. >Slowly you force your eye to it
  172. >It's so slow to move and focus...like you have no reflexes anymore
  173. >She moves her hoof right to left and left to right
  174. >But you can't hope to keep up with it, yet you attempt to
  175. >With a painful look she turns around and lets go of your eye
  176. >The lid just closes as she releases it, not being able to keep it open yourself
  177. >You can feel the pain on her voice as she starts documenting something
  178. >"Day 9, notes of filly #488"
  179. >She levitates your hoof and try to see your reactions
  180. >"She's alive but apparently only with basic operating functions, no limb control, maybe can be magically rewired"
  181. >You hear tapping on the pod you had just been
  182. >"Report shows that internal organs seem fine and breathing is normal, but they're fragile and can fail at any time"
  183. >You can feel her taking another look at you
  184. >"Her estimated chance of survivability over the week is…"
  185. >You don't want to die…
  186. >You eyes start watering on their own from the time she's taking to finish that last part of the note
  187. >You dont want to die…
  188. >You feel a hoof lightly touch your ribcage
  189. >"…her c-chance of survivability is…"
  190. >It's warm…
  191. >You can't think on anything but the warmth holding you now
  192. >Washing away the coldness you've been feeling all around
  193. >Like a torch in the middle of the freezing snow
  194. >*sigh* "…it's enough"
  195. >With that you're carried on her back somewhere else
  196.  
  197. >She doesn't walk for long as you're carried to another table
  198. >You may still be on the same room but you already miss her warmth as she releases you
  199. >With another deep sight she starts doing some kind of procedure
  200. >Or she at least tries to, your sides are wet and more droplets keep falling in pairs
  201. >"Why am I even trying anymore, I-I can't see another one…I-I'm sorry"
  202. >You hear something metallic hit the table by your side
  203. >Twilight is rushing past the door, now openly crying
  204. >You just stand there
  205. >Unmoving
  206. >Alone
  207. >But alive
  208. >Minutes, hours goes past
  209. >Your sides are hurting a bit, but you can't move to alleviate it
  210. >So you just wait for someone to get back
  211. >It's some time until you hear the door creaking open once again
  212. >And in comes not the normal hoofsteps you'd expect
  213. >But much heavier ones from a much larger creature
  214. >You can almost feel it's overpowering magic from far away as it enters the room, closing the door behind itself
  215. >And you start to get scared as it decides to come closer
  216. >When it gets beside the table its almost like you're face to face with the sun itself
  217. >You feel like nothing as it just stands there
  218. >But then some magic starts meddling inside you
  219. >Feeling like it was distorting itself to mold and change your body in some areas
  220. >But just as it began, it left you
  221. >Then the presence itself disappeared
  222. >Confused, you lay there as the door opens again and somepony else enters
  223. >Light steps, almost like it didn't wanted to be here
  224. >”Anon, please talk to me, do anything, I cant bear this anymore”
  225. >"I don't want to see you suffer, not again"
  226. >The pain in her voice filled you with sorrow, and you once again tried to move yourself
  227. >All seemed to be pointless just like last time
  228. >”Get them to sleep for a week, they said”
  229. >You keep trying to move as she speaks
  230. >”It will be for the best, they said”
  231. >The way she's speaking almost gives you urgency on trying to move one of your incredibly heavy legs
  232. >Wait, heavy?
  233. >”Well, it's been too long and at least no filly is going to suffer because of me, not anymore!”
  234. >"Hear this? You are all free, no need to suffer in vats because of me I...I....I'm so sorry!"
  235. >You feel a pinch as something is forcefully pushed in your plot
  236. >And almost at the same time you manage to make your front leg twitch
  237. >”Anon!” – she shouts, removing the thing from your backside and dropping it
  238. >The same metalic sound from before rings beside you again
  239. >”Oh Anon, I can't believe- wait“
  240. >Quickly she lifts your eyelid and asks you to follow her hoof again
  241. >You manage to do it much easier now
  242. >When she releases it you can even slow down its descent this time
  243. >As it closes you uncounciously focus on the object in front of you
  244. >It was a syringe with something inside
  245. >Was…was it the kind that took animals out of their misery?
  246. >Slowly but surely you start to curl up
  247. >Twilight mistakes it for you being cold, and levitates you towards her
  248. >”Its fine, you'll get better”
  249. >She holds you against her fluff like she used to weeks ago
  250. >”Everything will be just fine, my little ray of Sunshine…”
  251. >She then started writing more notes of this filly
  252. >Finally something had worked
  253. >And maybe, just maybe, she could still find a way save all the still sleeping fillies

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